CORINNA INSYIRAH

A way to start dec!

2009-12-05T01:36:00.001+08:00

Yes now im blogging frm tan tock seng.. Typing with 1 hand coz left hand hurts!!! Ok wish me luck n get well soon..

Not diamond, not bold.. Its Iphone

2009-11-25T01:50:00.001+08:00

Iphone have change my life. Enuff said..

I will update when i feel like it.

2009-10-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

lately its been the same, work family and friends...
well there's some issues going on but i dont feel like blogging..
Juz celebrated mum's bday on saturday(actual on friday) so ya..
nothing much... and waj gave us problem on sunday and yesterday.. omg, im like broke 2...
well Congrats Button,2009 World champion!! woooohooooooo nah im expecting Rubens Barrichello to win, but its ok, we will see.. Kimi will be out from ferrari < WTH!!!! and Alonso will rplce kimi < another WTF!!!!! ok...Thank God Massa gonna stay... yup2..
arites gotta go...Bye Auf Wiedersehen!!!

My Cullen car

2009-10-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

What's your Cullen car?

2009-08-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Grandma..
Yes its been a week since Maternal Grandma left us, some coping well, some of us, not really.. I guess im doing just fine, only im Exhausted to the max!!!
But im glad she's no longer suffering. Ya she lost the battle with cancer, but we knew she left us in a peaceful way. Its like, she went into a deep sleep and suddenly there's no more breathing and heartbeat..
Mum was like asking me hows every1 coping, i know its hard for her, exactly 12 yrs ago Her dad(Grandpa) left us.. and 6 days before grandpa 12 anni, grandma decided to leaves us to reunite with grandpa..so im trying my best to understand..

Im sorry, im only gonna remember u the way i know u will always be and not when u are really sick..
Tho im not close to you, but this yr raya is definitely different without you...
and hope Jalan Kechot will always be kecoh as always... no the bad way, but the good way.. Will see you in Akhirat..

Miss P decided to visit me today after going on a break for 2 freaking months!!
its hurting me!!DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!

Ok NO!!!! Schumacher backs out!!

2009-08-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

when i thot god really answer my prayers, schumacher backs out from comeback due to his neck injury..no joke..so it kinda make me moody whole day!!!
Irritate yana (not my sis) and the system, at work is killing me.. now im on twitter, follow my update aites.. i will post as and when i can...
and develop crush on KELLAN LUTZ is superb ah..he's hot..i mean i cant resist his hot body...damn!!!
im going to sleep soon...
and ya im not really tired now..so i cant sleep..
my cousin is pissing me off..im really mad at him now...

MEETING FARRAH LATER!!!YEAY !!!!!!!!

wonder where avante is??
he's happy with his life, we part ways almost a month ago...
life back to normal before he came, at first im fighting with myself..with the pain..
but i realise im not so stress as i used to be...the frequent fights and cries..
its over, i guess he's happy now..

MICHAEL SCHUMACHER RETURNS!!!!

2009-07-30T23:14:00.003+08:00

my Title explain my blog post, there's no need for me to explain, probably u guys have hear it on the radio, and on the papers, i found out right after lunch.
after lunch, i went for my S break, then to the toilet, feeling full, walk in and saw the papers, ya at the waiting area.. I FLIP THRU, sports section!! UPDATE ON MASSA mybe, BUT THE HEADLINES, MICHAEL TO REPLACE MASSA!!! i just speed read, put it back, and run as fast as i cud, knocking down few humans on the way, to my sister..its like shuttle run..i reached my sis desk, OUT OF BREATH!!panting, and said this
KAK! KAK!!!! Miccchhhhaeeeelllll Sccchhhhuuuummmmaccchhhheeerrrrr
then my colleague: ah ah, Michael Schumacher Replace Massa!! I heared on the radio..
I was like half jumping!! YEAY!!!!!!!!!!
IM GOING TO THE F1 RACE!!!!!
nothing is going to stop me, and even tho im under alot of pressure...
im still very happy... smile, giggle..and even tell myself this, IM GOING TO WATCH SCHUMACHER RACE AGAIN, EVEN IN SPORE!!!
SO Willi Weber, dont try to stop Schumacher ok!! He made his mind, Ferrari have submitted the Superlicense application!! Schumi will be taking lots of physical test and trainning, come on give this guy credit!! HE'S 40..injured his neck in a moto race.. and now he's willing to do a comeback.. Its for the fans! Ferrari Fans, and its a good big wake up call for Kimi Raikkonen (interesting).. and Schumi never test this F60 before, with the KERS install, i bet there's alot of action, tho its only left with 7 races to go, Schumi wont be able to fight for Championship..but i believe, there will be more winning..

IM SO SO SO HAPPY!!!
And, Farrah called me!!! Yeay!!! She will be back this monday night!!! i really miss her so so much!!!!

And update about Massa,
he cant remember the incident..well its ok..
but he's better now, out of the ICU, will be discharged in 10 days..
And he thinks that if the accident didnt happen, he will win the race..MASSA..u r so great.. We will see you next year aites, now concentrate in getting better, ur Mentor will be taking over the red car...

F1 or Twilight..
gosh...F1 for life!!!

Get Well Soon Massa

2009-07-27T01:57:00.002+08:00

Just a 800 gram damper spring that came loose from the rear suspension of Rubens Barrichello's Brawn is what it takes to do the damage on your skull..Massa suffered serious, life-threatening injuries including loss of consciousness and a fracture of the forehead on the left side and a fracture on the base of the skull.
Just look at the videos i have here...
my heart and thoughts goes to him and his family...
im a lil bit emotional. Massa is my favourite driver.. after Michael Schumacher..
He's still in danger but in stable condition.. Michael Schumacher ruled out the possiblities of him to replace Massa as he no longer possesses a Formula One superlicence.
a few days ago a F2 driver died when a wheel struck his helmet.. its pretty disturbing right now..

look at the replay

From f1-live.com

Ferrari and formula one officials insisted that prognosis was alarmist, but Peter Bazso repeated his concern on Sunday, having awakened 28-year-old Massa briefly to conduct further tests.

While Massa's coma was briefly interrupted, it is said that he recognised his family and attempted to speak.

However when asked if the Brazilian's life is still in danger, Bazso answered: "Yes, of course. He is in an acute phase. What can come next, we don't know."

He revealed that Saturday's surgery was to remove broken bones from his skull, but said Massa had so far responded as expected from the injuries sustained.

Bazso refused to respond to speculation that Massa may be sidelined for the rest of the 2009 season - which seems likely - or that there may be permanent damage.

"At the moment, we have to overcome this life-threatening condition," he insisted.

HOW FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!!
will keep myself updated!!!!hahaha and you guys

back to twilight..gosh!!!
edward is hot hot hot....

I THINK I NEED A BREAK....

2009-07-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

i miss farrah so much..
and i think i miss avante 2..
wait...ya..its true abt my facebook status recently..
we kinda broke up as friends for good.. ya.. it hurts alot..
suddenly i felt there's nobody at all in my life, next room my grandpa is lying sick..
before that i send my bestfriend, and mybe she's already on her way to Texas when avante just decided to drop the bomb on me.. its best we part ways...
i just felt its the end...
haiz....
maybe i will blog something decent tmr...
im still having fever....
im lost....

ps: i hope this will make some1 a happy person..

its ok, im alright now.. he's gone..
nvm, i have Justin...(ya the teddy avante bought for me)
im going to continue readin MIDNIGHT SUN...
now i wish i have n97..wakakakaka.. 2more months...
argh i cant decided on what hp...now i changed my mind.. n97..wat the hell!!!!!

Arsenal Away 09/10 & Michael Schumacher The Whole Story

2009-07-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

hi all..

happily reading a book abt michael schumacher, ya borrowed it frm geylang east library..

and im now finding it online, i wanna get all michael schumacher books..

i cant never get enuff of him...hahahaha..

make a mistake to give sum1 michael schumacher book for his bday present..

haiz..

its ok, i can always buy new ones...

hahaha

AND!!!!!!!!!!!
yeay!! i got my AWAY KIT!!

ya pics below!!!
getting the 3rd kit next month..

white in colour..trust me, im a die hard fan of f1 and arsenal...

dun u think fabregas is hot!!!
gosh i will date him anytime!!hahaha

Bye Kenari..Remember me always!!!!

2009-07-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

ARGH!!! FIGHTING WITH AVANTE IS EXHAUSTING..MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY..
its killing me, worst now im typing with a swollen.. it hurts.. argh he owe me one.. i mean, ya ok thanks he bought dinner for me.. nvm..but sometimes its just...i dunno.. im trying hard to understand him, but it seems we fail..mybe when the time comes, we really gotta go our separate ways, as he just told me the other part of his life seems better now... Well its a good news, but now..i have no idea why we are fighting.. Sometimes about food, time, movie..argh!!!!!!

Finally i went to watch Transformer..Awesome..ya with him, my transformer story teller. Hahahaha. we catch the 12.30 movie as the 11.15 movie that i book is cancel, coz he didnt fetch me on time, end up we juz gamble and went to cathay instead...argh!!! i reach home 3.30am.. and saw kenari... and got emotional again..
ya.. kenari have been my faithfull ride for almost 3 yrs.. its really sad to see kenari go... i mean, we trade for a bigger car.. but i think kenari is the most awesome car ever even tho its small but it is spacious, i feel like a mafia in it..its cute black tinted car.. arghhhhhhhhh
kenari i love you so much.. you make me proud.. coz avante prove to me that he's a teruk driver and im better than him even tho i dont have a driving license...
take care and dun be notty ok with ur new owner, i promise i will visit you once in a while when i can...no worry if i miss u so much i will call ur owner and have a date with you, i know ur new owner will not let me drive u ard, but its ok.. im glad i did try the bonnet compartment n u prove that u r not MINI coz i can fit it the bonnet compartment.. hahahaha.. kenari, u will always be my fav...
ps: i rather keep u than avante...(he's killng me, n he hates u so much)

Somewhere Only We Know

2009-06-22T23:54:00.001+08:00

Somewhere Only We Know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me?
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

No Surprise

2009-06-21T20:42:00.002+08:00

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Months knowing Avante and be beside him when i can.
I know part of me is with him,
But i never stop him from meeting or knowing other girls,
and still be there for him,
knowing deep down he still love that some1. I just kept quite.
Follow the restrictions, rules and so on that he wrote with open heart,
but sometimes it feels like im suffocating, i really cant breathe.
Its tiring, the fights, the cries its driving me crazy.
When he's gone, i feel free, tho i miss him like crazy,
but guess what, i found out, EVEN tho im the first he meet, and the last he called everynite, he's mind is with some1 far away..
Then i realised he love that some1 he never met more than me, or im just here to fill the emptiness.
I have to go thru all the pain alone, when i received calls and texts from unknown no, scolding me, thinking im a home wrecker.. I read his phone inbox and i read those msges for me, cursing my whole entire family, ouch it hurts, i confronted him, and he told me to be patience. I never once curse anybody family, why i have to go through all this...
Trust me, I'm just there as a friend and nothing more, and those kisses and hugs are just friendly types, tho it felt so tight and passionate kisses, no, its nothing, coz we are just friends..

I gotta be strong coz now, i know, i got to stand on my own, hopefully without him.

To Avante,
You know, i will always be there for you, we survived for 7 months, sometimes we fought about money and all, and my words hurt u, so does urs 2.. but i never really mean it.
You know it damn well, and you depend on me alot.. So do i..
I'm really sorry this weekend i've been on ur nerve, and we fought for 3 days straight, it's no surprise it ended way earlier than what we expected, if Hungray is where you wanna be, go ahead, but clear the air with that some1, coz im tired being that bad bitch home wrecker person that she thinks i am, and i know im not that person, and u never gave me a chance to defend myself coz u dont want things to get even worst, but today, i had enough, this is the last straw.. i gotta defend myself..

I cant believe i stand strong for 7 months, and gave all up today!

To Farrah and Haziq,
Finally i manage to get up and run..

To All: Dont expect any updates for now...

I need time off, wanna chill with Isaac, and my friends for karaoke and maybe Transformers movie..maybe i shall go alone..I just want to spend time alone..

2009-06-17T22:42:00.001+08:00

IM BACK!!
I BOUGHT ARSENAL JERSEY FOR ISAAC HAMZAH!!!
OK LA..BYE!!!!!!!!

Dinner Date With Isaac

2009-06-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

Dinner Date with Isaac.. awesome!! we had fun, he's super talkative la now.. but i dont understand what he's really trying to say la..
he said something like >bomba gigi dua < fireman with 2 teeth
kinda confuse...
he called me AN-TY an-na..(my sister name)

then when told him my name, he chnge my name to ty-nis..

confuse2...
and we share a happy meal and oreo mcflurry..

he had 1/4 cheeseburger (mostly the beef n cheese) and 1/2 fries, i had the rest...
how cool....
Avante, let us share a happy meal, hehehehe...

i miss isaac so much...
just like how i miss farrah and avante...
to make things worst, avante now busy with his work that he's hardly in spore, geddit..he's away!! he just left me for work..now im practically lonely during late nite..hehehe..
and i miss him super teruk la... why must he works overseas argh!!!!
ok nvm... work hard.. in a yr time, we go europe ok... save enuff money..then a yr later we buy a new car... i buy and put the first driver my dad, 2nd driver my sis, 3rd u..yeay!!!!! but use ur money ok :P
hehehehehe... so im waiting for him to be back.. and he will take me out shopping!!!

wat ever is, im off to msia again.. 3 weeks in a row... yeay..

last sat we went back to kampung..its been 3 yrs... atuk chnge alot..mybe after the fall, he no longer able to move ard and all, he lost a lot of weight.. so different from what i knw...
weather kinda hot.. but i had fun... off to msia soon, in 2-3 hrs time... with the new FORTE!!!yippeee!!!!!
gonna sleep during the journey..hehehe..as usual..hope that my cousins (the boys 19-22) will be following, so i can have smoke break in between...

im so in love with the song LOCKED IN LOVE...

I cant recognize who iam
when i'm lookin in a mirror(mirror, no, no ,no ,no)
shackled by the love i have for youand i know that u feelin the same
we were once both 2 beautiful minds
attracted to each other
the differences that we had
somewhere along the line we kinda lost out way

so im not just gonna sit around
and let u forget what we were
once there was strength in being together
we need to find keys out of this prison

locked in a prison
in a prison i know that we made
cant we be like the birds an the bees
livin for each day
locked in love, your love, my love, it's our love
it's such a shame

i cant remember the moments
we sharedwhen im staring at the pictures
the ones we hung on the wall
why cant we be like that today
we we're once both glowing with love
drawn into each other
lovin every moment we spent
what can we do to recover that
how did we get so blind
how do we find a way

where's my money

2009-06-05T19:18:00.001+08:00

ARGH!!!WHERE'S MY PAY!!I CHECK IN THE SYSTEM, MY PAY WILL BE In TODAY!!!!!I GOT THE REF NO!!
PANDAI RIGHT ME!!!!
SM on leave, i do all this..HEAD is still around...who cares...wakaka
reached work at 11...told my AO i will be late when im just downstairs, taking my life away..wakakaka..
feeling superstar..hehehe

avante came over last night,10.45pm...
i on diet..i didnt even eat...(action merajuk, end up my tummy cant take any food)
so we end up talking for 1 full hour..and while busy talking and smoking our ass off..
mum and dad came back frm jb..so they saw us..
and they just wave and say hi, and walk off.
.amazing huh my parents chnge..more understanding i guess..
till midnite... and as usual, after a fight will end up with a big hug...
actually we still not ok..then i dare him, i know he will not do watever i dare him to do..
i was like 2 steps away frm him, suddenly i know i was in his arms..a tight hug and a kiss frm my cheek..
and everything is all done...we joke, and laugh..and all settle we are back as friends..stubborn la...

btw im meeting farrah in 10 mins time, ok la..wanna chill with her...
im gonna away over the weekend..Msia la where else im gonna go...boo hooo....
let us go shopping!!!hahaha, my parents gonna pay btw..not me..
IM STILL BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi!!!!

2009-06-04T18:23:00.004+08:00

Hello..

i feel so down now..
mybe becoz i fought with avante, and the best part was like i juz reached office..
like i juz sit, i havent even on my pc, he called and we start this mini fight...and it change my mood.. (OH BTW I JUST FOUGHT WITH HIM AGAIN. TIME CHECK 6.55PM)

i went home late last nite...ard 2am..
really exhausted..
mybe by now, my sister and bro in law, is otw to johor...stay one nite and my uncle hse,
and off with him and his wife to pahang for the fishing GP..best!!!!!
i wish i can run away to her desk...so not even my team member can disturb me.. wakakakakaka...

2 days without my AO, i did my work fast n perfect, not even 1 human disturb me...
today..she's on my nerve..argh!!!!!!!!!!!

btw..

finally i update..
next week onwards i will be evn more depress than ever...
part of me will be somewhr else...
haiz..

and the most frustrating issue ever is my cousins are like...
argh.....
changing gfs every day!!!!!!!!! and they are like 14!!!!!
my god...when im 14 i have to spend weekends in kl...
everywhr i go, there's family or mybe abg andy and my cousins...
not boys..not bfs!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!

i feel i'm not the hanis i know..i really dont know myself anymore..
too committed to work... i forget my surrounding..
i need to be there for my family... its my responsibility but i seems to let it hanging around..argh!!!
since when im a workaholic!!!!!

SNEAK PEAK TO MY WORLD NOW.... (PIC BELOW)
OH btw i have to climb onto a chair.and one leg on the wall coz there's no space left..
i was the one arranging my team so nobody left out and and the pic turn out perfect, no half face or crop head..
i think 4 ppl missing..
pic taken last friday, celebrate the may babies bday and one temp staff last day...

no boundries

2009-06-03T13:33:00.001+08:00

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thingJust when you think the road is going no where

Just when you almost gave up all your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge

What if today is as good as it gets

Don't know where the future's headed

Nothing's gonna bring me down

Jumped every bridge I've run every line

I risk being safe, I always knew whyI always knew why

So here I am still holding on

farrah here updating hanis blog

this is the way the bestie is feeling now

ily!!

2009-05-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

its schumacher!!!
its me...i so love him n ferrari!!!!!!!!
THANKS FARRAH

My First Sex Call..hahaha..My First Police Report

2009-05-13T16:25:00.001+08:00

To Whom It May Concern:

Stop passing my no around, asking humans by the name of Don or Fon to call me, and asked me if I provide free sex.
Mind you, sex is not in my mind right now.

And u called me at 1528hrs.. 13/05/09…
Shud buy toto…

And if my vagina is damn fucking itchy to have sex. I got a long list of guys that I can have sex with. BUT IM NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD TO HAVE SEX OR HANKY PANKY.

AND I DUN PROVIDE FREE SEX, OR ESCORT SERVICES!!!!!

Now this is the reason why im going to get a new hp and new no…
Just let my office, friends, and family have my no..

At first I find it scary. Now im laughing my ass off..
And wonder, with the fucking workload im facing everyday, I guess I got no time to even go to a salon to cut my hair let alone have sex..

But exceptional if that guy is just so hot like fabregas or has tight ass like samir nasri, and maybe look like Edward cullen. I wud say yes.. hahahahaha…
But who on earth wud call me at 3.30pm and asked me if im meeting him tonight, coz i only make plan with my sweet avante(the car) but that also I gotta cancel coz im super busy with work..

Ok la ppl.. I gotta go, my work is juz so crazy…

Im going to file a police report..
Hmmmm cool…

HTC DIAMOND 2..

2009-05-12T22:57:00.003+08:00

forget bold..

before this, full moon have make me finalize my decision and i told farrah n my family, im getting Blackberry Bold..

Guess what..i saw htc diamond 2, last saturday while i went shopping ALONE and burn a hold in my pocket on that day.. i completely fall in love with Diamond 2!!!

Tried it.. WOW!!!!!!!

So now since im bankrupt.. i got my pay last friday.. and spend 3/4 of it over the weekend.

im gonna juz wait next month for Diamond..

and just pray and hope i'll stick to Diamond and not change my mind again..

oh ya..i hate stomach flu...

yesterday i got really sick..

argh but manage to clear all urgent matters...

blah!!!!

and i hate this stupid rashes!!!!!!!

2009-05-07T15:02:00.000+08:00

be blackberry bold

farrah let's get it soon

IM STILL AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

I am happy what I have and own right now.
But sometimes I cant stop myself from wanting more.
And when I received farrah text early morning that she hopes shes as rich as ivanka trump and skinny than kate moss.. and then I realized what if we come frm Africa or utopia.. mybe we don’t knw whats hp..or worst still, we never saw pager before..mybe nt for another 30 yrs frm nw..
Y we never had enuff of everything?? Y we still buying lv wen we have almost the whole collection of lvs, frm monogram, Venice, speedy damier and the list goes on…

And for me, I juz bought a hp 2 mths ago..n now im itchy to get a BlackBerry Bold…
I see it as a need, my mum said it’s a waste of money… and she can see I hardly shop..
Wait I shop..but I buy only soccer jersey… is collecting Arsenal jersey a waste of money???

And then I realize coz of this waste of money, some could get jealous and start backstabbing.. like wat the hell… that’s why I limit myself to be frens with certain ppl…
My sis stop me frm bringing my lvs and all to work coz she worry some will talk behind our back, like how can we afford all this when our pay are just peanuts???
Mind you my lvs are originals!!!so shud we be thankful or shud ppl ard us stop being jealous??? So no back stabbing occurs

And now im a worst mofo heavy smoker ever..work and sometimes fight with avante (in a week, at least 6 days avante and I fought) so I easily finish up a pack of ciggies a day..so is that a need or a waste of money???

And if I chill with avante or farrah, as we talk, our hands reach out for the ciggies…that’s like, wow!! Another 10 bucks gone… but I take it as a need..

Im really grateful that everytime I woke up, I still have ciggies in my bag..

So basically im thankful that my life seems perfect…

I don’t need a bf, coz I have farrah.
I don’t need a bf coz I have 2 guy frens, Haziq and Avante that ppl mistook them as my bf…
But I WANNA FIND ONE WITH NICE ASS LIKE SAMIR NASRI!!! WOW!! FEEL LIKE SPANKING HIS ASS…hahaha…

Last week I met avante, and we talk.. like heart to heart talk..
And Im not at the right state of mind…so the talk we had, erm, I cried my ass off…
One part I just told him, that I miss Isaac, its random but I told him, my mind is all over the place..we talk for like 30 mins in the car… and end up with a big hug and kisses on my forehead… and he send me to my doorsteps… hahaha… wait the best part was, my mum open the door, but she didn’t saw him, and asked me why I didn’t invite avante in…
After that she asked me a few questions about avante, and asked me one day why not I invite avante to my hse… hahahaha..mybe la, one day for soccer or f1…mybe…but hope my bro in law not at home during that time, coz he will disturb and irritate me… mulut tak de insurance nya case!!!!

And Crossroad (another fren who drives a crossroad) texted me, and I told him some perasan story and eventually I fall asleep dreaming abt it, then it change to a nightmare coz in the dream suddenly my work (the invoices and all talk to me)…hahahaha

What I did from Thursday 29/4/09..
Work
End at 8pm, met farrah..she fetch me (so sheweet!!!)
Dinner..back to her hse..chill with haziq…
Record some lame ass video…hahahaha
High on green tea and lemon tea… play in the baby pool…
Then my sis fetch me, and to ktm…

Friday
Farrah came over to my hse,
Went nenek hse (like finally)
Chill..
Busu fetch me, and off to jetty..
Another lame thing, I just reached and they plan to go karaoke..
So off to karaoke!!!
Supper at hawa…

Saturday
Me and Avante fetch Isaac..
Off to town.. chill..
Then watch movie..but..i guess both off us fall asleep..
Dinner..and he left me alone (sobs2)
Waited for kak weda..
Off 2 suntec…met the rest and watch a malay horror movie..Jangan Tegur..
And guess what, I almost had a heart attack..but my cute Isaac…he fall asleep and snore..
Hahaha…but the movie is not really nice la..

And Sunday..i stayed home…hehehehe…

Now im still at work..time check..8.45pm…
And tmr auditor coming in..so now im doing the job to make their life easy!!!damn la…
Hahahahahaha…

Full moon called me last night…I miss him tho…
Things change…
Ok la.. I wanna finish up my work..will update abt full moon...

IM GETTING BLACKBERRY BOLD!!! FULL MOON TOLD ME TO GET IT..HEHEHE..
SO WE GONNA HAVE SAME HP AGAIN!!!

TAKE CARE PPL...
see ya ard!!!

i need my c-i-g-g-i-e-s

2009-04-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

NOW IM AT WORK AND I SEE STARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY INVOICES PENDING LIKE NOBODY BIZ!!!!!
MY FILING LIKE NOT GOING TO END….
AND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE TO DO THIS- Volume of PVs and e-invoices for FY08, MUZ FINISH THIS UP TODAY
AND THE SYSTEM IS BEING A BITCH TO ME…

MY COVERING OFFICER GONNA GO ON RESERVIST FRM 6MAY-22MAY!!!!
WHO GONNA HELP ME WITH MY C-S-C THAT SEND E-INV ON AVERAGE ARD 500 A MTH!!!!

AGENCY ARE NOT FRIENDLY- P-A-C ALSO HANCUR..
ALL LATE-ALL SCREAM AND SHOUT..
AND FOR ME, I JUZ STATE U GUYS DIDN’T PROVIDE ME THE STUFF I NEED..SO NOT MY FAULT…AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-_-

2009-04-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

Wow!!its been 2 freaking long weeks I didn’t update..

Thanks farrah for updating!!!! Feel free to update aites…

So u guys miss me??? I had chalet on 9-11apr…fun like hell..to make it worst..avante came over to drive my car..and he’s a no expert driving manual and expect me to change gear for him…its like im a better driver than he is…hahahaha..

I spent quality time with Isaac for almost 6 days str8..last met him on 14 apr.. that’s freaking 9days ago..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss him so so so much…
Fetch him frm his hse, and brought him home..and guess what..he tag my parents out to lepak..i was like..oh ok..kinda worried..but he behaved well I guess…hahaha..his mum kinda shock when she video called us, she cant find her son…haha.. and the 3 of us (my sis, bro in law and me) watched dvds…marathon…

Kinda busy with work that I felt like a loser with no life..
Out with my 2 girls on Friday and by 10.30pm im already half asleep..hahaha..
I really felt bad and worst..im the last to finish my dinner…first im very tired so I kinda lazy to eat…the chewing and all felt like a heavy task…hahaha…

Fighting with Mr Avante is superb la…
On weekdays only…weekends we are like besties la..can watch f1 together with no fights…and now he’s gone for good…hahaha…weekdays mah, so its better we don’t really keep in contact…call me back on Friday night ok!!!! Wakakaka..Evil..

And last Sunday we chilled..and guess what my dad caught us..
And he told my mum how a girl wave to her bf..i was like, papa that’s not my BF!!!!!!!!!!!
Waaa…sakit the hati…before that during f1 he made a stupid lame joke..
Trying to irritate me…

This week is way too crazy for me 2 handle..
And I had high fever yesterday…for first time in history… I told my doctor that its ok im going to take only 1 day mc..he insist on giving me 2 days.. and today I came work, half my work cleared…coz there’s 2 covering officers…waaaaa…my job alone need 2 corvering officer…damn!!!! Hahahaha..n it’s a mistake to take medicines early morning..now im yawning like nobody biz!!!!!!!!!!!

F1…hmmmm Ferrari is no where near Brawn or Redbull or Toyota.. but im still sticking with Ferrari!! Massa and Raikkonen!! My fav…

Arsenal- Fabregas is back!!!! Fuyoh with a new tattoo..hehehe…but I juz realize fabregas butt not as firm and nice compare to Samir Nasri..Feel like spanking Nasri butt..wakakaka…Ashavin the cutie…wow..he’s into fashion and has women clothing line..wow…thank god there’s smart tv..so we record the games..i’ve been missing a lot of arsenal games..sobs2…booohoooo…

My ex…he’s texting me back..and its really confusing me la..ive no idea wat he wants frm me..but he remember every single detail happened 3 yrs ago!!!!!! Oct2006…n now is April 09!!!!!!!
I dun remember what I wear 3 yrs ago…argh!!! And to him, it’s the damn best thing…
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok peeps..i wanna do my work.. more invoices to settle and emails to reply….
I need a smoke break..hahahahaha…bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE WORLD!!!!! WORLD PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-22T13:51:00.003+08:00

greeting

lil miss thang is feeling under the weather with
the fever and all that so i, FarrahFaith will update on the happenings in

Nur Hanis insyirah's life

so here goes

she's my bestie and i love her alot but she has a soft heart just like Tofu or in this case HAFU!

she falls to easily most of the times, but i know she means well!!

work for her has been alot stressful

we do not meet everyday but we have our phone calls first thing in the morning and before we sleep to update each other

and in between that a shit load of other rubbish!

so today its her time to stay home while i work ma butt off...

love love

till then toodles
xoxo!!!

@ work

2009-04-03T10:41:00.004+08:00

im at work..

since the auditor behind me gone with the wind i decided why not i use this chance to blog..
as per normal..my SM thinks im a big bully and i will bully the auditor..hahahaha...i was almost there when he came, thank god she stop me..
working here..i got to watch my mouth..seriously...coz as i can see the director here dont really like me..coz of my mouth... i swear i thot he was juz some normal despatch uncle..hahahaha..thank god he cant read my mind..

i admit last week and this week..monday and tuesday i was under alot of pressure..but not today...hahaha...
i brokedown and really shut myself while doing my work..
but its an experience..fy closing craziness, i wonder how my sis can survive it for 3 yrs..kudos to her la...

funny thing, evrytime i got my pay, i go online and shop..now im broke..practically broke!!
tried my best to spend time with evry1..but i know some still feel neglected...hahaha
farrah im sorry ok..more gelare next week...see u tmr...

AND mr avante..he's somewhere in my life..
but my edward cullen is the most important person la..
to him, watching human sleeping is fascinating.. hahahaha

so i gave avante a superman sticker..YA WE PASTE IT..ON HIS CAR!!!
coolness!!!! i think its gay la..but i told him not to peel it off..

isaac is always a sweetheart no matter what..tho im tired of running after him ard ktm and mustafa center..
and im very sure, he will grow up to be a shopaholic..coz he loves shopping...
i miss him so much..that i cnt nvr get enuff of him!!!!!!!
will take him out soon..hahahaha...
cant wait for chalet next week...

today i came to work and almost suffer a mild heart attack due to reading my cousin's blogspot.
i thot of wishing him Happy Birthday but i got shock reading his latest post about his confession and he has a gf!!!! wth.. he's just 14 and wait..he has a gf..he wrote a love letter to his gf via blog..no words can describe how shock i am...its been 5 hrs and its still super hard for me to absorb the fact la..

my sis attack him thru tag...and i just wish him happy bday coz my mind totally went bonkers ah...
lost of words...

i knw im going home and going to tell abg nizam to write my sister a love letter...
i felt like a loser coz i nvr ONCE receive a love letter...
hahahahaha...
farrah, avante..write me a love note pls...
hahahahahaha.....
pls ah..ur syg here felt like a loser..wakakakakaka...

and today i had a heavy lunch...i swear..im gainning tons of weight...we had buffet lunch at kimantani furama riverfront hotel..AND...the chef is super hot la...
me and my sister AO, stop eating and didnt get our ice cream coz we were glued to our chair..hehehehe...
i swear the mummies and all was like, u 2 ah...so gatal issit..i cnt stop laughing...omg!!!! im melting!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe...the last part..i guess he knows all 20 of us talking abt him, he stared at me and my sister AO...
alamak..cair2..and i had 11 prawns..yummy!!!!! the boss was like, i think i bring ur sister better...thanks ah!! i feel loved...ok la bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EMO..

2009-03-23T13:58:00.002+08:00

At work now, and the system is currently down. What a pathetic start to a new week.
Tried my best to adjust to my lepak lifestyle but it drained me before I could even feel the vibe..

Then on Saturday its not my day seriously. I was super down and stress. Im even too tired to watch soccer. And only watch the 2nd half of arsenal match. That explain how work life taking its toll on me, or rather work life is now my life. Even farrah joked with me.
Now we meet we talk about work, where go the topics about hot boys, love and gossips??no more gossip girls and stuff I guess..

Now its not about what day dress im gonna wear, what shoes and handbag should go with it.

Its not that easy anymore. And when im exhausted, I get so emotional and expect the whole world understand that Im trying to provide the best for myself and people around me and that im also trying my best to adapt to working life.. (NOW I APPRECIATE SCHOOL AND STUDY LIFE SO MUCH).. Where I need to worry abt exams and what im suppose to wear tmr to class) it seem that im exaggerating.. NO!! its just that im trying so hard to please myself that I end up like this..and expecting people around me to be sensitive with my feelings..

Avante and me growing apart. And I felt that its me to be blame. Tho most of the times iIts him.. but now after the meeting we had after i met estranged. We became 2 different people. Now I woke up, I wonder if some1 out there still curse me like she usually does.

Now I woke up, I wonder shud I gave her the sympathy that I give to others when they are less fortunate. Its totally none of my business and I have to be selfish. And hustle for what I want. But I know im not that. Im no longer selfish and I practically change and became sensitive about what happening around me. Some called me stupid, coz in the end nobody care about my suffering. And when avante said that some1 is suffering and stuff, I shot him with questions like a machine guns. And all I want is fairness.

Eventually we both knew that the time is coming for us to part ways. And its not looking good on me especially now I depend on him and farrah only. Farrah is always beside me when Im up for some mischief and avante is there when I need to punch someone..NOW…
At work..im practically stress about my workload.. im studying a lot and my brain seems unable to cope with the work that they gave..

And I feel like screaming or listen to MARA BAHAYA super loud and dance to it.. (figure it yourself)
FARRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need hot boys!!!!!I need some orgasm scream!!!!!!CAN I HAVE COWBOY!!! DAMN…THIS IS CRAZY…

HOW I MISS ISAAC NOW..
I SWEAR ONLY HIM CAN MAKE ME DESTRESS….

NOW I KNOW WHY PPL HATE TO WORK…AND RATHER LEAD A BORING TAI TAI LIFESTYLE…
COZ SOME HUMANS ARE SUPER ARROGANT AND THINKS THIS WHOLE BLOODY COMPANY BELONGS TO THEM AND THEY CAN BULLY ME…

IT SEEMS MY HATE LIST IS GROWING…

oh i just cant wait for saturday!!!!
isaac and me..swimming..farrah and all...
oh god please let tmr be a saturday... (fat hope!!!)

STRESS BITCH PART 1

2009-03-19T16:58:00.002+08:00

STUPID IT HUMAN THATS WORKING HERE..
WELL FROM YESTERDAY U EARN A PLACE IN MY HATE LIST!!!
SAW U AGAIN JUST NOW...
BOLEH BLAH LA...
WHAT I NEED NOW IS MY BLOODY EMAIL!!!!
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO MY WORK IF U KEEP MY EMAIL IN UR POCKET!!!!

super stress..doin 2 jobs...
i get freaking confuse..
n i currently taking a five min break..

waaaa..yesterday i had free lunch...
today they gave me free crackers...1 whole box...
i guess they knw i love to munch when im stress...

can wait to knock off later..going home to eat...and go to bed ard 9...
i swear not 1 fren of mine believe i sleep at 9...
hahahaha...

i asked my dad to get for me food frm spize...2 mushroom soup and nasi ayam goreng kunyit!!!
im gonna eat like a pig and sleep like a bloody snake...

there go my intention of losing weight....

avante is home now...
thank god my punching bag is here...
i need to practice on my muay thai skills!!!!!!!!

its so damn freaking obvious im freaking stresss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but my sister face is damn scary la..
no one dare to disturb her..NOT EVEN ME!!!!!!!!
i guess triple H also will run away if he saw her face....

i swear she gonna kill me...bye peeps...

stress

2009-03-18T17:20:00.001+08:00

im wondering...what kind of job suits me....
seriously...this is a crazy job!!!!
its not to my liking..
and i kept pujuking myself by telling myself...
in 3 months i can have a new LV beg using my own money...
erm...let see how it goes first aite...
i got tons of work to do right now...
and tmr i have to juggle 2 jobs in a day!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

avante...pulang cepat aurora kamu rindu kamu...

ps: no longer lead a tai-tai life!!!!
reality snaps...OUCH!!!!

ESTRANGED!!! and aurora

2009-03-15T23:31:00.003+08:00

sad thing, i havent got the pics from farrah's camera..
And of coz saz!!!
im like so crazy about andy!!
omg...
nuff said..
we the 6 of us...farrah just stand one corner..
acted like fanatics on the loose stalking them...
well no we didnt..even before the race..me and din raced each other...he won..

i got 3rd!!! damn!!!!
andy is not that tall standing beside me.. hahahaha...
(thats gonna be my wallpaper sia)
Finally.. after years of wanting to meet them i finally met them juz now!!!!
and we the most kecoh fans!!!
we sang almost all the song they perform..Aurora, Itu Kamu, In no time and Yang Pernah

after that..we went backstage took pics..like class photo la...seriously..hehe
and thanks farrah for the help... i shy!!!!
hahahaha
done with pics..we went far east for lunch..
still not over abt estranged...

then we went separate ways...on the way back to taka...
some1 called me..
telling me estranged right infront of him..
buying ice cream...hahahaha

so i told him pass the hp to andy coz i need to remind him abt the presents wawa and the gang gave...
so here the story

he: hello, anybody by the name of andy here??
andy: yes im andy..
he: here's a phone call for u
andy: *took the hp frm him, check the caller's name (aurora)
and he said this
hello AURORA!!!!
me: hi andy, its me HANIS..erm, just wanna remind u about the gift my frens gave u..

did u took it with u guys??
andy: ya..i did, its in our beg in and we have loaded it in the transport.
thanks for reminding and thanks once again
me: its ok..take care
andy: ok u2 bye..
and i hang up straight

farrah look at me, hey...u got andy's no??
and im like, no he saw them, so i asked him to pass the phone to andy..
im melting help!!!!!!!
and when we decided to j walk...

we saw them again..walking towards wisma eating ice cream..

hahahahahaha

thanks dear...

u make me malu!!!
now andy know u called me aurora!!
hahahahahahaha...

ok i wanna sleep now!!!
gute nacht humans!!!!!!!

oh andy!!
faints!!!!!!!!!!!

finally the wait is over....

2009-03-12T10:08:00.003+08:00

the wait is over..finally oh sizuka is out!!!
new single from pop shuvit !!!! i love it!!!!

oh sizuka ku tunggumu
nana na nana nana
oh sizuka
nanana na nana na na nana
oh sizuka ku tunggumu
nana na nana nana
oh sizuka
ku tunggu panggilanmu!!!

and finally aft almost 2 yrs i been hearing his name but nvr once i meet him in person..
at last, i met him last nite...hahahaha...i was already halfway sick but i juz follow la..
later some1 thinks i abandon her...hahahahahaha...farrah i'll nt abandon u anyhow ok...

i thot he gonna be a mat jiwang coz he juz lost his grandad..
but he so crazy and joker of the day...
and farrah..as per normal..sometimes the blonde moments have to happen right infront of him!!!
omg!!!!! baby!!!!
and this mat...i felt like smacking him coz he so da freaking irritating..no wonder la farrah love him!! both the same...hahahaha...
and he can get along well with me...
and he failed his malay oral coz he mistook Pelancong to Pelacur!!!!!!!
we laugh our ass off..damn!!!!!!!
hahahaha...
his brother is freaking hot..and his sister is sizzling hot!!!!!!!!
okok enuff..

i had a mini fashion show again..
but i called farrah to ask her abt belt and shoes to go on with the outfit im wearing today...
hahahahahaha..
and im late again...i left home at 8.05am
why??

i woke up at 6.15am..
then i was shock to see abg nizam watching tv...
hey its soccer match la..
suddenly i saw walcott and whole bunch of arsenal players ..
and i was like, hey arsenal match...

me: abg nizam, apesal nie??
abg nizam: penalty la..
me: why penalty?? which team??
abg nizam: its penalty shotout!! coz draw..
me: alamak..must watch wait i take my specs coz i cant see... (i was right infront of the tv)
abg nizam: dah sah buta!!!

so i watch the penalty shot out..and Arsenal won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL HAIL ARSENAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And its abt 6.45am when it ends...waaaaa...i was like..shit confirm late again!!!!!!!!!
wakakakaka...watever is ..i reached workplace at 8.40am...ok la..i gtg..need to do my work before sm and all balik office...

Toodles...
btw farrah... i know u r wearing pink panther panties right??
hahahahahahahaahaha

ps: im addicted to oh sizuka!!!!!!!!!!!!
go check it out guys!!

Random

2009-03-11T09:58:00.000+08:00

now at work.. and im under a lot of stress and also in dilemma…damn..

this cant be true..i know ppl are just waiting for me to drop the bomb to leave my current friend.. whom I sincerely love… argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!

morning convo with farrah over the phone

me: woit, what ya wearing???

farrah: 3/4 legging and a long tee….

me: me 2..my gap top and legging..

farrah: and flatsme: same!!!!

at the back…hanis crazy or wat call u early in the morning???hahahahahaha

me: farrah we plan like we work at same place…

farrah: ya lor… always!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: ok im going to blog abt this…

farrah: u dare?? Dun call me ever

farrah seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I blog abt it..bye!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

avante seriously…im not sure..

Happy Birthday My Dearest SISTER!!!!!!

2009-03-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday kakak!!!!
Hope u like the lil surprise on ur work desk!!!
but u are one damn blur la!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha.....

i rushed frm mrt to CB at ip to get her a cake and called her friend to put it on her desk..
Coz if i do it...ppl wud think that im my sis coz we look alike and furthermore im wearing specs, same style..hahahaha..

yesterday 1st day of work, and i reached home, watch dvd with my sis...
i fall asleep before 10pm...i swear avante gonna laugh when he knows abt this!!!
cepat pulang ya dong!!!! gue rindu kamu!!!!!!
and i woke up at 5.41am..i thot i was late for work..

workwise??
my sit is really beside the section manager...
waaaaaaaaaaaaa he dont dare to disturb me while im working..
and when he asked me to do something while im super busy... as in he disturb me...
i gave him that face (PLS DND!!!!!) he was like, erm sorry sorry...
i didnt really know the ppl there...

only the AD, SM and one temp staff...
and my mp3 and work keep me accompanied...if im really jam, i text farrah and my sis (which is like 2 floor below me)wakakakakakakakaka..and hopefully, i'll be trf to her department..tho is nt fun to be right underneath her nose 24hrs!!!!! but i need a job to support my lifestyle!!!!

today..i suffered a wardrobe malfunction...tho before that i had a 45 mins mini fashion show in my room!!!!!!argh!!!!!! im so use with shorts tee and slippers..nw i need to dress up!!!
oh ya..i love heels!!!wakakakakakakaka!!!!
if avante knows abt this he sure gonna tell me this "next time juz wear ur bikini" in a sarcastic way!!!!!!! he doesnt really like me in those revealing tops and stuff...argh!!!!
i did thot of wearing baju kurung!!! but its gonna be a JOKE of THE DAY!!!
nah it never gonna happen....oh ya.. i better stop now coz im really exhausted...really i have to tahan this job for sometime till i get a better job with better pay.. COZ ONLINE SHOPPING IS ADDICTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kakak..i love u so much...
can u pinjam me duit???hehehehehehehe

ok..bye im running away!!!!!!

ps: u knw why working with sister is super duper boring???
coz if i do anything stupid or crazy, my sister going to know...
damn!!! (am suffering from I DUN WISH TO TALK SYNDROM!!!)
coz me and my mouth can put me into deep trouble....

and!!!!!!!! not that i dont like to be with my sis...
i have to start talking nicely to her...if not my bro in law will not give me the hp i want!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and!!!!!!! she gonna keep track of my expenditure!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

even now she's holding on to my Atm card.....

and!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ppl say this.... wah you 2 look alike!!!!
wahhh this wahh that!!!! u guys look like twins!!!! STOP IT LA!!!!!

WHATEVER IS!!!!
KAKAK I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u know my wish!!!! tho its ur bday!!!!!!bluek!!!!

i guess u all at ktm now...ok i want pisang goreng 1, yong tau fu, and erm... 7up Revive!!!!
thanks!!!!!!!

this is what i call.....suffering from I NEED AVANTE NOW!!! im bored!!!!
farrah wake up...talk to me!!!! ok nvm...toodles ppl...im off to lala land!!!
i wanna meet my boyfie...MR CESC FABREGAS NOW!!!!

2009-03-07T01:21:00.007+08:00

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.
every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.
but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

from farrah's blog...
i agree with it...thanks hun!!!!!

oh ya...im starting work this monday.. sadly...avante cant celebrate it with me...haiz..due to work.
and im sure im gonna spend more money on clothes like i did just now..hahaha...
and the fact that avante and i kept having heated up conversation..all coz of stupid misunderstanding...
and for a fact..avante hide something from me...
wat do u expect... of coz im pissed.. i hate people who dont know me start cursing me and my family for no right of reason.. you dont earn any sympathy or respect from me..not anymore..
i dont care at all now.. if u are smart enough.. you wont curse me and my family...sorry!!!
i know he dont wish to tell me..coz he worry ill get hurt...but his mistake..he didnt hide it properly..aiyo!!!

i told him, i will never gave up hope tho i know..one day we gonna go our separate ways...
why not now??? coz im so sure i cant deal without him... for 6 entire months almost everyday we meet and spend time.. we are close like we are in relationship...but no... we are friends...
and i hope it last..but avante and me know things will not go our way...
so while spending time with him, im still finding for the right one, sometimes with his help...
thanks dear... i appreciate it so much... i know from now, this gonna be a tough for us...
but hey sayang...dont worry...ill always be there for u...no matter what... sampai syurga
i just want the best for both of us... u know me right...nothing but just the best....
so right now, we helping each other and when the time comes, we will be ready to say our goodbye...

so whoever wanna curse me, go ahead...whoever wanna say anything go ahead..i know avante is still here beside me to protect me.... (ya...he's an autobot)

Done with showing off my Arsenal jersey to avante

2009-03-02T19:03:00.003+08:00

had fun on friday..
movie outing with avante..
i force him not to drive his car..
i swear it was a big mistake..coz he cant stop nagging..
abt the journey, and the weather kinda hot, and we gotta wait under the sun for the bus..
Damn...i did punch him...wakakakakaka..
and the best part when we bought starbucks..he with his own extraordinary drink..
the barista was like, HUH??????
and i juz laugh..looking at her reaction..
omg!!!

after movie, ya..we watch hes just not that into u..
he gotta go home..some family meeting..
so i went kelantan to fetch isaac..(not kelantan,kelantan msia ok)
and went out with my sis and bro in law...
he's such a hyper...
he had bruises here and there..coz he kept bumpping into things...hahahaha...

saturday another boring day..without him..and i had migraine..fuck!!!

yesterday went to cck..
its like so fun la...everyones present..and isaac..he love bitting my finger..i swear its so painful..
he likes to see me shouting..hahaha

today..woke up..i saw my parcel..yeay my arsenal jersey!!!!!!!!!!
and i met avante...he bought delifrance for me... (but my dad finish it) sorry syg..
and its really coincidence..he wore his liverpool tee..and im wearing my arsenal jersey...done with showing off..
he asked me why i didnt get the navy colour jersey..but who cares..i want my home jersey!!!!
he mintak wat so call my JACKET!!!!!
yes he gave his jacket...hehehehehe..but he asked back coz its freezing out there....
alamak..i swear, i hvnt wash it for like days...mesti bau masam..eeeee (wakakaka)
dear dont wear it to sleep ok...later u got addicted to my masam smell hw..wakakakaka

oh ya...13 more days..i got a date with avante and wawa and the rest!!!!!
MEETING WAT WE CALL OUR KEKASIH HATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUMPS!!!!!!!!!!!!

aurora!!!! yang pernah...

funny right, we even have the same ringtone... aurora...

ok la...off to no where...wait...now here...
argh im bored....missing avante..but i juz met him...

WOIT FARRAH!!!!!TMR WE MEET....GUA RINDU KAMU LOR!!!!!!!

ps:pray hard i got the job tmr...
i want more arsenal jersey!!!!!!!!!

Dont mess ard with me

2009-02-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

im very pissed and feel like punching some1 after reading avante's inbox...
seriously...
that some have to stop all this nonsense before i start taking actions...
all i cud think abt is to elope to somewhere..maybe ard europe with avante...
he needs a clear mind NOW!!!!!!
i swear...mess ard with him, u gotta go thru me...
mark my words before things get ugly....
so dont mess ard with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 freaking days of spending endless time with him, only today i check his hp..coz i have the habit of hiding his phone..and he cant leave me till he find his hp...
i swear its one of the biggest mistake..but hey..i learn something new...
i knw who u r...stop doing all this...

to any girls out there..if u wanna avante, u gotta go thru me..and if u fail my test..
u can get out that bloody min...
TTYN

2009-02-23T20:15:00.003+08:00

ok...i miss avante...muackz...hahaha
gonna take my new specs..
due to some reason..i have been ban from wearing contacts frm my personal optician..coz of the infection...
and finally rite now..im a sony ericsson user...
got a new phone yesterday 2... w595i..bye viewty!!!muackz..

gonna show off to avante soon...
hehehehe...

ok la..
gonna log off now..busy transfering data frm viewty to 595i..like bmw car model..525i..hehe

Ignore!

2009-02-19T18:30:00.005+08:00

seriously before anybody start messing around with me..
i have something to tell..
i have no tolerance with ppl who dont know the meaning of RESPECT!!!!
So dila in disguise.. 10 points for u.. coz u show the whole world.. u dont know the meaning of respect.. (i so love this kind of attitude..it shows they cant go far in almost anything)

Thank god it was avante who replied to her tag..
Avante was pissed off..
and wonder who the hell is dila..
and funny thing is..Avante dont know anybody by the name of Dila..

i told farrah while we were on the way to simpang..
farrah was like, juz tell this dila la..the fact abt avante..
Avante is a gay...and he drive a Hyundai PINK Avante...
So dila u want his hp no?? who knows u love Pink colour!!!
But to bad..he's not in spore...after sending me home last night..
He got to go for a business trip...and wont be home for some time..and i miss him..
He's my best friend..

oh ya..
he appreciate the gift i gave him..
I can see thru his eyes...hehe i was like a happy lil girl.. coz i make him happy...
jumping around..till he gotta cool me down.. is the thot that count afterall..
he laugh when he saw me wearing my ferrari tee..its super big...haha..
he wants me to change the way i talk and behave..coz im the rough type of person..
haziq was like laughing when he heard our convo..

things seem to be perfect for now..
and the best thing was that he gave me a nightmare telling me, if we happened to get married..(something which i dun think i want..)
he gonna stay home and be house husband..but expect me to buy him a aston martin..
mak datuk...and gonna send my kids abroad when they turn 1...omg..i was like, ok bye..no worry u are not in the list..i dont wish to have a husband like u...

and seriously last nite i cudnt sleep..i even thot i talk to my mum..when i woke up ard 3ish i called my dad to ask abt my mum..my dad told me that my mum is still at work!!!!!!!!!!! i thot i saw and talk to her ard 1pm when i went to toilet...

i swear i freak out..5 mins later my dad reached home..he asked if im ok or not..i juz told him im alrite maybe its juz a dream..argh!!!! Now i cant sleep..

so mr PINK avante...come back soon..ur lesbian friend here miss u...and u need to layan me coz i cant sleep...
forget abt ur biz, im more important.. :P

AND GONNA MISS BAMBAM ISAAC!!!!!!
Take care aites syg...Aunty Ferranis gonna miss u...
Nw im jealous..he's going KL!!!

my kl frens... i miss u guys!!!

ps: byk nyer org i rindu....

hmmmmmmm

2009-02-18T13:58:00.002+08:00

yeay finally i receive my parcel!!!!!!yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!
so me and him can show off our new top!!!! hahahahaha...
but first i need to call him and tell him...

seriously i cant recall any1 by the name of dila...except for my 11yr old cousin..
before anybody start assuming abt my relationship with mr avante...
only god and us know the truth..
mr avante if my guyfriend..he and haziq..they are my guyfriend..it mean my bestfriend..
anything wrong??to me no!!!
coz we didnt stop each other from having special gf/bf!!
argh...this week have not been a great week for both of us...
we got so emotional..or let say its me...ive cant handle the things well...
especially last nite ride home.. we felt like strangers...
even we talk for a while before i fall asleep..coz i felt so tired and sick..
but like wat i told him, im taking the risk no matter wat... we gonna stick as bestfriend..
im sick of all this seriously...

now i wanna sleep back...ive no idea wat time i meeting farrah,haziq and souher..
i need time off from all this and meet them...yes..and have fun...
and no idea if im meeting him...to pass the stuff we bought...

Risk

2009-02-18T01:11:00.002+08:00

at my nenek hse now..
its 1.13am..
im doing my cousin science project...
no its not me...
avante doing it...he's abt 1 metre away from me...

he came over to my hse for a full 30 mins..
and im very nervous..
but guess wat we cant do the video..
something wrong with the thumbdrive so we end up here...at pasir ris..

i dunno wat to say...
but while he's doing the work..
i did something i know i shudnt do it..
but i cnt stop my itchy hands...

its damn risky now...
yes im afraid of losing him, tho he promise me..he wont leave me...
(maybe one day he will but not now)
damn...i dunno...im crazy...
ok wait im lost now...wat shud i do now...
i need help... oh god....

39 days and 12 hrs to f1!!!!!yeay!!!! random

2009-02-15T19:28:00.003+08:00

on friday night.. i sneak out of the hse for 1 hr..just to meet him..booyaaa...wakakaka..
no i told my parents im going to 7E for a while..yes...me and avante went to 7E to grab some stuff to munch and chill in the car...
he look super tired...yup, reached home, didnt get a chance to change and zoom...of to send his uncle to work and meet me...hahahaha..
yes i miss him!! so i was like a super big badak jumping ard!!!
we chill and talk..again when we meet we are just fine..no fighting..only on the phone..pfft..sort otak..

avante juz give told me he might fetch me frm farrah's place coz im with isaac..if im alone, he wont disturb me...wahhhh... (feeling jealous here)

saturday... isaac and me the first to arrive...swim for almost 3 hrs if im not wrong..
when he's angry at farrah, he will be very violent and start attacking me...he pinch and bite me..
i was in pain...but its funny..so brave that he decided to jump into the pool alone...

i had fun..but i miss a chance to meet some1..coz avante gotta fetch his dad at 10pm..so we were like in a hurry...2 years i waited to meet this human..but sadly i didnt get to meet him...pffttt next time, need to plan properly with farrah's bro...wakakakakaka...

i left isaac with avante for good 10 mins coz i need to go to the bank..wakakaka
this is wat i asked avante...

me: u, isaac panjat2 tak bila i tk de??
avante: no he juz sit and his back face me...i did try to talk to him but he ignore..he juz to himself..
me:serious???wow!!!! not even play with the steering??
avante: not at all..he juz hug ur drink and his milk bottle..

i juz laugh!!wakakakaka...coz wen im in the car isaac is alil bit hyper..mybe isaac not used to avante yet..and he juz woke up when i left him..so ya..

the car ride home felt so fast...and when avante send me home, he asked me for his jacket back..
and of coz..my bro in law told my dad abt avante..n i got a long nagging...haiz...
thanks alot!!!

i wanna meet him if possible now coz im bored...nah..guess im gonna sleep soon...coz im super duper bored to death at home!!!!!!!!!!!

all i know...yesterday was da bomb...wakakakaka..farrah hang on there!!!!

wow!!!! 39days and 12 hrs to f1!!!!yipee

Hmm...

2009-02-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

Im losing my voice again!!!
cant stop coughing.. on and off fever..
flu..and difficulties breathing..

BUT

i miss avante right now..he's gone for 2 full days..
and thank god i still can call him for a while..
seriously i have to stop this...no seriously he have to stop going for short trip to msia and leave me alone like this for days..Come back soon...

and guess what!!!!
he loves isaac more than me..they are like besties...
isaac kiss and salam him..and when i asked isaac to kiss me..isaac juz ignore...
i was like, patience hanis!!! its ok..isaac love u more
he pass me his ralph lauren sweater.. so sweet..been wearing it this past 2 days..

gonna spend vday with farrah and isaac..hahaha..SINGLES ONLY!!
so no spore flyer....haiz...

i miss my nenek!!!!!!!

Tagged

2009-02-13T20:35:00.003+08:00

WHOEVER WHO GETS TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED HIM/HER

Dahlia
1. She's Hot..wud asked her out if im a boy
2. Stylish
3. Has a sweet voice..
4. Still a student.
5. A dancer
6. A good blogger.
7. Half Singaporean
8. I love her long hair
9. A Car freak like me
10. Oh ya..She has a hot cousin!!

Wawa
1. My Madu
2. a pretty teacher...Seriously u r pretty
3. Red is her fav colour... HI-5
4. Wants a HOT drummer as her bf
5. my lesbian partner...
6. I'll always text her when i cnt sleep
7. A good advisor.
8. Andy die hard fan
9. Dark Choco lover
10. I miss her...(does that count??)

THE PERSON WHO GOT TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT HIMSELF/HERSELF

1. I love to sing..hahaha
2. A Asst teacher for only 2 weeks..
3. A Ferrari and Arsenal die hard fan
4. Have a Cesc Fabregas Poster in her room..wakakaka
5. My nephew call me Nanny Ferranis...
6. I think Avante looks like Erra Fazira husband..
7. When im angry.. i listen to armin van buuren..
8. I need a job asap!!!
9. I get jealous when avante gets to go holiday..and im stuck here
10. suck big time as a friend..coz i dun remember lil details abt my friends..

YOU NEED TO CHOOSE 10 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAME
1. Leeya (replied)
2. Wawa (replied)
3. Farrah Faith
4. Dk Azan
5. Eqa
6. Nazirah
7. Farahizza
8. Sop
9. Souher
10. Eileen

Avante, i hate u!!!

2009-01-31T02:54:00.003+08:00

I MISS ISAAC HAMZAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ISAAC, AUNTY FERRANIS MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE WILL GO OUT SOON OK BAMBAM!!!!

I can say my weekend sucks due to stomach flu and urinal infection!!!!!!
argh!! tho avante went for holiday for 4 days n leave me all alone here suffering and starving...
but glad u are home now..
and ya..talk to me everyday..be there whenever i need u... thank u
but i think u are more like a punching bag to me...wow!!!!

and yes... more meeting at my carpark ok...
oh ya..avante lock me in his car!!!!!!
and he like walk away and leave me in his car..
and i tried my best to get out but i didnt knw thats its like in child lock...
for 5 mins!!which i felt like 5 hours..
he's an evil..

Bridewars was fun!!!movie dates with farrah and freda!!!
Farrah dont do this to me aites...u get married first ok....
u guys shud go and watch it..its nice..for me la..haha
and yes wat the movie say is true..its a frenship movie..
test how strong the bond between u and ur bestfriend..
hmmm friendship..alot of things happened this week..and im not going to comment further about this..
i still need time..

and Mr Avante was kind enuff to send all of us home, and teman me supper...
hahahahahahahaha...and farrah gotta listen to those whinning and bitching in the car.
and avante wanna leave me at ecp and asked me to walk home..and KAK!!!!!!! HE WANNA PECAHKAN KERETA KAU!!! hahahaha..

and thanks for saying that in front of my gf!!!
argh!!! u gonna go out with me on 14 feb instead of letting me out with my bestfriend and her gangs!!!!!!!!! oh ya..its a deal..u told farrah right...ok fine...argh!!!!
ps: u gonna treat me right..spore flyer n dinner!!! yeay!!!!!

watever is..
I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..!!!!
why??coz u hit my head with ur hp!!argh!!!

My Life=Family+Friends+Work+Avante..

2009-01-22T22:33:00.005+08:00

hello ppl!!!
im currently busy working..just to gain some experience..
thanks wawa!!! im enjoying evry single min of the job..
will be working till next friday.. gotta give her a treat!!!!
oh im gonna miss them!!!!
n maybe after that then i can bring isaac out again...
they remind me so much of isaac..

Family, i spend 0 hr with my family...and miss Isaac badly...
Friends, last time i met them was on saturday..
Work, I love this line..but im not sure abt what im gonna do next..
Avante, hes a pain in the ass..

And!!!!

Recently
i found out that some ppl just dont understand the meaning of Friendship..
whats the use of having friends if u just wanna bitch abt them, behind their back??
i mean i heard alot..but i had enuff when my family came into the pic..
i know im not perfect...and im getting used to ppl bitching behind my back..
i dun wish to point any finger... but if the person happened to be reading this post..
i hope the person understand that so far as im concern.. i try my best not to hurt ur feelings..
BUT is this the meaning of friendship to u???
accept me the way i am..and how attached i am to my family..
after all my family come first..and then followed by my dear bestfriend for 4yrs farrah, and the rest..
for now i prefer to juz keep quiet..and spend time with ppl i knw will always be there for me..

Finally..My Mr Avante..Drove me to work..
hahahahahaha....
first, he didnt sleep at all, coz if he sleeps he will not be able to wake up and send me to work..
so he kinda cranky..but still he irritate the hell out of me!!! cekik darah aku je!!!
i know im a spoilt brat.. sorry..
and evrytime we stop at the traffic light..i will find a hot guy and wink, wave or smile at..and he will do the same..weve been playing this game since the very first day we met..

was really hoping for him to fetch me...but he got some events to attend..pfffft!!!!
and since im working..no more late night calls till 4-5am.. no more macd drive thru supper..

oh ya mr avante, i hate ur freaking mclaren tee!!!!!!
and yes, i know u r jealous abt the arsenal stickers on my family car..
can u send me to work tmr??
i promise i will sing more nursery rhymes, instead of some random national anthem..

oh ya..next is a post frm farrah's blog on our 4th anniversary..
i guess she cried reading my sms so she have to make me cry when i read her blog post..
no matter what.. i still love her..
woit see u next week la..on friday ke after my last day at work
i miss u woit!!!!!
2 days u didnt text me..
hope u still alive babe!!!!
wakakakakakakakakaka

so i had my International Marketing Paper yesterday morning,which marks the 4th year i and hanis have been friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you
,But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
happy 1461 days to us baby!!!!
that kinda all i have to say

i miss ISAAC!!!!!...
will bring him out again,when im free..pffttt!!!

I cant believe a father can be irresponsible..
im pissed...i cant stop cursing that guy!!!!!!!!!!
tau buat anak but tak tau jaga...
wat the hell...

ok relax..i cant be too emotional abt this..

We are 4...I LOVE U FARRAH

2009-01-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

actually im finding for the buruk2 pics of both of us for this post..
but im sure farrah gonna kill me if she read this post...

HAPPY 1461 DAYS GILER!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

this time let it be short..

well u read the msg already...

so yes..

2008, is so far a smooth sailing in our friendship..

i hope it continues this way forever..

still remember the story i told u..

i wan our friendship to be as strong as them!!!

start the day early..

and farrah as per normal..

bitchy and irritating me..

hahaha but after few hrs later it will be me..

last warning ok!! u gotta stop with yellow..and i gotta stop with purple..argh!!

we went to get my viewty!!!
hahaha..
and went to town..

had lunch at es teller 77..

and did some hair extension!!!
finally!!!
yeay farrah!!!
mybe becoz we were up at 7am on saturday morning..

we both got cranky..

and i break my dkny perfume bottle..pffft!!!
and we both gave up..

we reached home ard 5pm...

wen usually that time we just about to reach town..

hahahahaha...

no more going to town in the afternoon for us!!
we wanna fight fault with almost everyone..

ok la..

ALL HAIL ARSENAL!!!!!!
GONNA WATCH MY ARSENAL GAME LATER!!!
I MISS THEM!!!!!

you hold onto friends by keeping your heart a little softer than your head.

now can i have that r2d2 pls!!!

ps: im still in starwars mode..1 whole week i spend time watching starwars over and over again!!

Bye 2008..Welcome 2009!!!

2009-01-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

i know its a lil late 2 blog..
but... i enjoy myself..30-31dec..and 1jan..
1 jan.. went vivo with the usual gangs...
for the first time we took the cable car..
wth.... the 6 adults all got scared..but only my bam bam relax..he evn sleep like 3/4 of the ride..

watching the video makes me laugh out loud...
hmmm....

and today..i went out with bambam..with eqa...
went to send our LG HP!!!
as per normal..eqa said im a gangster..coz i fought with the LG guy...
this is the second time it happened...damn!!!! wat they think i really wish to send my hp and let them erase everything...damn!!!

tho 2009 start with a blast...
i found out 2 things...that hurt..
Milin...he lied about every single thing...
and FULL MOON... He's getting married... hahaha..finally a playboy gonna settle down..
im pretty sure.. i gonna miss u...

Happy Birthday Farrah Faith!!!

2008-12-31T00:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY GILER!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU..
YEAY!!!! NOW WE ARE 20...

u know how much i treasure u..

wish u all the best in life..

sorry i always irritate u like crazy.. U knw i love doing that..haha

but babe, u know im always here for u...

so smile always...

and ya...i know u r enjoying ur time right by staring at that dumb hot boy of urs..wakakaka

and happy belated bday to Eqa!!!
hahaha..

after 7 mths of nt meeting..

and when we met..

we are back crazy!!!
i love my hair!!!!!
next week or so..

we go town..

and go for hair extension again...

this time, i wanna try pink...wakakakakaka

u can carry on with purple...

my lg viewty is giving me problem..

im sending it this monday...

and jealous with bro in law..

he got himself lg renoir!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz..heart pain!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
AND HAPPY HOLS HUMAN!!!!
WAKAKAKAKAKA

i miss my nephew so much!!!!!

Happy Holidays

2008-12-27T00:47:00.007+08:00

Greeting!!!!

i didnt really celebrate my bday..

coz im like on the highway..journey home!!!

hey check out my new hair..

thanks for the bday wishes....
i will post all the names wen i got time..
now im fixing the ferrari that ana got me as a bday present!!!!!!!
THANKS ANA....
I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUMPS!!!!!!!!!!

I WILL POST THE PICS TOO..ONCE IM DONE WITH EVERYTHING....
not forgetting pics while im having my holiday..

how much i miss mil...
i know... and believe this is already fated...
im taking baby steps to get up and move forward...

how dumb blonde i can be...
i went to tell farrah wat i got for her for her bday...wth...
it just slip out frm my mouth...haiz

i got a handbag, a ferrari f50, mp3 speakers..
more to come...hehehehe

missing isaac so much...

happy holidays ppl!!!!
take care...

ALL HAIL ARSENAL!!!!!
I MISS FABREGAS!!!
MY SWEET BF!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON RAMSEY!!!!
I LOVE U AFTER THE REST.......
HAHAHAHA..
DO UR BEST FOR THE MATCH..

GOO ARSENAL!!
1-NIL!! FOR NOW..MORE TO COME

oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hit the big 20!

2008-12-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

hello all..
im still here..having my holidays as we postpone our plan to go home..

missing my family, bambam...my gfs...and mil..haiz...
i did like a small shopping juz now..nothing much..
and i cut my hair damn short....real short..
no more rebonded hair... its super curly.... and its like i perm my hair.. omg...
i dunno wat family gonna comment..and i dont care...hahahahahaha

ok...i juz wanna say take care to all
bye.....

cesc fabregas will be out for up to four months..
oh baby....im worried!!! why not spend the four months with me...wakakakaka....

BYE!!!

2008-12-19T02:13:00.002+08:00

Farrah left singapore to hong kong at 1.30pm just now..and will be back on my bday..
and me??
i will be going away in 3hrs time..
its a last min trip..and i hope to make full use of it..
i know it was abit chaos earlier..but god ans my prayers..
I think i badly need this trip..
i just need to heal the wound..i need time, and i need to just leave everything..
im packing my stuff now

ana..
we will meet you once both of us are back in singapore...

im gonna miss isaac so much...
oh ya.. i saw this lv charm keychain that cost me $560..im in love with it..

i guess im gonna miss liverpool vs arsenal..
but i dont mind..
ALL HAIL ARSENAL...

Damian... our bet still on..
hahahahaha..

i cant deny..i cry myself to sleep..
something i hate..
im not sleeping tonight..

Mil.. now its getting complicated than ever when your mum text me..
i respect her. so ill just let it be that way..sometimes i dont understand..
but i dont think i deserve to be punish for some1 else mistake..
maybe one day i will understand.. let it just be a mystery why..
once again.. i give up..

I HATE THIS PART!!

2008-12-15T23:53:00.003+08:00

its been 40hrs..since u last text me..
40 long hours..i wonder if you are alive and all..but hey..
i know you are still alive and in one piece..there..
u are always online..i have no idea where are you..
but u keep changing ur status update on facebook..that i know that what you are doing..but do you think its enuff for me??

i told myself not to cry..no no dont cry..
maybe u dont wish to call me coz i lost my voice..so u want me to save my voice..maybe..i dunno... or are you out with her?? ok i gave up...

i resorted to listening to ur songs and ya videos..coz i really miss u like so much..

i dunno what i did wrong..seriously..at this moment im wondering what i did that u got so mad at me, and wanna go silent.. i didnt have any stupid chats on facebook..and all...haiz.. if u are mad at me coz i put my facebook that im married to a girl, and we 2 (eileen and me) wanna elope with farrah to paris and shop till we drop and check out hot boys...im sorry..seriously..if thats the reason (i got a strong feeling it is) then im really sorry..its just some girly talk.. and u know me...i really hope u do...

all this while i accept that at times u are super busy with ur work..that we can hardly talk or spend time, but for u got to missing for 40 hours... i think i had enuff and giving up.. i tried my best to understand..but sometimes..i hope u can do ur part.. i miss u so much..but..my 2 girlfriends tell me, to give up...i dont wish to do that..coz i really thot we are strong enough to go thru this journey...i know it gonna be very bumpy rollercoaster ride..and im already ready..but this keep happening..from 28 hrs..now its 40 hrs..how long can i take it..i have no idea..

now im like thinking about my sis and isaac..divert my attention to them..oh god..how i miss isaac... haiz...
i giving up on love...
hmmmm 8 more days to my bday..i wish..i have a good and happy life..let it be simple..but as long im happy and so is everybody that i love..

Farrah, pls bring me along to hongkong..ya..i dun mind hiding in ur luggage..hahaha
thanks for this 5 wonderful days!!!! all we did is shop and eat..and break things..hahahahahahaha....

i hate having this stupid asthma attack...i cant breathe...argh..
im not blaming the ciggies..ciggies are my best friend!!!
and i sound like a guy..omg...hahaha..

I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls

Plain Saturday

2008-12-13T19:55:00.004+08:00

its been so long since i last post an entry..
as normal..i only lost 1 kg..so 14 to go..
hahahahaha..im happy..

i went out with farrah for 3 days straight.. wednesday, thursday and friday!!!
hahahahahaha and tmr...this is crazy..but we love shopping..

oh ya..
thursday, we went suntec to look for xmas dress..
and guess what??? i took isaac along...tell u..he's having fun..
freda and farrah had fun with him..they say he has the cheeky smile..hahahaha
im happy when im with him...
he looks like he lost weight..but one thing he cant stop..yes..he cant stop eating..
he keeps eating..and he also love starbucks..hahahaha.. rasberry passion ice tea..

mil told me, that one day he wanna meet isaac...im like laughing and maybe one day..so he will know why isaac is my sweetheart...

haiz now im the lonely child at home...kakak and abg nizam and all include isaac is at klang now..will be back this tuesday.. SUPER BORING!!!

i really have nothing to do..
boyfie is busy with his work so he decided to off his phone and will on it after 11...
mil, u gi dating eh???? hahahaha i usually asked him that...serious tone, then i laugh..

GO ARSENAL!!! TONIGHT I SHALL WATCH ALL SOCCER MATCH!!!!
ALL HAIL ARSENAL... i miss fabregas..

oh ya!!! i saw this arsenal jacket..cost me $123
is anyone kind enuff to get me the jacket???????
i cant ask my sis or bro in law coz.. they got me my mp3 speaker..i turn my room into a club at times..hahahaha

Hello Peeps

2008-12-10T02:40:00.004+08:00

Hello..
Its me Isaac Hamzah..not again..
hehehe
I just wanna blog again coz i know my aunt is kinda lazy to blog..
as her life gets way too personal.ya she's feeling superstar for now.
And keeping some stuff low profile.
You wanna know any of her secrets?
You can ask ME!!

But for now, i only can tell you that someone (my aunt ehem ehem) is super duper jealous.
Coz aunty only save 3 pics of him on her hp..and she got over 200 pics of me..alone!! on her hp
Im the main contender. But i will still be no 1..not him!
He did admit, He lost to me..Coz im cute and im still my aunt's sweetheart..

Like what aunty did blog about me turning 1..but..
She didnt blog or update about my birthday celebration at CCK..
We,the december babies... Aunty, Aunty Nana and ME!! yes..share a cake..
thanks uncle roy for the yummy cake..
Actually it was for me alone..but Aunty wanna join in..Hers will be on the 24..and Aunty Nana bday is on 22..so why not..
They got me Lego Duplo..(aunty idea)
and for aunty..she got..
nono not the 1:7 F1 Ferrari Remote Control Car..(i will break it if she has it. Coz i love cars 2)
aunty yana and uncle roy got her the mp3 speakers.
oh i shall wait for aunty to get a job and then i will ask for present..
im eyeing on this toy car..pic below..hahahaha...

I love birthday. Coz i get whatever i want..
I indulge myself with food and ice creams.. yummy..and cake!!!!hmm my fav..especially swensens cake.
And that will be the day, every1 in the house give me undivided attention..
I was so tired, that i fall asleep in less than 2 mins..

Enjoy the pics..

and to aunty hanis moon.. hehehe..my aunt love me more than u..hahaha..jealous??

i want this!!Aunty get for me pls..

she said im an angel when i sleep..
u decide
hahahaha..look..she only get half the attention..

the december babies...
erm, aneesa is november baby..
sorry..

she's trying to stop me from touching the candle

hehehe, its my bday party!!
i hear from my cousins my uncle got me a swensens cake..hehe

i told u..i can walk!!

uncle roy scolded me i guess..
coz i finish up their ice cream.. :'(

hahahaha..no la..
im juz tired, the food and all make me sleepy..

its actually my pram, but they take off the seat so i can push it around

i know i look cool with this hairstyle..
but wen is aunty yana gonna treat me ice cream??

bluek aunty hanis..
today is my bday...

Uncle Roy bday party..
they called me giant..coz im bigger than my cousin..
she's older than me by 1 mth..

note..
since the first day..till today..
im bigger than aneesah..
ignore the tummy..
i follow my dad, uncle roy and uncle busu..

aneesah..join us when u free ok..
will call u if we at bedok for supper..
u shud try the subsuka.or maybe the roti john cheese..

and remember dont sneak out of the hse to talk to a cat..

ok guys..enuff for today..aunty wants her blog back..
will update maybe when i meet her after holiday.. (im going off to klang this friday till tuesday)
with the rest except her..boohoo..nobody to bully!!

xoxoxoxo

***************** im bored...(corinna)

Bam Bam turn 1...

2008-12-06T02:35:00.002+08:00

met farrah and freda at parkway..got myself a boyfriend shirt..
i had fun...ana cudnt make it coz she have some party at workplace..
i wanna have fun!!!

i totally forgot that it was muzik2 semi finals...
i miss faizal tahir performances...cuba and sampai syurga...
but i found out both faizal tahir songs make it to the finals..kudos!! cant miss the finals!!

met ana at farrah's hse..chill till 11..
while chilling my sis called and told me..our car got into a hit and run accident..
i swear and curse that car that hit and run our car get into accident and hope his car just crash and is totally beyond repair

so irresponsible humans!!!!!!! so what if yours is a merc!!!! u dont own the road dude!!!!
met my sister and bro in law at bedok dbs..and then we off to bedok foodcourt..
ksk and busssssss arrived earlier than us..but they took so long to meet us at the foodcourt..
guess what..

isaac gave us a shock..he start walking..
ya he push his quinny(pram)..
he's like running not walking..hahaha...
i didnt eat coz im so full..
thanks ana for the food..
the eclairs and cakes make me full

12 on the dot..we sang happy birthday..yes time flies...and isaac is already 1 now!!!
he ate that spicy sabsuka like nobody business...this boy...if we stop feeding him..he will start nagging..so ya..

After supper..they sat one corner..and smoke..
isaac entertain us..pushing his pram all around...and fell a couple of time..and got so tired..
we got really dizzy looking at him going round and round and bang into lamp post,rubbish bins, and of coz us....we did record the mini show..hahahahaha..

i force my sis to treat us macD ice cream since its isaac bday..(past midnight..only place to get ice cream is macD)

in the car..he got so sleepy..but i didnt put him to sleep..let him disturb my sis thats driving and my bro in law..

before going macD we walk around to find posb atm..we saw 2 cats...and my bam2 dont give any mercy to anybody or any animals so he disturb the 2 cats...i felt sorry, the cats got a nightmare from isaac..im afraid of cats but wat to do...my nephew love them..thank god both the cats didnt bite him..

he ate orea mcflurry (mine) chocolate mcflurry (my sis) and hot fudge sundae (his parents) but he finished up half of my mcflurry....im sure he's a happy boy tonight...he get to eat and drink we ordered...

meeting him later...
my hp now full with his pic...

so to that some1...
it does show that ur main contender is Isaac Hamzah..
and im sure, u lost this match..
he's too adorable and he's my sweetheart..
bluek!!!!!

Ps: mil just told me the title of our song..
on the moon with cori..
and we gonna compose it soon...
and he loves puisi sepi..

Two stars and a moon. You and me, going towards the moon.

2008-12-03T01:57:00.004+08:00

pic credit Mil (moon)

hey smiley!!!
ok its actually jupiter the bigger star...
and the one on the right is venus..
u can see this again in 2012..
so if u miss it..pray that u will see it again..

mil and i were like fasinated with moon..
i guess till right now..we called each other moon..
goodmorning moon!! hahahaha

we were like chatting last night for 2 hrs straight..
and then he told me abt the moon and 2 stars that make a smiley face few hrs ago..
so from there..
i start the ball rolling..
i told him i tend to stare at full moon for hours..
and he said he loves moon..
i told him, i wanna be the first singaporean to go to the moon..
and he 2...
and we even plan to jam on the moon..
but then i told him our space shuttle cant fit drums and piano..
and it will be floating up there if we bring the instruments along
and he can even reply back oh why not we find anything that we can jam with..
i was already laughing..
whats there in the moon that we can find? - i asked him back..
we start laughing for a while, before he came of with an idea..
guess what..
he wanna sing a song..and expect me to sing along..
then i told him, why not he sing..
and i dance...
then he was like, no i sing and we dance together..
so....i was like...erm..wat song are u gonna sing..
and he said..no im gonna write a song..
and then we gonna dance together..
isnt it juz romantic..
the two of us..
we were like in our own worlds imagine..
and i really got carried away...

the last few parts its too personal to be posted here
no its not x-rated..but its way too romantic la...

juz hope and pray we dont knock or juz float away from each other..

and till now..i keep thinking abt the imagination we had..

a trip to space cost about few millions..
but a trip to the moon cost 200 millions for 2...

maybe in 10 yrs time, it will be cheaper..
so shall i wait???

btw, hes really writting a song abt this..
hehehehehe..
im loving my imaginations...

i cant believe..its a romantic imagination...
i fall asleep after imagine myself and mil on the moon dancing..
and i woke up early for that...10.50am..
wat a great achievement!!!!!!

PS: i went insane finding for hotel rooms in mines..
yes..and palace of the golden horses will make me go budget and mybe i wont shop..
4 rooms 2 nights cost us 3692
i shall tell my uncle to let me book another hotel in kl..
thats cheaper la..
its recession la!!!!!!!!!!!

and the best thing is that..
this grandchild no 4 have to do everything..
i was at the verge of screaming..
coz all hotels are like freaking fully booked...

anyway....my cousins.. age 8-12 wrote a forever cousins cheer..
and they left it on the bed..
i quickly took it and hide in my pocket..
and wen i read it just now..
im really touched...
love them so much...
basiman grandchildren rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok got to go..
silvestre captain...
zat.. i told u already!!!!
go arsenal..
ALL HAIL ARSENAL!!!!!!!!!

Chelsea vs Arsenal Part 2

2008-12-01T02:56:00.003+08:00

im happy arsenal won... 2-1...

can say all 3 goals from arsenal player...(ya arsenal was nice enuff to give them a early christmas present with a own goal by johan djourou)

not even 1 goal from them...

first half, i admit chelsea control it..

2nd half, proudly says that arsenal was controlling it.. yes the first goal was pure lady luck, coz it was an offside for v.persie..after replay..yes it was...but sometimes ref make a mistake...say wat u want, ref if one sided or watever la...but if u watch from the start, ref was all fair and square..
final whistle?? arsenal won!!!!!

text few ppl about yaaa arsenal won..
the few ppl of coz chelsea fans..including faliq..
ya i won the bet...fuh thank god...
faliq and the rest cud accept the fact arsenal won..
but u wen over it..u got so freaking emotional..
u start using kau aku..
and for fuck sake, u called me dumb??
this dumb human girl here, listen to all ur freaking problems,

try her best to cheer u up wen u have problems with ur bandmates..
i know u are hoping for chelsea to win..
u were like, all the best..and stuff...
i juz take it as in..ok sure...all hail arsenal coz arsenal gonna win this time round!!!

Seriously i shud be happy smiling n laughing till i fall asleep, but i didnt knw u gonna make me cry..

yes im emotional right now coz i cant accept the fucking fact u called me dumb wen ur freaking team is super duper dumb for being too overconfident and then show a stupid slumpy tired side of them during 2nd half....

if u wanna call scolari dumb also go ahead..but now me..
clearly it shows that u are dumb coz u chose to be frens with a dumb girl..

as im typing this, im also crying coz i cant believe wat juz happened...
u r a fren i love dearly...
i enjoy my time with u..
but u seems to be hot tempered person..
go ahead..

i think owl and mortician are fated to fight and end this..
haiz...
u choose it.. lets end this...

watever la..

ALL HAIL ARSENAL!!!!
i wanna scream...

u dumb ass....ARSENAL KICK UR BUTT DUDE!!!!!

ACCEPT THE FACT!!!!
U LOST TWICE AT HOME!!!!!!!!
i guess it really hurts to receive a kick from arsenal baby!!!!!!!!!!!
im not dumb..matter of fact, im clever coz i love arsenal...

so arsenal fans...whose next in our list???
liverpool!!!!!!!!!
21st december!!!
its at emirates stadium!!

(any liverpool fans wanna fight with me??)

ps: i need new glasses to replace this 4yrs old specs..i guess my deg went up...
i cant seem to recognize which is my hottie fabregas and samir nasri..
both look the same...

Chelsea vs Arsenal

2008-11-30T22:47:00.003+08:00

its arsenal vs chelsea at stamford bridge..
im like really excited hoping for arsenal to win!!!
hehehehehe...

is ronaldo stupid or what???
that is so obvious handball..wat a stupid act.. hahahahaha... red card...sent off...off he go....
wakakakakakakaka hoping for a draw....
go man city!!!
hahahaha

no more samsung no more nokia...
i want the latest LG RENOIR!!!! wooooo
went to it fair at expo...
last min plan with sis..
obvious...its not my place..im having headache now....haiz....

all hail arsenal!!!!!!

PS: faliq...its a deal...

Argh!!!

2008-11-28T04:28:00.004+08:00

i wanna change my freaking blog skin...but it happened to have certain problems...
its like already 4.30am..and this blogskin problem juz pissed me offf.....knn!!!!!!!

omg..juz 2 hrs ago i met isaac..missing him already!!!!! did u know..
i have to sit on the floor, coz he conquered the whole back seat alone....
i felt sad coz a 1 yr old kid bullied me...
ya..he's turning one soon...so...all the best to me..
ps: even if i scold him, he will laugh...wonder how busu, his mum can make him listen to them or cry...hahaha..
i know i cant never do that...he will just laugh even tho i gave him that freaking serious look...
hahahahahahahaha...

im back doing this stupid skin...blah...hey i have sleeping disorder!!!!!!! yeay!!!!! its driving me insane tho!!!

PS: IM TRYING TO LINK EVERY1 BACK..PLS GIVE ME SOME TIME..DAMN MAN!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!
HAVE TO CALL FARRAH FOR HELP....WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA..OMG I MISS MY ENZO SIA...

2008-11-20T02:22:00.005+08:00

Hello Everybody..

Since my beloved aunty kinda lazy to blog.
i took the chance to blog on behalf of her..
Im Isaac. yes as you can see, my aunty keep blogging about me..
why not i blog about myself on her rather dusty blog..

saturday we came to aunty house..
we as in my parents and of coz uncle busu.. yes we bought dinner and have a mini feast while watching soccer..

as for me.
im having fun.. at first i chat with aunty's girlfriends.. i think its wawa and ana..
without aunty realising that i accidently block her 2 friends..
no she's not even mad at me..
she showed me a folder that contains hundreds pics of me..
then we had our dinner..
and i as usual bang into things and playing with things,breaking things...
crawl and explore every inch of the house except the kitchen..
nenek has thing red rag in the kitchen that i hate it..
i dont even dare to go in to the kitchen unless bonda or my 2 lovely aunties carry me..
i fell hard in aunty yana's room..
but it didnt stop me from having fun..

oh ya.. everybody didnt let me touch anything on the table..
so aunty hanis gave me a car magazine and 2 toy car..
a porsche and a ferrari to play with..
its funny coz the porsche tickle me..
coz aunty play with it around my body..
we left about 1am..
its late night..

And i can see everybody is kinda moody that arsenal lost to aston villa..
ps: i watch a lil bit of soccer coz aunty hanis keep saying goal and it attract my attention..

on sunday.
ard noon we fetch aunty yana and aunty hanis...
uncle roy went to marina barrage first..of coz with his bike..
yeay... guess what..we ate ice cream..its hot and sunny..
and by the time we walk to the spot for fishing.
aunty hanis almost slip and fall..(her legs covered with mud..eeeuuuw) and our ice creams melt..

we sat down, and bonda strip me to my diapers..
wow.i had fun.. i touch a catfish..something aunty hanis hates..
hahaha i even touch a tamban fish..something my aunty wont touch..
hahahahahaha and after a while, aunty hanis bestfriend text her telling her she's reaching..

my first time meeting aunty farrah.. so aunty and i walk slowly.
wait im in the pram of coz..
to meet aunty farrah..
when we met her she kinda shock to see me..
hello aunty!!!
i juz kept quiet and stone..
suddenly aunty hanis saw this water playground..
she called my parents asking if they brought extra clothing for me.. they said yes..
And off..she take off my top..and we had fun..
i saw 2 baby girls..cute baby girls..
i touch this newborn baby girl..
i admit im afraid of water.. played for about one hour plus..
and aunty hanis is already drenched..
she decided its enuff..
not for me..
i gave them tantrums. i slapped aunty farrah face.. and push her face away..
and of coz i wanted to bite her neck..
but aunty hanis stopped me from doing so..hahaha..
i tell u i didnt had enuff..

finding for toilet we ended up at the solar park..
i grab onto this random uncle bag... and nag at him in my own language coz he has this huge camera.. hahahahaha
they gotta change me coz its so cold..
they bought me plain water..i drank like 1/5 of it..
its hard for aunty to change my diapers coz im so moody..
i think she did it badly...hahaha...
dress up..and aunty decided to walk around..like 5 mins later i fall asleep..
she wrap me using aunty farrah sweater coz i dont have any pants..hahaha im a slacker..
and i think they went for a smoke outside...
and they bump into their classmate in mdis..
she took my pic and said im cute..of coz im cute.. like what aunty farrah said..
december babies are cute babies!!

they went to gallery cafe to grab a bite..
i woke up..cried a lil bit.. and fall asleep again..
they talk and keep asking where's ana..
ya aunty ana.. she took so long to come.. when she arrived.. i woke up again...
and quickly went back to sleep..

but after 15 mins. aunty yana called and asked us to meet them at the water playground..
so bye all..

we went our separate ways after that..
aunty hanis followed us..
while aunty yana and uncle roy went home and off to work..

we went to united square.. hehehehe to get my stuff..
my one stop shopping place...
went back home, bonda gave me medicines..
and we had a quick shower..
send aunty hanis home, she had a splash and dash and i had fun..
its like i have freedom here..im happy crawling around..
hehehe and of coz..i see my favourite fishes..in the fish tank of coz..
i hope one day i can touch them..hahahaha..

aunty quickly dress up and off to Railway to have supper..
i slept like around 12plus..and we reach home abt 1plus..
fuh..i think im tired typing..
enjoy the pics..

love, isaac hamzah..

ps: i will update if i meet aunty next time..

im chatting with wawa..

typing whatever i feel like typing

hey thats me like when i was 4 months???

ok..can i have this when i turn 21..

oh my this bmw is nice!!!

ohhh i know she loves me...

look what aunty did..she wrap me...

bedtime is a blast..hahahaha

yeay we going out...

this is my mum..

pss:im bored and got nothing to do..so i decided to post this...
hahahahaha...i tell u my life is getting boring..thank god i have family and friends..
thank god im going out with my girlfriends later..or else..im bored to death...
chalet is super boring.... i dunno why....

2008-11-13T23:17:00.004+08:00

my days are like, wake up, clean the hse, go out with my frens,
go online till wee hours.. sleep at 6-7am...
and start all over again..
and im officially became a nocturnal creature!!!!!!
that lead a mundane life....
wth...

and i slept like close 2 10am juz now and woke up at 4pm!!!!
wat am i thinking??

next week i need to really go and job hunt!!!!
like really2 job hunt...
i need a job!!!!!
well left me without a job...
i need money to shop...
so i need a job!!!!!!!!!
anybody who knws any opening..
pls inform me!!!

im really tired of like arguements...over and over again..
haiz..

sometimes u are the one, that i really wish to have by my side..

and have fun with me and my family and friends..
but sometimes u are the one that drive me insane...
haiz...

and im missing this bam2!!!!
isaac!!!

fuh...

my future ferrari f1 driver....

i steal this from kak nana's multiply...
omg..
i will be smilling like this once i get a new hp from dad...
hehehe...
and my old2 hp, i will let this bam2 play with it..

ps: is samsung F480 a good hp???
i want a touchscreen hp..
better than LG Viewty..thats giving me weird surprises..

screen goes blank wen i receive calls

2008-11-09T01:45:00.003+08:00

finally schools over...
yeay!!!!

today i had fun...like finally 6 of us... farrah, haziq, ana, mus, souher and of coz myself chill..
met at forum coffee beans..we chilled from like 4plus till 7plus... no we didnt walk ard juz chill...
im like all set for the match..... wat the hell....

in the car...haziq has a plan to like eject me out of his car...
wakakkakaka...
and ana was like, hey match dah start...arsenal score...
van persie score..ok i scream for a while..then something hit me..
eh.... van persie cant play...he is suspended for like 3 games...coz he got a red card..

ok...
haziq drop off by the side..
and we went in find for ana and mus..
hey..its juz kickoff..
alamak...ana prank us..

overall... 2-1...Arsenal won...
nw arsenal back no 3 in the league table..fuh!!! thank god..
the mats behind me...was like fcuk-up...
i know he was waiting for me to open my mouth and start a fight..
but farrah keep reminding me to juz shut up...hahaha

after all..its a match, theres a winner and loser...so...maybe we will see how the match go..
i lost $1 to haziq..abt alumnia...omg...hahahaha..but wat i really care is the fun i had with my frens...ana upload the pic faster.

now i need to find a job...
hahahaha...

2008-11-05T02:46:00.002+08:00

(12:18 AM) H: hanis
(12:18 AM) H: honestly
(12:18 AM) {Corinna Insyirah}: yes
(12:18 AM) H: although we argue and quarrel alot times b4 this
(12:19 AM) H: but i really wish that if i werent _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i will be with u..

hmmmm now im having a headache...
i juz woke up from my sleep..online..
and i got this...
i really dunno wat to do...
i know this is not easy for me...
oh god pls pls pls help me...

i need to sleep now...im tired thinking...

ps: pls tell me what i shud do??
shud i juz ignore the feelings and ppl ard me???
after so many brokenhearted suffering past...
i wonder why im still here....

Tak Bisa Memiliki - Samsons

2008-11-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAK WEDA, DINO, AND ANA!!!!!!

and the rest.....

ARGH!!!

I THINK THERE'S CONSPIRACY!!!!

YES!!!!

HAMILTON AND GLOCK!!!!

even keke rosberg think so...

btw keke rosberg is nico rosberg's dad..

MASSA DESERVE THE TITLE..

not hamilton...

the last few laps shows massa is way better than hamilton...

under pressure...hamilton keeps running wide...and make it easy for robert kubica to unlap himself...and vettel to overtake him....

for 30 second massa crown as the champion....

but glock...let vettel and hamilton passed him...

reasons being, he's on dry tyres..and the track is wet...

but hey..look at the lap times.... in 1 lap...glock lap times are like 20 seconds slower...wat the hack.... dont u think there's some kind of conspiracy???

MASSA will bounce back next season...

Ferrari is still the Champion...

and i love the Michael Schumacher drink..Rosbacher Drive...ya it cost me $3.40..and im getting another one tmr...

i didnt really sleep just now after formula one...

im utterly devastated...

the fact Massa didnt win the championship is super hard to absorb...

im kinda emotional...

woke up after 1hr plus sleep...

got ready...

i felt i had mild migraine...

bought panadols... (i didnt bring my medicines along)

met farrah at PS starbucks..

breakfast...chill...took panadols..

felt a lil bit drowsy...

went to exam hall...

and guess what...halfway doing my questions..i look at the time..

so i was like, ok..i wanna asked farrah if she wanna watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3..

since the cinema is juz beside our campus..

after exams...around 11.30..while in the toilet..i asked her..

and she said yes...

quickly walk to Cathay..

and the movie start at 11.50...

we didnt get anything...

and went in straight...

in the theater..its only like 7 of us...yes..and its THE GRAND CATHAY..

the movie...ok la...

im not really a fan of HSM..so ok...

farrah and i planned to surprise Ana...

and she had this feeling that we are gonna surprise her...

hahahaha....

ya la..she knows her bestfriends..

wat can i say...

i hope u like the mini celebration...

we will see u this saturday!!!!!!

ok im actually very tired!!!

lack of sleep...

im off to sleep soon...

ps: sunday i went fishing with the rest....

and drag till after f1...

and till now im still awake..

argh..look..i have panda eyes...

2008-11-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

feeling crush as ever...
im tired with this love feeling relationship...
i feel im suck at it...
maybe certain things are pure mistakes that i keep repeating it over and over again...
when will i ever learn...haiz....
i feel so down today that i hardly utter a word to anybody except farrah...
my mp3 and psp become my bestfriend during short breaks i took after a while mugging...
calling out for full moon....
again...he's 2 busy.....

i wanna watch f1 qualifying..but bro-in-law watching soccer...yes its arsenal...but f1 come first!!!!!!!
argh...
this is the final race of the season...and after this i gotta wait for 5 freaking long months!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!
hoping massa get pole....and...hamilton, below top 8.....
i really hope and pray massa won.....and be the CHAMPION!!...

1day and 20 mins to go for the last f1 race.....
i gotta go now.... watching f1 thru live timing...on formula1.com....
wen massa and raikkonen out..i ask my bro in law to change channel....

and wat the f wrong with arsenal....
stoke is leading 2-0???...
damn!!!!!

2008-10-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

finally...i got my Viewty back...

yeay!!!
i manage to retrieve all my contact...fuh!!!!!

hopefully it last long....

oh god...
today till friday i got class from 9-5...

freaking sleepy and tired...

oh ya...

the hottie from germany is hot hot hot...

it seems that im going to park myself at jalan kechot for quite sometime starting next monday..

hehehehehe...

my mum n sis thinks he's cute...

hehehehehe...

no worry CN..i still love u....

call me fanatic or anything...

9yrs ive been watching f1..and i really2 fall in love with f1 & ferrari...

at that time the drivers are

michael schumacher and eddie irvine...

i mean seriously... it was love la...
then year 2000...rubens barrichello replaced eddie irvine...
then there was a crucial race...

where rubens barrichello leads the whole race and schumacher was behind him,

he let schumacher passed him on the last corner of the race..

yes...team order was involved...rubens is the second driver..

priority goes to the no 1 driver...

so wat happened last weekend when raikkonen let massa passed him...

raikkonen got nothing to lose...

to those hatred out there...

raikkonen is yes the no 1 driver in ferrari...

but he's right now no 4 in the drivers' championship....

and the one thats fighting for drivers' championship..

just 2 drivers...hamilton and massa...

so he let massa pass, coz at least massa can still fight for the championship in brazil..

the last race of the season....

anything can happened in f1....

so u guys...those who just starting to like f1....

u can come over to my hse...

and borrow all the f1 magazines and books that are thicker than ur dictionary...

im serious...i think i spend thousands of dollars on that...

and i even read up....

raikkonen did the decision alone..

NO TEAM ORDERS ALLOWED!!!

he knows whats the best..coz massa did help him alot last year...

and he won the drivers' title...

im really pissed at 1 guy...

omg...

but i just kept quiet...

for him to said that raikkonen is not good at driving, for the fact he let massa pass him..

and the fact raikkonen crash into concrete in spore gp...

i did asked him...

does he have SUPER LICENSE??

no....

does he know whats the feeling of driving in a formula one car...

he doesnt knw....

and a single point count in f1...for constructors' title...

he dont even know if ferrari engineers cud be pressuring raikkonen in the car to challenge timo glock..for the 4th place...

and spore circuit...is not a real circuit...

its a street circuit, millimeters count...no mistakes...

u take a lil bit more chicane, and off u go..into the barriers...

and there's no run off area....ARGH!!!

trying to act smart...but does he study f1 circuit???? i dont think so...

argh!!!! stuck up guy!!!!

he pisses me off...

for me, 9 yrs and still counting...

every race i still have to learn abt the car, the track and everything...

there's always something new

its not that im smart in f1...

but i always do my homework...

coz this is my interest...

haiz...

sometimes, ppl are just to ego..

thinking that they are always right when the truth is,they know nothing....

2008-10-17T01:51:00.005+08:00

ana promise me u dont go crazy..
this post for u actually...wakakaka

HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY TO....

iceman..

Kimi Matias Räikkönen

yes...

ITS kimi's birthday today...
i know he's not gonna read this blog..but..watever is..

ana..pics below for u...

younger days at maclaren..

i can see that ana is melting now....wakakakaka...

2008-10-16T02:38:00.002+08:00

i dunno, i thot its was ok...
but hey no...u still picking up fights with me..
my sincerity being questions??
hey u think i care??
get lost even if u want to..
i was stupid that time..yes...call me stupid..
i dont give a shit...
u r dumb.....
look, u think i care??
now even if u wanna say a word, i immune to it...
now its true like wat u told me few days ago...
u r the person i hate most..wishing u never exist in the world..

full moon, this is the time i really need u badly...
destroy him from this planet...

to make it worst..my hp died on me..
i lost all contacts..nw i wish, i cudnt be contacted...

H.I, ONE MINUTE U CHANGE, THE OTHER, U ARE FREAKING THE HELL OUT OF ME,
THE NEXT MINUTE, U PISSED ME OFF TILL I WISH U ARE NOT ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!
ITS BETTER U BE A GHOST....GO, JUST GO.. I PREFER LIFE WITHOUT U....
GETLOST.........................................

2008-10-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

haha serve u right hamilton..
u got 12...no points..
2 more races to go...and 5 points diff between u and massa...
the fight is still on till the last race..anything can happen..
dont outbrake raikkonen..he's ur living hell now..he will do anything to make massa win..trust me...hahaha..and massa was alil bit aggressive..no more gentle massa...
i love yesterday race...kudos to alonso..well deserve race...

weekend..was da bomb...
enjoy my time with family...
waiting for the pics from my cousin...
im sorry ana, i couldnt make it to ur open hse..
i managed to finish both my assignments on time, and lack of sleep..
i miss my 2 gfs....boo me...must find time for them soon...
ANA FARRAH..WINDU SAMA LOR!!!

and i did spend my time talking on the phone...with..
hehehehe...must i say his name here...okok..lets call him CN
AUNTY I SHY LA....hahaha...i sound so young calling my own girlfriend aunty..
wakakakaka.... anyway..its funny, its like a fairy tale kind of story from the start...
and i gotta say...i only got 2 weeks to spend my time with him, before he leave me for studies...sobs2....

but i know and trust that he's way better than H.I...
i mean it...
talking abt H.I..
out of blue moon he text me..i guess he just read my msg that i cant take it anymore.. and had enuff...
we fought for 4 bloody long hours..
till my hp flat..and i reached home late, and afraid he wud find me..its scary... and while i was busy fighting with him in class thru sms
(yes, i didnt evn listen to a single thing :( in class) i receive calls from CN 3 times... asking me if im alright and he felt that im in stress, and asked if im crying.. i swear it freaks me out.. but i havent evn tell anyone and he juz asked me that.. im really touch coz he really cares for me...
and for H.I, i prefer to just run away from him for time being..
even going home scares me... i dunno... i swear im going home with farrah evn tho my ezlink keeps running low..as long i reach home asap.. i dunno what next..its something unexpected..altho i keep telling myself H.I is full with surprises..but today suck big time..

for CN...ich liebe dich..hehe
bawaku terbang is a nice song, its for C.N..
btw enjoy...

B.A.W.A.K.U. T.E.R.B.A.N.G

The Fabulous Cats

Mata Ke Mata..
Ke Hati..
Hati ke Hati..
Hati Hati..

Bibir Ke Bibir..
Bicara Janji..
Janji Ke Janji..
Jadi Hujan…

Rindu ke Rindu..
Termimpi mimpi..
Hari Ke Hari..
Nanti di nanti..
Menanti Pasti..
Pasti Disisi..
Sisiku Kini..
Ternanti nanti..

Bila diceritakan tentang cinta
Segalanya muncul sekelip mata
Semuanya di depan matanya dia
Makan tidur pun tak lena

Dia… cinta…
Dia… sayang…
Aku… dicinta…
Aku… disayang…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya..

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

Kita berdua kian bermesra
Rindu makin membara
Kita berdua bermain kata
Pasang surut tak endah

Dia… cinta…
Dia…. sayang…
Aku…. dicinta..
Aku… disayang…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

Mata hati jiwaku…
Seluas antartika
Sebesar Jupiter
Sedang segitiga bermuda

Ku ganti sungai merah
Dengan darahku
Rinduku meragutkan
Kehangatan cinta kita

Mungkin tidak sehebat mana
Ku di pertikaikan kasih
Ku bukan tempat dua ketiga
Di hati ku cuma kau yang satu
Seterusnya nyatanya hanya
Dirinya jiwanya
Jiwa ku rentas benua
Warna angkasa cinta
Cintalah kamu…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

Bawaku Terbang (Studio Version) - The Fabulous Cats

2008-10-11T02:35:00.002+08:00

ehem2...
ok... let me juz clear something here..
the person im talking abt is not who i went out with to sentosa and stuff..
that like my elder brother to me....

the guy i always talk abt..the one who put me in this sad mood at times, thinking abt wats i shud do and stuff is some1 indeed special to me...and he shared the same initials as me... H.I..and he's 27... ok... im not going to blog abt him here..
im seriously think there's no point blogging...

and thats why i've spending my time with my family.... the jsk and kgs (inside joke)
and my 2 girls... farrah ana and not forgetting christopher (mus)..
and i feel its better that way...

and to a ex friend of mine..
i seriously had enough of drama and issues...
farrah made it clear that i dont need u in my life...
as a friend or enemy... i dont want anymore...
im tired... enough is enough... thanks for the msg u sent on facebook..
i dun mind adding u on fb again... but pls.. its over...
i dont want u to make me look like a fool...
and lastly i dont want to get involve in ur life and anymore fights..

i love farrah and ana as my 2 loyal bestfriends..
being friends with u..is the biggest mistake...
goodbye L..

2008-10-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

Sepi..
im not single..

today im in the malay movie marathon at home..
i have no idea how many buckets i cried..
sepi is awesome!!!

it make me miss him so much..
i have no idea where is he now..
the idea of spending raya together..
and all..
i just hope he knows im here..waiting for him..
im lost...

friday my mum family came over ...
ok la...
saturday went out with farrah..
suppose to meet adeep but i hv no idea why he didnt contact me...im mad at him..
im sick and i drag my sorry ass and farrah's to town...
Damn!!! but we met souher her cousin and... souher's friend..
had fun, shopping....
and went to airport...send my aunt and 3 cousins..they going back dubai...(ring any bells)
im kinda anti social...
just be a good daughter and follow her dad everywhere...
reached home at 11.30, change to shorts...
and off out with busu..
busu waited for me evn before i reached home..
we went to ktm..ate supper..
and off to sentosa...
giler right 1am we go sentosa..
its scary la..especially wen busu try to scare me...with the ghost story..ending up he fall asleep..
and i disturb him and read magazines and smoke my life away...
reach home close to 5am..
i was worried abt farrah coz her dad admitted to hospital...
i wanted to accompany her but she text me she's alright...
so ok...thank god her dad is alright and resting at home now...

sunday i went to tampines for open hse..
and again to jalan kechot..
ok la..
nothing much...

yesterday went jb..
isaac is super duper hyper..
his mum fall asleep throughout the journey and i was the one who took care of him...
and he like to act as tho he fell and hit his head on window.. and gave me that innocent smile..more to the mentel smile..so i wont scold him... went we at the super market.. he drop alot of stuff and juz laugh... its tiring..but i had fun...

im tired..
im tired thinking abt what i shud do with him..
coz i know when i least expected..he will surprise me...

Puisi Sepi - Baizura Kahar

2008-09-30T20:19:00.003+08:00

DAY 2 & 3 OF FORMULA ONE..

let me juz start with im sorry for the late post..
i went back home late after f1 on sunday..
and felt tired plus sick..
i woke up late for class..
and now im stealing time from cleaning the hse to uploads pics and videos to my folder in pc..
for tmr...

OH BTW SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2 ALL
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

Happy Children Day...

day 2 of formula one..
what can i saw..
im still hyper with the flag and so on..
and my fren got a ferrari jacket for me to wear..
and more ppl stop us to take pics....
that reminds me..

i have few name cards to email them for my pics...
hahaha
my uncle called me during break..
asked me to pass him my pass..
hell no..
hahahaha i love u uncle..
but u need a stamp ya..
for re-entry..
hahahaha...
im so happy when massa got pole..
and my uncle have to wait for 1hr and 30 mins..
and he's busy with his fren..
so the bachelor kind..
aiyo....
thank god i got some1 to send me home with the flag..
and my uncle did said the same thing..
why u bought the flag...
new curtains??
argh!!!!!!!!!!!
i replied...
hey im the new ferrari merchandise model la...
coz some did stop me and my fren..
and asked us, if we are from ferrari..and if we get to keep the merchandises from ferrari..
we just smile and said its ours..
im still wondering..
what abt the rest who took pic with me..
and i didnt manage to see them..
haiz...

oh i heard some drivers went down to bazaar..
coolness!!!!!!
im still head over heels with raikkonen..
rosberg, vettel and few more..
Ahhhh hotties!!!

3day of formula one..
we are more hyper!!!!
i was late..
haiz...
but no... i didnt miss the drivers parade!!!!
i record it..
it was so love la....
the start of warm up lap and all was crazy!!!!
and of coz..i was like so sad when massa pit destroy everything..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not massa fault..
i hate to break it..
but even with the use of lollipop man, it will happen also coz it got stuck to the car..
after the race..we walk ard the circuit!!!
check out the nelson piquet jr crash site and massa's and sutil's crash site..
check out carbon fibres..
and when we walk to the pit garage...
and we did manage to sneak in to the pit..hehehehe..
coolness!!!!!
we took pic of ferrari pit crews and mechanics and all!!!
the parc ferme..cool!!!
i took pics all 10 pit garage..like hell la..
the no 1 and 3 grid position can la..
and when i was taking pics on the 1st grid... my eyes caught rubbers on the tarmac..
laid by massa...coolness, i peel it off..and me and my fren have to cut it to half..
sound funny but thats the fact...

ok la so far thats all i cud remember..
now im sick..
i miss the burn rubber smell and the engine sound..
omg...i love it..
im missing it..
ahhhh

ps: u left me for 5 days... u said after formula 1 u gonna call me..
haiz..its ok..
i need to rest...goodnight all...

2008-09-27T03:59:00.002+08:00

FORMULA ONE!!
DAY 1!!
FRIDAY!!

in class im already all out excited for f1
even my f1 fren.. call me hyper!!!!!
im massa, he raikkonen (ice man konon!!!)
straight after class i met zaid (my f1 fren for 9yrs) at raffles..
and we walk to gate 5..
walk ard to the merchandise area..
FERRARI OF COZ!!
thot of buying tees or cup or something cute..
but guess what we bought?
A LARGE SIZE (UR KING SIZE BED) FERRARI FLAG!!!
and he bully me..to carry it ard...
its large..super big..cover me most of the time..
and abt 30 ppl stop us to take pics with us and the flag or borrow our flag...
hahaha felt so glamour..
we thot of charging ppl..$2 per pic..coz everywhere we go..ppl stop us..
argh!! ok nvm..
we chill at zouk for a while..hahaha
zouk at padang!!! awesome la..
i wanted to take alot of pics n video but digicam and videocam died on me!!!
we depend on our 5megapixels hp camera..
got to say..LG VIEWTY pics quality is way better than N96!!

YES N96!!!
hahahaha...
wen the first practice starts..
gosh...
we saw this finland guy carrying a finland flag (raikkonen fan)
and he hang the flag on a 14ft FISHING ROD!!!!
i did ask him..
Where he got the pole bla bla bla..
its from kallang fishing shop...
so after the first practice ended..
we went to Marina Square and bought a long pole..
attached to original pole..and taaadaaaa
our flag is up high...
thanks to my lovely friends..
they thot i bought the flag..for hari raya curtain..
thanks la...worst..new bed sheet..omg..
a few apeks and nyonya laugh at me...coz i look retard la..
but ok nvm...
zaid..walk a distance away from me..and he sort of realise im like the main attention. ppl quickly snap my pic..
i swear if my pic come out in newspaper..im going for a plastic surgery!!
NVM...
I CALL MYSELF A TRUE TIFOSI!!!!

oh besides giving my attention to f1 practices going on...while walking ard..
i look for hot boys..
Alamak...if my 2 girls with me...
i can declare its heaven day sia!!!
but zaid is attached so..
and he wont entertain my nonsense of hotties...he quickly pull me away..
thanks la friend!!

aft f1..frm padang i walk all the way to bugis..
With the flag..
ppl did stop me..
twice a group of ang mohs asked me to sell the flag..hell no!!
im selling it at 200..plus the pole bla bla bla..wakakaka..
can?? so my fren and i can buy 2 more..hehehe..and a tee for me..

now im charging the cams batt and my hp...
gotta wake up and clean the hse...
oh ya..i bring back the flag home..and going to sleep with it!!!
hehehe...

im so excited!!!!!
what shud i wear tmr???
hahahaha...

i still hear the f1 cars going ard..
i love ferrari
FORZA FERRARI
IM HAVING SCARLET FEVER..
SCUDERIA FERRARI..
ahhhhhhh they are juz pure love!!!!

AFTER THE 3 DAYS..I WILL UPLOAD PICS ON FACEBOOK..
will update everyday!!no worry

2008-09-25T03:34:00.002+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SAW KIMI RAIKKONEN
I SAW MIKA HAKKINEN
I SAW NICK HEIDFELD
I SAW SEBASTIAN VETTEL
I SAW NICO ROSBERG!!!!!!!

SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE F1 I LOVE F1 I LOVE F1!!!!!!!!!!!!

CALL ME CRAZY!!!!
I SAW THEM!!!!
IM GOING CRAZY... NICO IS HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!
DAMN WHY AM I SO STUPID.....
STARSTRUCK THAT I COULDNT EVEN THINK TO TAKE PIC WITH NICO!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!I MISS MY CHANCE 2 TAKE PIC WITH ROSBERG!!!!DAMN!!!!!!!

start out late to school...
sorry farrah....
i told farrah abt ehem...she got a lil bit moody....
haiz.. i felt bad...
after class met ana and mus..
we walk ard...
ate subway and pasta mania...
mus was a crazy guy from imh!!
i cant stop laughing my ass off...hahaha
7.30 we went paragon...
coz.....
I WANNA SEE KIMI...
i know its crazy...yes...everybody was like...ok...for ur sake..
im happy like bonkers...
so ok.
after that we went to get farrah stuff and so on..
no, she went to get her stuff, me ana and mus had a leg massage..
thanks osim u squeeze..wakaka...
went to meet souher and ash at starbuck and wait for busu to fetch me..
when busu fetch me, the rest went back home..
busu fetch me then the kelantan gangster...(kak weda, abg is and baby isaac)
ana and mus tag along...
guess where we head to??
yes... we park our vehicles at bugis open carpark..
and walk all the way to f1 track..
and walk ard f1 track frm 11pm-2am..
alot of crazy stuff happened..
while walking to spore flyer,we saw like more than 15 ferraris and maseratis
DAMN!!!I WAS LIKE..OMG OMG!!MY FAV CAR!!!
i saw mika hakkinen in the johnnie walker benz car..
walk with ana mus and isaac..
having fun taking pics...
hahaha...isaac kinda scared of mus...
hehehe
saw lots of renault crews...and we keep chanting go alonso go nelson go renault..(nope juz for fun)
wen i saw nick heidfeld..it was like, eh is this nick..
but no he didnt smile and juz walk pass us..
alamak..
wen we saw vettel, i was already a mad woman, screaming..
kak vettel kak..kak its vettel!!
and we all was like, VETTEL!!!!
VETTEL!!!!
and he wave and smile at us...

the best part after we saw vettel we saw nico!!!
and guess what from far i shout nico rosberg...nico!!!!
and he actually stop jogging and wave at us and wanted to come to us..but i walk away
then everybody started to like scold, eh bodoh lah kau adik (stupid la u)
u shud go to him and take a pic!!
all of us can take pic with him..
he already stop and wanted to come to us..
i felt so stupid...
omg!!!

then we went to 7-11
and while chilling.. this group of ang mohs...walking toward our direction..
and mus immediately stand up..
Coz one of them was wearing arsenal jersey like mus..
and they shout go arsenal..yeah arsenal...
it was totally fun!!!

i hope everybody had fun...
ana also get to meet isaac and carry him...
hahaha..

but i guess..
reason why i wasnt really focus abt nico and vettel is becoz..
when i was really happy spending time with my love ones..
he text me...
yes...he!!
and i wonder how much a sorry cost...
can some1 tell me???
i really wonder...
im lost now..
yes he just came back..
and i dunno..
if i shud run away..or juz wait and see..wat will happen next

im confuse..

ps:listening to cuba at the moment..

2008-09-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

DEAL
ARSENAL vs MAN U....8.11.2008 EMIRATES STADIUM

beautifool_suckturday says (1:38 AM):
mane boleh kalah
beautifool_suckturday says (1:38 AM):
:D
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
watever
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
arsenal makin strong tau
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
so ok...
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
we buat deal kat sini
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
i nak copy balik
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
if man u menang
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
im gonna wear man u jersey and put on my dp?????
beautifool_suckturday says (1:40 AM):
yes!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:40 AM):
and if arsenal wins
beautifool_suckturday says (1:41 AM):
i rela pegi emirates mase the team tgh training and dapatkan autograph fabregas
beautifool_suckturday says (1:41 AM):
deal?
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
and gambar fabregas!!!!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:42 AM):
u nak suh i ambik gambar ngn fabregas ke?
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
kalau leh dgn jersey basah dia tu sekali??
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
ah.... i tau...
beautifool_suckturday says (1:42 AM):
hahaha, i'll try my best then nak dapat jersey de
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
man u kalah
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
u ambik gambar fabregas n letak as ur dp????
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
how????
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
deal!!!!!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:43 AM):
deal!!!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
i nak autograph dia... *faints.....oh fabregas!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
yes ah!!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
deal
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
i copy and paste untuk u baca kt my blog
beautifool_suckturday says (1:44 AM):
okayyy sure!!!

oh god...pls let arsenal win!!!!
pls!!!! im not going to wear man u jersey!!never!!

2008-09-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

exams over...
everything seems to be over...

but i still have my 2 girls and family (not forgetting baby isaac)
they are always there for me...
i know they will never leave me...

and u?? u left me... but why????
why now... why after i trust u...
i give u all my trust...
u know i hate wen i found u r...
it just crush everything...
why it ended so fast....
why i feel the blame is always on me???
and my sis...she told me this.. find another guy...
that will not hide things from me....
yes...u keep hiding everything from me...
but now..no i look so stupid i guess...in front of ur family...especially ur cousin..

i just dont feel like falling in love anymore...
i keep telling myself that...but i keep falling for some1 and ended up..
hurt....

blogging at 2.35am...
with cramps...i juz hate it...
hopping it will be ok by friday!!!
yes!!!!!
its formula one!!!! im gonna park myself at padang for 3 days straight!!!
watching all sorts of cars and hoping to find some peace there....
no worries...the sound of the engines and the smell of burn rubbers are love!!!
they give me peace tho...

im hoping i will do my best for this term...
to make up for last term..
and this is my last term...damn...

ok i dunno what else to blog about...
the whole 2 weeks im gone for good!!!
spending my time with my girls and family..
almost evrynight i chill with my sis,bro in law the kelatan rebels and busu..
wakakakakaka
and not to forget i met mal on friday!!!
i asked farrah to tag along..and we chill with mal and adeep before they perform..
we called farrah simon spore...coz she comment on almost everything...the performances la...
i was laughing my ass off...listening to her critics...damn!!!

meeting ana at the baazar...
disturbing her and mus..
i miss a few outings with them...
will make up for it tmr...
before heading to the f1 track over the weekend...

ok gtg...gotta wake my familia up for sahur...
listen to the song..enjoy!!!

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Cuba - Faizal Tahir

2008-09-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

Sitting by myself
In an empty room
Surrounded by darkness
I wield a shaking knife shining on the moonlight of a nearby window
Lift my arm showing my wrist
Squeezing my fist shut, causing my vein to budge
I quickly slash at it over and over
Staring
I look as the crimson liquid runs down my forearm
Begin to feel dizzy, then followed by darkness, I pass out
Waking up on the cold ground I see myself laying in a puddle of blood
I feel nothing
No pain
No relief
No happiness
I'm not scared knowing i’ll die soon from the loss of blood
I think back
To all the other times i cut myself
But this time i went too far
Too deep,
I look up at the dark ceiling wondering if i’ll go to heaven,
then looking down, or hell
I glance at my wrist one last time as I drift off into a daze and collapse on the floor..

my feelings are like, totally gone..
omg.. i cant never believe this will happened...
i told myself after that pathetic guy..
im not going to fall for any1..
maybe just for fun or fling...
but this time round i fall hard on my bum...
and when i decided to be a CSI, or Detective..
i find alot of info.. and i wish.. what ana said abt him is true..
he's just a ghost...coz i think its better if he's a ghost than a......

i will be gone... i really need to get out from here..

2008-09-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

again this blog..(pls ppl out there if ur name is not stated here, dont feeling this post is for u)

hey...
u... ya u SAM bte PAH... this blog post if dedicated to u..
im so sure.. u are finding for a Fcuk buddy and not a Potential Bf right...
that poor bf of urs..is still in love with his ex... im so sure.. i willing to bet with u..
i mean..hey....look...he just broke up with ex gf for like ages...
and in less than a week..
he's with u...wth... a normal human being wud take at least 2-3 weeks to get over the fact that he/she broke up with their partner and will take a few weeks to find a new fling or rebound partner..or maybe fcuk buddy... im sure many who are reading this agreed to what i said... unless u are a bf stealer.. u had affairs with him... so which one wud u choose??
make its the first..coz it sounds better for u...

did u know u are just fugly.. i mean serious... u have that low class standard...
and sorry to say..the girls out there, u know..the backlane girls, their butt (plus make-ups on) look way better than u.... im not kidding...it just make u look so teruk...

sorry if this post hurt ur feeling so much..but hey patience..coz..its fasting month..
im just here to make u realise.. u are just pulling urself nearer to the ground and one day, u cant face the world anymore for this mistake of urs..
look... behind ur back..he's msging his real true love...
without ppl telling me the reason why u 2 got together..i already guess it..
and it so damn true.. but..im not going to expose that detail coz im just worried u gonna go up to the 20th floor and jump down.. i dont want to be the cause of ur death.. like i said im here typing this post to wake u up from ur lil gal fantasy of blowing a guy for FAME!!
be a pro hun... not a SUN (pronounce in malay)...

and to girls out there... pls learn from this post..
dont blow any guy who just break up..coz u might just hurt urself even more..
sorry ah...i know its fasting month...but
like i said earlier im just going to post what i wish..anyway this is my blog...
as long no names or politics involve..im safe...and

pls..TO THE GIRL (SAM bte PAH), Dont After This u commit suicide.. for god sake, find a better life... dammit..
and to who ever out there who thinks this post for u..
holla me... if u cant find me...FIND A WAY....
may god blast u...

corinna is happily jumping around
coz she thinks she save someone from hell...
ya
SAM bte PAH

ur street name start from P sibling right?

2008-09-02T01:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO MY SIS AND BRO IN LAW....
AND..... ISAAC'S MUM AND DAD... KAK WEDA AND ABG IS...

life just seems to be the way i want...
crazy wacky msn and facebook comments with farrah..
listening to ana advices...thinking im dating a ghost..
keeping farrah in my fridge..
what the hell...
that remind me of my bro in law sleep talking..
u become the meat i be the butcher..
wakakakaka...
ok thats random...

first day of puasa..
didnt really received an email from him

its like..hey...miss him so much..
thats when the song sampai syurga, tercipta untukku and few other songs become my fav song for the day...
hey... whats going on??
i have no ideas....
i just hope farrah and ana will be there, when the time comes...
till then...which is like 3 weeks time..
i just keeping it on a low..
but we knew each other early march...after i broke off with... Shaun..
haiz... ok...forget about him for now...
and just take it as tho he's my imaginary friend..
hahahaha..like ana said..its 2 scary..like a ghost..

i gotta wake my family up for sahur in 15 mins time..
happy like crazy coz farrah actually LAYAN my craziness till 3.15am!!
3.15am ok...and she's not the girl that sleep late ok...
even if she's clubbing she will take a long nap..till abt 7-8 before getting ready to club..
gosh...its craziness la...
how i wish ana did join in the fun...

ok la...i think its time to wake my parents up...damn its just 3.30am...
omg... i gotta wake up early for study session with farrah..
god...pls...ans our prayers...
we need the strength in life...
for me.. i need it in studies and of coz life...
please bless us...

ok chows!!!
farrah..
i love u pumkins!!!
u r the one of the greatest thing ever...
we are the mirror image wacky friend..
and sorry for the past..
im here for u..
i promise after exam...
we gonna continue our plan...
the kidnap the moon and ms stoner..
erm..is that ur plan or mine??
im lost...
love u!!!

2008-08-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

happy fasting ppl!!!
especially my muslim friend around the world..
including marestel in florence, my msia friends..and of coz..my friends in spore..
and the readers out there...reading this blog...

i kinda forgetful lately...nono...not that i forget who im in a relationship with..(she failed at becoming my PA) hahaha...
but its juz that sometimes i totally forget what time is my appointment and stuff till the very last min..
imagine.. me telling farrah i had my FTT on thursday morning...
but guess what...while chilling at simpang bedok for dinner on wednesday, then i realise, my FTT is on thursday afternoon..at 2pm..and my class starts at 2....
damn!!!!!! i studied hard for it...
omg!!!

damn..now im losing my voice..
still experincing fever..that i just wanna sleep and not eat at all...
now watching hindi movie...tagging my pics...
missing sch so much...my classmates the bomb...
afterall..i think mdis is fun..i really love them...
crazy!!!!!!!!

tmr i gotta start my revision...
wish me all the best..

i miss u so much...
time and distance..make it hard for us..
trust is what u asking from me..
i need assurance...
its hard...
all i wish is that, u will be beside me...one fine day...
one fine day....
i will plan for a meet up with my girls and haziq...
maybe from there, i cud decide....
for now, i miss u....
take care...

2008-08-27T01:47:00.002+08:00

finally..its over..
i mean presentation...
fuh...

blast with crazy pics with the classmates...
maniac...hahahaha..lesbians gays....
hahahaha...the are like da bomb and always make my day....

met ana...
dinner, karaoke
and minus point...
HIGH HEELS KILL ME!!!damn....
loving my high waisted jeans...
pics will be upload soon..checkout facebook la....

saw a few hot guys today...i mean sizziling ones...
gosh.... i swear, i cant get enuff....
i need more!!!!!

sorry f1 partner..
u gotta collect the tixs for me...
im busy...and i left with 2 more classes...
during study break ill try to find a day for u...
ok.... i promise...

ferrari pit garage had somekind of badluck(chaos) during the 2nd round of pitstop
massa won..
but being slap with SGD20,900 (10,000euro) fine...
for the unsafe released from pit...
kimi.. DNF... with a engine damage...
guess he damage it during the pit stop..
Where its not even green, he drive off with the refueling hose not removed.and knock a mechanic down, injured..only suffered a fractured toe.(before the report is out..everybody making big issues as if the mechanic is like badly injured)i mean yes it hurts.but chill la..and it happened few laps diff...gosh...massa kimi..relax...
i dunno it there will be a return of lolipop man..but it does serve the purpose la...
its up to ferrari...all the best..
reading some headlines..abt the GDPA safety issues for f1 in spore...
abt the alot of issues la..so kecoh...yes, i admit the schedule is funny, coz they will not have the chance to do pre-test circuits...gosh...hw they gonna manage it...all the best to the 18 drivers-pls minus alonso and hamilton..hahaha...

to them..
u told few days ago..
something..that u r sorry abt watever the past stuff..
and now...just now.. u said im presistance???
gosh...do u knw hw much i hate it whenever u just tell me things halfway and make me wonder??
it disturb me...
omg... i mean, whatever la... u r happy...and me 2...
it gonna stay that way...tired of everything...related...
so drama.....

and to the miss paparazzi...
stop asking my girls who corinna is..
and what her relationship with mr WHAT EVER HIS NAME IS....
i mean... for fuck sake... he's my past...
wanna know about...FIND ME...ASK ME....
if u have fuck-up ans from me...
Dont fucking blame me....
i mean, if he's telling u rubbish... take it or leave it...omg....
must i teach u all that???
i mean, for god sake la...do u even trust or believe him??
look... i may do watever with him for a very short period of time few months back...
but look, i realised something that u girls wud never imagine...
trust me....stop asking my gfs...abt me and him, or my gfs and him....coz my gfs did not even lay any finger ard his body...
i swear im sick and tired listening to all this..
who cares his life is so fucking messed up??
look...he choose this kind of life... why bother??
will it make u million dollar richer??
if yes... tell me...if no...god... find something better to do...
why making ur life a living hell like his???
serious...to u guys out there... know anybody related to him (his past, his what-so-ever la) wanna find me... tell them, google me, email or msn me... i will reply IF IM FREE...
and if it does u know MAKE ME A FUCKING MILLIONAIRE... i WOULD... mark my words..

and if the guy im talking about read this post...
hey look... im giving u till friday...
i have lil patience left!!
and look.... dont u fucking try to mess ard with me...
i dont fucking giva a fucking fuck abt u..
i dont care if u are sick or dying..friday means friday...
mark my words... and u better protect ur balls..
i may sound rude..i dont give a damn...
im tired of all this..
i have no patience...and this is the maximum...
if u r trying to mess ard with me...
look...unless u get me PADDOCK tickets for me and my whole entire family...
then u can think abt it...
if not... dream on....

haha...paddock passes for entire family...
that fucking gonna cost close to 2ooK.. gosh...
i know i worth millions...
i mean... since a baby till this very day.. i think if my parents dont have me...
they could bloody bought 5 ferraris.... hahaha...
no wonder im secured with insurances.. (random)

im totally furious abt this..
one more time i hear all this nonsense...
im gonna erupt...and im sorry...
if u guys will be hurt...ouch....

2008-08-24T18:02:00.003+08:00

argh assignments is taking my life away..
i had fever, flu..stress...add it in with miss P paid a visit...
damn....
i was super busy that i neglected some friends.. especially ana...
i cant wait tuesday to come and get over with the presentation and focus on exams!!!
ana.. wednesday simpang.... confirm...

farrah and me is like 2 stress maniac, eating and smoking our life away doing the assignments..
with 3 laptops in her room, look like we are doing some illegal betting or scam..but we are actually doing our assignment..
check our email every 1 hr... see if the other member in our group did email us some research..
and yes..we even bought new tops and skirt/pants for our presentation..oh ya..high heels 2..
damn.. i swear after presentation i need driver to send me home...haziq!!!! whr are u...

haiz... i seriously dont think i could ever handle a relationship..
i keep having doubts and all.. i just dont feel im ready for one..
i cant find trust and all..
i wonder where full moon is now...
since he's 2 busy for me.. i felt that i lost some1 i always look up too..
he will give me assurance that everything will be find, and its super hard to convince me that i will be just find and the guy im with will never hurt me...(but the guy tend to hurt me)
but now he's too busy, hoping 1 day i will have him by myself.. and ask him to help me in everything in my life.. all the advices i need in life and basically abt relationship..ya its weird asking from a playboy..wakaka..but he give the best advice...
but the main point here... i dont think im ready for one relationship now... i mean, i find it that im falling for some1..but there's just to lil communication..haiz...and the misunderstanding and all we face...argh!!!!!!

will update later..after presentation...argh...going back to my report and all..chows!!!

ps: i still yet to collect my f1 tickets..(friday movie date with my f1 friends,will collect it 2)
arsenal lost 2 fulham...0-1
massa grab pole position..(valencia gp) another street circuit..

2008-08-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

who on earth hav classes on saturday??
straight 2 weeks..this week and next...
damn!! there goes my saturday!!!!
class was kinda slow and stuff...
after class went straight to nenek hse..
while farrah met heng at tampines..
she then went ard spore(dont ask me,i forgot)
reached nenek hse..
i check my stuff online..
went to sleep for like an hr plus and...
i woke up when i heard my fav uncle voice!!!
hehehe...
i thot he with his family..can ask him to buy for me pizza..(craving for pizza)
at least i can ask my cousin(his son) to gang up with me..
but he's alone...
so no chance la...hahaha

met farrah abt 7..
going thru jam
erp that cost us $8
and have to top up cash card at funan it mall..
saw some1 at posb..
i totally forgot she works there...
omg...
ok, fetch farrah and we off tooooooooo
chill with her and her friends sharmine, heng and heng's friend, at conrad hotel
(omg!! the hotel room damn nice la, at 29th floor)
its damn big and of coz expensive..
smoking room..
basically we all just watch tv, eat and smoke..hahaha..
i was super sleepy that i fall asleep for 10 mins i guess and woke up complaining to farrah
im hungry..
november we planning to chill at the pan pacific hotel suite...

watched love guru recently..
and its super funny!!!!!!

lately i cant sleep..
im sleep deprieve!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt sleep for almost 2 days..
and went to school looked like a walking zombie..
and dress super slack..
yup... arsenal tee and bermudas..
i look like i woke up and took my bf clothes and juz wear it to school..
but 2 bad i dont even have a bf..and not dating any1..
so ya...
insomnia is taking my life away!!
argh!!! i just cant sleep...

recently..he surprises me...
but its juz a short msg...
and thats all...
but thanks... for making my day!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!
BARCLAYS PREMIER LEAGUE IS BACK!!!!!!
Just now Arsenal vs West Brom..
samir nasri scored..
i get to watch juz few mins at conrad hotel lounge...
and there's this guy..
i guess a malay guy watching..
and i miss the 1st half...
so before going to marina to buy our dinner...
i asked him, who scored..
he told me samir nasri..and he asked me who i support..
i told him arsenal..and then i realise he's wearing a arsenal tee!!
yes ah....
he 2 did say the same thing..
And he say, u made the right choice...
hahaha..
i just smile and walk off..before farrah scold me..
YEAY
no more boring saturday/sunday nite
fabregas is injured..hamstring..
will be back next week..
hope for his speedy recovery!!
i miss him so much..
my sis gonna kill me...
sorry la sis.. u r married..wakaka

2008-08-12T03:01:00.002+08:00

doing my assignment and have to present it in less than 11 hrs to go..
haiz... its really a roller coaster ride now a days...
but i enjoy it... at times..example when i have my familia and frens together!!!
yes..like national day eve...
mummy and dad invited farrah and ana...
and we had alot of fun!!!
thanks peeps!!! i love u guys so very much!!!

i miss cesc!!!
like really really miss him..
and to top it up.. i keep seeing the co his working for almost everywhere i go..
and farrah will be like, hey cesc van...since when la he owns that company!!! wakaka
i miss few people..
but if i list down..im sure u guys gonna think, wah playgirl ke nie manusia..
but to be truth, im just confuse...
ok, i think im just having fun..
but sometimes there emotional involve but not toooooooooo emotional...

okok.. i have to finish up my assignments...but before i go...
i got to tell u that im just counting down..
no not for fasting or raya..
its like 47 more days to go..
yipeeeeee!!!!!!!
im in a jumpy mood...
listening to dj visage (the schumacher song)
dont u guys get it???
i got my tickets to THE FIRST NIGHT RACE IN HISTORY!!!!!!!!!
FORMULA ONE!!!!!!
OH RAIKKONEN I WILL SEE U SOON!!!!!

my sitting area!!!hahahahaha
i copy paste from the confirmation email i receive...
i have to delete the ref no and all!!!!

We thank you for your order. Please print this page for your record. We have summarized your order below for your easy reference.
Confirmation Number:
Site:
GPS Station:
Date: 8/10/2008 Transaction: 7
Section: PADANG GRANDSTAND Block: B 1 Row: 18 Seat: 6
Section: PADANG GRANDSTAND Block: B 1 Row: 18 Seat: 7

Qty
Description
Race Date
Race Time
Unit Price
Subtotal
2
3 DAY PADANG GS B1 THRU B5 - STANDARD
26.27.28 Sep 08
8pm
S$498.00
S$996.00
1
PICK UP

S$0.00
S$0.00
Total including GST:
S$996.00

FORMULA ONE...
what about soccer??

im still with arsenal and fabregas..
ahhhhhh... tripe orgasm!!!

more updates when i feel like it....
hahaha...
Schumacher...vrooom!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-05T20:31:00.002+08:00

hahahaha...
im watching a video... on hitz.fm blog...
the pcd gotcha adam c...
its really funny... go check it out... (great job morningcrew hitz fm!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPgNFGXgRoI

hahahahaha... gosh.. adam c and moots make my day with their craziness..
just now, i did asked moots why adam c thinks moots is so hot..
and moots told me, adam c has a M-A-J-O-R crush on him...(sound so gay)
its all joke...they love teasing each other..even farrah saw it 2...hahaha

ok, i trim my hair..and it suck...
it got way to wavy than ever...
argh...
i trim coz im having massive hair loss...
and now...haiz...
my mum told me to go for treatment...
but i think i will juz do DIY treatment at home...
save cost and time...

talking about trimming my hair...its been four bloody months..since i last cut my hair..
it means 5 mths me leading a single life...wow!!!!!
erm, the scandals and fling not included eh!!!
wow..time flies...super fast... now u know why i love f1... 0.001 sec does count...
im loving my current life...yes....

international marketing is super MEMBOSANKAN(boring)
i swear the lecturer have a spot in my hate list fr another 9 more weeks to go!!!!
argh..presentation every week....damn......
nothing new or interesting about my life...
oh....another boring post...
ANY HOT BOYS??????
HOT DRUMMERS?????? hahahaha.. i need them...

ps:zain ruffedge getting married??
aj popshuvit also...hmmmmm

2008-08-02T00:42:00.003+08:00

1/5 or 1/6 of mum family
they are the bomb!!!
i love them!!

hey,here im typing again for another post..
finally i manage to watch 1/2 of impak maksima the movie..coz i love the soundtracks!!
and of coz MARA BAHAYA..

wawa, if u read this.. i need ur help.. i think u knw one of the song in it..
can u tell me the title...i think its from hujan or something...
i want that song badly!! the scene where they race on road with go karts...
thanks

ok next

Alhamdulilah my aunt, omar and marissa reached florida safely...
they hit some turbulance..and omar vomitted... but everything seems to be just fine..
im still down when my friends talk about them.. oh gosh i really miss damn so freaking much!!!

school seems to be boring!!!
haiz... cost accounting can put me to sleep, even tho i had enuff of rest...
haiz.. sleepy sia... and international marketing lecturer aura and mine clashes!! we had debates and stuff.. fish!!! the very first day, he already had a spot in my hate list!!!

for the first time, me and farrah had a free ride to school..
thanks to farrah's mummy..
we had lunch at ikea before going to school..argh... the chicken leg with swedish herbs ah superb!!! i wanna go there again!!! yummy!!

and now, im suffering mid back pain, (damaged ligaments)
how can that be possible.. so far no accidents and all...
haiz... sometimes its so damn painful that i cant sleep..
when im doing activities with farrah, like walking around in ikea(can say we are lost and running around to find the way out)..no i didnt feel any pain.. but when i got into the car, i felt a sharp pain, that i cant even move my body...
sometimes it hurt when im doing some activities, sometimes it hurt when im doing nothing!!
im so confuse..
doctor tell me not to worry much, and try to slow down all activities and see how it goes...

now, only me my sis and bro in law that is still awake..
bro in law watching sesame streets...
hahahaha..i did manage to snap a pic, and thot of blackmailing them..
but, i dont wish to get kick on my bum..
i rather keep it for my own viewing..hahaha..

will update more when i feel like it.. for now.. i got nothing to say..
im just a lil bit confuse..sames goes for farrah..baik ah...

2008-07-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

no song for this blog post...
why???
just wanna say thanks to farrah and ana, for the laughing gas....
they make me laugh and i felt like i lost 5kgs....just laughing...

and make fun of me infront of my family members...
COZ.....

I CRIED!!!!!!! yes....

send them to the airport..
nono.. i mean my parents and the rest... me, farrah, ana, my sis, bro in law and busu met them there at t3....
gosh... when i saw them, abt 5 mins later i start crying.. and when they about to go in... i cried again.. i was the worst one.... farrah and ana get to control their tears... but not for me... coz i gonna miss them so much... omg... im crying now when i typing this... gonna meet them in 2 more years.. INSYA-ALLAH... nono.. can we sponsor them to come every year??? i hope we can negotiate... haiz..

i wanna blog about hw much i hate my lecturer..coz of the debates we had... but... it end up with a goodbye to my both lovely cousins... maybe becoz they are close to me...and omar keep telling me, im his favourite cousin... i love both of them... farrah ana...now u guys got something new to kenakan me right... i knw u guys are controlling ur tears... nvm nvm...

2008-07-28T01:55:00.002+08:00

went to a wedding reception juz now...baihakki and norfasarie...
its super hot..
i was like, burning.... ok la the wedding.. i had a feeling i saw someone but im not sure!

ok, saturday was like the bomb la...
k1 carnival..we took pics with the hot sexy cars!!!!!
formula one, formula ford kinda and stuff!!!
from ferrari to SLK to audi r8!!!

and me and omar took pic with this ang moh guy..from the formula bmw!!!
and itlook like father mother and son pic!!!

the fun i had...
this guy he saw me...and he thot omar is my boyfie!!!
ya right just becoz im into angmohs doesnt mean my cousin u see me hugging and holding hand is my boyfie..even tho he's cute and way better looking than some guys i knew....

what ever is!!
e'one! my another hot guyfriend from kl, tell me this!!
u gotta lose some weight!!yes!!! i gain the weight i lost like 3 mths ago..a whole 7kgs!!!!
fish man...hahahaha... i guess this is the reason why u see me glowing!!
happy and craziness = 7kgs of fats!
but i cant be bothered to really go bonkers abt my current weight coz!!!!! IM HAPPY!!!

hahahaahaha!!!!!

whoopsie!!!!

sch start in few hrs time!!!!
i hate it!! and worst!!!! i gonna miss omar and marissa..last night the last night we slept together...we were like hugging and laughing our ass off, that my sis thot ghost laughing at 4am!!! i need some rest now!!!!!

e'one!!!! kirim salam ikan2 kat redang ok!!!
and tell ur production, come spore!!! and we can shot abt the gadgets together!!!
wkakakakakaka...

2008-07-25T19:09:00.003+08:00

Kau terindah
Masih ada
Yang tercantik
Itu Kamu!!!!!!!

feeling..as you can see, i have not blog for quite some time..
no not that im sick...(erm yes i am, Hurt my backbone again!! damn!!)
im enjoying my holiday break!!!yeay!!!
me and my gfs started the party at 11.30am last friday!!!!
shisha-ing
lepak-ing
karaoke-ing!!
with my cousins, omar and marissa...
we had fun!!!!! real fun...
the karaoke outing last wednesday was da bomb!!!!!
oh im waiting for the pics and video.... we had our own rock concert!!!! (hw i wish i can have the drummer i like)wawa is so going to kill me..hahaha
haziq and freda hope u guys had fun 2...

and i watched 2 movie so far!!
dark knight and the x files!
thank you bro in law for the treat!!
more more!!! babylon ad, star wars!!! hahahaha...
im going to feel lonely as ever...
my seastar is going on a holiday for a mth...
johnathan deleted his facebook.. thank god im still contacting him on msn and sms...
and omar and marissa is leaving this tuesday!! they been asking me to go florida.. and shop at VS! hahaha...

i cant sleep lately.. maybe becoz i keep thinking abt some1..
i dunno..
hahaha....

tmr im going out wif my 2 cousins and my 2 gfs!! yipeee!!
tmrs theme will be formula one..
girls if u wanna go kart, no slippers aites...
ok la i got to go...bye!!! take care..

yang pernah

2008-07-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

hellloooooo!!!!

it been ages since i last blog.. about 11 days ago??
is really happening la my life...cantik menarik tertarik mmg da bomb!!!
kl trip, da bomb!!!
i had alot of fun with my cousins and aunts and uncles and not forgetting MY GRANDPARENTS!!... of coz i felt spoilt asking things from my fav uncle!!!
he likes a RM2.80 mocha, when i asked him to get me a RM14.70 mocha frap..
hehehe..spoilt..hehe..
asked for some other things 2...
and I met my fren.. syed faliq..
oh gosh missing him already!!!

so far im loving the second half of the year!!!
no more dramas!!! yipee... no more issues (EVEN THO I KNW, SOME PPL OUT THERE STILL JEALOUS.. READ!! JEALOUS, WITH ME AND MY FRENS, ARGH FCUK IT LA)
To whoever i may concern, i cant be bothered, i listen enuff, im juz going to keep quite and see if it going to carry on.. hey peeps out there, stop it la, stop being paparazzi!! we dont pay u ok..and tell u the truth, the HOTTEST NEWS IS.. we are actually way better than u can ever imagine in ur whole entire life.. we have everything, u hav nothing..
farrah and me, love sitting down and listening to all this...terasa famous.. oh perez hilton gonna be jealous with us hunny!!
wat the hell!!! wakaka...

kinda down for few days.. no not coz of exams...
well exams make me and farrah gain a lil bit of weight...
hahaha...itsfreakingstress.com!!!! and we been eating..omg, next week gotta start excercise aite babylove!!!!

HIM:
im so sorry.. i dont know what the reason..
its just, i hate the cold treatment u gave me, yes. what ever farrah text u is all true..
im not sure, if its becoz of what ever i blog that u gave me the cold treatment, if its true, im really sorry..
fyi, the boyfie is hot.. but he's not really dating me, we are juz frens for quite sometime..
well, he's dating one of my fren 2..hahaha..only that we juz likes to mingle ard for fun..no more..
and now u are sick and weak..pls take care.. im always here.. gosh, i miss u...hmm, been a week since i last meet u..oh god..

ok, back to story..i got to go.. FRIDAY ONCE CLOCK STRIKE 1PM.. its party time!!!!!!!
sheesha time with the girls!! and haziq...
oh no.. im not bringing my cousins...hahaha...
and we gonna check out hot boys!!! yippeeeee....
i smell something fishy... is my girl also dating my best guy fren??? farrah u knw it 2 rite...
hehehe... my dear sis, is there anything on with u and him??? oh update us!!!!

ahhhh, friday exam, i got to go..tmr gotta wake up early (if i can, to follow the rest to kubur)
and after that gotta study last min...
AND MY FREAKING BACKBONE is in PAIN AGAIN!!! FCUK...

oh congrats wawa, for that sweet lil babysis...
can i kidnap her??
keke...
and pls.. dont remind me of the skate guy..
i know my expression is priceless..the orgasm face of mine.. hahaha... he's hot..and he's body is..yummy!!!! ahhhhh... triple orgasm...
friday i get for u ur hot boy no..promise!!!

to all, PWEASE wish me luck for my last paper this friday!!

oh full moon bro is a sweetheart..cair gue dengarin suara kamu..enggak lena tidur malam ku!!
LOVING AZWIN ANDY AND SONG YANG PERNAH!!!
byk cowok2 ganteng si dlm hidup gue..

2008-07-05T03:24:00.002+08:00

wow!! its been ages since i last blog..

enjoy every single min of my life..
yes i do..except some fights with people.. argh issues...
but, the fact is, last week and this week, are da bomb!!!
farrah, ana, souher & haziq.. i want more...
AFTER IM BACK FROM KL we will meet more often aites!!!
with omar and marissa..
u guys are crazy!!!!!!

souher, im happy we are close once again..
i hope this last.. i had great time with u guys..

oh yes.. im stuck.. shud i choose the boyfie or mr cesc??
not the real cesc.. but the guy i called cesc.. hahaha
both are such a sweetheart...
and told ya.. the boyfie is hot...
now u guys believe??
dont ask me why i didnt go after him earlier on..
its juz life.. hahaha..

ana n farrah is so funny abt the MAT SALEH GUY!!
he's hot.. but i dunno la..u guys decide la..
but the pics u guys took, can tell, he like u both...

omg, ana and farrah.. mat saleh sia..

ana, chipmunk likes u 2 ok!!! wakaka..

and souher... oh yes.. dion is so in love with u...

hahahaha... biase la, semua hot stuff... wakakaka.. and for me?? i dunno.. and i dont wanna to know which guy is giving that hint, coz basically all are high!!!

and why u 3 are so into military guys now??
hmmm.. hot right..ok mine's not in military..hahaha

gosh.. i need more of this... after exams...
we will paint the whole town red... yahoooo!!!!!!!

GUYS!!! WAIT FOR ME OK.. I WILL BE BACK SOON.. FREAKING MISS U GUYS...

ps: it was juz abt 3 hrs ago we met.. omg...
argh.. my uncle is fetching me in 1 hr time...
FULL MOON CAN WE MEET??

more updates once im back...

cesc.. u make me miss u so much...
i enjoy myself...
we will meet ok, once im back.. i promise u.. muackz...

2008-06-23T15:37:00.004+08:00

SHOUTOUT TO MARESTEL!!
MY SEA STAR from Florence...!!!
booo italy lost the match last night!!
wakakaka.. told you, spain gonna win!!

and yes, i wanna stay in italy..
a ferrari modena 360, cost 100k euro!!!
thats like 230k spore dollar...
cost of a bmw 3 series or benz E or C class.omg!!!
and if u get 1 modena 360 in spore, back in italy, u can get 2 modena..

AFTERALL, ITALY IS WHERE MY LOVE IS..

FERRARI AND MASERATI!!
wakakaka...
and im so going to see all the hotties driving ferrari and drift right, SEA STAR??

this gonna be a long post, especially towards the end..

before that, i just found out my ex boyfie..
juz met an accident with his new bike..
gosh.. i didnt know till he told me like just now, coz he's online..
thats why, i afraid to ride a bike...
hehehe..
hope he's doing well now..
one advice.. i know ur bike the same as valentino rossi..
but remember u are not valentino rossi..aiyo!!

shall start with pics first...
i saw a pic from kak lela's multiply (my sister' SIL)
a picture of isaac hamzah and part of busu..
i love isaac face..his reaction..
(check the pic below)

ferrari won..
1-2...
massa and raikkonen..
kudos!!!
kimi drove a perfect race, but have to settle with 2nd coz of a broken exhaust
and losing the power...
but im really amazed with ferrari engine (let say the whole package, the car)
it still continue till the end..
i mean, normally, it cant last, coz losing power is one fact...
burning the car parts and all might just stop the car..
its proven that ferrari has the best and reliable car this season!!!

and ferrari the only team without a lollipop man..hehe...
way too advance i guess...

and soccer???
fabregas score the winning penalty!!!
yipeeee!!!

school??
great...what else can i say..having wonderful gf, farrah..
And crazy classmates.. juz da bomb...

SAYING ABT DA BOMB..

i get to catch RUFFEDGE PERFORM!!!
omg, i freaking miss them so freaking much!!!
i blast the tv set.. and all..
thank god its after formula one..
and i manage to watch Pop Shuvit perform at erm, RTM 1..
moots is cute!! i mean when he tried to say menentang arus mara bahaya...
wakakakaka....

LOOK AT HIM!!!! ARGH!!!!
MY BABY BAM2
a arsenal fan will always be a arsenal fan..
holland- van persie
spain- fabregas
france- henry(ex arsenal)
and cousin, u rock!!!!
david villa.. no 7!!
look, traffic lite.. no more lollipop man!!
lollipop man not in pic..
retire perhaps??
FROZA FERRARI
a broken exhaust..
THE DAMAGE IS CLEAR!!

im in no freaking mood..
a year ago, exactly ayear ago, im happily with my mum, holidays ard europe.
this weekend..i didnt had a nice weekend..
now, everything seems complicated..
its so complicated that it changes my mood...
i rather not talk.. or just talk about things i love and stuff..
the rest?? i rather shut up...

people earn respect, but some demand respect with a fuckup attitude..
i can no longer take it anymore..
its like a big mistake..
am i to be blame??
if i didnt make chaos, my life wud be different..same goes for the rest..
i dont know..
did i make a mistake choosing to go to school instead of finding a job, and support myself?
when will all this stop??
seeing people around me fighting and crying...
i cant hang on longer...
its driving me insane...
i cant find a solution to this..
i realise, im like a jinx..
if it wasnt me who itchy butt be friendly with the boys..
the chaos wont happened..
and this will not even cross my life path..
haiz...
so am i to be blame??

im sorry, mummy, daddy and sister...
our life shud be way better like it used to..
but i spoilt it..

haiz..

sleep is non-existance to me
stress and migraine is like 24 hrs with me..
ciggies and panadols/painkiller, my bestfriends forever

i wanna run away..
but the question is where??
why its so complicated and hard life can be...
and at this point of time...
i keep calling out for his name, but can he hear me...
FULL MOON...
WHERE ARE YOU???
DO U KNOW I NEED YOU...

help needed..
find where's full moon is...
only him...

Thanks..

2008-06-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

actually i got a long post...
but im going to focus on this 2 ppl..

CHICKEN MONKEY AND AH MENG SEASON 2..
siak, what a nick...but yes.. i gave them the names..

before that, i receive a injection on my butt, due to the allergics i have..NO MORE SEAFOOD..I FELT IM GOING VEGAN SOON!!and DR CHOO, sees my butt like once a month..wakakaka...last month i receive a jab, and this month 2.haiz...and my lips are like dolly parton..felt i had botox!!!wakakakaka...

ok back to story...

NUR FARAHIZZA BTE ABDUL RAHIM

ADK, now u are in poly, stay strong!! not clumsy..
AND dont give ppl attitude..
nobody can tahan ur attitude, the way u gave me...
actually i long forget it..but its ok..
check out for the hot boys ok..
if ppl jealous, tell them to come and talk to me..
i will smack them for u!!
and rest assure.. ah meng season 2 will NEVER EVER KILL ME!!
and if u are bored u can always msg us..

PS: adk, u miss us?? we miss u 2 la..but if u in the same class as me again..
later u angry coz i always make noise..how??
hahaha.. juz cherish the happy moments we had for the 2 years..i know it will put a smile on our face.. we cant rewind the time.. but hey!! when holiday we shall meet!!! and have fun!!
yipee!!!

Farrah Faith Ibrahim
3years and still counting, no words cud describe how much i love..
like we always say, if u are a guy.. i guess, we wud be married..living happily..
but no.. u are my best friend, and i wud like to see u everyday for the entire of my life..
the cockiness we had in sch everyday!!
the rejection u have to face for my cowok putih no!!
KEBELAKANG PUSING!!!
and u had fever and u actually spread the virus to me, but im alright now..
we shared almost everything.. from day one in 2005 till today!!
yes.. and hunting for hot boys is our favourite hobbies!!
the emotional support we gave each other when we are down..
the bloody attitude (PMS) that i sometimes cannot take it..
everything we experience it together, and im glad to say, our friendship its going strong
after all the dramas and issues!!
thanks for throwing all unwanted ppl away from my life..
And u actually really care abt me, that u cant bare to see a single tear from my eyes...
the constant reminds of dont mixed ard with the wrong ppl, is always in my mind now..
i cant never ask for anymore..coz u are the perfect best friend one could ever wish..
glad we are always together, going the rollercoaster ride in mdis together..
and i hope it will continue till the last breathe..
make sure, if u die.. i got my fair share ok!!
wakakaka siak je...

HEY GIRLS.. I LOVE YOU...

back to daily life...
some1 is actually SPELT disaster in my life...
but i cant say anymore..
i heard enuff, i ve seen enuff...
im happy with my life now..
and all the guys...
they can just fuck off..
look, i think im happy with the situation i am now..
beside constant chatting with john knights, my cesc, and other more ppl..
make me realise that, there's actually a game behind my back and they are just waiting for me to fell in to the trap and asked for help..
look, i fall once, its enuff.. that was like ages ago...
this time.. i deleted quite a few nos in my hp and add in new ones....
people come and go...
and im very sure, i can replace the ppl that are actually out of my life...
its not im very sure, but i have replace them with new hot guys and..some better ppl i can say!!
i didnt really get a chance to go expo for the exhibition..
i mean, i wud go there only to check out hot stuff guys!!
ya i receives warnings...okok.. stop...
now chatting with my kl friend..
MR BOOJAE!!
gosh, when's the last time i met him??
i have no bloody idea..i guess a year ago...
he's still the same... i guess he's attached..
and when he asked abt me...
i ans.. nah im lesbian now!!
fuck!! whats wrong with me??!!
I THINK I NEED COWOK PUTIH OR CESC NOW!!!

and cowok putih thinks farrah likes him, coz farrah texted my friend (happened to be cowok putih course mate) and asked abt cowok putih.. wakakakaka
and when farrah wanted to asked for cowok putih no... he saw farrah, and his immediate reaction, is to go back to the toilet.. coz farrah waited for him outside the toilet...
how funny!!! and farrah self esteem really drop...
im sorry babe... but its funny... everytime i did all this, nobody rejects me, coz i always offer ciggies or chips... wakakaka...
and oh ya, i got for u, A FRENCH GUY EMAIL ADD, in the middle of the road..near queensway shopping centre... and to ask him for that, i felt like talking to a chicken...
serious.. he dont bloody understand a simple english.. my god!!!
at least its better than the german guy, haziq got rejected..

basically thats life, rejection happens everyday...

i dunno what else to blog about..
im juz fucking pissed at a guy...
liar!!!! but ps: i didnt even bother to meet u at first place..
wakakakaka...only that, im waiting for ur explanation..
are guys, big fucker liars???

ps: is big boobies a hit now??
everybody seems to admire big boobies..
but i dont...
i admire, eyes!!!
john knights, can i have ur eyes???

2008-06-15T19:11:00.004+08:00

did u know, u are just a plain coffee bean worker before u came to family..
come to think of it, u shud know where u stand..
but ya, blinded by so called niece/cousin love, we accept u in..
drive a big car, that u bought using ppl money..
u think we care, hello, i was the one who pass u the money, for u to downpay the car..
hahaha.. that hard cash of 100k, i hold.. and pass u personally...
its actually nothing..
but hey please, earn respect..
we are not fucking giving it to u..
u have no respect to my parents, uncles and aunties..
u think i gonna respect u??

guess what, you are in my hate list!!
welcome..
ur life will be in a mess, coz u juz mess with the wrong person..
u shud know what im capable of
3 bloody years...
(dont u think i care? take it as i didnt learn my lesson)

hello!!!!
today the only day im resting at home, got up late and, waiting patiently for that some1..
argh... i still cant get the no...
Farrah help me.. you know i shy right?!
ok, and the cowok putih aites...

ok back to friday and saturday, coz thats the only 2 days i went out...
friday after class, fetch my sis...farrah tag along..
before that met a friend first..
and met my sis, off to marina to meet my cousin...
YEAY FINALLY I BOUGHT A NEW BAG!!!
JUMPS!!!
hahahaha...
walk around, had dinner at esplanade glutton bay(makansutra)
walk around non stop,
chill at what again that cafe name??
i forgot...
and chill till all felt it time to go home..
basically everybody start stoning...
wakakak..

reached home, wash up, got ready...
off to fetch abg nizam sis, hubby and isaac!!
yeay!!!
yes, we went boon lay and then waited for busu at tuas..
and off to johor...

i almost fall asleep thru out the journey...
went to met abg nizam's families at erm (somewhere near UTM)
isaac, he slept thru out the journey, and only awake at abg nizams uncle hse..
and then sleep all the way..back to spore..
even at the mamak he continue sleeping..
ya, its already 3am..
and yes, i cant stop shouting for holland..
coz van persie score a goal!!
yipeeee

here's a info..
CHECK OUT,
DAVID VILLA, FRANCESC FABREGAS AND ROBIN VAN PERSIE..
REAL HOTTIES!!
im melting..
kakak i got something for u, below!!

can u guys believe it??
class on saturday..
im not going to go sacrifies my saturday anymore!!
argh!!!!!
i hate it!!!
after class, i went to pasir ris..
for a while, kakak fetch me and off to send her friends
and went to jalan kechot..
yup, to meet my aunt and her family from usa..
she got for me 2 dresses from forever 21 there, which is cheaper!!
and got for my sis, 6 perfume, and 3 body splash from victoria secrets..
yipee!!!!

haiz.. im shy..
i waited for u almost every night to chat with you..
and spend hours chatting..
i enjoy all of it..
the fun i had... something i long wanting in life, someone i can talk to almost everything under the sun..
i dont know how to ask for your no..
something just stop me..
ps: can i have your no??
hehehe...
its juz so hard for me to press the enter button..
haiz...

enjoy the pics

it 3.53am...
he's sweating..while we busy watchingsoccer at mamaks
peaceful...
in the car.. on my lap
drooling...
super tired...
hehehe...Cheeky smile..

HHHHACCCCHHHHHUUUUU!!!!!

2008-06-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

HHHHACCCCHHHHHUUUUU!!!!!

today, i spread my germs to farrah!! wakaka..before we went back just now, she 2 started sneezing and coughing...wakakakaka..

stoning in the bus for 1hr plus, did help alot..since last night i didnt had enuff rest..
i think, i made up my mind, enuff of all this, im going to just ignore everything...
let it be la, i really rest my case... i have no tears to cry anymore..
basically im just to tired... coz after what had happened, i went into hiding for like, a month..
coz i need to find back my path... now when im alright..it so called repeat again.. and i eventually found out alot... that are just, plainly not true, and some of them are hurtful..

but hey, like i say.. im going to just ignore after this....
i dont care anymore...
i just hope and pray everything settle, and once settle, look ahead...
no more turning back.. im doing it now.. i hope nobody is hurt with the harsh words i said in the 2 earlier posts....

bis balt
Auf Wiedersehen

ps: im going to watch soccer, FRANCESC FABREGAS I LOVE U!!

whatever is past it means its over!! move on!!! geddit!!!, ok im pissed!!!!

2008-06-09T17:10:00.003+08:00

im not a perfect girl!

i mean what i say..
the previous post,I not going to comment anything, its my blog..
im blogging whatever i wanna blog, no delete and no changes will be made!!!!

personally i think,
everybody has a limit, listening things about him, just add more clues to the jigsaw puzzle...
enough of hurting, enough of suffering, im really hating him to the core...
life ruined or love lost, is something everybody trying to avoid..
for me, love lost, life ruined!! i think i had enough..

but hey...
you actually went around telling people, im exasperating/all over you..
hello, please dude, recall what actually happened..
and get you facts right!!this is not a f1 race,
where you bloody make me look like a bloody pit stop..
you stop for a refuel and tyres change, and off, u go..
and forget everything..what about the emotional attached and stuff...
ok i know, its too late to let everything out..
after few bloody months, which i keep on thinking its ages ago!!
you even have the guts to say, u are using me to let time past??
what you think i am??a bloody blow up doll???
hello!!! look at where you are standing compared to me..
ya i was nice to be there for you,
coz i thot, well why not just spend time, coz u need someone to talk too..
and ya, i was also going thru the same thing so i understand how it felt...

im drained enough!! i wanna rest my case, i rather not get involve in anything..
im tired listening, i dont wish to know about things involving you, i rather back off, then get involve..
you are now, the very last person i wanna meet on earth..
yes!! the very last person..sincerely from my heart..

you are putting all the bloody blame on me, pretending...
omg, who you think you are??big shot?? drives a ferrari around,
hell no, u are not even near any of that..
you still goes around a bloody public transport, starving to death at times, and even you did use/take advantage of other people money...
AND THE BLOODY MAIN POINT IS THAT, YOU WENT AROUND TELLING NONSENSE!!!!!
HOW I WISH I COULD BLOODY SLAP YOU, AND SPIT ON YOU!!!
YOU ARE THE WORST EVER JERK ON EARTH!!!
YES, YOU DESERVE TO SUFFER..
YOU SHUD BE OUT FROM THIS WORLD,OUT FROM MY RADAR!!!!!!!
YOU ARE A DISGUSTING FELLOW ON EARTH, as tho u didnt bathe your entire earth,
u stinks!! you rot!! you shall be curse to death...
let the maggots eat you slowly, and chew your meat.. only maggots will love you..

ok i will stop here...

back to formula one..
hell yes!! hamilton gets penalty for next race for his stupid mistake..
where did he gets his licences?? the f1 and normal??
ya, red light means STOP!!
not ramp over the car in front of you!! and you hit raikkonen!!!
how can i not get bloody pissed off at you??? haiz... ok
its happened and done with it..the winner, robert kubica, second, nick heidfield.. and 3rd??
yes DAVID COULTHARD!!
the last time i saw him on the podium, when mika,schumi and david era, when david drive for maclaren!! fuh!! im happy... massa, 5th...
next race, will be at france in 2 weeks time!! with 10 grid penalty for hamilton, i hope ferrari can turn the table around and favour them....
finger cross...
enjoy the pics below...the f1 pics,the accident which makes me pissed off.. i bet, kimi felt the same!

woke up at 6, only 2hrs 30 mins sleep..
got ready, and off to school...
early again.. reach class at 8.30.. waited for the lecturer to come till 945am, then we got news!
class cancel!!! kuku chiow!!! i shud have just continue sleeping!!! argh!!
went back to ite simei, it look dead sia..
seriously, and farrah was like, hey babe, the school looks dead without us!!
hahahaha
took farrah's cert and
we had lunch at noods
i really love noods...
the food are damn delicious!! yummy!!!

ok, after that, off to parkway..
walk around, then i went to katong, since farrah meeting her mum..
got my stuff and off to home sweet home!!

and, a phone call, changes everything...
THINKING WENT WILL I STOP CRYING...

Enjoy the pics!!!

Can i have raikkonen???
please!!!

5 cars + first pitstop= chaos!!
alonso (ing) nico rosberg(hydiamonds.com) raikkonen (etihad) kubica ( bmw power)

hamilton (erm???)
kubica got thru, raikkonen, hamilton and rosberg mess!
hello, red lights!!!!

the damage is done!!
the traffic light that cause chaos!!
massa pass raikkonen scarlet ferrari!!

MUTHAFUCKER!!!! YOU ARE GOOD AT DESTROYING PPL LIFE!!!

2008-06-08T17:08:00.002+08:00

hey son of a bitch, u are excellent at destroying people life!! kudos!!!
im shock to hear that you are good at pyscho-ing ppl minds (especially your besties mind) to betrayed their love ones..
are you an UNLOVE guy...deprieved of love?? that u need attention and all?? HEY DUDE WAKE UP LA!!!
why not u do all that to you gf?? YOU DONT APPRECIATED OR CARE ABOUT OTHER PPL!!
SUCH A BIG JERK U ARE!!! I CANT DENIED... COZ YOU DID DESTROY MY LIFE!!
and today,seeing things happening around me, i cant shut up, AND IM PUTTING ALL BLAME ON YOU!! WOW... U KNOW WE HATED YOU!! AND YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO DO ALL THIS?? DOESNT IT EVEN BRING MORE HATRED???
YOU LOVE TO BE IN THE HATED LIST RIGHT??

My Friend did said that she thot you changed...
but hey, i dont think so!! u never once change!!
finally, i let out my anger!! i swear, if i ever see you on the road, i will bang u.. yes!!!
i hate you mofo!!!

HEY MN, PLEASE!! GROW UP!!! YOU ARE NOT A 14 YEAR OLD KIDDY!!!
GOSH!!! I GUESS YOU ARE ONE ATTENTION SEEKER, NOT ME!!!
NOW EVERYBODY KNOW THE BLOODY TRUTH!!!

BACK TO my daily life!!
i watched NARNIA!! prince of caspian!!!!
yipeeee!!! its a nice movie!!!!
im a narnia freak 2!!!
watch formula one qualifying!! argh!! hamilton first!!
and im bloody sick at the moment...
i cant stop sneezing and coughing!
its been 2 days i didnt smoke, damn!!
im going to sleep soon, cause at 1am, i going to watch my formula one!!!
i wanna kimi 2 win!!!!

my well spend monday and tuesday!!

2008-06-03T21:05:00.004+08:00

i can say.. monday is like the longest day i had in my whole entire life..
i went to school early with farrah!!
excited..
the only thing different about us, is our tank top colour not the same(different blue)
and slippers...
we even brought our puma bag also..
exactly twins sia...

the area of my unicampus, is so ulu!!!
serious, we felt like in kampung!!
and the hdb blocks are scary!! with the uncovered lift!!
im amazed with the lift..
we cant find any cafe around so decided to eat in sch..

AND!!!!
the cafe food sucks!!!!! (i miss noods and nasi ayam thousand island)
and while having lunch, my aunt called me to bring my cousins out shopping..
i was like, no aunty jan im having my class..
first day of school somemore...
so i promised them after class i will bring them to parkway...
our business accounting lecturer, shud retire!! and enjoy life
i swear, my grandpa is way tough and fit than my lecturer (kata playboy)wakakaka
i pity him...
FARRAH DONT LAUGH AT HIM OK TMR.. OR ELSE I WILL SMACK U..

I SWEAR!!!

oh, in the unicampus, we have smoking area!!! (i took the pic)
and farrah fav guy!!( from yr 2005 in ite simei)
is in our school!!

and for the first time, he came up to us and talk to us..
farrah cair!!! (evil laugh)

after class, we met him again and walk to queenstown mrt since the shuttle bus pack giler!!
rush to eunos to fetch the kids..
Faeqah,Muqit,Wathiqah and their cousin Naqit (paternal side)
for the first time, i felt small!!
serious they are bigger than us..
except for wathiqah..

and they change alot..
while me and farrah tried to mind our language in front of them..
they are the ones scolding and fighting using vulgar language...
i have no rights to smack them, but if my sis were there with us..
she gonna slap them..
haiz...
farrah left about 8..
and we went to have dinner..
the kids spent close to 400 in total include foods and taxi fares
and spent 120 on arcade alone!!!!
4 kids... i miss those old days out with them, where each of us get 50 bucks to spend on arcade..
back to the story...
we had so much fun, but tiring..
and farrah agree with me, that my paternal side cousins are better..
well behave and all..
im shock but its ok..
kids now a days
NO COMMENT!!!!
four hours in parkway is enough..

we left parkway once they going to close the time zone..

just imagine, the cashier was like, ma'am tell ur childern (since when i got 4 kids)

we going to close at 9.45..wakakakaka..
damn...
reach jalan kechot and they got ready to go back kl..
since their mum have meeting the very next morning..

im damn tired but i couldnt sleep..
fall asleep close to 2..woke up about 3am..coz i dreamt about him
damn... and my n73 playing the song.. his fav song..
fall asleep back ard 5plus...
had only 5 hrs of sleep..
woke up, got ready...
YES I FINALLY GET MY HANDS ON A RALPH LAUREN POLO TEE!!!
THANKS!!!!
wore it... same goes with farrah...
before taking the bus, i bought a pack of ciggies at a shop
and the aunty ask me this
aunty: waaa lambat lu gi keje??
me: tak la nyonya gua nak gi sekolah..
yang keje kakak gua..
aunty: lu dengan kakak lu sama muka...
cuma kakak lu tinggi sikit..
me: ok bye...
(I WANNA GO PLASTIC SURGERY!!!!)
had lunch at paya lebar, and went to school..
we found few eye candy (typical us)
wakakaka...
ok babe.. tmr we go check out your lighter guy ok...
damn... im enjoy myself in school..
i guess i love school than work...

after class, went suntec to me juf.. to pass him the fashion fast forward card..
walk around suntec and saw a few familiar faces..
and i already feeling unwell.. sore throat and slight fever..
im going to sleep now.. enjoy the pics below!!!

faeqah and wathiqah
faeqah look exactly like my sis!!
Muqit and naqit
smoking area!! weeee!!
overdue pics: coffeebean outing last week
farrah and my fingers!!
farrah and me!!
slack and without makeup

hehehe
no comment for the above pics
i like this guy!! hehehehe
wat we actually do..
my drink missing!!

in class!!!
bored
concentrate!!!

puffer fish!!!

listening!!
me and my polo top!!
i love you farrah....

im happy!!

2008-06-01T02:33:00.004+08:00

just got back from popcorn playa!!
great display.. i miss all this man..
argh... i want more!!!!

miss Da Fam...
and im abit lost about prospect..
thanks to Qurra for telling me..
it shows i've been too busy i guess to take note...
thanks Chaz for the invite..saw alot of familiar faces...
sorry i went off early..coz im dead hungry..
hahaha if not mizan will be the first to be eaten by me coz im hungry and he keeps disturbing me.. next time u beware.. hiyakdush!!!

last night was da bomb..
my sis woke me up while im having my nap...
she told me to get ready and off we go to fetch kak weda and isaac..
next stop???
PARKWAY!!!
shopping!!!
wanna get my bag..

but i dunno.. haiz...

i wan a guess bag, coz esprit bags kinda too makcik!!!
(and just now i stop by adidas, i fall in love a bag)
kakak!!!! with citibank credit card i can get that bag with 40% discount!!!!
how??? sponsor me can???
haiz... ok.. now when im out i find for citibank discount..
ok, since im cashless now.. i need sponsorship!!
wakakakakaka...
ok back to story... isaac is so hyper..
he loves to jump now..especially on ur lap or tummy..
and he's still the baby bam2 for me..
and one social baby..
just imagine, while i was carrying him at esprit.. he woke up..
no he didnt cry.. and this salesgirl came to me to give the top i wanted..
he smile at her and laugh at her..
even at adams, he talk (in his own language) to the makciks2 behind us..
hahahaha...
he's a sweetheart..

enjoy the pics aites!!!!!!

i guess i will be happy!!!
i cnt wait for monday!!!

school!!!!

i just found out one of my da fam girlfrens
afiqah is taking accounting in mdis, and she might be in the same class as me!!!
yeay...i got farrah and afiqah..hope it wont be boring after this!!
JUMPS!!!!

what i do when im bored...
the red dot is me..
auwwwww..sleeping on aunty yana's hand..
its 11.45pm and he's still awake and hyper!!
aunty i want your hp!!!
ok, i saw prata.. i want prata!!!!
uncle roy, can i have some off the syrup limau??
ok, he's cute...but i think i have big arms!!!omg!!!
look...how he sleeps.....auwwww...so cuteee!!!