DAY 2 & 3 OF FORMULA ONE..

let me juz start with im sorry for the late post..
i went back home late after f1 on sunday..
and felt tired plus sick..
i woke up late for class..
and now im stealing time from cleaning the hse to uploads pics and videos to my folder in pc..
for tmr...

OH BTW SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2 ALL
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

Happy Children Day...

day 2 of formula one..
what can i saw..
im still hyper with the flag and so on..
and my fren got a ferrari jacket for me to wear..
and more ppl stop us to take pics....
that reminds me..

i have few name cards to email them for my pics...
hahaha
my uncle called me during break..
asked me to pass him my pass..
hell no..
hahahaha i love u uncle..
but u need a stamp ya..
for re-entry..
hahahaha...
im so happy when massa got pole..
and my uncle have to wait for 1hr and 30 mins..
and he's busy with his fren..
so the bachelor kind..
aiyo....
thank god i got some1 to send me home with the flag..
and my uncle did said the same thing..
why u bought the flag...
new curtains??
argh!!!!!!!!!!!
i replied...
hey im the new ferrari merchandise model la...
coz some did stop me and my fren..
and asked us, if we are from ferrari..and if we get to keep the merchandises from ferrari..
we just smile and said its ours..
im still wondering..
what abt the rest who took pic with me..
and i didnt manage to see them..
haiz...

oh i heard some drivers went down to bazaar..
coolness!!!!!!
im still head over heels with raikkonen..
rosberg, vettel and few more..
Ahhhh hotties!!!

3day of formula one..
we are more hyper!!!!
i was late..
haiz...
but no... i didnt miss the drivers parade!!!!
i record it..
it was so love la....
the start of warm up lap and all was crazy!!!!
and of coz..i was like so sad when massa pit destroy everything..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not massa fault..
i hate to break it..
but even with the use of lollipop man, it will happen also coz it got stuck to the car..
after the race..we walk ard the circuit!!!
check out the nelson piquet jr crash site and massa's and sutil's crash site..
check out carbon fibres..
and when we walk to the pit garage...
and we did manage to sneak in to the pit..hehehehe..
coolness!!!!!
we took pic of ferrari pit crews and mechanics and all!!!
the parc ferme..cool!!!
i took pics all 10 pit garage..like hell la..
the no 1 and 3 grid position can la..
and when i was taking pics on the 1st grid... my eyes caught rubbers on the tarmac..
laid by massa...coolness, i peel it off..and me and my fren have to cut it to half..
sound funny but thats the fact...

ok la so far thats all i cud remember..
now im sick..
i miss the burn rubber smell and the engine sound..
omg...i love it..
im missing it..
ahhhh


ps: u left me for 5 days... u said after formula 1 u gonna call me..
haiz..its ok..
i need to rest...goodnight all...

FORMULA ONE!!
DAY 1!!
FRIDAY!!

in class im already all out excited for f1
even my f1 fren.. call me hyper!!!!!
im massa, he raikkonen (ice man konon!!!)
straight after class i met zaid (my f1 fren for 9yrs) at raffles..
and we walk to gate 5..
walk ard to the merchandise area..
FERRARI OF COZ!!
thot of buying tees or cup or something cute..
but guess what we bought?
A LARGE SIZE (UR KING SIZE BED) FERRARI FLAG!!!
and he bully me..to carry it ard...
its large..super big..cover me most of the time..
and abt 30 ppl stop us to take pics with us and the flag or borrow our flag...
hahaha felt so glamour..
we thot of charging ppl..$2 per pic..coz everywhere we go..ppl stop us..
argh!! ok nvm..
we chill at zouk for a while..hahaha
zouk at padang!!! awesome la..
i wanted to take alot of pics n video but digicam and videocam died on me!!!
we depend on our 5megapixels hp camera..
got to say..LG VIEWTY pics quality is way better than N96!!

YES N96!!!
hahahaha...
wen the first practice starts..
gosh...
we saw this finland guy carrying a finland flag (raikkonen fan)
and he hang the flag on a 14ft FISHING ROD!!!!
i did ask him..
Where he got the pole bla bla bla..
its from kallang fishing shop...
so after the first practice ended..
we went to Marina Square and bought a long pole..
attached to original pole..and taaadaaaa
our flag is up high...
thanks to my lovely friends..
they thot i bought the flag..for hari raya curtain..
thanks la...worst..new bed sheet..omg..
a few apeks and nyonya laugh at me...coz i look retard la..
but ok nvm...
zaid..walk a distance away from me..and he sort of realise im like the main attention. ppl quickly snap my pic..
i swear if my pic come out in newspaper..im going for a plastic surgery!!
NVM...
I CALL MYSELF A TRUE TIFOSI!!!!

oh besides giving my attention to f1 practices going on...while walking ard..
i look for hot boys..
Alamak...if my 2 girls with me...
i can declare its heaven day sia!!!
but zaid is attached so..
and he wont entertain my nonsense of hotties...he quickly pull me away..
thanks la friend!!

aft f1..frm padang i walk all the way to bugis..
With the flag..
ppl did stop me..
twice a group of ang mohs asked me to sell the flag..hell no!!
im selling it at 200..plus the pole bla bla bla..wakakaka..
can?? so my fren and i can buy 2 more..hehehe..and a tee for me..

now im charging the cams batt and my hp...
gotta wake up and clean the hse...
oh ya..i bring back the flag home..and going to sleep with it!!!
hehehe...

im so excited!!!!!
what shud i wear tmr???
hahahaha...

i still hear the f1 cars going ard..
i love ferrari
FORZA FERRARI
IM HAVING SCARLET FEVER..
SCUDERIA FERRARI..
ahhhhhhh they are juz pure love!!!!



AFTER THE 3 DAYS..I WILL UPLOAD PICS ON FACEBOOK..
will update everyday!!no worry

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SAW KIMI RAIKKONEN
I SAW MIKA HAKKINEN
I SAW NICK HEIDFELD
I SAW SEBASTIAN VETTEL
I SAW NICO ROSBERG!!!!!!!

SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE F1 I LOVE F1 I LOVE F1!!!!!!!!!!!!

CALL ME CRAZY!!!!
I SAW THEM!!!!
IM GOING CRAZY... NICO IS HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!
DAMN WHY AM I SO STUPID.....
STARSTRUCK THAT I COULDNT EVEN THINK TO TAKE PIC WITH NICO!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!I MISS MY CHANCE 2 TAKE PIC WITH ROSBERG!!!!DAMN!!!!!!!

start out late to school...
sorry farrah....
i told farrah abt ehem...she got a lil bit moody....
haiz.. i felt bad...
after class met ana and mus..
we walk ard...
ate subway and pasta mania...
mus was a crazy guy from imh!!
i cant stop laughing my ass off...hahaha
7.30 we went paragon...
coz.....
I WANNA SEE KIMI...
i know its crazy...yes...everybody was like...ok...for ur sake..
im happy like bonkers...
so ok.
after that we went to get farrah stuff and so on..
no, she went to get her stuff, me ana and mus had a leg massage..
thanks osim u squeeze..wakaka...
went to meet souher and ash at starbuck and wait for busu to fetch me..
when busu fetch me, the rest went back home..
busu fetch me then the kelantan gangster...(kak weda, abg is and baby isaac)
ana and mus tag along...
guess where we head to??
yes... we park our vehicles at bugis open carpark..
and walk all the way to f1 track..
and walk ard f1 track frm 11pm-2am..
alot of crazy stuff happened..
while walking to spore flyer,we saw like more than 15 ferraris and maseratis
DAMN!!!I WAS LIKE..OMG OMG!!MY FAV CAR!!!
i saw mika hakkinen in the johnnie walker benz car..
walk with ana mus and isaac..
having fun taking pics...
hahaha...isaac kinda scared of mus...
hehehe
saw lots of renault crews...and we keep chanting go alonso go nelson go renault..(nope juz for fun)
wen i saw nick heidfeld..it was like, eh is this nick..
but no he didnt smile and juz walk pass us..
alamak..
wen we saw vettel, i was already a mad woman, screaming..
kak vettel kak..kak its vettel!!
and we all was like, VETTEL!!!!
VETTEL!!!!
and he wave and smile at us...

the best part after we saw vettel we saw nico!!!
and guess what from far i shout nico rosberg...nico!!!!
and he actually stop jogging and wave at us and wanted to come to us..but i walk away
then everybody started to like scold, eh bodoh lah kau adik (stupid la u)
u shud go to him and take a pic!!
all of us can take pic with him..
he already stop and wanted to come to us..
i felt so stupid...
omg!!!

then we went to 7-11
and while chilling.. this group of ang mohs...walking toward our direction..
and mus immediately stand up..
Coz one of them was wearing arsenal jersey like mus..
and they shout go arsenal..yeah arsenal...
it was totally fun!!!

i hope everybody had fun...
ana also get to meet isaac and carry him...
hahaha..

but i guess..
reason why i wasnt really focus abt nico and vettel is becoz..
when i was really happy spending time with my love ones..
he text me...
yes...he!!
and i wonder how much a sorry cost...
can some1 tell me???
i really wonder...
im lost now..
yes he just came back..
and i dunno..
if i shud run away..or juz wait and see..wat will happen next

im confuse..

ps:listening to cuba at the moment..

DEAL
ARSENAL vs MAN U....8.11.2008 EMIRATES STADIUM


beautifool_suckturday says (1:38 AM):
mane boleh kalah
beautifool_suckturday says (1:38 AM):
:D
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
watever
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
arsenal makin strong tau
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
so ok...
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
we buat deal kat sini
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
i nak copy balik
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
if man u menang
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
im gonna wear man u jersey and put on my dp?????
beautifool_suckturday says (1:40 AM):
yes!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:40 AM):
and if arsenal wins
beautifool_suckturday says (1:41 AM):
i rela pegi emirates mase the team tgh training and dapatkan autograph fabregas
beautifool_suckturday says (1:41 AM):
deal?
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
and gambar fabregas!!!!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:42 AM):
u nak suh i ambik gambar ngn fabregas ke?
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
kalau leh dgn jersey basah dia tu sekali??
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
ah.... i tau...
beautifool_suckturday says (1:42 AM):
hahaha, i'll try my best then nak dapat jersey de
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
man u kalah
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
u ambik gambar fabregas n letak as ur dp????
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
how????
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
deal!!!!!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:43 AM):
deal!!!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
i nak autograph dia... *faints.....oh fabregas!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
yes ah!!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
deal
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
i copy and paste untuk u baca kt my blog
beautifool_suckturday says (1:44 AM):
okayyy sure!!!






oh god...pls let arsenal win!!!!
pls!!!! im not going to wear man u jersey!!never!!

exams over...
everything seems to be over...

but i still have my 2 girls and family (not forgetting baby isaac)
they are always there for me...
i know they will never leave me...

and u?? u left me... but why????
why now... why after i trust u...
i give u all my trust...
u know i hate wen i found u r...
it just crush everything...
why it ended so fast....
why i feel the blame is always on me???
and my sis...she told me this.. find another guy...
that will not hide things from me....
yes...u keep hiding everything from me...
but now..no i look so stupid i guess...in front of ur family...especially ur cousin..


i just dont feel like falling in love anymore...
i keep telling myself that...but i keep falling for some1 and ended up..
hurt....

blogging at 2.35am...
with cramps...i juz hate it...
hopping it will be ok by friday!!!
yes!!!!!
its formula one!!!! im gonna park myself at padang for 3 days straight!!!
watching all sorts of cars and hoping to find some peace there....
no worries...the sound of the engines and the smell of burn rubbers are love!!!
they give me peace tho...


im hoping i will do my best for this term...
to make up for last term..
and this is my last term...damn...

ok i dunno what else to blog about...
the whole 2 weeks im gone for good!!!
spending my time with my girls and family..
almost evrynight i chill with my sis,bro in law the kelatan rebels and busu..
wakakakakaka
and not to forget i met mal on friday!!!
i asked farrah to tag along..and we chill with mal and adeep before they perform..
we called farrah simon spore...coz she comment on almost everything...the performances la...
i was laughing my ass off...listening to her critics...damn!!!

meeting ana at the baazar...
disturbing her and mus..
i miss a few outings with them...
will make up for it tmr...
before heading to the f1 track over the weekend...

ok gtg...gotta wake my familia up for sahur...
listen to the song..enjoy!!!


Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Sitting by myself
In an empty room
Surrounded by darkness
I wield a shaking knife shining on the moonlight of a nearby window
Lift my arm showing my wrist
Squeezing my fist shut, causing my vein to budge
I quickly slash at it over and over
Staring
I look as the crimson liquid runs down my forearm
Begin to feel dizzy, then followed by darkness, I pass out
Waking up on the cold ground I see myself laying in a puddle of blood
I feel nothing
No pain
No relief
No happiness
I'm not scared knowing i’ll die soon from the loss of blood
I think back
To all the other times i cut myself
But this time i went too far
Too deep,
I look up at the dark ceiling wondering if i’ll go to heaven,
then looking down, or hell
I glance at my wrist one last time as I drift off into a daze and collapse on the floor..



my feelings are like, totally gone..
omg.. i cant never believe this will happened...
i told myself after that pathetic guy..
im not going to fall for any1..
maybe just for fun or fling...
but this time round i fall hard on my bum...
and when i decided to be a CSI, or Detective..
i find alot of info.. and i wish.. what ana said abt him is true..
he's just a ghost...coz i think its better if he's a ghost than a......

i will be gone... i really need to get out from here..

again this blog..(pls ppl out there if ur name is not stated here, dont feeling this post is for u)

hey...
u... ya u SAM bte PAH... this blog post if dedicated to u..
im so sure.. u are finding for a Fcuk buddy and not a Potential Bf right...
that poor bf of urs..is still in love with his ex... im so sure.. i willing to bet with u..
i mean..hey....look...he just broke up with ex gf for like ages...
and in less than a week..
he's with u...wth... a normal human being wud take at least 2-3 weeks to get over the fact that he/she broke up with their partner and will take a few weeks to find a new fling or rebound partner..or maybe fcuk buddy... im sure many who are reading this agreed to what i said... unless u are a bf stealer.. u had affairs with him... so which one wud u choose??
make its the first..coz it sounds better for u...

did u know u are just fugly.. i mean serious... u have that low class standard...
and sorry to say..the girls out there, u know..the backlane girls, their butt (plus make-ups on) look way better than u.... im not kidding...it just make u look so teruk...

sorry if this post hurt ur feeling so much..but hey patience..coz..its fasting month..
im just here to make u realise.. u are just pulling urself nearer to the ground and one day, u cant face the world anymore for this mistake of urs..
look... behind ur back..he's msging his real true love...
without ppl telling me the reason why u 2 got together..i already guess it..
and it so damn true.. but..im not going to expose that detail coz im just worried u gonna go up to the 20th floor and jump down.. i dont want to be the cause of ur death.. like i said im here typing this post to wake u up from ur lil gal fantasy of blowing a guy for FAME!!
be a pro hun... not a SUN (pronounce in malay)...

and to girls out there... pls learn from this post..
dont blow any guy who just break up..coz u might just hurt urself even more..
sorry ah...i know its fasting month...but
like i said earlier im just going to post what i wish..anyway this is my blog...
as long no names or politics involve..im safe...and

pls..TO THE GIRL (SAM bte PAH), Dont After This u commit suicide.. for god sake, find a better life... dammit..
and to who ever out there who thinks this post for u..
holla me... if u cant find me...FIND A WAY....
may god blast u...



corinna is happily jumping around
coz she thinks she save someone from hell...
ya
SAM bte PAH





ur street name start from P sibling right?

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO MY SIS AND BRO IN LAW....
AND..... ISAAC'S MUM AND DAD... KAK WEDA AND ABG IS...

life just seems to be the way i want...
crazy wacky msn and facebook comments with farrah..
listening to ana advices...thinking im dating a ghost..
keeping farrah in my fridge..
what the hell...
that remind me of my bro in law sleep talking..
u become the meat i be the butcher..
wakakakaka...
ok thats random...

first day of puasa..
didnt really received an email from him

its like..hey...miss him so much..
thats when the song sampai syurga, tercipta untukku and few other songs become my fav song for the day...
hey... whats going on??
i have no ideas....
i just hope farrah and ana will be there, when the time comes...
till then...which is like 3 weeks time..
i just keeping it on a low..
but we knew each other early march...after i broke off with... Shaun..
haiz... ok...forget about him for now...
and just take it as tho he's my imaginary friend..
hahahaha..like ana said..its 2 scary..like a ghost..

i gotta wake my family up for sahur in 15 mins time..
happy like crazy coz farrah actually LAYAN my craziness till 3.15am!!
3.15am ok...and she's not the girl that sleep late ok...
even if she's clubbing she will take a long nap..till abt 7-8 before getting ready to club..
gosh...its craziness la...
how i wish ana did join in the fun...

ok la...i think its time to wake my parents up...damn its just 3.30am...
omg... i gotta wake up early for study session with farrah..
god...pls...ans our prayers...
we need the strength in life...
for me.. i need it in studies and of coz life...
please bless us...

ok chows!!!
farrah..
i love u pumkins!!!
u r the one of the greatest thing ever...
we are the mirror image wacky friend..
and sorry for the past..
im here for u..
i promise after exam...
we gonna continue our plan...
the kidnap the moon and ms stoner..
erm..is that ur plan or mine??
im lost...
love u!!!

happy fasting ppl!!!
especially my muslim friend around the world..
including marestel in florence, my msia friends..and of coz..my friends in spore..
and the readers out there...reading this blog...

i kinda forgetful lately...nono...not that i forget who im in a relationship with..(she failed at becoming my PA) hahaha...
but its juz that sometimes i totally forget what time is my appointment and stuff till the very last min..
imagine.. me telling farrah i had my FTT on thursday morning...
but guess what...while chilling at simpang bedok for dinner on wednesday, then i realise, my FTT is on thursday afternoon..at 2pm..and my class starts at 2....
damn!!!!!! i studied hard for it...
omg!!!

damn..now im losing my voice..
still experincing fever..that i just wanna sleep and not eat at all...
now watching hindi movie...tagging my pics...
missing sch so much...my classmates the bomb...
afterall..i think mdis is fun..i really love them...
crazy!!!!!!!!

tmr i gotta start my revision...
wish me all the best..

i miss u so much...
time and distance..make it hard for us..
trust is what u asking from me..
i need assurance...
its hard...
all i wish is that, u will be beside me...one fine day...
one fine day....
i will plan for a meet up with my girls and haziq...
maybe from there, i cud decide....
for now, i miss u....
take care...

finally..its over..
i mean presentation...
fuh...

blast with crazy pics with the classmates...
maniac...hahahaha..lesbians gays....
hahahaha...the are like da bomb and always make my day....

met ana...
dinner, karaoke
and minus point...
HIGH HEELS KILL ME!!!damn....
loving my high waisted jeans...
pics will be upload soon..checkout facebook la....

saw a few hot guys today...i mean sizziling ones...
gosh.... i swear, i cant get enuff....
i need more!!!!!

sorry f1 partner..
u gotta collect the tixs for me...
im busy...and i left with 2 more classes...
during study break ill try to find a day for u...
ok.... i promise...

ferrari pit garage had somekind of badluck(chaos) during the 2nd round of pitstop
massa won..
but being slap with SGD20,900 (10,000euro) fine...
for the unsafe released from pit...
kimi.. DNF... with a engine damage...
guess he damage it during the pit stop..
Where its not even green, he drive off with the refueling hose not removed.and knock a mechanic down, injured..only suffered a fractured toe.(before the report is out..everybody making big issues as if the mechanic is like badly injured)i mean yes it hurts.but chill la..and it happened few laps diff...gosh...massa kimi..relax...
i dunno it there will be a return of lolipop man..but it does serve the purpose la...
its up to ferrari...all the best..
reading some headlines..abt the GDPA safety issues for f1 in spore...
abt the alot of issues la..so kecoh...yes, i admit the schedule is funny, coz they will not have the chance to do pre-test circuits...gosh...hw they gonna manage it...all the best to the 18 drivers-pls minus alonso and hamilton..hahaha...


to them..
u told few days ago..
something..that u r sorry abt watever the past stuff..
and now...just now.. u said im presistance???
gosh...do u knw hw much i hate it whenever u just tell me things halfway and make me wonder??
it disturb me...
omg... i mean, whatever la... u r happy...and me 2...
it gonna stay that way...tired of everything...related...
so drama.....

and to the miss paparazzi...
stop asking my girls who corinna is..
and what her relationship with mr WHAT EVER HIS NAME IS....
i mean... for fuck sake... he's my past...
wanna know about...FIND ME...ASK ME....
if u have fuck-up ans from me...
Dont fucking blame me....
i mean, if he's telling u rubbish... take it or leave it...omg....
must i teach u all that???
i mean, for god sake la...do u even trust or believe him??
look... i may do watever with him for a very short period of time few months back...
but look, i realised something that u girls wud never imagine...
trust me....stop asking my gfs...abt me and him, or my gfs and him....coz my gfs did not even lay any finger ard his body...
i swear im sick and tired listening to all this..
who cares his life is so fucking messed up??
look...he choose this kind of life... why bother??
will it make u million dollar richer??
if yes... tell me...if no...god... find something better to do...
why making ur life a living hell like his???
serious...to u guys out there... know anybody related to him (his past, his what-so-ever la) wanna find me... tell them, google me, email or msn me... i will reply IF IM FREE...
and if it does u know MAKE ME A FUCKING MILLIONAIRE... i WOULD... mark my words..

and if the guy im talking about read this post...
hey look... im giving u till friday...
i have lil patience left!!
and look.... dont u fucking try to mess ard with me...
i dont fucking giva a fucking fuck abt u..
i dont care if u are sick or dying..friday means friday...
mark my words... and u better protect ur balls..
i may sound rude..i dont give a damn...
im tired of all this..
i have no patience...and this is the maximum...
if u r trying to mess ard with me...
look...unless u get me PADDOCK tickets for me and my whole entire family...
then u can think abt it...
if not... dream on....

haha...paddock passes for entire family...
that fucking gonna cost close to 2ooK.. gosh...
i know i worth millions...
i mean... since a baby till this very day.. i think if my parents dont have me...
they could bloody bought 5 ferraris.... hahaha...
no wonder im secured with insurances.. (random)

im totally furious abt this..
one more time i hear all this nonsense...
im gonna erupt...and im sorry...
if u guys will be hurt...ouch....

argh assignments is taking my life away..
i had fever, flu..stress...add it in with miss P paid a visit...
damn....
i was super busy that i neglected some friends.. especially ana...
i cant wait tuesday to come and get over with the presentation and focus on exams!!!
ana.. wednesday simpang.... confirm...

farrah and me is like 2 stress maniac, eating and smoking our life away doing the assignments..
with 3 laptops in her room, look like we are doing some illegal betting or scam..but we are actually doing our assignment..
check our email every 1 hr... see if the other member in our group did email us some research..
and yes..we even bought new tops and skirt/pants for our presentation..oh ya..high heels 2..
damn.. i swear after presentation i need driver to send me home...haziq!!!! whr are u...

haiz... i seriously dont think i could ever handle a relationship..
i keep having doubts and all.. i just dont feel im ready for one..
i cant find trust and all..
i wonder where full moon is now...
since he's 2 busy for me.. i felt that i lost some1 i always look up too..
he will give me assurance that everything will be find, and its super hard to convince me that i will be just find and the guy im with will never hurt me...(but the guy tend to hurt me)
but now he's too busy, hoping 1 day i will have him by myself.. and ask him to help me in everything in my life.. all the advices i need in life and basically abt relationship..ya its weird asking from a playboy..wakaka..but he give the best advice...
but the main point here... i dont think im ready for one relationship now... i mean, i find it that im falling for some1..but there's just to lil communication..haiz...and the misunderstanding and all we face...argh!!!!!!

will update later..after presentation...argh...going back to my report and all..chows!!!

ps: i still yet to collect my f1 tickets..(friday movie date with my f1 friends,will collect it 2)
arsenal lost 2 fulham...0-1
massa grab pole position..(valencia gp) another street circuit..

who on earth hav classes on saturday??
straight 2 weeks..this week and next...
damn!! there goes my saturday!!!!
class was kinda slow and stuff...
after class went straight to nenek hse..
while farrah met heng at tampines..
she then went ard spore(dont ask me,i forgot)
reached nenek hse..
i check my stuff online..
went to sleep for like an hr plus and...
i woke up when i heard my fav uncle voice!!!
hehehe...
i thot he with his family..can ask him to buy for me pizza..(craving for pizza)
at least i can ask my cousin(his son) to gang up with me..
but he's alone...
so no chance la...hahaha

met farrah abt 7..
going thru jam
erp that cost us $8
and have to top up cash card at funan it mall..
saw some1 at posb..
i totally forgot she works there...
omg...
ok, fetch farrah and we off tooooooooo
chill with her and her friends sharmine, heng and heng's friend, at conrad hotel
(omg!! the hotel room damn nice la, at 29th floor)
its damn big and of coz expensive..
smoking room..
basically we all just watch tv, eat and smoke..hahaha..
i was super sleepy that i fall asleep for 10 mins i guess and woke up complaining to farrah
im hungry..
november we planning to chill at the pan pacific hotel suite...

watched love guru recently..
and its super funny!!!!!!

lately i cant sleep..
im sleep deprieve!!!!!!!!!!
i didnt sleep for almost 2 days..
and went to school looked like a walking zombie..
and dress super slack..
yup... arsenal tee and bermudas..
i look like i woke up and took my bf clothes and juz wear it to school..
but 2 bad i dont even have a bf..and not dating any1..
so ya...
insomnia is taking my life away!!
argh!!! i just cant sleep...

recently..he surprises me...
but its juz a short msg...
and thats all...
but thanks... for making my day!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!
BARCLAYS PREMIER LEAGUE IS BACK!!!!!!
Just now Arsenal vs West Brom..
samir nasri scored..
i get to watch juz few mins at conrad hotel lounge...
and there's this guy..
i guess a malay guy watching..
and i miss the 1st half...
so before going to marina to buy our dinner...
i asked him, who scored..
he told me samir nasri..and he asked me who i support..
i told him arsenal..and then i realise he's wearing a arsenal tee!!
yes ah....
he 2 did say the same thing..
And he say, u made the right choice...
hahaha..
i just smile and walk off..before farrah scold me..
YEAY
no more boring saturday/sunday nite
fabregas is injured..hamstring..
will be back next week..
hope for his speedy recovery!!
i miss him so much..
my sis gonna kill me...
sorry la sis.. u r married..wakaka

doing my assignment and have to present it in less than 11 hrs to go..
haiz... its really a roller coaster ride now a days...
but i enjoy it... at times..example when i have my familia and frens together!!!
yes..like national day eve...
mummy and dad invited farrah and ana...
and we had alot of fun!!!
thanks peeps!!! i love u guys so very much!!!

i miss cesc!!!
like really really miss him..
and to top it up.. i keep seeing the co his working for almost everywhere i go..
and farrah will be like, hey cesc van...since when la he owns that company!!! wakaka
i miss few people..
but if i list down..im sure u guys gonna think, wah playgirl ke nie manusia..
but to be truth, im just confuse...
ok, i think im just having fun..
but sometimes there emotional involve but not toooooooooo emotional...

okok.. i have to finish up my assignments...but before i go...
i got to tell u that im just counting down..
no not for fasting or raya..
its like 47 more days to go..
yipeeeeee!!!!!!!
im in a jumpy mood...
listening to dj visage (the schumacher song)
dont u guys get it???
i got my tickets to THE FIRST NIGHT RACE IN HISTORY!!!!!!!!!
FORMULA ONE!!!!!!
OH RAIKKONEN I WILL SEE U SOON!!!!!

my sitting area!!!hahahahaha
i copy paste from the confirmation email i receive...
i have to delete the ref no and all!!!!

We thank you for your order. Please print this page for your record. We have summarized your order below for your easy reference.
Confirmation Number:
Site:
GPS Station:
Date: 8/10/2008 Transaction: 7
Section: PADANG GRANDSTAND Block: B 1 Row: 18 Seat: 6
Section: PADANG GRANDSTAND Block: B 1 Row: 18 Seat: 7


Qty
Description
Race Date
Race Time
Unit Price
Subtotal
2
3 DAY PADANG GS B1 THRU B5 - STANDARD
26.27.28 Sep 08
8pm
S$498.00
S$996.00
1
PICK UP


S$0.00
S$0.00
Total including GST:
S$996.00











FORMULA ONE...
what about soccer??

im still with arsenal and fabregas..
ahhhhhh... tripe orgasm!!!

more updates when i feel like it....
hahaha...
Schumacher...vrooom!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha...
im watching a video... on hitz.fm blog...
the pcd gotcha adam c...
its really funny... go check it out... (great job morningcrew hitz fm!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPgNFGXgRoI

hahahahaha... gosh.. adam c and moots make my day with their craziness..
just now, i did asked moots why adam c thinks moots is so hot..
and moots told me, adam c has a M-A-J-O-R crush on him...(sound so gay)
its all joke...they love teasing each other..even farrah saw it 2...hahaha

ok, i trim my hair..and it suck...
it got way to wavy than ever...
argh...
i trim coz im having massive hair loss...
and now...haiz...
my mum told me to go for treatment...
but i think i will juz do DIY treatment at home...
save cost and time...

talking about trimming my hair...its been four bloody months..since i last cut my hair..
it means 5 mths me leading a single life...wow!!!!!
erm, the scandals and fling not included eh!!!
wow..time flies...super fast... now u know why i love f1... 0.001 sec does count...
im loving my current life...yes....

international marketing is super MEMBOSANKAN(boring)
i swear the lecturer have a spot in my hate list fr another 9 more weeks to go!!!!
argh..presentation every week....damn......
nothing new or interesting about my life...
oh....another boring post...
ANY HOT BOYS??????
HOT DRUMMERS?????? hahahaha.. i need them...

ps:zain ruffedge getting married??
aj popshuvit also...hmmmmm

1/5 or 1/6 of mum family
they are the bomb!!!
i love them!!



hey,here im typing again for another post..
finally i manage to watch 1/2 of impak maksima the movie..coz i love the soundtracks!!
and of coz MARA BAHAYA..

wawa, if u read this.. i need ur help.. i think u knw one of the song in it..
can u tell me the title...i think its from hujan or something...
i want that song badly!! the scene where they race on road with go karts...
thanks

ok next

Alhamdulilah my aunt, omar and marissa reached florida safely...
they hit some turbulance..and omar vomitted... but everything seems to be just fine..
im still down when my friends talk about them.. oh gosh i really miss damn so freaking much!!!

school seems to be boring!!!
haiz... cost accounting can put me to sleep, even tho i had enuff of rest...
haiz.. sleepy sia... and international marketing lecturer aura and mine clashes!! we had debates and stuff.. fish!!! the very first day, he already had a spot in my hate list!!!

for the first time, me and farrah had a free ride to school..
thanks to farrah's mummy..
we had lunch at ikea before going to school..argh... the chicken leg with swedish herbs ah superb!!! i wanna go there again!!! yummy!!

and now, im suffering mid back pain, (damaged ligaments)
how can that be possible.. so far no accidents and all...
haiz... sometimes its so damn painful that i cant sleep..
when im doing activities with farrah, like walking around in ikea(can say we are lost and running around to find the way out)..no i didnt feel any pain.. but when i got into the car, i felt a sharp pain, that i cant even move my body...
sometimes it hurt when im doing some activities, sometimes it hurt when im doing nothing!!
im so confuse..
doctor tell me not to worry much, and try to slow down all activities and see how it goes...

now, only me my sis and bro in law that is still awake..
bro in law watching sesame streets...
hahahaha..i did manage to snap a pic, and thot of blackmailing them..
but, i dont wish to get kick on my bum..
i rather keep it for my own viewing..hahaha..

will update more when i feel like it.. for now.. i got nothing to say..
im just a lil bit confuse..sames goes for farrah..baik ah...

no song for this blog post...
why???
just wanna say thanks to farrah and ana, for the laughing gas....
they make me laugh and i felt like i lost 5kgs....just laughing...

and make fun of me infront of my family members...
COZ.....


I CRIED!!!!!!! yes....

send them to the airport..
nono.. i mean my parents and the rest... me, farrah, ana, my sis, bro in law and busu met them there at t3....
gosh... when i saw them, abt 5 mins later i start crying.. and when they about to go in... i cried again.. i was the worst one.... farrah and ana get to control their tears... but not for me... coz i gonna miss them so much... omg... im crying now when i typing this... gonna meet them in 2 more years.. INSYA-ALLAH... nono.. can we sponsor them to come every year??? i hope we can negotiate... haiz..

i wanna blog about hw much i hate my lecturer..coz of the debates we had... but... it end up with a goodbye to my both lovely cousins... maybe becoz they are close to me...and omar keep telling me, im his favourite cousin... i love both of them... farrah ana...now u guys got something new to kenakan me right... i knw u guys are controlling ur tears... nvm nvm...

went to a wedding reception juz now...baihakki and norfasarie...
its super hot..
i was like, burning.... ok la the wedding.. i had a feeling i saw someone but im not sure!

ok, saturday was like the bomb la...
k1 carnival..we took pics with the hot sexy cars!!!!!
formula one, formula ford kinda and stuff!!!
from ferrari to SLK to audi r8!!!

and me and omar took pic with this ang moh guy..from the formula bmw!!!
and itlook like father mother and son pic!!!

the fun i had...
this guy he saw me...and he thot omar is my boyfie!!!
ya right just becoz im into angmohs doesnt mean my cousin u see me hugging and holding hand is my boyfie..even tho he's cute and way better looking than some guys i knew....

what ever is!!
e'one! my another hot guyfriend from kl, tell me this!!
u gotta lose some weight!!yes!!! i gain the weight i lost like 3 mths ago..a whole 7kgs!!!!
fish man...hahahaha... i guess this is the reason why u see me glowing!!
happy and craziness = 7kgs of fats!
but i cant be bothered to really go bonkers abt my current weight coz!!!!! IM HAPPY!!!

hahahaahaha!!!!!

whoopsie!!!!

sch start in few hrs time!!!!
i hate it!! and worst!!!! i gonna miss omar and marissa..last night the last night we slept together...we were like hugging and laughing our ass off, that my sis thot ghost laughing at 4am!!! i need some rest now!!!!!

e'one!!!! kirim salam ikan2 kat redang ok!!!
and tell ur production, come spore!!! and we can shot abt the gadgets together!!!
wkakakakakaka...

Kau terindah
Masih ada
Yang tercantik
Itu Kamu!!!!!!!

feeling..as you can see, i have not blog for quite some time..
no not that im sick...(erm yes i am, Hurt my backbone again!! damn!!)
im enjoying my holiday break!!!yeay!!!
me and my gfs started the party at 11.30am last friday!!!!
shisha-ing
lepak-ing
karaoke-ing!!
with my cousins, omar and marissa...
we had fun!!!!! real fun...
the karaoke outing last wednesday was da bomb!!!!!
oh im waiting for the pics and video.... we had our own rock concert!!!! (hw i wish i can have the drummer i like)wawa is so going to kill me..hahaha
haziq and freda hope u guys had fun 2...

and i watched 2 movie so far!!
dark knight and the x files!
thank you bro in law for the treat!!
more more!!! babylon ad, star wars!!! hahahaha...
im going to feel lonely as ever...
my seastar is going on a holiday for a mth...
johnathan deleted his facebook.. thank god im still contacting him on msn and sms...
and omar and marissa is leaving this tuesday!! they been asking me to go florida.. and shop at VS! hahaha...

i cant sleep lately.. maybe becoz i keep thinking abt some1..
i dunno..
hahaha....

tmr im going out wif my 2 cousins and my 2 gfs!! yipeee!!
tmrs theme will be formula one..
girls if u wanna go kart, no slippers aites...
ok la i got to go...bye!!! take care..

yang pernah

hellloooooo!!!!

it been ages since i last blog.. about 11 days ago??
is really happening la my life...cantik menarik tertarik mmg da bomb!!!
kl trip, da bomb!!!
i had alot of fun with my cousins and aunts and uncles and not forgetting MY GRANDPARENTS!!... of coz i felt spoilt asking things from my fav uncle!!!
he likes a RM2.80 mocha, when i asked him to get me a RM14.70 mocha frap..
hehehe..spoilt..hehe..
asked for some other things 2...
and I met my fren.. syed faliq..
oh gosh missing him already!!!

so far im loving the second half of the year!!!
no more dramas!!! yipee... no more issues (EVEN THO I KNW, SOME PPL OUT THERE STILL JEALOUS.. READ!! JEALOUS, WITH ME AND MY FRENS, ARGH FCUK IT LA)
To whoever i may concern, i cant be bothered, i listen enuff, im juz going to keep quite and see if it going to carry on.. hey peeps out there, stop it la, stop being paparazzi!! we dont pay u ok..and tell u the truth, the HOTTEST NEWS IS.. we are actually way better than u can ever imagine in ur whole entire life.. we have everything, u hav nothing..
farrah and me, love sitting down and listening to all this...terasa famous.. oh perez hilton gonna be jealous with us hunny!!
wat the hell!!! wakaka...

kinda down for few days.. no not coz of exams...
well exams make me and farrah gain a lil bit of weight...
hahaha...itsfreakingstress.com!!!! and we been eating..omg, next week gotta start excercise aite babylove!!!!

HIM:
im so sorry.. i dont know what the reason..
its just, i hate the cold treatment u gave me, yes. what ever farrah text u is all true..
im not sure, if its becoz of what ever i blog that u gave me the cold treatment, if its true, im really sorry..
fyi, the boyfie is hot.. but he's not really dating me, we are juz frens for quite sometime..
well, he's dating one of my fren 2..hahaha..only that we juz likes to mingle ard for fun..no more..
and now u are sick and weak..pls take care.. im always here.. gosh, i miss u...hmm, been a week since i last meet u..oh god..

ok, back to story..i got to go.. FRIDAY ONCE CLOCK STRIKE 1PM.. its party time!!!!!!!
sheesha time with the girls!! and haziq...
oh no.. im not bringing my cousins...hahaha...
and we gonna check out hot boys!!! yippeeeee....
i smell something fishy... is my girl also dating my best guy fren??? farrah u knw it 2 rite...
hehehe... my dear sis, is there anything on with u and him??? oh update us!!!!

ahhhh, friday exam, i got to go..tmr gotta wake up early (if i can, to follow the rest to kubur)
and after that gotta study last min...
AND MY FREAKING BACKBONE is in PAIN AGAIN!!! FCUK...

oh congrats wawa, for that sweet lil babysis...
can i kidnap her??
keke...
and pls.. dont remind me of the skate guy..
i know my expression is priceless..the orgasm face of mine.. hahaha... he's hot..and he's body is..yummy!!!! ahhhhh... triple orgasm...
friday i get for u ur hot boy no..promise!!!

to all, PWEASE wish me luck for my last paper this friday!!

oh full moon bro is a sweetheart..cair gue dengarin suara kamu..enggak lena tidur malam ku!!
LOVING AZWIN ANDY AND SONG YANG PERNAH!!!
byk cowok2 ganteng si dlm hidup gue..

wow!! its been ages since i last blog..

enjoy every single min of my life..
yes i do..except some fights with people.. argh issues...
but, the fact is, last week and this week, are da bomb!!!
farrah, ana, souher & haziq.. i want more...
AFTER IM BACK FROM KL we will meet more often aites!!!
with omar and marissa..
u guys are crazy!!!!!!

souher, im happy we are close once again..
i hope this last.. i had great time with u guys..

oh yes.. im stuck.. shud i choose the boyfie or mr cesc??
not the real cesc.. but the guy i called cesc.. hahaha
both are such a sweetheart...
and told ya.. the boyfie is hot...
now u guys believe??
dont ask me why i didnt go after him earlier on..
its juz life.. hahaha..

ana n farrah is so funny abt the MAT SALEH GUY!!
he's hot.. but i dunno la..u guys decide la..
but the pics u guys took, can tell, he like u both...

omg, ana and farrah.. mat saleh sia..

ana, chipmunk likes u 2 ok!!! wakaka..

and souher... oh yes.. dion is so in love with u...

hahahaha... biase la, semua hot stuff... wakakaka.. and for me?? i dunno.. and i dont wanna to know which guy is giving that hint, coz basically all are high!!!

and why u 3 are so into military guys now??
hmmm.. hot right..ok mine's not in military..hahaha

gosh.. i need more of this... after exams...
we will paint the whole town red... yahoooo!!!!!!!

GUYS!!! WAIT FOR ME OK.. I WILL BE BACK SOON.. FREAKING MISS U GUYS...

ps: it was juz abt 3 hrs ago we met.. omg...
argh.. my uncle is fetching me in 1 hr time...
FULL MOON CAN WE MEET??

more updates once im back...

cesc.. u make me miss u so much...
i enjoy myself...
we will meet ok, once im back.. i promise u.. muackz...