yesterday is the classic day of my life..
super lepak..
as u guys know im kinda down, and lately playing hide and seek with my frens...
(dun wan them to know wats going on)..

so i decided to go school for accounting class...
took 135.. stop at paya lebar.. and i miss bus 2.. double deck coz i busy talking on the phone...
so waited for few mins for another bus...
find a seat, n juz rest.. at eunos, i saw this guy look exactly copy paste like Eduardo!! yup the arsenal striker that broke his leg.. i msg my sis and my boyfie.. told them this (i dun care, im going to asked this guy is his leg is ok or not) *mcm la dia nie eduardo*

he saw me looking at him,and he stare at me... so i smile at look somewhere else..and guess what, he actually came nearer to me and stand beside me... and i took out my hp and type this

YOU LOOK LIKE EDUARDO ARSENAL..
and i try to look up at him and smile, and show him my msg..

he saw wat i type, and smile and reply this to me

but my leg is totally ok..
so are you arsenal fan??
me: yup, arsenal die hard fan...
him: nah, im a man u fan..
hey there 2 seats behind, wanna sit wif me...
me: ya sure..

and frm bedok till my school we talk.. about stuff...

at changi fire station (my boyfie working) he asked me for my no...
i gave him mine.. and yup.. i alight and he start msging me.. till now..
we talk about random stuff... and my boyfie.. i know he doesnt mind with it.. and he knows im attached..so its just a fren fren thing.. like me and HR.. hahahaha

my sis..she just laugh and disturb me wen im on the phone wif him.. and say, pls find for her, fabregas or john cena look alike...(dun ask me where she putting abg nizam)...

and...
at the rate we are going.. its juz to difficult to tell whats going on between us...
pray hard and hope.. this relationship last...

my dear sohan shaun..
its been 5 days...
i love and miss you so much...
no word can describe how sad or hurt i am...
but im waiting.. and i hope..there's still room for us to talk and work things out...

its getting complicated and confusing..

if i could turn back the time i would..

so nobody will get hurt with the current situation we're going thru..

im just expressing the feelings..

i just have to deal it alone...

if i could share, i would...

a few asked me to chill..

but its damn easy to say, than to go thru it..

ok... today..

suppose to go school..while waiting for the bus...

i beep ninie...asked if she wanna meet...

and guess what, i went to her hse.. had lunch...she got ready..then she told me this, ape mcm kita gi ambik mashas kat rumah dia, aku drive...
me: WAT!!?? ok set!!! (its her cousin car)
off we go fetch mashas...by the time we reached sch, class end...so we met suhana..take our revisions papers, go meet our class advisor..they did their stuff..i just walk ard the school.. n i saw my gf... and we gossips abt stuff...hahahaha (my fav) hot news...

went back to ninie hse, change, yup..she has a top for me.. and met alfie (her boboy) and we went to fetch ezan (she tell us to save money for bangkok trip)... ok.. we did nothing actually, juz fetch and send ppl ard... waste petrol... hehehehe... nah..tmr im going to school to study..

even tho i still cant focus...coz of the problem im facing..but i can study, wen im wif my fren..but not all alone..i will keep thinking abt it...and it really sucks...

if i have one wish..

ok im very tired... i really cant take it..my head hurts...

well to my dearest sister!!!

leave me alone at home again..this is what i do!!!

find hot guy pics!!!!

and guess what....

i know you like him!!!

too bad!!!

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE!!!



cesc fabregas!!

yup, and he's hotter than ronaldo right??

even my boyfie thinks so...

im now watching the video of yesterday match, arsenal vs birmingham...

eduardo broke his leg..serious.. its like career over than season over for him...

but i really wish he can still play for arsenal... he's arsenal danger man, and he turning 25 tmr...

wat the fish...
and that taylor guy..he bloody smile after tackle eduardo...wah...

mintak2 lu kena ban!! biar puas hati... im not satisfy wif the red card...
i wan him ban!!!!!
why didnt u do that to man u striker?? fish head curry... argh...


ACTUALLY...

juz venting my anger and stress...

argh..im fucking stress with exams...

final!!! and my head hurt..

it seems that im having it everyday...

my migraine never stop... been popping pills like sweets!!
i badly wanna score this time..

but nvm... i wanna rest now...

i cant stop crying after receiving the phonecall...
but i can only tell you why, after my exams.. i promise..
for now.. i rather keep it to myself...
no, not something heartbreaking...
juz that i cant control my emo..
so ya...


gosh... bie!! i really love you!!!!
and i miss watching soccer with u by my side...

22 more days...haiz...
and 16 more days to exams...
dont ask me why...

my boyfie thinks he look like fabregas...
i guess he wan me to stop talking abt fabregas....hahahaha...
but i cant..especially early morning match..
ac milan vs arsenal, how can i go to sleep wen fabregas and kaka on tv...damn.. didnt really reply to his msges...

cant wait for next month... formula one and moto gp gonna kick off their race season..damn
soccer, f1 and moto gp.. our interest... is damn fun....

but for now

exams in 18 days time...
i miss him so very much..
he left wif 6 more days of work as a fire fighter..gosh..thank god..
he's been busy...i evn complain telling him, if in a day there 48 hours..that 48 hrs u will be working..hahahax...

now...
and i guess he strike lottery thats why he didnt call me...wakakakaka...
he told me if he strike lottery, he wont call me, once he reach london he will call me...god...
hahahaha..ok nvm....


every thursday and saturday is my study time wif the girls...
so i dont think i might be meeting him anytime soon...
see how... we now juz got back to the right track after the weekend fight...
damn, it freak the both of us badly.. now everything is back to normal i guess..

he kinda pretend he forget our 1st month.. by saying oh, ade kenduri arwah right...
swear i feel like going to his hse and kick him...but nvm...

im very busy wif sch and stuff..not sure if i will blog that often..now im half asleep...
really very tired... goodnite....

I WANT TO WATCH SPORE F1 GP!!!!!!!!

THANKS ZAID FOR MAKING ME JEALOUS!!!

PAPA!!!!!!!!!

PLS PAY FOR ME....

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i promise i will be a good girl....(for a day only)


i went out wif farrah today..

to find for her jeans, which levis left us depress coz the biggest is only size 29 for that particular design...haiz....

went to ikea tamp..
walk ard, and saw my mum clone there..looks like mummy and aunty jan mix together...gosh...
after that back to tamp
chill and close to 9.20 took a cab to her hse, chill till 1030..

she send me to the bus stop..i was talking abt her mr K

fuck...her slippers broke...i was laughing my ass off...can u juz imagine that...
rabak ah lu..today twice in 1 hr i laugh like nobody business...

first wen u shout, hanis dont die...

but the car was turning right instead of going straight, second ur slipper buat hal...


hey babe..i wish i cud kill ur mr k..

ya i know he brought us back together..i thank him for doing so..

but he took away the old farrah i know..

the farrah that will crazy evn tho she's stress and didnt had enuff sleep, yet still entertain my craziness in class...

i miss all that...

i swear i gonna be professor x and make ur slipper break again..

hahahaha
i love u babe...

and i wish, i cud help u get him back...

pls tell me wat i can do so we can have the same old farrah again...i miss u so much...

fuck!!!!

man u score 2...

come on arsenal!! u can do it!!!!

arsenal arsenal arsenal..i love u!!

fabergas!!!u my scandal...

he will run away if he hear that (my boyfie said so)

hey... im totally pissed off now...

wif this bloody printer tech..

she thinks i cant afford for that bloody printer...

mmg mintak kena tampah betul her face... and thanks to her, my adjustments came out damn fucking small that i need a magnifying glass to read it...

i really cant take it...

im lack of sleep...

will blog abt yesterday later...when i feel abit better..

maybe at nenek hse...

i heart him!!!
sorry..tis is wat left for me!!!!
finally j.co in spore!!!!

no more batam trip, or get jealous coz my kl frens get to eat them...

wanted this dress, sale in sch for fund raising...
but i bought a black top..

lau pa sat outing....

yup, lesbian in actions....



hey....

i reached home abt 3 hrs ago...
yup...10 pm...damn tired...
busy planning for later...
and i busy layan my cousin Nana..
she had some shit problems...that i really wanna kill her if can...
hahahahahaha....
i smoke 2 ciggies today...wen farrah is somewhere else...hahaha
sorry babe..toooooo stresssssss!!!!

me and syg not feeling well..
yup..he's down wif fever toooooo
haiz....
but the outing is still on!!!
hahahahaha...
but i dunno how it actually gonna be..juz go wif the flow..

and miss P came and visit me today!!!
and i cried in the cubicle..coz my body ache like fcuk!!!

ok bye guys!!!
i need to pack some stuff...
more updates frm me!!!

i love my syg...
the four of us... i love all of them...
my sleeping partner??(sounds wrong!!!)

nah, she sleeps over sometimes
finally i pierce my ear..
our gemuk cat chilling on the roof of our car






hello peeps...
im having stupid fever now... its been 2 days... i feel so stress wen farrah talks rubbish wif me..especially abt mr keith rodgiuez..watever... and she rule out i cant smoke coz im sick and if i smoke she gonna leave me... she left me alone cold turkey.. n lack of nicotine the whole day... farrah, i need to talk to keith to clarify things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and maybe coz im having fever, i kinda pissed off when in the bus, ppl trying to show off their hp with stupid irritating song...
guess what i did??... yup... i turn and look at the guy.. and said this "it fucking irritating u know"
and the guy quickly turn it off... actually i didnt know which guy that play wif his hp.. i juz turn and said that.. and farrah was the one that tell me, i shot the right guy... omg.. and he's frm my school.. btw, who gives a shit.. i juz want to enjoy my bloody bus ride to school.. if u wanna listen to music, bring ur earpiece along..


today for the first time for almost a 1 month using my hp, i tried video recording..and i didnt switch off the 120Frames per seconds mode...the whole video look so damn slow..


recorded mashas walking and shuffle..it look like she did some moon walking... god.. this hp is really way to advance for me..

i watch arsenal match juz now, and did my auditing homework.. before that i disturb my father while he reading the papers...and guess what... while im doing my homework in front of the tv...he irritate me... i swear i feel like asking him to shut up... he said lehmann is my uncle (my grandma nephew) then next, he said adebayor is my bro in law... (in my heart, i said, erkkk..bila masa abg nizam tukar jadi adebayor??) he kinda bitchy wen i asked him certain questions...

now i know where i got this bitchy attitude from... and when i juz ignore him completely..he shut up..took his hp..and wen straight to his room...finally.. i had the peace i wanted... hahaha... i really BINGIT coz he called me THE GOLDEN DAUGHTER, coz i tell him not to scold me when i asked questions...

anyway.. i cant wait for thursday and saturday....
yup spending both days with him...

for thursday, we gonna tgk wayang kat london, makan kat italy and naik boat kat venice.. betul tak syg?? yup he said that to me...wen i asked him wat we gonna do for thursday... if its true, he bring me to all that... wait for another 1 yr ok...hahahahax...if not its in my acc..hell no...


and saturday, he gonna wear his man u jersey and me...my arsenal tee... coz saturday FA CUP..
MAN U vs ARSENAL!!

we make a bet... if man u win, he coming over to my hse... if man u lose WE not meeting for 2 weeks... hahahahaha... im confuse...

ok guys thats for now... im toooooooo tired...sleeping soon......after i finish my accounting..zzzzZZZZzzzz..
bye!!!
take care....

happy chinese new year to all...

collect money dont forget me ok...hahahax..

yesterday was da'bomb...outing with abg nizam families and all..

its really happening..expecially after 2 months not meeting my favourite baby...

isaac hamzah..finally, get to meet him..

kinda cranky...same as me.. not feeling that well..same as me...

but manage to take pics with him...

he's juz so cute...

nothing much to blog about...

having mood swings...

now chatting with hr...

yup...kinda funny...

he's better than his bro..

not serious..and loves to joke around...

finally i paid my fines on monday...

there goes the 200 bucks..

if not i can get my DKNY watch i wanted...

haiz.....hr finds it funny...

but he forgets that this is a FINE country after all...

will post the pics soon...

take care peeps...

now watching soccer...

arsenal won!!! yipee...

watching man u match for beloved..

totally, man u supporters is not welcome here...

my dad n bro in law kinda mad at the moment...

referee byk kasi man u chance...

if not tottenham can get few penalty...

and to my beloved...

i can be a psychic..

u cant...

wat man u will win 2-0??

now..its still 0-1..

ape jadi??

u masuk arsenal sudah..hahaha

at least i said arsenal 2-0..but result...3-1...

okok... i prepare the red carpet for u... hahahax

yesterday, hell lot of fun..

especially "SU" Pa Sat outing...

its actually lau pa sat...

the su pa sat came from shaun...

becoz of some jokes, that is very personal...

hahahahaha....

only me su and farrah.. abt 10 plus farrah head down to zouk..while me and su, walk around esplanade... and we even had a mini fight for car while on the way home, so wen i reach home.. oh ya.. suhana sleep over my hse... i told my dad, we kinda late, coz su busy cleaning the lamborghini at swissotel.. hahahaha.. ya we fight which lambo is ours..

we talk alot... and chill on the bed..
plan to watch 27 dresses but she fall asleep...

so i kinda stoning alone... and i put 2 pillows in between.. and guess wat it works.. i didnt hit her..

im so worried i gonna hit her again like the other time... hehehehe...

wake up.. farrah msg both of us.. so ya..
we chill, and guess wat.. we watch hindi movie...and all plans cancel...

and i cried... su juz laugh, coz she was busy talking on the phone.. alamak.. not fun ah...

AND THE SO CALLED OVER DUE TOPIC OF THE WEEK!!!

ME AND MY 2 FRENS got our FIRST FINE!!!

200 bucks!!!

and best thing, before we got the fines.. we took a pic of us smoking (acting cool)

and now the pic cost $600...

hahahahaha.. how expensive!!

the way wen the uncle issue us the saman..

we still can joke around...

i even said,

oh ok, thanks..

take care, have a nice day to the uncle...

omg... and we even shouted, yeay we got our first saman!!!

how crazy....

yes we are..stress wif exams, busy studying... and suddenly there come our fine...fish...


ok... al fatihah to rosli khamis aka loloq...

(i really love his lyrics, a big loss to the local music industry)

TODAY... CRAZY HYPER DAY FOR ME...

COZ I DIDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE NITE... DAMN..

at 5 plus in the morning, i really cannot take it coz im really bored so i msged FARRAH FAITH..to disturb her..(my fav)

coz only farrah wud entertain me...evn tho still snoring.. she will still reply to my msges...

hahahahahaha, and guess what.. we meet an hour early, juz to hav breakfast together and chill..

crazy, yes we are..and we still late for school... hahahahaha...

sorry guys (those who had breakfast at bedok macd) for the crazy laughters and jokes..

it juz to wake us up..hahahaha...
and the bus ride to sch.. its hell as ever.. hahahaha

she msg boyfie (her cousin) complain that i woke her up and im kinda crazy..

but guess wat.. my boyfie juz cant be bothered coz....

we (me and him) make a deal, if i didnt do well for my ca this monday, he'll give me a penalty..

so its better he just do his stuff, so i can study for my ca.. hehehehe..

im kinda down thinking abt farrah.. but hey..its a gamble..watever is i juz wan her to know, no matter how sucks life can be...

im always here for her...

babe, tmr we go out.. we go cuci mata ok..

you can take both the mamat nike.. ok... hehehehe..

now its 4 pm.. n i still online.. wen i got the line clear to ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz
hahahaha.. i starting to enjoy the last 6 weeks of school...

sorry friends if some of you felt im neglecting you..

im trying my best to adjust my time with family friends and of coz... my boyfie..

not forgeting my EXAMS!!!

after exams, i have alot of plans.. thats wen u see im really2 busy..hahahaha

hi everybody..

yup.. im making an official announcement..

im attached to my dearest Shaun..

things just seems to get complicated so after a loooonnnnnggggg talk..
we decided to make it official..
but taking things slowly..
just hope and pray this is the one..

yup... i will blog more about this once im really free...

(having my ca next week)

i love you,shaun..

im gonna tell you guys a story that happened to me in school, just now...time close to 2pm..

i went to the toilet with farrah,suhana and izza...its abt 1.30pm.
so we went in, and the toilet kinda hazzy, its actually smoke..some1 smoking in the toilet..

and suhana make a joke about it...as tho she's choking coz she cant breathe and stuff...

and she even can continue on by saying maybe a lecturer is smoking in one of the cubicle..

suhana went in, and i was just standing..and i saw the person smoking in the cubicle throw her cigarette butt out... i was shock..if it hit me or something im sure there gonna be a fight, then a girl (a pure minah look) came out... and suhana came out.. and we decided to go to our next class... and ya... we reached our class, chill... abt 5 mins later....

2 girls (one chinese, the other one the pure minah look) *acting like gangster* came and find for farrah... thats when i realise ok the girls wanna pick up a fight...

so farrah goes out, and we just tell her to act blur...

but i realise, no i cant leave farrah alone, come on... never...

i went out,
so here the convo

me: yes wats the matter?
girl: who the one that said we smoke in the toilet?
me: does it concern you? anyway we didnt said its you, so wats up...
girl: but you shoot me.. coz i was the one smoking..
me: i didnt.., its just a joke... (ya su meant it as a joke, and we didnt know who smoke since they are hiding in the cubicle)
girl: you shoot me..
me: ok, sorry if u feel offended (i saw she's playing wif her lanyard)
me: how long have u been in this sch??
girl: 1yr.. so..
me: i have been in this sch for 3 yrs, i know the rules damn well...if dm caught u, not only u will be question, so do us...

if u smoke, it also bothers others.. the toilet have no ventilation, some cant breathe properly..
girl: so, its my freedom, i can smoke where i want.. everywhere i wish
me:well i can talk watever i wish..
girl: you shoot me u know by saying that
me: no i didnt, i can say watever i want, if u think u can have the freedom of smoking everywhere u want, i can said watever i wish anywhere..
girl: *shouting and repeat*you shoot me when you said that
me: you wanna make it a big issue?? i dont mind..
girl: this is between me and you.. fuck u
me: ok, i can say watever i want, like u can smoke where ever you wish to smoke
girl: *shouting and keep on repeating the same old lines*
me: as you wish

(i walk in back to my class, and she shout fuck and PMK)

and everybody was like looking at me and farrah like we are one big superstar..
mrs sim asked wat happened, so i have to explain everything...

well she's just worried that girl might call her gangs and beat me up...
and mrs sim agree to watever i said..
most my lecturers know i smoke, but as long i obey the rules.. they will ignore me...

so everybody still continue laughing over the matter, its childish la.. i even joke ard wif suresh (my pe lecturer thinks suresh is my bf) that i need him to be my bodyguard coz yesterday he be my boyfie...

after class, i really need the toilet... and guess what, the girl and her friend waiting for me, and when they saw me, they point at me.. i was seriously bingit, coz i need to release my tension first...
lucky for me, i have a classmate, a PURE gangster...tattoos everywhere...
and he kinda cute, wen he smile, we all cair.. and happened to be, he's beside me when i saw the 2 girls pointing at me.. so i told him, the 2 girls waiting for me, he gave me his no, and asked me to go the long way to toilet, anything call him, coz he need to run away from bapak tiri (DM)..
guess what, while walking to the toilet, an outsider came toward them la wei!!!
fuck, i thot its over... now she call her gangs... i msg alfonson, and he help me to check out..
he even waited for me at bus stop 31.. but wen i went out, he board the bus...and we still keep in contact, thru sms..hahahaha... ok forget about it... lets juz wait and see.. but i wish its over...

if not, im going straight to bapak tiri abt this matter...


ok here i present!!!!
my new baby!!!

VIEWTY!!!
wat a beauty...

i love it...

havent set the time and date... hours after buying it...


catch every detail in slow motion..
write, draw and edit your photos....
now u know why i love it...


ok, lately..nothing much excite me.. its the same so far....
except for few stuff...

first, facebook said im getting married in 3 yrs time, and i fall for gentleman...

which is....hmmmmm i dunno.. i usually fall for bad boys...hahahaha.. ok thats nothing compare to this...

my 8 yr old cousin, is way to..i dunno wat to say..
when i was online on facebook, she sat beside me and asked me if any guys msg me ARE YOU SINGLE on facebook or friendster, coz she receives those msg from guys on Club pengguin.. Wat the toot!!!!
she's way to advance.. haiz... she also compare stuff..coz my email is too outdated... and hers is so advance @live.com.sg lagi... mine too common.. @hotmail.com
ok... see.. technology merosakkn budak2...

life been better...
or shall i say im happy!!!!

down part is, till today, my dad blame me for not telling him the TOTO numbers i wan him to buy.. if not, on monday i can get a new hp.. n95 8gb...

haiz...
he suppose to be more alert...

4,10,24

and mum hospital bed and observation room is that no.. omg..bingit...

april their wedding month
10 my sis birthdate
24 my birthdate

ok forget about it....

i had alot of fun..

thanks to farrah, suhana and farrah cousin.. shaun..

especially the bus ride home on tuesday after school...
it full with laughter..
im sure the rest were like cursing us...

since monday, i made an improvement..
hahahahaha
i never skip a class...8 more weeks of sch and thats it...im graduating soon, so im dont want to miss a lesson....
and disturbing our frens, including the guy i had a crush on...
all 3 of us.. farrah and su... not me.. i juz love fighting wif him..

ok last!!!

happy 1095 days

to me and farrah!!!

tmr is our 3rd anniversary.. omg..
1095 days...
and i love every single day i spend with her by my side..
I THANK GOD for having her by my side...

i appreciate it alot...
i wish i cud type the 2 long pages letter that i wrote to her and gave it to her personally..

and she cried reading it...

now we realise, we really need each other...
let me juz make it short...

Farrah Faith Ibrahim

i love you!!!!!!!

ich liebe dich..

thanks for the love and support u gave... and babe.. im here for u..

he came for a while and left u...

but he brought us closer when we thot its over...
be strong, im always here..

and i know how u feel right now...
dont cry, coz its raining now!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha gendengzzz

i love her

we share almost everything...

argh...tmr sch reopens!!!argh!!!

a very late belated bday to...

Farrah Faith - 31 dec
Bone- 1st jan
Michael schumacher - 3rd jan (dgr2 he read my blog..hahaha)

today the day i really scare about losing someone i love...
i was sleeping.. my sis came to my room and wake me up...
kakak: adik, mama pengsan kat workplace, they sending her to hospital
adik: huh?? (it take me abt 2 mins to really understand what my sis said)
kakak: kau nak gi tak?? papa tgh siap tu..
adk: ah?? nak...

run to the toilet, wash my face and all.. in 5 mins im ready..
and the part i swear, ferrari shud watch... the way my dad drive..sure they wan my dad to drive for them...
i just cant describe but in my heart, i was cursing 2..
i was like, sekali mama tak de pape... aku dgn kereta nie masuk hospital...

my mum, she's alright, she said its just giddy and a mild high blood..(this is the first time) i dont want it to happen again.... 2 hours in observation ward.. and when the blood test and all shows nothing wrong with her, so ya... we went home..

nothing much...

highlights...

sunday-farrah christmas party, da bomb.. had so much fun..
su slept over at my hse... after the party.. and the next day we went to book her btt..

wednesday- went out with farrah to get her sch bag *mcm back to sch*, met su at her workplace..
and we met my hot guy again!! yipee!!! u can see me smile all the way... and guess wat, on the way to suntec, farrah and i bought pasta salah and potato salah at starbucks...
while waiting for su, we had auntie anne.. than we had dinner.. but my hot guy made for us one special drink...double chocolate and we cant finish our food.. coz 2 full...
there goes our diet la eh...
after dinner, we can even chill at starbucks again..

on friday..
i was so damn bingit coz i waited for a bus, almost an hour..

siapa tk bingit...
reached my granny hse, and while eating, i talk to my cousin.. Ain.. she's turning 8 this year.. and she suddenly said Wat the TOOT!!!
i was like, wat the fuck.. where the hell u learn that word...

this cannot..
i called my sis, so my sis give her a warning, after the call, she sit down..and all she do is..
haizzzzz, hmmmmm,haizzzz, hmmmmmmmmmm and play with her hair...
i swear.. i feel like slapping her....

but i didnt...

i asked her, why she didnt reply to my sms, then she said this..
kak hanis yg tk top up kn.. prepaid habis..

after that, she told me, she cant on the desktop..
and she was like, why cannot on, i wanna play games la..
i juz ignore.. she's way to spoilt!!! argh!!!!!!

later at nite
after tranfer some credits to her hp...
i told her, after 15 mins than can sms..
and i went home la...

the next day, on saturday.. she msged me this,
kak hanis why no sms..
i replied, can sms means can use already...
soon after that she replied this...
oh ok, ain tak nak msg lagi, nanti cepat habis..

she really mintak wat the fuck frm me...
blame my sis now she's a spoilt brat..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EQA!!!!!!!
happy belated Birthday to
Myself-24 dec
Isa-25dec
Fairuz-27dec


start from 23 december.. went out to freazky album launch...
wen i juz reached home..
like really juz open the door, my dad said this(a command)adk..now i give u 15 mins, u go get ready im sending u to nenek hse.. NOW!!

i was shock..and replied, relax ah, i havent pack my bag...
i mean now, means now..

i run to my room, throw everything on my bed, find my bag, and really throw everything inside..and i quickly strip.. my mum came in, she was shock to see how i pack my bag and my room condition..

i hate wen my dad give out orders.. wen he means now means now...haiz...

ok watever is, i brought monopoly, coz my cousin never play it even once, in her entire life..and she's 20 this year..omg... i pity her...

but, the first night, i was busy watch X-Men..
i never watch x-men..n now im official x-men fan..hahaha..
i stayed up till 6 am... watching x-men till 3am and played monopoly till 6am...

oh ya..by then its my bday.. and i receive alot of wishes..
damn happy...hehehehe...
woke up late, as normal.. watch tv...and my dad called me to get ready to go to my god mum hse..yeay..bday party for me and fairuz....hehehe...its so so so nice... presents....

close to midnite my dad send me back to nenek hse, and... aft my granny and grandpa went to bed...my cousin and i went out to 7E and she bought 1 tub of ice cream, chocolate heaven..
and its really heaven la...yummy...

okok...shut...enuff..there goes my diet...my grandpa fed us wif delicious food..same goes for my god mom..and its holiday..so i will gain more weight instead of losing..damn..no...

now im back home, i hardly eat...hahahaha...

25 i went back home, doing nothing...
same goes for 26...

27... i went out with farrah..i really enjoy myself...they (farrah and suhana) got me arsenal tee!!
yeay!!! happy giler la...
i even saw my hot crush...
thanks to farrah.. and for the first time, he came up to me, talk to me..and even wish me happy birthday.. all thanks to farrah.... i was like... omg... thanks eh syg....

28, i slack at home, wrote a bday letter for farrah.. and its 2 page long...
swear, i thot i was writing a wedding vows and speech...hahahahaha

and final...29... i went to my god mom hse...thats all...will update after farrah bday party which is like...LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY THE PICS!!!!!!!!

full moon... 23/12/07..
in the car playing wif my ex hp(dad hp)

it actually navigate..see the arrow thats our car...

my bday party...

and this is one of the games available..twister..


monopoly and ice creams, Xmas celebration..hahaha
presents!!!!!

frm my god family...




see i irritate my sis...and she freaking stress...
farrah got a free ride hope..yipee!!
a postcard frm.......
GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!
gucci bag, ciggies bag, dress frm cotton on, presents n bday card frm farrah, post card

and arsenal tee!!!



arsenal tee frm suhana and farrah!!!
its for men, but i dun care..its 2 big for me, but im wearing it!!

go the gunners!! i love van persie and fabregas!! *my sis gonna kill me*

oh abg nizam n my sis jealous la!!!

hahaha the gift frm farrah..

the one (purple colour, i got to wait till im married i guess so than im wearing it)

lipgloss...collections!!
farrah and i had the same dress...
yup...kata lovers!!

our bags...
she's blackmailing me...
see...haiz...
wth...look wat she got for me...

watever is...i love u babe...







we both falling asleep
zombie in making

me:wei, look at there..
farrah: *no reaction*

there's a reason behind every smile..






thanks babe..

peace yo!!
tourist *we belong together..*
grateful that we had each other back
meow...i love this kucing...
half of farrah and a mocha praline frap
thats wat i need

ini pompuan byk giler..
i love her...
why we are best frens..
i swear, i was acting like a tourist..