Goodbye Grandma..
Yes its been a week since Maternal Grandma left us, some coping well, some of us, not really.. I guess im doing just fine, only im Exhausted to the max!!!
But im glad she's no longer suffering. Ya she lost the battle with cancer, but we knew she left us in a peaceful way. Its like, she went into a deep sleep and suddenly there's no more breathing and heartbeat..
Mum was like asking me hows every1 coping, i know its hard for her, exactly 12 yrs ago Her dad(Grandpa) left us.. and 6 days before grandpa 12 anni, grandma decided to leaves us to reunite with grandpa..so im trying my best to understand..

Im sorry, im only gonna remember u the way i know u will always be and not when u are really sick..
Tho im not close to you, but this yr raya is definitely different without you...
and hope Jalan Kechot will always be kecoh as always... no the bad way, but the good way.. Will see you in Akhirat..



Miss P decided to visit me today after going on a break for 2 freaking months!!
its hurting me!!DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!

Ok NO!!!! Schumacher backs out!!

when i thot god really answer my prayers, schumacher backs out from comeback due to his neck injury..no joke..so it kinda make me moody whole day!!!
Irritate yana (not my sis) and the system, at work is killing me.. now im on twitter, follow my update aites.. i will post as and when i can...
and develop crush on KELLAN LUTZ is superb ah..he's hot..i mean i cant resist his hot body...damn!!!
im going to sleep soon...
and ya im not really tired now..so i cant sleep..
my cousin is pissing me off..im really mad at him now...

MEETING FARRAH LATER!!!YEAY !!!!!!!!

wonder where avante is??
he's happy with his life, we part ways almost a month ago...
life back to normal before he came, at first im fighting with myself..with the pain..
but i realise im not so stress as i used to be...the frequent fights and cries..
its over, i guess he's happy now..