my well spend monday and tuesday!!

i can say.. monday is like the longest day i had in my whole entire life..
i went to school early with farrah!!
excited..
the only thing different about us, is our tank top colour not the same(different blue)
and slippers...
we even brought our puma bag also..
exactly twins sia...

the area of my unicampus, is so ulu!!!
serious, we felt like in kampung!!
and the hdb blocks are scary!! with the uncovered lift!!
im amazed with the lift..
we cant find any cafe around so decided to eat in sch..

AND!!!!
the cafe food sucks!!!!! (i miss noods and nasi ayam thousand island)
and while having lunch, my aunt called me to bring my cousins out shopping..
i was like, no aunty jan im having my class..
first day of school somemore...
so i promised them after class i will bring them to parkway...
our business accounting lecturer, shud retire!! and enjoy life
i swear, my grandpa is way tough and fit than my lecturer (kata playboy)wakakaka
i pity him...
FARRAH DONT LAUGH AT HIM OK TMR.. OR ELSE I WILL SMACK U..

I SWEAR!!!

oh, in the unicampus, we have smoking area!!! (i took the pic)
and farrah fav guy!!( from yr 2005 in ite simei)
is in our school!!

and for the first time, he came up to us and talk to us..
farrah cair!!! (evil laugh)

after class, we met him again and walk to queenstown mrt since the shuttle bus pack giler!!
rush to eunos to fetch the kids..
Faeqah,Muqit,Wathiqah and their cousin Naqit (paternal side)
for the first time, i felt small!!
serious they are bigger than us..
except for wathiqah..

and they change alot..
while me and farrah tried to mind our language in front of them..
they are the ones scolding and fighting using vulgar language...
i have no rights to smack them, but if my sis were there with us..
she gonna slap them..
haiz...
farrah left about 8..
and we went to have dinner..
the kids spent close to 400 in total include foods and taxi fares
and spent 120 on arcade alone!!!!
4 kids... i miss those old days out with them, where each of us get 50 bucks to spend on arcade..
back to the story...
we had so much fun, but tiring..
and farrah agree with me, that my paternal side cousins are better..
well behave and all..
im shock but its ok..
kids now a days
NO COMMENT!!!!
four hours in parkway is enough..

we left parkway once they going to close the time zone..

just imagine, the cashier was like, ma'am tell ur childern (since when i got 4 kids)

we going to close at 9.45..wakakakaka..
damn...
reach jalan kechot and they got ready to go back kl..
since their mum have meeting the very next morning..

im damn tired but i couldnt sleep..
fall asleep close to 2..woke up about 3am..coz i dreamt about him
damn... and my n73 playing the song.. his fav song..
fall asleep back ard 5plus...
had only 5 hrs of sleep..
woke up, got ready...
YES I FINALLY GET MY HANDS ON A RALPH LAUREN POLO TEE!!!
THANKS!!!!
wore it... same goes with farrah...
before taking the bus, i bought a pack of ciggies at a shop
and the aunty ask me this
aunty: waaa lambat lu gi keje??
me: tak la nyonya gua nak gi sekolah..
yang keje kakak gua..
aunty: lu dengan kakak lu sama muka...
cuma kakak lu tinggi sikit..
me: ok bye...
(I WANNA GO PLASTIC SURGERY!!!!)
had lunch at paya lebar, and went to school..
we found few eye candy (typical us)
wakakaka...
ok babe.. tmr we go check out your lighter guy ok...
damn... im enjoy myself in school..
i guess i love school than work...

after class, went suntec to me juf.. to pass him the fashion fast forward card..
walk around suntec and saw a few familiar faces..
and i already feeling unwell.. sore throat and slight fever..
im going to sleep now.. enjoy the pics below!!!

faeqah and wathiqah
faeqah look exactly like my sis!!
Muqit and naqit
smoking area!! weeee!!
overdue pics: coffeebean outing last week
farrah and my fingers!!
farrah and me!!
slack and without makeup


hehehe
no comment for the above pics
i like this guy!! hehehehe
wat we actually do..
my drink missing!!

in class!!!
bored
concentrate!!!

puffer fish!!!


listening!!
me and my polo top!!
i love you farrah....

im happy!!

just got back from popcorn playa!!
great display.. i miss all this man..
argh... i want more!!!!

miss Da Fam...
and im abit lost about prospect..
thanks to Qurra for telling me..
it shows i've been too busy i guess to take note...
thanks Chaz for the invite..saw alot of familiar faces...
sorry i went off early..coz im dead hungry..
hahaha if not mizan will be the first to be eaten by me coz im hungry and he keeps disturbing me.. next time u beware.. hiyakdush!!!

last night was da bomb..
my sis woke me up while im having my nap...
she told me to get ready and off we go to fetch kak weda and isaac..
next stop???
PARKWAY!!!
shopping!!!
wanna get my bag..

but i dunno.. haiz...

i wan a guess bag, coz esprit bags kinda too makcik!!!
(and just now i stop by adidas, i fall in love a bag)
kakak!!!! with citibank credit card i can get that bag with 40% discount!!!!
how??? sponsor me can???
haiz... ok.. now when im out i find for citibank discount..
ok, since im cashless now.. i need sponsorship!!
wakakakakaka...
ok back to story... isaac is so hyper..
he loves to jump now..especially on ur lap or tummy..
and he's still the baby bam2 for me..
and one social baby..
just imagine, while i was carrying him at esprit.. he woke up..
no he didnt cry.. and this salesgirl came to me to give the top i wanted..
he smile at her and laugh at her..
even at adams, he talk (in his own language) to the makciks2 behind us..
hahahaha...
he's a sweetheart..

enjoy the pics aites!!!!!!

i guess i will be happy!!!
i cnt wait for monday!!!

school!!!!

i just found out one of my da fam girlfrens
afiqah is taking accounting in mdis, and she might be in the same class as me!!!
yeay...i got farrah and afiqah..hope it wont be boring after this!!
JUMPS!!!!

what i do when im bored...
the red dot is me..
auwwwww..sleeping on aunty yana's hand..
its 11.45pm and he's still awake and hyper!!
aunty i want your hp!!!
ok, i saw prata.. i want prata!!!!
uncle roy, can i have some off the syrup limau??
ok, he's cute...but i think i have big arms!!!omg!!!
look...how he sleeps.....auwwww...so cuteee!!!

FARRAH FAITH..I FUCKING MISS YOU!!!

you will be away for bloody few days and we will meet on monday..
but hey giler... i fucking miss you la...
once you reach singapore, first thing you have to dial my no!!!!
if not i will smack that mrK dick...opssss


wen massage juz now..
gosh... i felt like a veggie...

its damn painfull..

i was screaming..
i got to go now.. dead tired...


farrah faith i want ralph lauren polo tee!!!!

get for me aites...

wakakakakak

Matahariku Je T'aime Maple Syrup Guy

Matahariku Je T'aime Maple Syrup Guy


Its been a month..
I cant sleep at times..
With whatever being displayed..
I really wanna cry at times..
Sometimes, he appear in my dream..
And i will wake up crying..
Calling out for his name..
Yes, i know he will never come back..
Even if he does..
I cant accept him..
Yes i still do love him..
But all i could say.. My life totally ruined by him..
I was left alone.. (READ AGAIN: ALONE!!)
Nobody to go to..
And i felt so sick and disgusted..
Accepting the blame alone..
Not even a helping hand from him, to share the burden..

Now all i wish, his hugs and a kiss on my forehead and lips..
I miss all that..
And his sweet smell that put me to sleep..
It lingers and make me felt as tho im in a wonderland..
Im typing this..But My eyes are closed..the memories in my mind, cant be deleted...
When i close my eyes, i could see him..
I try to grab him, but i cant..so close yet so far..
Im drowning in my own world now..
I cant find anybody to help me..

Reality Check: He's happy..(i will pray for his happiness wherever i am)
And he knows, i dont wish to see him..
Why?? Coz my life changed because of him...
And all i wanna do is to hate him, but its so hard..
All i want is to forget him, but the more i want to delete the memories..
The more it keeps coming back..
The more i wanna run away from him, the more my fingers will dial or type something on the msn..
The more i wanna hide, the more, i went to the places i spent my time with him..

I said i have moved on.. Yes.. But...He's one in a million..
Nobody can replace full moon..
nobody can replace him..
the 2 guys, i really love...

Even tho, my LG viewty wallpaper, is not our pic anymore..
But My n73 is still the pic of both of us..
the one that he said i look pretty.. and he put as his hp wallpaper 2.
i was blushing.. and i felt like kissing him that moment.. but i was shy..

Do you know.. For this one month, im running away from everybody..
Cause i dont want to see you.. It hurt..
Nobody can see, cause, im starting to live in denial..
I pretend and put a smiley mask on my face..
To hide the pain from everybody...
You never gave me a chance..

If god gave me a chance to turn back the time, i would go out and had breakfast with someone else and not meet him..
And somehow to fall for him, how stupid i was..
Haiz.. So much so, denying the feelings i had..
Its a real pain, and letting it out here,
My tears cant stop rolling down my cheeks..

God, please send me an angel to wipe these tears.
.The rest said he's not worth my tears, but why cant i stop crying..
Oh god.. Its been a month.. Please, let the feelings fade..
Im begging you for mercy and help..
Cause, when i was left alone, I only have you to share everything..
And only you know whats the best for me.. and you knew how i felt..
Please.. I just want to be be happy..


To: Je T'aime Maple Syrup Guy

Tertutup Sudah Pintu
Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu
Walau Aku Tak Mau

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Dengarlah Matahariku
Suara Tangisanku
Ku bersedih
Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku
Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu
Menaklukkan Waktu


IF i had a chance, i will immune myself with antidote and not fall for you..
Cause the bullet proof vest didnt work..
And im hurt and bleeding..
HELP ME!!!

F1, Ferrari, Michael Schumacher, Farrah, Parkway, Sushi and Hotties!!! YUMMY!!

MY SCHUMI
WOW!!

pls: drive for ferrari again!!i wanna see u in action!!

hahahax
my hot iceman.. ouch!!



its seem like ferrari been curse..
or monaco is not the track that will favour ferrari, due to low speed and aerodynamic...
haiz...massa got 3rd..Kimi had his worst race ever...
but MICHAEL SCHUMACHER is still hot!! gosh..
u can juz see me melting in front of the teebee..

one hell of a race i cud say..
kimi and nico change their front nose twice..
wow!!! and after formula one..
its indy 500.. yes.. indy 500..
but i didnt watch till the end.. coz its about 200 laps..
god.. its till 4.30am..
sunday is my RACE DAY...

i wanna blog more..
but im tired...
the anarex (pain killers) are working and taking its toll..

sleepy...

all i cud say.. i felt bloated after eating sushi...

yes we bought 30 sushi...

me and farrah..who else.. i was craving for sushi..

hahaha...

sat at coffee beans..

and guess what.. right in front of us..there's a hottie!!

hehehe...

as per normal.. we talk like nobody business..

and we are like talking about the guy..

and he keep looking at us...

oh my god...i miss the chance.. its ok farrah...

once school start.. back to our hunt for hotties aite babe...

pls send me the crazy pics we took...

after that, i reached home..

and off i went to chill at adams...
yup.. isaac is also there...

and i put him to sleep!!!

kudos!!!

and tmr, he will follow us to jb.. YIPEE!!!!

recently i dreamt, i bring isaac out wif HIM..haiz..
ok its just a dream..stop it!!

i guess it will never happen..

ARGH!!!! MY FUCKING BACKBONE HURT!! ARGH!!!!

TILL NOW AND THEN...DRIVE SAFELY...
(f1 tag line, steve darwson will be proud of me) wakakaka

argh!!! man u won!! damn!!

argh...
felt like a total auntie lately.. my back still hurt!! damn that bus driver...haiz
and my side hurt...and my migraine..its been 3 weeks..damn...
am i under alot of stress or what??
no its just the weather!!
i hate hot weather...
mummy daddy can we go germany for every summer???
i miss germany badly!!!!
waaaaaa!!!
cherry festivals and all...
the flea market.. gosh!!!

and one thing for sure!!
i still hate man u!!
argh...why la john terry bodoh sangat!!!
if not sure chealsea won!!!
damn... i hate it...
nvm...7 june, its euro time!!!!

ps: this weekend i got a long weekend!!!
formula one!!
oh please..i wan massa win!!!

IRONMAN!!

haha..


at t3... aft graduation
the 3 besties at t3, after dinner..
yes we love him!!and he 2 love us
look he's watching movie!!
in the car, sleeping...
he simply shine my life!!

yesterday went out with my friend.. we talk in german at times..
coz he's one expert in it.. while im just an infant..
he fetch me.. so ya its ok..im bloody nervous.. riding a bike..
was surprise he ride a ducati!! one of the bikes i want (nervous to ride one, but i want a bike,
confuse)
we got his watch..i forget the brand
hmm, we went to cathay, got our movie tix..yes ironman..
after that, off dinner at erm, i totally forget the name..
we were like talking and talking non stop...
and he almost strangle me i guess coz of my stupid ideas..
wakakaka... i have a creative mind right..
so ya.. he kinda called me a spoiler, coz i told him how the movie line gonna be..
its not that i watched before..its just that im the director..(perasan)
the movie is great..but you can just predict the story line..
next movie, narnia..the prince of caspian!!

yes!!

so mat german are you up for it???
i felt like im riding a bike with valentino rossi!
hehehe..ok kidding.. hes a safe rider..coz he knows im kinda stiff when he makes some sharp turn.. maybe after this, i wud feel relax..
ok.. i love speed.. but usually in 2, 4 or 5 doors cars...
the fastest speed i have exprience was 220km/h in a benz CLK!
my uncle drove like one mad guy!!

and bike.. 100.. i felt omg.. im flying..
cheh2..berangan ironman!!
ok i got nothing to type..writers block..
uploading pics on facebook, friendster and multiply!
haiz..taking ages!!

bis balt
Auf Wiedersehen

simpang,t3 with farrah n haziq...Congkak wif familia

congkak was best!!
nice movie..
trust me...
even baby isaac hamzah watched congkak..yes
we brought him along...
10 of us include him....

on friday.. i woke up at 4pm, after 17 hrs of sleep
gosh..im totally tired...
called farrah up..
she plan dinner at simpang..
i quickly get ready..
i swear she was like catching the last bus sia!!
fetch me...and off to simpang...
met haziq there...
haziq almost kill me wif the bloody steak knife....
haiz...thanks farrah for saving my life!!
wakakaka
after dinner, next stop??
yes terminal 3 for 2nd day in a row..gosh!!!!!
this girl i guess like haziq, as she kept staring at haziq...
too bad girl... haziq belongs to me and farrah... (siak je)
saw the kiss pics we took... hahaha...
omg!! farrah... we got to hang out wif haziq more often!!!!
im so in love wif u guys!!!

nw i wanna sleep...tired!!!
congkak!!
lisa, ohhh lisa....
siapa lisa???
ok im nuts!!!

GRADUATED, SLEEPY & JOKES...

finally im out frm ite college east, simei!
with a HIGHER NITEC CERT IN ACCOUNTING!!
YIPEEEE!!!
will post the pics on multiply and facebook tmr...

HAD FUN WITH LIZZIE AND IZAM!!!
NUT CASE PPL...
DEPRIVE!!
wakakakaka....
and cam whore..about 100plus pics till my hp flat...

some of my course mates came to me,and asked me...
did u acted in atas heights. yes!!
hahahaha...

full moon commented i look very2 matured with the make up and dressing..
gosh...

T3 with lizzie and izam, gone case!!!
we talk rubbish...
its so normal... i enjoy myself, evn tho before that i felt my migraine gonna attack me again..
quickly i took my medicines...thank god...

and now, online, i thot i could blog and posts the pics...
but my cousin.. syafie...frm victoria.. giving me stupid jokes..
i cnt stop laughing...
he's juz 13...

here are some jokes..

ur momma so fat when she laid down on the bed she was 5 feet taller!

yo momma so fat when she tried to commit suicide from the 13 floor! she ended up on the 15th floor!!!


ur momma so fat when she wore a yellow raincoat over her body when it was raining, every1 started calling for taxi!!!!


yo momma so fat when she tried to commit suicide in the ocean she heard the whales singing "WE ARE FAMILY... MOTHER, FATHER, YOU AND ME"...


yo momma so black ! when she actually attend the night school , the teacher marked her absent!!!


syaf says (9:17 PM):
have u heard the joke about vacuum cleaner
syaf says (9:17 PM):
u kn ow...
syaf says (9:17 PM):
it REALLY SUCKS


syaf says (9:19 PM):
have u heard of the joke about shit
syaf says (9:19 PM):
it really stinks
syaf says (9:20 PM):
hehe


syaf says (9:31 PM):
l o l ur momma so fat she cannot count how many steps she walking


syaf says (9:36 PM):
ade 1 orang on each 4 corners of this room, batman, superman, bad-smelling indian and a good smelling indian. In the center of the room there is a diamond. starting from the same time, they started to run for the diamond . Who will get the diamond first?

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:37 PM):
bad smelling indian

syaf says (9:38 PM):
kenapa

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:38 PM):
semua tk leh tahan dgn bau dia

syaf says (9:38 PM):
salah

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:38 PM):
then

syaf says (9:38 PM):
because the other three doesnt exist


syaf says (9:40 PM):
ini syafie dgr dari saiful apek

syaf says (9:41 PM):
ade orang ni kan lempar kucing over the petronas tower

syaf says (9:41 PM):
tau wat did he break?

syaf says (9:41 PM):
ape yang pecah

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:42 PM):
erm

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:42 PM):
dunno

syaf says (9:42 PM):
die broke the record...

syaf says (9:43 PM):
mane la ade orang pernah lempar kucing over the petronas tower

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:43 PM):
wat the hack!!!



YOU SEEE, WHAT HAPPEN TO KIDS NOW A DAYS!!!!
I COMPLAIN TO DADDY... AND ALL MY DAD CUD SAY... U GO SCOLD THEM..
TELL THEM STUDY AND DONT TALK RUBBISH..
OMG..spoilt!!!!!!!!!!


im damn sleepy.. im going to sleep now!!!
goodnight all!!!

BABIES!!!

here, a post..about babies...
hafiz with his niece...
and me with isaac hamzah...


PS: VOTE FOR THE CUTEST BABY!!!

ISAAC OR HAFIZ's NIECE???

WAKAKA

MY MDIS TIMETABLE IS OUT!

MY god... i had 15 hrs of sleep!!

and worst..my hand ache.. is it becoz isaac hamzah is heavier now?!!

gosh.. its scientific proven that having a baby actually makes u happier!!

so KAKAK!! ITS A CALL!! give me a nephew or niece now!!! chubby ones please!!

and im sure, farrah and me gonna teach him, all the bad stuff!!
and we gonna bring him shopping everday, feed him chocolates and ice cream...
bluek!! i dont care!!

AND!!!!
finally farrah and me receive our school timetable!!
yipeee!!!

class start this 2nd june (jumps)
and exams on
14 and 18 july (OH NO!!)

14 july (monday) we got business accounting..

18 july (friday) Principles of production management..
erm!!! all i can say is... wish me all the best..

chatting with e'one NOW!!...
my gosh.. how i miss him!!!

hardly watch tv so i didnt get to catch him on tv...
and now, since im sick... i hardly call him!!


erm... dilemma.. with 2 H...
gosh... can i have K instead???

life would be better...

hehehe.... OK SHUTS!!!

stop with K... if not.. can i have K's bro, which also starts from H..OH MAN. i dont need to stress myself with Hs and all...
can i trust another guy after him ruined my life???
its hard...
and guess what peeps!!!!

OH YES!!!!!

I GOT A JOB, (see la, after paying my mdis course fees and all, finally i found a job, and i dont need resume for that, thank god :P, ps: full moon and bro knows abt this resume issue i have!!)
yes, but i have to go dubai!!! (read: DUBAI!!) i told them to offer me once again, after my Diploma... which is in another 9 months time, InsyaAllah.. i will take it, if they offer me once again!!
tmr, graduation day!! im going with lizzie, since.. erm.. im no longer friend with that particular person.. or let say, i prefer juz to call or chat with that particular some1, but meet... i dnt think so... i guess, that some1 knew.. as now, i rather just keep things to myself..

sandbags and grenades

sandbags:checked//helmet:checked//bullet proof vest:checked//
just stand on guard till the grenade drops//


and counting.....

10..
9...
8...

*will the bullet proof vest works tho? hmm....

had fun today shopping with my sis, kak weda..and one and only beloved nephew.

isaac hamzah!!
he's a pure gem..
i enjoy the outing..
and felt my migraine juz totally gone!! for that period of time..
before that i was having severe migraine..

that i felt... so sick.. i vomit till theres nothing left..

omg..
shopping with them, serious crazy! i bought 3 tops and 1 shorts frm dp..


ps: if u have problems with your bloody partner..dont let it out on me!!
damn you!!


yesterday mood: FUCKING PISSED...
i dont need pretenders liars or NON SINCERE HUMAN BEINGS LIVING IN THIS WORLD IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!

YOU GUYS CAN JUZ FUCKING LEAVE ME ALL ALONE..AND I WILL JUST FINE!!


yesterday, went to mdis with farrah and my daddy!
we fetch farrah, and off we went to mdis...
all the way me and farrah talk as tho my dad is not there
we even talk about guys (our exs and all)
and yes...wen we have to handle the course fees...
me and farrah kinda playing with the money..and i took pics of it..
ok...thats why our parents dont trust us to handle that amount of money..
we will play with it.. hahaha..

euro money!!! weeee... 2000 euro

$4000...and farrah ezlink!! wakakaka
chatted with dj Sumo (fabulous cats)
he's a very nice guy!!!



my msn fren said this to me..

"ST(*)R" says (9:37 PM):
hooo...ur getting too fast...slow dwn..slow dwn...
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
i dunno
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
if i juz pissed and down
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
i will go fast
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
very
"ST(*)R" says (9:38 PM):
yah..ur are...can even outrun Massa..
"ST(*)R" says (9:39 PM):
hey..hold on dere..pulled de brake! my uncle wana used de comp awhile...i'll go get my Diablo from de garage..
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:40 PM):
meet u at ecp! near siglap exit!
"ST(*)R" says (9:52 PM):
vroom...vroom...
"ST(*)R" says (9:52 PM):
wewiit..u dere?

abt the minah rempit ragut mati di belasah video...
its not true... go read this.. and you will be shock!! go!!

http://ballyblog.wordpress.com/2007/05/04/iraqis-stone-girl-to-death/

adious!!!!
okok man u won championship...watever

hmmmm, kuku chiao... i miss using this word...

ok... FERRARI WON!!!! YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MASSA!!!!!
HAMILTON 2ND
AND 3RD KIMI!!!
YIPEEE!!!!!!!

Nw soccer time... i kinda reading old posts on my own blog.. reaching 300 post..omg!!!

and...erm... my life seems the same..
ppl like to assume and dissing...
gosh!! why do i have to keep meeting this kind of ppl???

tmr, me and farrah going to pay our sch fees...shes paying by nets me by cash!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... i love money!!!!!!!
daddy sending both of us!!! see ya babes!!!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! TO ALL MOTHERS AND MUM TO BE!! WEEE!!!

my horoscope..

It's time for you to be more demanding about what you need from others. Speak up.
In Detail

The universe knows that you deserve a relationship that is based on mutual respect and cooperation -- and you do, too. It's time for you to be more demanding about what you need and stop putting the desires of others above your own desires. This selfless phase of yours has gone on too long -- you have needs too, and they have to be met. If you think that you are creating a sense of harmony between yourself and your friends by giving in to their whims, you are wrong.


glider, kent.
how a familiar sad tune keeps resounding in your head.
everytime, it's a different story, but similar lacerations.
and everytime, i'd find the self in hiding.
but when i leave myself stranded here, the eyes wont see so much.

OK, as u all know.. im not a pure malay...
so, malay kuehs, i usually just eat if it look nice, if nt.. i wun touch it..

names also, erm... i only know kueh lapis and erm, is jemput2 under kueh??

so juz now, daddy bought this kueh, called

KUEH SERABAI..

i asked my daddy..

me: pa, kueh pun ade kueh serabai??

i thot my hair only serabai??

daddy: adelah..kau mana tau..

me: erm ok..im going to sleep...

kepala sakit..haiz...
daddy: later go urut..
me: urut?? best!!!

I JUST TASTE THE KUEH SERABAI...

sweet...but..one is enuff...

im still sick..haiz.. i cancel alot of my plans..omg.

migraine, take away my social life..

argh!!

nvm..pls god.. take this migraine away..

I WISH I CAN HAVE FULL MOON AS MY HUBBY!!
YES!!! SO I CAN DRIVE MY OWN PERSONAL FERRARI MODENA 360!!!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA

ps: he knows abt that... and always tease me to be his wife!
OK ENUFF!!

AND PLEASE..STOP THIS DRAMA..

ITS NOT ME!

NOT MY TYPE OF GAMES!!

meow.. haha
new style.. niezza and me start this meow greeting few days back...

funny, but its for fun!!

ok, last night, farrah and i receive our MDIS letter!!

yes we got a place in MDIS!! diploma in accounting!!!

weeeee, gosh..the fees, $3823.45..
omg!! but its for our studies..

paying by cash.. and daddy gonna send us to mdis..

we need bodyguards!!! wakakaka..he dont trust us with that amt of money..

he know, his girls have this impulsive shopping habits!! wakaka...
and, he knows we dont really know how to keep the money properly!!

wakaka..

ok la, migraine is like playing hide and seek with me..

haiz...depending on medicines...

i didnt log in to friendster and facebook for time being...
until its all over!! get it...over!!

called full moon at 4.30am

me: dear are you asleep?
he: its 4.30 am, are you ok?
me: i need you here now!!!!
he: wats up..thank god im home, wat if im back in london??
me: i dont care, now means now.. call me back!
he: ok sure..

he: wats up now? are you ok??
me: i dunno..cyber being a bitch.. nobody knows the real reason, but juz talk abt me, things that are not true...
he: ok, watever is, tell them how much they wan, cheque or cash.. any amount, and leave u alone...
me: can i have one ferragamo??
he: syg...i just want you to be happy..omg... i regret leaving you alone now.. 2yrs, nothing like this happened....
me: its ok, its life...i have to move on right? just, help me this time round...
he: come here...i guess u need a better place, there full with fake ppl, taking advantage of you..
they dont really know you...and start assuming even before listening to your explanation... be strong dear.. now, be a mean bitch..ignore everything.if they continue talking, just throw them money on their face aites...
me: haha, ok dear, dah i think we need to rest...
he: yes..u are having migraine lately...omg now im pissed..they are heartless..fuck them la...
me: pray for my health aite... love you
he: i will pray for u my dear..everything, happiness and health... ok, tmr i have meeting.. i need to sleep.. u 2 ok dear. muackz..nw sleep..goodnite
me: muackz goodnite..

end!
i going to ignore watever now!!
pretend i know nothing...ok la..im going to sleep now..my migraine is killing me

full moon!!

can you, come here now!!

i need you...

people blaming me now...

you know, im not like that right...

omg!! why is this all happening to me??

when im ready and moving on with my life??

why??

why is the blame on me?

when my life is totally ruined..

i have to take the blame...

full moon, i need you..
take me away!!

weeee!!!! greetings!!!
ok, as early, abt i guess, 8 am i woke up...
get ready and off.. to mdis!! before than i went to have my passport size pic taken....
haiz... i look so tak betul!!!!
haiz.... send my application, pay the application fees and all...
and off to paya lebar, to fetch my dearest cousin Ain...
she told me not to be late...but as per normal..im late...for 5 mins, she already waiting for me...
hehehe...

we took our own sweet time back...
we talk and talk and talk.. and joke around, and one thing for sure, my hp cant stop ringing..
i guess, they are worry abt her, hehehe...

oh pls rain!!its damn freaking hot!!
i felt like snow man cair (hey thats khai) ok, change, snow woman cair!!!

ARGH!!!!
MIGRAINE , I HATE YOU!!!!!
I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY!!
MY DOCTOR CHOO SOUND LIKE MY DAD NOW!!!
AND I TOOK PIC OF MY BUTT, HEHE AFTER I RECEIVE A JAB THERE!! OUCCH...

AND NOW, and now i wanna sleep!!!!
oh by the way i wanna throw this laptop..wakaka siak je...coz it cant load my facebook page!! fishtank!!

tuutttuuuuu!!!!

WAIT MY FAV UNCLE IS HERE!!!!!!
CIK PIN I WAN YOUR N82!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IM OFFF TO STEAL HIS HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

BYE!!!!!!!!

we always pass by one another in the season
where the powdeed snows flutters
even though i slip away into thecowd
we've lookingup at the same sky
we're freezing..
as though we were blown on by the same wind
I probably dont know, everything about you
Yet out of one hundred million people. I found you..
i have no basis for this,but this is what i think..


There areno fights that are trivial
We cant live together at the same time
If we cant be ourselves
then the happiness and sadness are both just lies

Powdered snow hey, when you coloured us white
all the way to my heart
could we then understand our loneliness

pressing my ear against your heart
i want to g down towards the sound of your voice
until i get down that deep
les meet up there again

i want us to understand
i was the one, who stroked the surfaced
even though we were connected by
me holding your hand, that was numb with the cold..

Powdered snow hey, you, in a way that is too fargile
turn eternity
into a stai on the rough asphalt up ahead

Powdered snow hey,
my unreliable heart wavers
and yet, i want to keep protecting you

Powdered snow hey, when you coloured us white
all the way to my heart
you envelop our loneliness
and return it back to the sky.....


je t'aime MN..
sincerely!! from me..Corinna...
haiz...

my cousin is also dealing with the same issue..sometimes, i wish i could be there for her..
and cry together...haiz...


ENJOY THE PICS!!!
lots more, go check out my facebook and frenster...weeeee

the group shot!! me, as normal not ready!
look like earthquake right..upgrading!!

dusty!!

erm, secret to a happy marriage?
watch cartoon tom and jerry with your partner!!
what he replied!!
i msged my uncle this!! abt his new hp...
my face as my dad wallpaper!! wakakaka!!
my dads original wallpaper!! but i change to above!!

Zusammenfassung des Schönheitsfehlers

means

epitome of imperfection..

haiz...

send my aunt just now...

we decided to chill at macd instead of starbucks coz im kinda hungry!!

hehehe..and this guy..behind us..kinda mentally unstable..

and his shorts.. torn in the middle, that i could see everything..omg

im like so shock! i was like, omg..my cousin too beside me, saw everything..

thanks to her mum (my aunt) realise abt the guy pants..

i swear i cud see everything!!

*cant say a word at that moment..

wakakakaka, went CB after that,to check out my hot guy, if hes working or not..

wat the hell,i still got time for all that...

but sadly hes not...

but wat kill me mostly, is that.. i miss him...yes...

exactly 30 days ago, we spend the whole day at airport,t3 then t2 then back to t3, off we go home... gosh!!!!! i still know where we stand and smoke ciggies, waited for him outside the toilet..and called him, (u asal lambat, i takut kena kidnap ah) hahaha...

memories sucks!!!

i miss the moment!! and you told me you been out for 2 days..

i have no idea, what the hell wrong with you now..haiz...

nobody knows how much i miss you!!

god, suddenly today, i change my hp wallpaper to your face again...

im sick and tired of everybody now, i tired..hiding..denying!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat happened today, it really tiring!!!

and finally, next week i get to apply for mdis!

thank god!!

alhamdulilah..thats what full moon and bro told me!

i love you guys!!

haiz... im off to airport later!!
i still in my sleeping mode!!
what can i say...
HELLO GUYS!!!! HAPPY LABOUR DAY???
hahahaha...today 1st may...
and im going airport again???
t3?? (hopefully!!!)
i miss those moments....
oh leeya... you know me best!!!!!!

oh i forget!!
hello new fren... NISA!!

erm...

and to my dear sister...
drive carefully ok!!!
one day bring me along ah!!!!
i wanna go fishing at (where that place again??)
i need to get out of spore asap!!!!

and guys!!! champions league!!!
man u vs chelsea again???
this is why i love soccer!
and formula one is still the best!!

outs!!!
goodbye peeps!!
thinking of deleting this blog!

I sing this lullaby, forbidden love sitting before my eyes

My heart is screaming although nobody can hear my cries

Wishing on a star as I look into the night

Say a little prayer only God can understand my plight

Glimpses of his sight, flashing in my mind

Although he near the distance seems like a million miles

Somebody told me once that patience is a virtue

And true love is worth waiting for although it might just hurt you

And if it comes right back, that means it's truly destined

I promise to hold back the tears, never say never

And I know you thinking of me all through out your endeavours

And if its part of His plans, one day we'll be together

A few things last forever, so I write this poem

A lot of times, you won't miss it right until it's gone
And though I soldier on, these feelings in my heart...

Will never change cos I loved you from the start...

yes this is what im felt now..

alot of crazy things happening around me...

but all i could say.. i thank god so much for knocking some sense in you...

now you are way better!! and i felt way better now.. and finally, both of us can sleep...

and we both woke up late...gosh!!

and finally, i confess.. i do love you.. but i choose to move on..and let us just be friends...

so, i open a new chapter now...

went out wif lizzie and fred... and fred invite his friend along..aim if im not wrong...

khai got so pissed off i didnt ask him along for karaoke...i asked him to just come and meet me at town...

karaoke, was like da bomb!!!! wakakakakaka... all sort of songs i sang...

its crazy!!!

i cant rap!!! wakakaka...i was like reading!!

wakakaka... wicked!!

after karaoke, we met khai and his sister...

his sister, is real funny girl! second time meeting her..

gosh.. she can mix around with us...

had dinner at bk...

and i dunno how fred can hurt himself..gosh!!

and blood all over...argh!!!

i was like, blood! i juz stand there for like 3 mins..staring..then i started panic..

so i wipe the blood and all...was the cut, and put plaster..and Aim was like..KODAK MOMENT SIA!! SO ROMANTIC...ya right!!!

ps: fred hp, has about 20 plus pics of me!!

wakakakaka..my hp flat..and i cam whore using his and lizzie hp...gosh!

we played pool..and fred was nice enuff to teach me...but i gave up..coz they were like disturbing me and fred...khai paid for it anyway...

and after pool, we wen cheers... and chill for a while before me and lizzie leave..

fred, aim and khai now at east coast..chilling!!

i had fun...

and i know, u didnt expect me to go out with some of them right...

but look, im over it...

yes, wen ppl talk about u and stuff..i will get emotional..

but im over it...
now...i prefer we juz meet if there event and gathering to attend to ok..

lizzie will go to my graduation..and its best.. we need time off..till everything back to normal..

FACEBOOK HATES ME!!

I CANT UPLOAD THE PICS..HAIZ!!!

i asked my friend...
can i be a bird?

he asked me why...

i answer back..so i can fly freely....

free frm everything....

from him, from family...
from cant be trusted friends and all...

yesterday..today... is the same, this couple of days!!!

pick up the pieces nw!!!

be strong!!

and... face reality!!!
ONE FINE DAY...

ONE FINE DAY...

i wanna blog..but the pain is killing me...

ps: do u know i fucking miss u so much...

and pls take care..for time being.. i need my own space..
i just chatted wif u..

online using ur ipod somewhere wif ur fren..

haiz...

maybe we will meet this sat ok...

ok yes...

the girl, on suria...wearing a green sleeveless is me...

but i didnt know la..that the drama atas heights is out...

hehehe..
didnt manage to see myself on tv...

but..hey i saw our names!!!!

mus

ana

khai
nazren

me

neng...

all full name sia!!! laypark!!!!

wakakakaka!!!!!!
maybe next episod...

or next 2 week...

i dunno...

the pub shot...

to those that msg me.yes.thanks for the info...pls dun laugh...bad hairday!

why now...
why after 18 months...

why didnt you think abt all this wen you say, lets break up..
why????

i dunno who i can go to right now..

my heart yearning to be with him..not you...

yes i do miss you...but why now, why wen i badly need you in my life..

u walk away... why???

who can answer that now....
only you have the ans...

and you still blame me for everything!!!!

no i dont want to be with you...

i want to be with him... the guy u saw on my hp wallpaper...
last night gonna be the last time...

no more after this, even if you plan for more meet up....

no regrets, even tho i once told my friends, you are one of the guy i really love...

but, today... i realise... its no longer you...

theres no more love for you...

i only miss you..

NO I CANNOT BE EMO...

ARGH!!!

YOU ARE MAKING ME CRAZY...

AND DRIVING HIM AWAY FRM MY LIFE...

ok enuff... i dont wanna cry...

to my scandal...

you...i miss you so much...

ok this is major issue!!!!
my cousin nick...

it's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside...........
im standing here but all i want is to be over there............

and shes juz 8 years old..hello!!!!
wat is she thinking about????? omg... and my nick is frm some japan and english song...
omg...what the hack sia....

ok i change back to laptop and have to edit my post...
i hack to my cousin acc..and chatted wif my sis...

and check his contact list..oh cousin...

im sorry...

but fyi, im the best cousin on earth...

moral of the story..pls logout after using!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MY DEAREST ADK HAFIZ!!!
KAKAK LOVE YOU!!!

wat the hell!!!! hafiz...stop calling me kakak...we the same age now!!!
and...u look like erm... ok la...hot gak...but boleh ke buat keje office??
all the best ok, hafiz...for ur attachment...
and, sorry no bday present...
one day, we shall go out and have fun...
i wanna meet the rest of amigos too....
may god bless you...
lots of love frm me!!!
and i miss talking to u...dun sleep that early la..
call me la...giler!



argh!!!! i got to wake up few ppl today..but i myself woke up late..gosh...
at 11.46 am, damn...i was like, oh shit im late to go ite bishan..mampus!!
i have this habit of waking up at 11.46am... wenever theres event to attend to...
but while getting ready..scorpiogal msg me, and told me..the organizers need ppl that are 17 and below... ok..im 20.. so cancel la...

so back to original plan...go nenek hse...
and right now, im at my granny hse... surfing the net using the desktop...and i can only say one thing... this desktop needs a servicing!!! coz its damn...SLOW...
not fun for facebooking and all... so i decided to blog and msn only...
and i swear...this desktop is getting on my nerve...
haaaadddoooooookkkkkeeeennnnn!!!
*dragon ballz

and yes...now, i curi2 my parents ezlink to go out...coz they got abt 50bucks in it..
and my ezlink is now adult fare... i got no money to top up!!
wakakakaka...kes really takde duit....
and my dad is really becoming a bitch, wen he found out i did that...
he told me this, go use ur nenek ezlink la...senior citizen fare..very cheap!
wth dad...wats wrong with u???

MY HOROSCOPE!!!!

The Bottom Line
Be more objective about what's going on in your life. See things for what they are.

In Detail
Do a little personal inventory of your life today and try to be objective about it. Sort through your friends, family, romance, and work goals to see what (or who) really needs your attention. It's very important to remove your emotions from the evaluation -- don't think about what you wish was working well, look at what is actually working well. And then look objectively at what is genuinely not working well. Start working on making that a bigger priority. You'll figure out how to make it better!

hmmmmmmm....its true...n scary!!!!
weeeeeeee...today i had so much fun!!! lizzie!!!!!!!!!! and alee....
damn....we are 3 crazy ppl.....sorry to the mat at samuel and kalvin.... coz i ignore u...hahahaha
evn tho u are hot!!! wakakaka....
and alee.... now we know why schumacher retire...hahahaha..
and lizzie!!! i loving the pornstar jacket u gave me!! omg...


oh yes....guess wat...
he told me this... wen i called him...and said this...
you... i miss u so much...
" i know u miss me so much, even tho u never told me...
i cud see it so clear, u miss me"

damn! my eyes cant lie!!!!!
yes scandal!!!! i miss u so much that, i bought the perfume!! and now.. i miss you even more....
haha.... and thanks for everything...
je t'aime!
wateva!!!!

and u juz called me!!! (ringtone lelaki ini) gosh!!!! pwease sing me that song again! evry night!!
help im melting!!!!! oh yes.. we need to go karaoke again right!! come plan...end of this month??
smiles :)
3 mins, but the smile last the whole night... i hope god ans my prayers!!!!


I WILL POST SOME PICS NEXT!!!

somo demo ichiokunin kara, kimi wo mitsuketa yo...
yet out of a hundred million people,i found you... (i really mean this to him)

from konayuki means powdered snow

but today...
let you guys read and try to understand this song ok...
from ungu... cinta dalam hati....

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa dicintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kaupun bahagia
dalam hidupmu
dalam hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku mencintaimu
pun adalah bahagia untukku
bahagia untukku

kuingin kau tau diriku disini
menanti dirimu meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktu ku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan slamat tinggal untuk slamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja


why ungu songs are all very sad??
but meaningful!! or shall i say...each song have a story behind it...for me??

kekasih gelapku- full moon... till now!!!!!
tercipta untukku, cinta dalam hati - Scandal??
untukmu selamanya- hmmmm my ex?? use to...

look at my hp wallpaper, gosh... i feel like inventing a time machine, so i can go back to 1st april...
and enjoy the happiness i had wen i hav some1 beside me...laughing at my stupid jokes...
listening to all my stories... and see me fall asleep... gosh.... all this are memories now... something i can juz remember and smile at..but can no longer feel the happiness again....coz...
its O.V.E.R!! I GIVE UP!!! YES...GIVE UP... ok i dunno!!

and yes... my hate list is growing!!!haiz...

GREETINGS!!!!

hmmm, its 2.13am...
life still the same...
im sorry to certain ppl...especially farrah (sorry sayang)
busy with some stuff (work and stuff)
i dont have time to meet and alll...
*farrah.. we will meet one day ok...just you and me...

im still sick...
i cant eat... (I HATE FOOD) have to force myself to eat...
have to tahan few people nagging at me
dad and him...
aiyo.... whatever is...i love you both

and my scandal...is like...no longer my scandal...
haiz.... things change...
i can no longer change it back to normal after last thursday...
its better... just pretend nothing happened...
and enjoy his company when he's around.. haiz....
i miss the bloody old times....
but ive been praying to god.... things will be back like how i want it to be...
no more, late night calls, no more, put me to bed songs (he sings)
maybe i was so selfish...
and maybe we didnt appreciate whats infront of us...haiz....
i still once in a while, kidnap his ipod... (which i really fall in love with) wakakaka...

btw..i miss full moon so much... things change...between me and him too... so sucks....

haiz...2008 marks a start to a complicated life for me...
and... i dunno, if im really happy or not....
some of friends makes me happy..
some i have to pretend im happy with them...
watever la...
i dunno...
i wanna sleep now... i got to wake up early later...
haiz....

oh to my lizzie... i hope you are happy with your family now!!
so guys...
tmr wake up....tell your parents and siblings you love them ok...
coz i love my dad, mum and sis so much!!!!!!!!!

the happy squirrel wif the crazy scandal!!
corinna insyirah loves her only scandal!!




hey im back..to blog about my life..
i was a happy squirrel back then...
i mean.. ever since i had him in my life....
i felt really really bless...
now im asking myself...
why it turn upside down with just a msg..
why???
why do i look like the villian when im the victim...
i trust him alot...
i mean... if in life,besides family, i only have him and farrah...
to me
its more than enuff... i dont need others..
i dunno if im regretting everything...
like you told me before...
the memories that make you sad...
now the memories makes me sad...
coz i love the memories we shared!!


i wanna be that happy squirrel!!!
u , know wats best for me...
be there when i really fucking down....
3g calls almost every night..before i sleep!
the nags i will get, if u see me online, wen im suppose to go to bed.....
im used to all that... now it change...everything change...
i dont like changes!!
real truth...it sucks now!!
i hate you....
no..... i still need you!!!
thats the truth....
i wanna the whole world to know, i didnt called you jerk!!!
and that girl was the one who msg me, she's ur girlfriend...
i still have it in my hp... and i feel like throwing my hp away...(something im capable off)
argh!!!! she called me 3times... 1missed called!
i feel so fucked up now...
i startin to hate myself....becoz of this...
you blame me..
now im asking you, are you worth the pain??
are you worth the sleepless nights???

ALL I WISH FOR... NOW
IS TO HAVE YOU BACK... AND NOT LOOK BACK!!
AND BE THE HAPPY SQUIRREL I USE TO BE...
FEELING BLESSED...
IS IT THAT HARD???
WHY I HAVE TO GO THRU ALL THIS...WEN U KNOW...
IM STILL DOWN BECOZ OF WATS GOIN ON IN MY LIFE!!!!!



to: The Scandal

I probably dont know everything about you...
Yet out of one hundred million people, I Found You!

sick since friday night...
high fever...till today!!!
scandal change to a mak nenek!!
he reminds me to take my medicine..ya da ya da..if im online... u see..
he will nags at me...
and ask me to sleep....
watever is..im bless to have him...
serious..if i dont have him... i will be damn down and keep on thinking abt the past!!!

friday, went to nanyang poly... to send the appeal letter...
early morning, me and farrah already make a fool of ourself..we were lost...
how paisey that can be!!!
on wednesday i already sesat at my own hse area!!!
this is serious issue man!!!!

after that.. we went to mdis and bmc to check hw much we need to pay for private diploma course...
met scandal at plaza singapura starbucks... and guess what... farrah and scandal are like cats and dogs!! i juz laugh at them.....
hahaha... serious.... they make me laugh and smile.. i love them!!!
hahaha... recall back wat happened makes me smile...funny!!!!
ok.... thats all for now...maybe another update this thursday!! see ya soon!!!!

this is what i realise..
CLOSE/BEST FRIEND can be your BEST enemy..
its true... its damn true.. sometimes you dont realise they are pretenders..
they just want something from you...
i know everything now...
maybe not from her mouth.. but it explains everything!!
oh no.. i should confront her.. but hey.. im sick and tired with all this nonsense..
i already deleted her no and the rest.. i dont need this people in my life..
one thing, i dont owe anyone for a living..

and one day..im going to ask her why she do all this??
why cant all of them tell me??
shud i blame them for everything...

ok, seriously i feel betrayed!!!!!
read that guys BETRAYED!!!!!!!!!
and, i was not the one that bustard my own best friend...
before you said anything, please go advice urself first, before giving us long advices...
now i know whats the reason behind it...


God knows what the best for me..
im bless to hav farrah and my scandal with me...
and thanks to them for the night conference call...
tmr, hopefully scandal can make it..follow us... please dear...ikut me and farrah!!!
i badly wanna kidnap your ipod touch again..becoz of ur ipod, we miss 3 buses!! wth!!
i enjoy every single minute we spend.. and... we need more pics!!!! hahaha... my MAPLE SYRUP GUY!!!
next, go get urself a psp..so i can have ur ipod touch..

happy birthday kadir!!!
happy 29th anniversary to my parents!!!!

and to my adk hafiz!!!!
kakak hanis is missing u liao.... ur my heart video clip was super insane la!!! and i dont need dayaks ok!!! hahahahahahaha

RESULT WILL BE OUT IN 7 HRS TIME!! DAMN... NERVOUS BREAKDOWN!!! WAKAKAKAKA

my horoscope...

Why are you looking behind you? Thinking about what has already happened is a waste of your time, and a waste of your energy. What's done is done. Today, turn to face forward and look at what is ahead of you -- there's a lot to be done, and you can do it well. Have faith in yourself -- everyone else has faith in you. Advance on a project (any project) today, and give yourself something to check off your list. Standing in one spot, wondering if you just made a mistake, is silly.

ITS TRUE!!!

ok.... today i spent like... the wholeday at.... terminal 3!! yup.. last week went wif the gangs.. today... its some1... crazy... we had alot alot of fun!!!!!!!!
we finally ate at popeye!! yipee...juz the 2 of us.. and i think... we talk alot... yes.. alot... hope we can stand on both feet after this aite...

LAST SUNDAY!! I WENT TO PADANG ALONE!! GET IT STRAIGHT!!! ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!
YES....i took, abt 8 videos and and abt 100 pics...will upload on facebook!!!
took pics wif PAULA MALAI ALI, maclaren mercedes pit crew, he's hot btw!!!! and.... mika hakkinen is juz one arm length away frm me!! gosh!!!! hahahahahaaha!!! hw lucky i was!!!!
ok guys.. thats allll......