hello my lovely frens...
back from genting 4 days back.. yup a short trip..3 days.. and we took abt 65 pics...
thot of posting all of them here, but it will take ages..see how...

i had fun... minus the waiting for check-in.. i fall asleep and moody..
the rides are damn crazy... i love the space shot.. or watever u call..
thats when u wanna repent..u start thinking abt the sins and all..
and i swear, if everytime i had this crazy thoughts abt commit suicide.. remind me of the space shot, confirm i shut up.. i swear.. i sempat mengucap.. insaf sekejap...

the flying coaster and cockscrew coaster not bad.. try others first after that try the space shot...

suppose to meet some1 there.. but guess what, 1 day before i go.. he msg me this...

im sorry dear, i wont be around, i will be in terengganu (is that how u spell?)

i did merajuk.. and he didnt pujuk.. fish!!

oh on the day i went back... saturday..
i fall for this guy.. not bad looking.. hehehe..
he manage to wave at me when my bus leaving the bus terminal... hmmmm..
before that we already made eye contact... hahahaha... so gedik...hahahaha.. no more info..
(i swear my sis gonna ask like one retired police woman)

wawa, msged me.. telling me boojay in spore wif the rest...
ehhh.. so i called dome... he kinda shock.. (jealous la tu)

dome: honey, how come you tau byk sgt info abt my boys??
i didnt know they have a hse now..(oh yes they have a hse now, i think they stay together now)
and the latest news, they are in spore and u now in genting, still u know everything abt them..

me: i ada baik nyer networking.. bukan mcm u.. asyik2 cimb.. (a finance company)

reached spore, i msged boojay.. oh ya.. he didnt know i change no.. no wonder la he cant find me...
plan to meet for supper... but last min cancel..
i so wanna meet the 4 other ffc bboy.. flip, zen, syed and hmmm i forget the other guy name..

i thot bone with boojay and the rest.. so i called his phone, but msia line.. ok.. talked to him, well complain actually.. coz i went to genting bumcity (echopark) to get his design tees.. but they only have his cap.. i want his tees!!! hancurs.. waiting for him to come,better to order from him...

sunday, i went to meet suhana.. my migraine getting worst n i still ignore..
had fun together.. we hold hands (acting like lesbo)...
fall in love with this arsenal tee.. haiz.. getting it soon!!!!!
but we went back early coz i have very bad migraine...

monday i woke up close to 4pm..
at night went to my god mom hse... dani finally walk.. close to 8pm i bring him to the nearest playground.. we both had fun together.. fyeqisa kinda moody.. so i ignore her..hahaha boleh gitu..

today, i went out wif suhana and jof..
camwhore non stop..and aft su left, bump wif a few of his frens, and they think im his gf... oh no.. never!!!

and i gonna miss suhana.. she's going for holiday till end of the year..
not only that, i miss farrah.. gosh.. she's busy with her christmas party and all...
and here i am all alone...

someone told me i should get a boyfie soon..
where am i suppose to find one..
i do wish i cud have one.. but im still confuse with myself..
i still love him ok... the guy that went terengganu..haiz..
i have my lovely gfs and family that i really love.. i dont really know how to priorities.. i know..but seeing my gf in a confuse state with her bf..makes me take a step back and decided to extend the 6months no bf to 1 year...im already halfway.. (5months) and i realise, how fast time flies..and many things happened... from frens and family.. so i decided not to have one for now..
im really happy for now.. (not the reason why i gain weight) oh ya, i lost 1 kilo.. argh... okok strict diet..

and i still wanna manja2 with my parents.. so i dont think i shud have a bf.. finding boyfie that can cook, buy me food or even make me a cup of milo every morning (my dad do all that for his lil princess).. or buy thosai wen i complain im hungry.. (now u know why i gain weight)

ok la.. i shud stop here.. i wanna sit down and type a proper entry but not for now..
i wanna sleep.. no.. i wanna read the new novel.. my mom bought for me.. title montana sky.. besh giler...ok... see ya.. take care uols..

juz part of me..thanks jof for tis shot
feeling2
smokey eyes..i wish
NO I DIDNT GAIN WEIGHT!!
we are frens forever... me n jof

hamzah and aneesa.. 1 month diff

my all time fav.. i capture this shot..n i love it..

see his tiny hands.. cute...

i wanna bite him...argh..









watching videos- youtube and found this old video or let i say ad..


feature juan pablo montoya and kimi raikkonen..
the title...





the best job in the world..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiomuRm41YI


go watch it...
and i wonder if they are stupid or actually they are just create by god to drive formula one cars...
only 1 in 3 million can drive a formula one car...
hopefully they are not that stupid...


JPM: Kimi, have you ever take a train to work?
KR: No...
JPM: Do you have to wear suits for your job?
KR:NOPE..
JPM: Did u ever have to fix a pho-to co-pier....??? *laughs*
KR: A what??
JPM: A Phooottttoooccccoooopppiiiieeeerrrrr...
KR: *stare blankly* what is a photocopier???
JPM: i dont know..


haiz... kimi.. oh pls... merepek siak... if this is true, i swear..i will not let my future son or nephews to be a f1 driver.. (my bro in law, sis and i had the same dream, want our kids to be a f1 driver)

oh ya can i have a ferrari fxx.. there's only 30 available in the world.. n chasis no 30 belongs to michael schumacher... damn.. all black... so cool..(the only black all black in the world)..


a gift frm ferrari..damn schumi is one lucky guy...
the engine its a v12 800bhp..
vrooommmmm... sound like a f1 car...its CLOSE to a ferrari formula one car...
one of the faster car in world.. 0-100 in 2.5 sec..thats like, way to fast...

Happy birthday to everybody that celebrate their bday today(6 dec)...hahahaha..

Hafiz
Junyong
Hairul
Jin
Danish

and new addition to the family... isaac hamzah, otw.. but december 6 babies...haiz..
if all ask for bday present frm me, i will declare myself bankrupt for the month... nvm..

ok..today.. i didnt go sch.. farrah 2...
she came over to my hse and we watch Good Luck Chuck...
im having my cramps and all.. and she bought for me breakfast and pads..
unprepared...so thanks to my anak...
after that she rush back home and meet me n my sis in town with her sis...
but abt 6 i got to rush back home, coz kak weda having contraction every 2 mins.. so we went visit her...

last nite.. i went to my god mom hse..
my so call bf is now ok...and pestering me to make a new blog for him...haiz..
and fyeqyisa is also there... gosh, everytime i carry her, she fall asleep...
and twice she vomitted on me... but its ok.. babies.. normal...

ok now... im Confuse!!!!!!!!!!!!


IN LOVE WITH ALL 3, choose one for me!!!!!!!!

E90 Communicator
(fall inlove with it but kakak and farrah think if i have it, i look like i hav business Belacan going on) but for me, buat sepak org pun sedap gak..hahaha
Nokia 9500 Slide
(i love slide phone after my navigator)
Nokia N95 8GB
(big and bulky, and i just love it, enuff for all songs and pics with 5mgpixel camera)


help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


2006, me- frm nokia 3650 to siemens sf65 to nokia 6300 (happen in january 2006) to n73
him-nokia 7610 to n70 to n73 (change twice due to software problem)
2007 me-n73 to nokia 6110 navigator
him- n73 to e90...
coolness..
in january 2006 i change hp 2 times.. haiz... no wonder farrah thinks im crazy.. open my drawer and she will find different kind of hp..


and to farrah faith ibrahim... wei anak/hubby/lesby and etc, i love u and will always be ur lesbian partner to bring some balance in our life.. no worry.. i love the breakfast in bed.. and every single min we spend.. no worry.. we will do something to help ur relationship wif SUPER DUDE (SD) work.. wakakakaka.. n promise me u will not divorce me till i... hmmm u know...hehehehe... and i promise i will be the god mom of ur 30 children.. yes 30!! :P

my bday wish..





no worry i dont want any expensive handbags, mp3, new hp...










all i wan that my frens to stop, taking advantage, back stab, assume or hate me, coz i dont...i sincerely love them....

my weekend was fun....
evn tho i realise or actually found out that friends somethings back stab you...
it happened to me and my ANAK (farrah)...
but, i already screw farrah... i hope she learn from both lessons... hahahahaha..

for me, one of my gf somehow bustard me for a guy that she's not really close with.. but what can i do.. its up to them, even tho never imagine this wud happen in million years...
all the time we spend... and yup stuff we share... hmmm my designer stuff...omg... nvm...
forget about it.. i dont wanna to spoil my mood...

oh, on saturday, i spent the whole day wif my gfs... suhana, izza, shakila and naz... i asked farrah along but she grounded..haiz... lesson learnt... u ah, better dont make the same mistake ah..enjoy sampai tk ingat dunia!!!

but it got more exciting, after we plan we wanna go home, abt 7.30 (2 early for me) so after everybody left, i asked su once again if she wanna go home, if not pls chill wif me till 11plus or so.. so we find a spot...talked and talked till this topic about food came out...

su: kalau aku now kt jb, aku gi kedai mamak 24hrs, aku gi beli roti tissue.. sedap siol....
me: diam ah... since last week aku craving for thosai tk dpt....
su: ape mcm kita gi lau pa sat.. kita makan satay...
me: *check time*set ah... still early... aku nk lala...skrg baru nk kat kul 10pm...tadi kita lunch kul 3lebih..

so we walked all they way to lau pa sat from fullerton..we talked and laugh non stop.. and a car almost knock us down.. the driver did say sorry, we both wanted to scold the driver (since its green man n we are crossing) but we lost words when we saw his face... cair sia...

we juz order lala and satay... close to 11 we decided to go home and plan to walk all the way to city hall (regret eating lala and satay)... but no, too lazy to walk...
took train frm raffles...and i saw few ppl but manage to hide... thanks to the mad scientis and mat bamboo bell bottom handsome...

me and su plan for more outing soon... but have to check with the rest and our bank acc for money... hahahahaha...

i slept at 8am today.. coz i force myself to finish 700plus page novel...woke up at 2pm... get ready... and off to my god mom hse...
dani bday today.. yes that cute baby boy...
when i reached my god mom hse... my so call bf... is sick.. and he fainted while walking with me...
and one guy can even joke with me to call for a fork lift... mampus..
the rest send him to hospital and i took care of bday boy... and finally... after a yr.. i manage to put him to sleep...yeah....happy giler...

i cant wait for tmr... coz its a new week..and i cant wait too me all my kanak kanak ceria frens...and maybe... maybe... there's a chance that full moon gonna meet me... coz i miss him so much..and im still hoping for a miracle...

been spending most of my time at my god mom hse...
playing wif dani and tyra fyeqisah... fyeqisah love me 2... i guess she loves my smell that less than 5 mins im able to put her 2 sleep..hahahaha..
but tonite i juz wanna rest at home...and sleep...
i fall asleep shortly aft maghrib but woke up close to 9pm...coz my sis disturb my peaceful sleep..
i wanna sleep soon after i finish uploading the kanak kanak ceria pics...
go check out my friendster... coz i lazy to upload it here.. over 70 pics...

ok... a not so bad weekend minus the late night study and a few stuff...
now im updating my miles and more points to redeem ipod for myself...
i love flying and miles and more..thanks lufthansa...

i wanna go germany again!!!!hahaha (my uncle going there for 3 weeks coz ite dover send him for some attachment)bestnyer!!

ok today i got so stress with the fucking hard CA!!! i hate advance acc 2...
finding pati ikan haruan america ginseng for my aunt...
and my beloved uncle thinks im his street directory and bus directory..everything...
but i love my uncle so much so i entertain, if not later nobody gonna fetch me frm ecp..(spoiltnyer)

oh yes...
my Cita2 (dreams)!!!!
i need to get my beloved uncle a NAVIGATOR!!! the H.P. or Dell navigator..yes...with bus directory.. but my uncle muz get me F1 tickets!!! hahaha...

and i wanna set a Ginseng Shop with delivery man..all the ginseng muz be halal ones of coz..
so the makciks2 and pakciks2 islandwide can just call and we will deliver it..$2 delivery charge..

sorry im so stress... i wanna sleep...

hello...
just got back from chalet...
oh to inform u guys, i got back my navigator... i mean my hp...its nokia 6110 navigator..
a good hp.. but im not going to use it anymore..
why?? to me it got some sort of virus... no, its still work like wonders but no way im using it..
call me spoilt brat or anything, but no!! im not using it anymore!!! benci banci!!

i hate her (the person who steal my hp n pretend she found it near the playground)
my dad have to go all the way to her fiance hse to meet her.. (which is my god mom elder sister house)
she engaged to my god mom nephew..fyi...
she said her sis stole my hp, but why she have to run away from me after i realise my hp is gone..
my dad told me she cried and all.. but who gives a shit...bull shit la..
her melodrama...after we dare her to drink holy water than she admit... wat the fuck sia..
stupid pencuri... her new nick btw..
she deleted all info... pics, smses, songs everything la.. but stupid.. she didnt delete the notes and of coz, i always copy all my contact to memory card, its still there, thank god.. but kinda pissed coz izza bday party pics all gone.. fcuk!!
asked if its my hp, of coz... coz my theme is still MICHAEL SCHUMACHER (bodoh tk tau tukar themes) and from my memory card which u have to access thru file manager and u will find all my contacts..
see how teramat bodoh nyer pencuri.. and no pencuri will sms the owner of the hp that he or she found the hp near the playground... TERAMAT BODOH!!!

im kinda paranoid leaving hp even to toilet that i asked my parents to hold for me.. but i totally forget abt my novel...i left it at chalet..but its ok..
now dad using the navigator..
i wan n95 8gb.. but dad said the speaker not that good..
saying abt speaker... my frens having hard time waking me up, and only after 47 missed calls then i finally ans their calls..
i cant take my n73 anymore..the lagging n speaker sucks..
i dont want my navigator anymore..
time to eye for new hp...
will full moon buy for me a new hp as bday present??

im in class updating my blog.. i dont know why..
i used to believe i can buy anything with my money..
but when he msged me, he selling himself for 200 for 1 day..
and willing to spend 1 day (for dinner)...

i decided not...
yes im yearning to spend my time with him..of coz i still love him
but no...
not for 200... to pay his bills..
im sure his frens reading my blog will inform him..
but i dont care..

i saw him a few times today.. he wave but i ignore..
i hurt him by saying, why only bills, why not insurance, seasons parking, petrol and road tax..
i dont care coz he hurt me with his smses..
we just cant be together anymore.. he changed alot.. from good, bad to worst...
why... cukup la syg... when im at god mom house, you keep changing your mind abt meeting up..
im so confuse dear... very very confuse...
are you making use of me.. taking advantage.. u dont wanna listen to my explanations.. i just lost my hp, im going for a short holiday soon.. im not your gf anymore...
so syg, dont ask me for 200 bucks.. yes spending time with u is like a dream come true..but not aft i pay 200..sorry syg.. its not worth the investment..

take note!!!
i lost my hp!!!
and that bloody person that took my hp is using my no and hp!!!
both my private no and 916 no !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that person evn msg my dad saying he found my hp near playground!!!
but i only left for 2 mins to go toilet, and my hp is not on the table anymore!!!

im so freaking angry sad (everything mix)
i wonder who took my hp, wen i at my god mom hse, and all of them know me well!!!!

I WANT MY NAVIGATOR BACK LA BLOODY STUPID ASS SLUT BITCH FUCKER DICKLESS PENCURI!!!!!!!!!

took my hp, still dare to msg all of us, u got the hp, thanks for the hp, u found so u wanna use the hp...
bloody go buy ur own, stupid ass...
still wanna use my no to msg...
tak sedar diri... bodoh!!! i wan my hp back!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

DICKHEAD!! DONT SHOW OFF U STEAL MY HP, AND MSG EVERYBODY!!!!...COZ U TOOK MY HP, NOT U BUY WITH UR BLOODY FREAKING MONEY...
SO OBVIOUS U ARE JUZ 2 POOR!!!!
I GONNA GO THE OTHER WAY TO FIND OUT WHO U ARE, EVEN THO ITS NOT GOOD... BUT I DONT CARE...
A FEW SAW MY HP THERE ON TABLE BEFORE I WENT TO THE TOILET..
AND NEXT, I KNOW ITS GONE...


i got alot of contacts and it worth millions...
full moon no's and address and all.. fuck !!!

i want my hp back..

abg gunawan, hanis nk hp hanis balik... hanis tk nk tau siapa ambik walaupun hanis rasa dia ambik!!!
hanis nk hp 2 balik.. hanis tk kisah... buat org tu sengsara!!

to a few ppl thats close to me, pls change ur password... coz i did save a few ppl password in my hp...

i wanna upload all pics.. but im watching csi rite now...

i love the kanak2 ceria shot... reasons why school rocks...

spend the nite at my god mom hse..
and nur tyra is there 2... i hardly let her go..watched nanny mcphee together, for record..she loves watching tv, she poo.. feed her... put her to sleep, and send her back home... omg.. its really nice.. the experience..

will post the pics soon... if not check out my frenster...hahahaha


check this out guys... abt schumi!!!
he became ferrari test drive...still clock fastest lap time and all...
schumi, pls... come back.. we love u...


Ex-F1 champ Schumacher would be a success at McClaren: Coulthard


A year after his last Formula One race, seven-times world champion Michael Schumacher could fill the vacancy at McClaren and dominate the track again, British driver David Coulthard told the German press on Wednesday.
The 36-year-old Scot watched in awe on Tuesday as Schumacher - who retired at the end of the 2006 season - showed no signs of his year away as he test drove for his old team Ferrari to put their car through its paces.
He recorded the fastest time of 1min 21.922sec over the 64 laps test-driving in Spain.
Red Bull driver Coulthard said Schumacher, 38, who last raced at the Brazilian Grand Prix in October 2006, could return to dominate Formula One again, if he wanted to step out of retirement.
Especially if he chose to fill the gap at McClaren recently vacated by twice world champ Fernando Alonso as the British-based team look for a driver to partner Lewis Hamilton.
"No-one should doubt Michael's quality for a moment, he hasn't lost anything," Coulthard told German tabloid Bild.
"He could make a return to Formula One anytime he wants.
"If McLaren needs another driver - Michael would be a fantastic solution."
Schumacher blazed around the Circuit de Catalunya in Spain and fellow Ferrari test driver Luca Badoer watched in wonder.
"It is unbelievable what Michael can still do," said Badoer.
"It barely looks like he has spent a day away from the track, let alone a year.
"He is definitely the fastest driver of the world."
But Schumacher has ruled out a return to full-time racing on numerous occasions, insisting he prefers time with his family rather than the persistent pressure of the track.
"I hope that I can support Ferrari during the preparations for the new season," he said.
But Coulthard put the admiring glances of fans into words when he added: "Paul McCartney never forgot how to make good music and Michael has never forgetten how to drive fast cars."

im really piss of...wif my bro in law and sister...
they make use of me...
i was damn freaking hungry...
yet they cant bloody wait for only 5 mins...
it doesnt make a big different...
compare wif them, they use my money for their stuff, that i bloody go to sch i can only get drinks n cigges ...for today....coz before i left home, papa did say malam go out have dinner, coz mama not cooking...
and last nite they even had dinner somewhere, wen i didnt eat at all...fuck!!!!


and for my bro in law, u shud know that u are a fucking self centered person!!!!
my sis treat ur sisters way better than she treat me...
i evn gave my sis money if she doesnt hav enuff cash... not only my sis, sometimes i lend u my money for petrols...
shame on u...

and i have to bloody eat left over foods at jalan kechot...never in my life... if u guys have children i wud feed them wif left over... how u feel ?????!!!!!!

now i dun hav mood to even talk to anybody...
i wanna cancel the genting trip. i dun give a shit..so what if u guys paid already... im so damn sure this will happen again... n u guys will never learnt this lesson...

its true, im alone now... i rather not having a sis n bro in law than have u guys that dont care for ur own family...

Happy birthday Izza and Suresh...
may god bless u...
take care...

will upload the pics soon once ninie email me...


as early as 7am, wawa msged me abt...
ya i felt everything come crashing on me...
he mean the whole world to me...for 2 years, my everything..
yes, wen we first got to know each other, he was shock to know me... how we are related and stuff...
but nobody knows abt us being close friends..
so ya.. early this year, i found out a few in my family hates him... rivals and stuff.. but we ignore it.. maybe our fault 2 put some hope and dreams...
today... giler sial... all this like a nightmare...never imagine it wud happen... not in million years..

so i called him to ask for some kind of explanation...
ok, i break the rules... no calls every mon morning coz meeting...
i totally forget... argh... mampus... ok.. nvm....
one day will ask him...

thanks wawa for putting a smile on my face... will ask him to get for u that managing director... ok... i still viewing the portfolio...

thanks to my gf for the dunkin donuts...

there goes my diet...hahahahaha...

i force my dad to drive me to her hse...

yummy... my dad kinda impatient if we got to wait for some1..

but this time he juz kept quiet...

we talk alot.. n i show him the games in my psp...

hahahahaha...

really felt like he spoilt me... hahahahaha

now left wif 4 donuts... i ate 2...

but i already give out warning, no one can eat the donuts...

coz its mine!!!!!

selfish...hahahahaha...

i have been so freaking stress lately that my new hp ( the nokia navigator) suffer alot..
i keep throwing my hp... juz slam it on the floor in class and all..
that now the sim card metal lock came off.. cool huh...
my hp is juz barely 2 months.. n it cost $668...
now im planning to get Nokia 6500 slide, cost the same price...


i just gonna see, if i got extra money...i will get it...

or maybe my full moon... he 2 eyeing for 6500 slide...

wednesday where it all started...hahaha
wrestling wif my hp...

finally get to meet my cousin god daughter.. nur tyra fyeqisa...at my god mom hse for family gathering.. (they have family gathering every public holiday)

3 month old...wenever u talk to her, she will laugh...even tho in serious tone...

i wonder wen my sis gonna give me a niece or nephew..

im ready now...

if its a boy, i gonna teach him abt f1, moto gp, fast cars.. fhm, maxim...gamble..

girl... f1, fast cars, make ups, clothes and of coz hot boys...
ok..i know my sis dun mind.. coz she wud juz say this, kau ajar kau tanggung.. anything duit kau..

hahahahaha...

thursday, i went out at 11pm n reached home close 2 3 am...

im late for sch on friday....

yesterday (friday midnite), i went jb... yup... reached home close to 5am...

serious happening... i fall in love wif rs...it exactly like my sis car, but the new version..

sizzling hot la sia...

juz now, i went out.. met jof... we went shopping (get my 3/4 at bugis),dinner at siam kitchen (yummy), watch movie at suntec..last min shopping at marina (topshop n topman 4 jof)

4 times i watch game plan, and i cried each time i watch it..

after shopping at topshop.. i wanna get the handbag at esprit cost 90 bucks..but closed..

so ya, get drinks at starbucks, n wanted to chill at esplanade.. walking towards esplanade... my heart beating damn fast.. i had this freakin feeling i gonna see him.. well yes..

he wif (my best gay fren) and their fren..

i called my best gay fren...coz i really wanna meet him...

so ya.. they saw me...asked who the guy beside me and stuff..

haiz...


TO MY BELOVED HUBBY...

sorry cant meet and have fun wif u n ur church frens at intercontinental hotel this weekend...

have fun wif ur bf ok....

monday u can story telling...

enjoy ur stay there..

i miss u... see ya on monday love...


ok enuff... enjoy the pics below...

i wish i cud take her home...
i put her to sleep....yeay..
i wan my sis 2 give me a niece or nephew asap..
my sis n her sis in law...look!! jb outing is da bomb...
cant wait for isaac hamzah (her baby)...

she's pregnant n due anytime soon, but still wants to go jb..

HELP!!! THERES AN EARTHQUAKE AT HOME!!!!!!!
bro in law and my sis running ard fighting for psp!!!

me, sis and brother in law becoming game freak.. forget abt food, sleep and even toilet...

blame the psp... usually hp games.. now we dont bother to check our hp evn there's a new msg receive..
crazy... we thot of getting a new one... i will get black psp this december...
the current psp is not mine, my cousin dont want it... so im using it, its my memory card tho..

dad sponsors...
dad warn me abt having a psp...

i wont study.. but as he can see, all the 3 badak at home, is not doing any work at all...and all we do is fight for psp...

i wanna my own... black wud be mine!! i dun care, i hate pink... eeeuuu!!

2 lady like...

oh ya..now change topic, abt the guy that i love...
look a like...
aft a fight we had last week, we seems to distance ourselves...

i complaint everything to full moon...

full moon understand,same goes for farrah..

both thinks wen me and him got together, they know im always happy...

full moon was the 1st to know abt the kiss.. and all...

how passionate it was...and stuff...

for now... full moon wants me to go alone...

no relationship... he knows i cant handle anymore stress...

enuff wif family and frens issues... and of coz the past...

if i can change a few things in life... i will not let him go...

but nvm... i still hav a husband who hav a bf now... hahahaha... my hubby fetch me once a week..

i love u hubby.... and accept the fact, i cant never wake up early...

and u love me coz i still layan u evn tho im busy wif my psp...

enjoy the pics aites...

im not pretending...
im really doing my assignments
the runaways...
see me doin my work while they use my hp camwhore..
peace no war.. farrah finger menyebok..
my classmates...
at taka...

me and dani. in car...
me and fareez (late nite lepak)
raya mood
i love him..
jb outing....make me gain weight..

formula one!! for life!!

arsenal die hard fans...



wen my school turns to a kindergarten

k2 kids..

me and 3 month old putra!!
wen my ex boyfie mms me his pics...

im going gaga....

dome...called me honey...
oh stop it...
juz love all of them...

my life... and of coz, my n73 2...
ian hecox and anthony padilla...

ok... im in love with anthony padilla...

thanks to my cousins... hahahaha...

a dream, will it come thru...is it like a warning sign something gonna happen??
or its juz a mind game while we are asleep...
god... i juz wanna lead a happy life, wif true frens, and my family... that i really love..
save me frm all this hatred...

gosh...

to all out there... lets us juz forgive and forget..
if i offended or hurt ur feelings... im sorry...


oh ya... im gonna donate blood soon...

i wanna proper update.. but i cant..
now i forget what i wanna blog abt...
gosh... aft seeing wawa crush dance n shake his butt... i cant stop laughing...
hahahaha... ok wen i blog abt dancing sure its abt floor fever.. gosh...i miss them..
suppose to meet during overdrive dance party but last min they cancel..
hahahaha.. rugi kn tk dpt meet marty kudelka!!!
only one comment.. alie..dah la tu..cukup la dgn JT....
evn tho ur dance moves different evrytime i saw u guys...but u guys keep repeating the same old song.. my love n sexy back...kita tau la awk 2 peminat setia dia..

wawa, come let us start our new routine..follow their dancestep as our exercise routine, sure we lose few kilo (mcm alie)...but we got to avoid macd everyday if not sure upsize same like bone(his line btw)...hahaha

opsss...

raya outing yesterday was really crazy... i got to spend almost the whole nite till my lil sunshine fall asleep..its really hard to put him to sleep... but i just love him... everytime i saw him, i wud just carry him around.. like my own son..

reached home ard midnite, clean up, quickly change and vroommmm, me sis n bro in law head to johor...everybody, kak weda n hubby, kak lela n hubby n kak lela god bro already waiting for us at singgah selalu since kak lela god bro thinks our usual hang out kinda dead...
singgah selalu really happening... we ordered food and all...
we actually wanna surprise kak lela husband... his bday last week..so we bought cake for him..
we make a dedication.. but the whole singgah selalu actually surprise all 8 of us there...

how it started out wif, kak weda order a cake la there but we didnt know..
the waitress said we can make a dedication, so she asked for the name n age of the bday boy(man), and kak weda told the waitress aft we done wif our supper than send the cake to us..
all of us kinda busy chatting and taking pics... wen the whole team (waiters and waitresses) came and bring the cake.. the dj stop the music and tell everybody there, its abg saniff (kak lela's hubby) bday, and we all have to sing the bday song..
all 8 of us was like shock.. we dont know wats going on wen suddenly the dj stop the music n more than 10 waiters and waitresses came to our table, after they put the bday cake and shout out we all sing bday song (all as in the whole singgah selalu)...we start laughing and wonder why they came without warning.. not only abg saniff got surprise.. we all 2..
it was really crazy, especially for me..coz i was holding a knife n playing wif my fish and chips..
and wen everybody look at us... i saw alot of ppl smiling and laughing...gosh... memalukan..but wow, glamour nya kita tonite!!

im loving jb outing every weekend...besides i get to buy ciggies... from malboro to winston.. my voice back to normal...only that the phlegm still irritates me... i cant stop coughing.. n i can feel the phlegm there but i juz cant spit it out..damn!! i start to hav breathing problems..cut on smoking (trying 2)..

reached home close to 5am, i read a novel till 6.30am.. i fall asleep and guess wat peeps..
i dreamt abt me n full moon going out wif a baby... wth... no!! i woke up at 11am n wonder n than go back to sleep... hahaha..if its ever true.. gosh... his bio clock is ticking rite now.. hahaha..

im so bloody happy!!!
at last i saw him and he smiled at me... i really miss him like so crazy...
thanks to my fren that actually wanna wear tudung soon... serious, if she wears a tudung.. i gonna be ustazah!!! fcuk!!
ok, she hit me so hard to signal to me that he was juz rite above us...
gosh.. i wish i cud go to him, n smack his butt...miss his firm butt 2...hahahaha..

he juz msged me juz now... he thot i called him.. (which i did)
and he even make me jealous, he gonna eat our FAV burger...
French Chicken burger kt burger king...
still remember, 1 yr ago... almost everyday we ate that.. no lunch coz we gonna eat that for dinner..

and its exactly a year ago, last year raya... still remember, we went to esplanade..really crazy...

and in 15 more mins... i get to see full moon on tv!!
yes...full moon!!
another guy i miss...


ps: wawa n lovergirl... email me the pics asap!!!
i wanna post all the pics..