tuesday i actually replied to that girl msg, this
hi.. 1st, thanks for the compliment ya..erm.. i cnt answer tt qn..btw, who r u?? are u by any way related to D*#% ?? well, i dun think he's a playa lah..i just knew him..

i called doctor, he didnt anwers...
3 days i go on crying like a crazy woman, wondering wat she gonna reply
yesterday went out wif my girls n 1 guy, one of them hafizah took out her laptop n we surf myspace wireless.. i check my myspace, the girl reply 2 msg! the first one is this

i know he's not a playa... me??i know him but.... sorie to ask.. do u like him?? if yes!!lucky him to have a nice n preety gurl like ya... nice knowing u anyway.... (she sent on tuesday at 5.12pm)
the second one she send

xcually he is my bf.... but afta i c ur page in his page... d new one i mean.... i get mad.... so i asked him.... he said he wanted u to do sumthin to d new page... but i cant accept juz dat even i trusted him like hell... i love him more den u can think of...but i cant say anything for now...things bcome worst...untill now!! im not mad u or anythin....being u 4 sure u can get any1 u wan....but me....i only got him but at d same time im losing him.. he said i always chatin wif guys in myspace....n now as u can c my account will closed... i love him sorie to disturb u..... (thursday 12.25pm)

so i cried in the middle of orchard road when all my frens goin crazy wif the laughing gas. i start smoking back..well i called him, he told me no he tk tahu apa2, he denied! why?
i left wif farrah, in the cab i was crying all the way..why he did this to me? i didnt do anything wrong, watever he said i follow, why doctor u do this to me, i told fahmi, he help alot, farrah,souher,wawa,fin,mai,marshahs,farid,fiza,fahmi,bone i really love u guys, thanks for everything i really appreciate it.. i actually reply back to the girl this..

Hi, thanks for the info. Only today I manage to reply coz when I read it last night I broke down and I cant even think about it.

Truthfully last night I was shock when I read the msg you sent, I was with my frens and decided to check my myspace using my fren laptop, I left my frens after reading your msg and called dome, all I could say, he denied about it, I gave up, I admit I like him, but I dont know who to believe and I cant be selfish, if its true hes yours, I have to back off since he belongs to you! But if hes not yours, I guess there are a lot better guys out there that deserve my love. I mean sometimes you cant have the guy you love. Am I right?

So im trying to accept the fact. He lied to me and hurt me badly. But what am I suppose to do besides moving on in life.

Can I ask you a few questions? Are you older than him? And are you the girl that is working in a tv station? And are you sure you guys still together? Coz he told me, he just broke up 3 months ago. So how can you make me believe you guys are still together. He denied and you told me you guys are together. So who am I suppose to believe?

I dont care what gonna happen now coz after I hear few things about him from sources I can trust, it makes me think hes a player! At first he gave me a good impression about himself, now I guess hes like a jerk! Im sorry if it hurt you, but thats what I think. It hurt me too calling the guy I love a jerk.

Thanks for the compliment. Well yes its true I can get whoever I want but im not that kind of girls, now I just regret after knowing the truth, it kinda stupid for me to trust him, no worry the sources I got from, its not the guys in his dance crew, well I admit I can ask them about him, but I dont want to make myself look like an idiot.

Now I still have doubts whether to believe you or not coz I dont know who you are or how you look like, maybe there are some things you hide from me, coz someone told me that maybe dome himself can msg me using an anonymous account. Dont you think its possible? I think so.

Ok whatever is now, all I want you to do is show me the real you and all I can say is, if you are really his girl, take good care of him, and make sure this is the last time he do this coz he might do it again, so dont get yourself hurt coz im badly hurt now, but no worry, I cancel my plan to go back KL to meet him tmr.

I hope you answer my questions and tell me everything, and I hope you open up all with me about everything. No worry, I already throw the feelings away, so there is no need for you think if I gonna steal him away from you, coz he will never be mine.

Take care may god bless you, im hoping for a reply.

why is he giving me to much pain! i gave him love, he gave me pain!!
all i want now is to ask him, why he did this to me??
he post bulletin at myspace telling everybody he hates his life!! i hate him worst! i put his name in my hp as I HATE HIM!!
but do i really hate him or i still love him, like bone said, go find some 24 hours scandals!! hahahaha!! thanks bone..but he told me to tell them where they stand so i wont hurt them..hahahaha..he make my day!! thanks mr booney!! ok la got to go, break fast now!

SUNDAY
it started out damn bad, serious, wif the fights i had, few frens bustard me...and most crazy one is that i so confused abt love!!
i went to esplanade, dunno who follow me..
reached there i saw alie n bone, so we decided break fast together...
alie stay wif me n bone went to marina square..
we went to this shop to get sandwiches.. both our hp rang at the same time, same song..cool..
hmmm..duduk lepak, ask alot of stuff..n thanks to me, i remind him abt his tag no, all me...
can be manager...but he so nervous that i myself really panic n nervous..
wen he practice his dance move, bone n i talk alot..
hehehe..
wen the dance comp start, i was super nervous..holding alie's hp, n his hp cant stop ringing..
i juz offline, n record alie dance, superb!! i put my money on alie to go to finals..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-vrJaMG5J00
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2b5SA1zK4w

then i pass alie back his hp, n talk to him, time break i wif bone talk, n he told me he gonna dance part lagu caramu..i was like what!! yeah!! so i went back to this place, i stand wen alie perform n record bone dancing..cute..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkWzA2EuUaY
i dunno wat to say coz its so fun, so crazy n enjoying...my doctor also realise that..
doctor i love u!!
wen they annouce the finalist, alie was the first..bone n i shout like we are crazy ppl on the lose..hahaha
but alie abit worry coz he hav to come on 10 oct n stay in spore all alone..so he need my help
i dun mind... i will help him, so we exchange no..wif bone 2..
in the taxi they are so crazy.. alie n bone ckp, alie kena ambik gambar wade robson byk2, wade robson masuk toilet korek hidung semua kena record n ambik gambar.. hahaha nuts..
stop them at golden mile towers n ya we hug n say goodbye before i continue journey home..

yesterday nothing to talk abt.. doctor no claz..i at home, tired..

today i log in myspace i receive a msg.. frm this girl..

hye sweety.... damn hot to b honest wif.... n dear....dont b scared!!im not a lesbo or anythin... hihihi... xcually i nak tanyer sumthin...juz wondering....is **** bboy ur bf?? n again plz dont think im crazy....i xcually kinda like him but wat i know he's not a playa n even hard to talk wif... so b4 anythin beter i tanyer u 1st,u kan 1st person dalam top 8.even ur's!!

she sound so jealous, i msg doctor..doctor will settle abt this girl..i duno wats up..dun wanna masuk campur..
but im abit jealous 2..hmmm tah la..will ask doctor..
wen i check doctor myspace, tat girl didnt msg doctor...
hmm tis always happen wen the guys are famous..
speak frm experience...hahaha

here are the pics for last friday

hi im back,
thursday nite, i abit sad coz didnt had the chance to talk to doctor..
i hav this feeling he mad at me or something,
yesterday..went out wif farrah, souher, fin, marshahs n mai..
then in the toilet i try to call my doctor..he finally ans
he told me yesterday his phone something wrong..
hmm settle...we went to walk ard..bought a tube..at last
got myself 3 minature perfumes..
hmmm then we went to arab street n smoke shisha..
crazy rite...hmm we took hell lot of pics, but fin havent upload to her multiply so ok la..
once she update i will post here.
went home i talk to doctor..hmm he kind la tired but yes, we start wif the normal things we always chat abt...
i told him, once i finish mandi i call him, guess wat..he fall aslp..hahaha...i know he kinda tired..
then i watch in the womb (national geographic)...serious i freak out..abt the labour..argh..it shows real pics of the lady giving birth..how the baby came out..the first thing i think was, am i going to have babies when im married??
i cant evn think abt it..the image is still in my mind...

today i get up, i call doctor...he went out to send his car for service...
then i went online, he ask me to signup for him this myspace music...i did
then he went out send stuff to his sister..then he online...but he not online on myspace..he online on ym but he didnt reply my msges n call..y??
confuse...

tmr, overdrive semi finals..not sure mohd nor following or not..haiz

doctor and my fav song

O by OMARION

O...Let me tell you girl
Oh...hey here I go, here I go
I know you heard me say it
Time and time again
That they would rock your world
And change your life
But I can’t blame them
Cause you make a nigga wanna get involved
Wanna get the drawers
Well I’m gone put my bid in
And get at you
No disrespect but I want it bad as they do
The only difference is they look out for themselves
But I’m doin’ it just to hear you yell..yeah
[Chorus]
O...that’s gonna be the sound
Girl when it’s goin’ down
Your body sayin’ O...
Don’t have to say my name
Girl I’m just glad you came
So you can say O...
In the morning O...

In the night You sayin’ O...
Means I was hittin it right O...
You can’t be mad at me
I’m just aiming to please
Let me hear you scream O...
Girl come on over and
Let’s get this thing crackin’
You’ll be surprised when
You see what O’s I’m packin’
Cause I’m young but I’m ready
Trynna get hot and heavy
Turn you out if you let me
yeah, yeah
Girl I’m gone take you
Somewhere that never been
Show you some things that
Make you wanna show your friends
Have you so weak that you
Can’t even say a thing
But that’s okay all you gotta say
[Chorus]
O...that’s gonna be the sound
Girl when it’s goin’ down
Your body sayin’ O...
Don’t have to say my name
Girl I’m just glad you came
So you can say O...
In the morning O...
In the night You sayin’ O...
Means I was in it right O...
You can’t be mad at me
I’m just aiming to please
Let me hear you scream O...

O is for that overtime I’m puttin’ in
We’ll go for hours take a break
And go at in again
Girl I work my way from A
All the way to Z
But trust me baby girl
O is where you wanna be
Couldn’t believe me when I tell you
I’m not trynna tell you what to do
Cause when it’s said and done
The choice ain’t mine it’s really up to you
Just say yes don’t fix your mouth
To tell me no drop that bottom
Jaw for me and just say O...
[Chorus]
O...that’s gonna be the sound
Girl when it’s goin’ down
Your body sayin’ O...
Don’t have to say my name
Girl I’m just glad you came
So you can say O...
In the morning O...
In the night You sayin’ O...
Means I was in it right O...
You can’t be mad at me
I’m just aiming to please
Let me hear you scream O...
Let me hear you say
O, when I’m hittin’ it
Let me hear you say
O, when I’m gettin’ it Ohh...
Let me hear you say
O, when you come see O
Let me hear you say
O, when you come from the back to the front
Now somebody say my name
Let me hear you say
O, when the sun goin’ down
Let me hear you say

O, when you can’t make another sound

Now scream
Baby girl let me hear me scream Oh...
Baby girl let me hear me scream Oh...

HELLO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAHMI AND HELMI (MIMI)

hmmm today its like im so hyper..
i dunno why..
fahmi been very understanding and loving lately... i know he having a serious problem..anyway its his birthday... so happy birthday dear...muackz!!

doctor juz wake up, i disturb him online, hahaha..
recently my fren comment they wanna know who ffc...here are pics of ffc and my doctor

doctor on stage

doin freeze like a monkey

hmmm floor fever crew wif dina!!
i know only five out of 6..hahaha

if i were to choose 1 guy i will go crazy!!

back to my story, tmr me souher and farrah goin out!! goin bugis to get the tickets for overdrive finals.. i damn hungry now, but got to wait for my beloved cousins to come back and then we gonna eat pizza....hmmm to al...banzai!! hahaha...

i miss sum1 now...oh ya its not full moon! im getting over full moon! ya i still save his sms...but now i more concentrating in other stuff...why muz i wait for full moon??
right??

nevermind, i single also still got some1 who love me so much!!! that is farrah faith!! i love her!!!

haiz, i got the result from my doctor, boojae n ffc will not go to the semi finals, kesian kat??
only bone and alie...
bone msg me at myspace, this sunday i will forget abt my spore idol and i will juz support alie and bone at esplanade..hahaha...
nevermind, i been forcing doctor to follow...dunno la...anyway i not sure if mohd nor confirm or not...
nevermind...if nobody follow, ina and all sure go...so i get to meet ferhan n papan...hahaha
n i get to see amer clone again...the one from ite simei!
hahahaha...n now that guy name han keep msging me! argh!

sunday, i went out wif souher and farrah!! yeah!!
talk abt souher ex (wade robson) and abt pencil and stuff..hahaha
hahaha, then we watch overdrive, guess what sheik haikal block our view...argh..
so i decided to stand up, then i saw mohd nor, hahahaha..
souher say he was cute...
wen souher msg me abt him, he read the msg n he was, WhAt!!
hmmm i say its compliment, take it aje..its a bonus ppl say u r cute..
then wen alie dance, i was going crazy, mohd nor juz pretend he didnt know me
then wen i went to back stage, i say hi to the girls, a bone dance, i was wat...i was screaming for a bone.. it was like everybody lookin at me, aft the comments, i shout again..n he look at me, at last he saw me..
then say hi to alie, n went back to mohd nor, he carry my stuff..hahaha..
fundamental fever crew was last, so went they come up on stage i shout for them, mohd nor dares me...so ok i shout out loud for boojae...the dance really cool, but i pity nana, she was sick, so halfway she just walk out..
but i didnt wait for result.. i guess someting not rite..hmmm

now a days i feel happy coz i got a doctor...but he expert in accounting hahaha
today is wawa birthday...happy birthday babe!!!
went i at the bus stop juz now, there this guy asked for my no..his name is han, he stay juz near dover ite, and worst he told me, abt wat his frens compliment east side girl, i was like hmmm i dunno...he and his frens think east side girls are pretty, i was like oh really..but in my heart i think wat u say is true!! hahahaha
ok la i got to go, chatted wif full moon but no reply...i dunno..

opsss..i know last post abit gedik...abt the last part but thats life...my life...hmmm
papa been telling me aft he get N73 of himself he get me a hp, so he say go decide which hp u wan, n73,n80,n93 or wat....hahaha..then he told me abt getting a new car, hmmm suzuki swift sport cool for me, its my style...hahaha...now i juz slackin at nenek hse doin nothin....i read few news abt michael schumacher, i cried.. i love him, i gonna miss him next year...i gonna watch this 3 last race..not gonna miss it...coz its the last 3 race for michael...i wanna meet him!!!!!

i was not ready!!!
depressed!!!
miss farrah and souher did this
all thanks to both of them

back few days back, on wednesday, last paper...hahahaha... cool..
thursday i went out wif my sis n ina, went shopping at fox igot 6 tops n 1 cargo pants for 70 bucks...chill at bedok before goin home..last week i got 3 fox top n a skirt for 71 bucks
my sis was like, adik u spend 141 on fox in 8 days..

yesterday i was super down, n we went to fox i got a mini dress for 9 bucks, n my mum nag at me, i got alot of tops that i havent evn used it..hahaha
watever is above is my pics...hmmm im not in a good mood lately... take cares peeps!! love ya all
before i go, i wanna say tat, to all the ppl i hurt, i really didnt mean it..serious..hope u guys are happy now, and forget abt all the misunderstanding...

yesterday aft sch, i went out wif fir to town...went shopping at fox and fir went to taka and get his stuff..
aft that went home as fir hav to go for his training...
wash up n change, meet farrah and martha..
had dinner, then souher n marshah came marshah is my classmate..
then souher n farrah ask for this topshop guy no for me...
hahaha we chill at starbucks n another 2 came..
i really had fun...
we open up, n i open up abt full moon...hahaha
they ask y i love full moon coz he not hot or handsome..
i told them i go for heart not looks...

today is nine's birthday!! hahaha...
wake up, clean hse now at my nenek hse...haiz...
hmmm i log in ym, full moon msg me kat ym..
hey since when did he dl ym, he didnt told me..
i was shock!! best bangat aft this boleh chat wif him kat ym
hehehehe...ok peeps i gtg
byes...love ya all...

yo wassup, now a days im very confused...
i received a msg from full moon, he told me im special to him...
when i was abt to forget abt him, he gave me surprises...
last nite, i called him, he ask me to campak my hp in the longkang..
byk cantik muka... hahaha..he ask me to get n73.. well i asked him to get for me..haha
we talk for 5mins..ya..its been a month i didnt talk to him.. miss him
he say he been making himself busy lately, thats why he now very very very busy..
crazy kan.. and he asked me to go kl..hmm the rest are personal... hahaha..
but i feel bad, at the same time im getting close wif tis guy in school..
but i still love full moon...muackz!!
ok lah babes, im goin off soon, sorry i been busy lately so i didnt go online n post..
my myspace n frenster pun my lil sis check for me... thanks su...
take care peeps...

Where shall I start my blog today wif??
Whatever is, babes.. I meet floor fever crew…bone, boojae n alie..
They in spore for some competition/audition on Saturday ke Sunday
I not sure, but I bump into them on Sunday at lucky plaza..
I saw hey, that guy look like boojae fren, alie (I met alie n boojae b4)
Then behind I saw boojae, I walk behind boojae n ask him wats he doin
Ya they went back after that..we keep bumping into them.. coincidence
Hmmm, I told boojae, I going kl soon, so wish to meet him when I kat sana..
Over abt floor fever crew..

Whatever is I screw up some stuff..
Wat I want is juz a second chance to explain everything..
I wanna know why I keep breakin ppl heart..
Im so sorry if I ever did break anybody heart before..but I really didn’t mean it..
In life we deserve a second chance. That’s life. We have to forgive and forget.
I get that from gol and gincu. Ya it’s the last episode. There goes my favourite tv series.


Tuesday I meet firdaus kat school, he so cute.. we talk crap.. we really enjoy each other company… plan to go out wif him aft my sister wedding.. see first la how.. farrah is going gaga over Andrew, and now im close with andrew’s fren..
Hahaha.. I listen to era, and ruffedge is on air..so cute, sein asked mawi and ina (mawi ex fiancée) to sing the song Pulangkan by misha omar..
Hahaha and they all laugh like crazy.. until I press the wrong button n accidentally delete one song in my thumbdrive..
I promise myself just to forget the past and move on with my life.. it means I have to forget about those ppl I have break their heart and I shud forget abt the person I love…
Can i? or should I just give myself some time and at the same time look for the some other guy..

my akak got a new phone, 3g, cool gila.. i told my dad i wan tat freakin n80...
n i confuse now...which guy i wan or what..
merepek kan but thats true...
i still love full moon
but i dont think we can make it happen..
commitments and differences btw us make it hard
dont tell me abt dato' k n ct
they r totally diff story..
hmmm watever is i juz found out my guy fren gettin married this thursday n they like waiting for me to go online to invite me, but i cant make it...im kinda busy...
n me goin 2 wedding wen im juz 18, sounds so funny...
some thinks im a playgirl wen i say i like this guy tat guy but i guess only farrah n my abg pendek(badrul) knows who i really like...the rest r just crush n to heal my broken heart...hahaha
is my heart broken?
watever is today me n farrah only in class..i mean farahizza n eqa not in class..so only we 2 go crazy, n miss ng worry tat the work load she gave us is givin us stress..watever la..
i know farrah n me da crazy...n now wen i posting this blog she keep pressing my hp buttons...i guess she's horny...hmmm yes she is...so pls call azri to SOS her...if u know wat i mean, u understand..if u dont understand, i only got to say tat this is only for 18 n above...hehe...

yesterday best swimming wif farrah actually wif the heart to heart talk, i wanna post the pics but no time, now watching some video clip...cute sey, hot....ya i havin some problems, lagi2 juz now my sis n her fiancee fight n abg nizam campak her nokia phone, alamak mintak kena maki!! i really wanna scold, so now i tgh bingit n finding way to find cash to get a hp for my sis...well not only tat my mp3 givin me problems...argh...

Hmmm Wednesday aft the thing settle, I got for my dear lil sis, farahizza, her taman jurong guy no…n he gave me his no...that happen is bus 31, hahaha…ok then I stop at bedok took bus 24, I call my dad, he say stop at haig road and balik together wif him, hahaha…took taxi home…coz its hot, papa worry I sick, reach home I eat my bubur ayam, hmmm n I sleep till 5.30, coz mama wants to go parkway…so I get ready…hmmm reach there farrah faith waitin for us… we go shopping for bedlinen at aussino…cool.. and we talk n gossip abt the ppl there…n farrah n my mum they gang up vs me alone..hahahaha…fun.. then I go back haig road, dinner wif everybody n wen home did my homework..and sleep aft that..not forgetting that guy i asked the no for farahizza actually my fren...i didnt know at all...my god..malu nyer..he knows abt me...wat i like and stuff..hahaha

Yesterday fun gila… this group called carpenter’s tools perform at my college forum, one ang moh so damn freaking sizzling hot, wif baby blue eyes, fuh!! I melt when I saw him, I took pic wif him, thanks to eqa n farahizza…I tell u guys I shiver gila wen I wanna take pic wif him, now our pic become my wallpaper.. aaiyo…but I forget to ask his name!! oh no!! but I really like him… I did sleep well dreaming abt him!!! Hahahahaha.. oh ya I did msg full moon last nite.. no reply…busy I guess…

Now in meeting..haiz.. fact accounting..later aft this I gonna go swimming/moon tanning wif farrah…bye peeps…love u all…peace..

yo yo wassup, ceiling?? hahaha..ok pause, im back, sunday, i kena fever..haha,I guess its becoz of what wawa told me, a les fantasizing abt me..serious no joke, I told full moon n he told me to stay away from all this…back to main story, ah I acted like a baby, n only my dad at home wif me, so he layan my manjaness…mama busy wif work, kakak went out wif abg nizam, they go take her contact lenses (last year, she maki me upside down coz I wear contact lens, now u see she also menyebok use contact lens, coz nk kahwin wanna take pics dun wanna use specs la, now she irritate me abt the contact lens la if it dirty or not, I can die)…back to story, then my nenek, atuk n cik bu came to my hse to do some calculation abt how much my dad have 2 spend 4 my sis wedding, my nenek come bcoz I sick (perasan) haha.. coincidence. Cik bu ask me 2 cut my hair shorter, I was like, nanak!! Acting like a small kid, telling him, when I admitted to hospital, my hair length at waistline, now see how short!! Then I watch mentor, n gol n gincu the series..i love shasha wedges..oh ya on Saturday I went whitesand and bought a wedges…so cute, got pearl n diamond..my sis pay for it!! Now I collection shoes n handbag..which my mum naik bingit, coz she say I stuck 2 1 handbag, so I gave my black ferragamo to kakak n use the yellow ferragamo…

Monday stay at home (still demam) n complete my powerpoint project, which I suppose to submit it on that day itself..ok la whatever..i complete it at last, but still boring wif my sis, she still complain abt the contact lens till I got crazy n I complain 2 mama, n mama scold my sis bangang!! Hahaha..i gave my 3 cats makan, one of them so cerewet (trust me), only eat cook food!! Since mama cook sambal sontong, I gave him sambal sontong, the rest I gave them raw fish…and he actually finish it..but before giving it, I did wash the sambal off..karang member pedas giler…and wen they eat, I keep talking to them, usually rubbish like how to spell ayam or I complain to them abt my daily life…hahaha, n I make my parents worry coz wen they ask why I talk to the cats I say, coz aft kakak kahwin she hav 2 stay at abg nizam hse before moving back to our hse next year..so I practicing la if I lonely I can talk n chill out wif the cats…n my dad keep forcing kakak 2 think twice abt movin out, talk things out wif nizam, hahahah….papa really worry abt me, he thinks I really gonna feel lonely, wen I hav farrah everyday beside me, trust my life wont change a bit…only ya I gonna feel abit left out coz kakak got to pay attention to abg nizam n not me…its alrite…this is life rite?? Hahaha papa treat me like a little girl aft wat happen to me recently (admitted to hospital n stuff) wen I reach home or go out he will say this, take care baby…hahaha…im 18 but the way he treat me like 8 n I really don’t wanna grow old coz this all wont last long….treasure all this hanis!!

Tuesday hmmmm…went sch but I really forget it was Tuesday, in my mind I keep thinking it was Monday...haha…it was farrahs day, she get her red hair guy no thanks to adik…evn tho he’s attached who cares, juz frens wat..hmmm, then we saw Danish..ya her Italian guy…wow!!! All this happen in café 2…cool rite…at the end of the day time lesson bfd…she say her azri…wow!! I try to take azri pic, but he always walk so fast I captured his hair la, nose la…I wan the face not hair!! But I felt sad coz somebody trying to mess ard wif my adik, farahizza…damn tat fucking 14 years old asshole and half bitch!! She really like a minah, acting big, man I cant stand her attitude..poser, action emo, but seriously, her pics are like my butt kena injection!! I guess my butt much more nicer n firm…hahaha…seriously, I cant stand all this kiddy, adik adik strawberry acting big..juz 14 acting like 20+, my god…no matter how manja I am, I only very manja wen I sick, wif my family n farrah, but wen it come to something like this, I can really lose temper…ya 2 me it’s a small issue…but come on…this kids now a days, create problem tk ingat dunia!! Da tk de kerja, gi kerja ah kat macdonals…dpt duit senang hidup..ini da menyusahkan mak bapak, menyusahkn hidup org lain, they got no life, they think its fun making ppl life miserable.. sekali I give them one comment, semua takut, admit who they r, they hav no guts 2 tell the truth, my adik is crying n I talk to izan, she a girl who dun evn know abt herself well.. so the prob strt from her…n her fren…alamak…its like a lost girl trying 2 act she know the right way….serious sia… and becoz of all this, I slept at 2am thinking abt this, n b4 tat I did read magazine Remaja, n I thinking abt me and full moon..i wonder if I shud wait for him and see wat happen or juz move on?? Coz I dunno how long more to wait….

Now I in class still thinkin…gua really bingit gila…I shall pick a line from tipah tertipu movie, gangster tak gangster kan, dorang lum kenal bapak aku siapa tau…
Im goin home aft ofa class…since I came school at 10…class 8-10 farrah n I cabut, watelse u expect frm us?? Haha…tonite goin parkway wif mama n kakak, they wanna get comforters from aussino...hmmm ok la...i got stuff to do...bye...take cares peeps....to adik2 strawberry action yaya papaya...get lost la eh...coz i know from farahizza u guys not happy wif me!!

ok....im back for a new post...suddenly my blog got problems but i didnt settle it..kinda like hmmm wat am i suppose to do...hmmm watever la...im kinda boh chap...telling wawa who full moon is..she was damn shock...hmmm...well we been talkin abt ruffedge n stuff...hmmm today i got migraine attack again..been eating alot of tomatoes...well farrah recommend me to listen to this song lie about us by avant damn nice now im stuck wif it...the lyrics juz below...read n understand...argh...miss full moon, juz now my fren met amer....she say amer so cute...so hot...definetly la amer hot..sizzling hot coz if not hot i wont go crazy abt amer...hehehe..
i told wawa in sch i n farrah kena label minah high standard....then i say im humble...if farrah hear i puji myself humble sure she maki me up down left rite...hahha...farrah, last nite was fun...especially the one we drank tasteless taquilla...hahahaha...u nuts..u insane..so now our friday nite project <--- like wat my dady said, hmmm shall be like tat ok for 3 weeks.. ok la peeps i gtg...wait for my next post..n i bloody hell gonna die coz my freaking assignment tk habis lagi...only 5 slide out of 20...wish me luck this monday have to submit...hahaha





Lie About Us"(feat. Nicole Scherzinger)
[Avant]
Oehh oyy,Yeahh yeahh
[Avant - Verse 1]
Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know, but babygirl we got a lotta things weNeed to discuss I know I'm asking for allot, but just trust. you say that things getting old sneakin'Round creepin' and love on the low but babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't wait toLet them know about us.
[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for meLong ago.
[Avant]
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her goSo baby ..
[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up.How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love,And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us.When I'm with her all I want is your touch,And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,And I know I say it often but I can't waitTill' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant - Verse 2]
Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both.But babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.Don't mistake the love we make for just lust,You are my soul, mind, body, spirit all that I know.But babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can'tWait to tell the world about us.
[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago.
[Avant]
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart although, I gotta let her goSo baby ..So babyyyyyyyy
[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up (please don't say).How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (oeehhh oohh).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie).When I'm with her all I want is your touch (oeehhh oohh),And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (baby you don't),And I know I said it often but I can't waitTill' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit longer, longer (oehh yeahh)Just a little bit just a little bit just a little bit longer longer (won't you wait) just a little bitJust a little bit just a little bit longer longer just a little bit just a little bit just a little bitLonger longer
[Avant - Chorus 2x]
Baby so please don't say you wanna give up,How do I tell her that I'm falling in love (how do I tell my baby).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie about us).When I'm with her, all I want is your touchAnd when you call me I don't wanna hang up (oeehh oohh oo).And I know I said it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.So please don't say you wanna give up ,How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (how do I tell my baby).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (whoa ooooo).When I'm with her all I want is your touch,And when you call me I don't wanna hang up.And I know I say it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant & Nicole - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longerJust a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby I'mma wait for you) longer, longer(won't you wait) just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer, longer (if you wait)Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer.
[Avant - End Fading Away]
Just a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bit

hi peeps, wats up....ok i been in n out of sch seeing cute guys...only cute guys....been have alot of crush till i think i crush my own feelings...wat do u think huh?? cool not...hahahaha...i think i goin crazy becoz of the cute guys...this is wat i call early life crisis....hahahahaha..coz im juz 18...ok im goin nuts coz i juz saw a cute guy...i guess he from ite college west...he damn freaking cute...trust me...my imagination wen wild...hahaha...

yesterday me n farrah became sex maniac....we were talking abt sex sex n sex...she actually drag me into this sex topic...n she say i 2 step higher than her...wat are the 2 stuff?? hmmm it involve me n this guy which i love so much..i call him full moon...he hav the caucasian looks..but he kinda old for me...but some ppl say age doesnt matters...are confuse...back to the sex maniac thingy between me n farrah...we juz talk rubbish..totally rubbish n crap...oh ya the day before, when national day farrah wen farrah had early life crisis she came to my hse n we watch aim repeat..saw the guys, they are juz so hot...real hot...sizzling hot...i goin crazy la abt guys..luckily im out from hospital for abt 3 weeks already, n fully recover i guess, so now its my turn to let down everyting n juz admire cute sizzling hot guys...hehehe...thats me...abt 1 yr i been single...so now before evrybody start calling me lesbian i better get a guy to prove im straight n i only hav 1 lesbian partner called farrah faith ibrahim....hahaha...one n only...thats why my blog url i put me love her...coz i love farrah, without guys i still can survive juz tat i need farrah everyday beside me...so we can have kinky memories together!!!hahahaha... im nuts...for now coz i in accounting meeting..adious!!

hey u guys i have just started a new blog well i'll update in detail later