yesterday is the classic day of my life..
super lepak..
as u guys know im kinda down, and lately playing hide and seek with my frens...
(dun wan them to know wats going on)..

so i decided to go school for accounting class...
took 135.. stop at paya lebar.. and i miss bus 2.. double deck coz i busy talking on the phone...
so waited for few mins for another bus...
find a seat, n juz rest.. at eunos, i saw this guy look exactly copy paste like Eduardo!! yup the arsenal striker that broke his leg.. i msg my sis and my boyfie.. told them this (i dun care, im going to asked this guy is his leg is ok or not) *mcm la dia nie eduardo*

he saw me looking at him,and he stare at me... so i smile at look somewhere else..and guess what, he actually came nearer to me and stand beside me... and i took out my hp and type this

YOU LOOK LIKE EDUARDO ARSENAL..
and i try to look up at him and smile, and show him my msg..

he saw wat i type, and smile and reply this to me

but my leg is totally ok..
so are you arsenal fan??
me: yup, arsenal die hard fan...
him: nah, im a man u fan..
hey there 2 seats behind, wanna sit wif me...
me: ya sure..

and frm bedok till my school we talk.. about stuff...

at changi fire station (my boyfie working) he asked me for my no...
i gave him mine.. and yup.. i alight and he start msging me.. till now..
we talk about random stuff... and my boyfie.. i know he doesnt mind with it.. and he knows im attached..so its just a fren fren thing.. like me and HR.. hahahaha

my sis..she just laugh and disturb me wen im on the phone wif him.. and say, pls find for her, fabregas or john cena look alike...(dun ask me where she putting abg nizam)...

and...
at the rate we are going.. its juz to difficult to tell whats going on between us...
pray hard and hope.. this relationship last...

my dear sohan shaun..
its been 5 days...
i love and miss you so much...
no word can describe how sad or hurt i am...
but im waiting.. and i hope..there's still room for us to talk and work things out...

its getting complicated and confusing..

if i could turn back the time i would..

so nobody will get hurt with the current situation we're going thru..

im just expressing the feelings..

i just have to deal it alone...

if i could share, i would...

a few asked me to chill..

but its damn easy to say, than to go thru it..

ok... today..

suppose to go school..while waiting for the bus...

i beep ninie...asked if she wanna meet...

and guess what, i went to her hse.. had lunch...she got ready..then she told me this, ape mcm kita gi ambik mashas kat rumah dia, aku drive...
me: WAT!!?? ok set!!! (its her cousin car)
off we go fetch mashas...by the time we reached sch, class end...so we met suhana..take our revisions papers, go meet our class advisor..they did their stuff..i just walk ard the school.. n i saw my gf... and we gossips abt stuff...hahahaha (my fav) hot news...

went back to ninie hse, change, yup..she has a top for me.. and met alfie (her boboy) and we went to fetch ezan (she tell us to save money for bangkok trip)... ok.. we did nothing actually, juz fetch and send ppl ard... waste petrol... hehehehe... nah..tmr im going to school to study..

even tho i still cant focus...coz of the problem im facing..but i can study, wen im wif my fren..but not all alone..i will keep thinking abt it...and it really sucks...

if i have one wish..

ok im very tired... i really cant take it..my head hurts...

well to my dearest sister!!!

leave me alone at home again..this is what i do!!!

find hot guy pics!!!!

and guess what....

i know you like him!!!

too bad!!!

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE!!!



cesc fabregas!!

yup, and he's hotter than ronaldo right??

even my boyfie thinks so...

im now watching the video of yesterday match, arsenal vs birmingham...

eduardo broke his leg..serious.. its like career over than season over for him...

but i really wish he can still play for arsenal... he's arsenal danger man, and he turning 25 tmr...

wat the fish...
and that taylor guy..he bloody smile after tackle eduardo...wah...

mintak2 lu kena ban!! biar puas hati... im not satisfy wif the red card...
i wan him ban!!!!!
why didnt u do that to man u striker?? fish head curry... argh...


ACTUALLY...

juz venting my anger and stress...

argh..im fucking stress with exams...

final!!! and my head hurt..

it seems that im having it everyday...

my migraine never stop... been popping pills like sweets!!
i badly wanna score this time..

but nvm... i wanna rest now...

i cant stop crying after receiving the phonecall...
but i can only tell you why, after my exams.. i promise..
for now.. i rather keep it to myself...
no, not something heartbreaking...
juz that i cant control my emo..
so ya...


gosh... bie!! i really love you!!!!
and i miss watching soccer with u by my side...

22 more days...haiz...
and 16 more days to exams...
dont ask me why...

my boyfie thinks he look like fabregas...
i guess he wan me to stop talking abt fabregas....hahahaha...
but i cant..especially early morning match..
ac milan vs arsenal, how can i go to sleep wen fabregas and kaka on tv...damn.. didnt really reply to his msges...

cant wait for next month... formula one and moto gp gonna kick off their race season..damn
soccer, f1 and moto gp.. our interest... is damn fun....

but for now

exams in 18 days time...
i miss him so very much..
he left wif 6 more days of work as a fire fighter..gosh..thank god..
he's been busy...i evn complain telling him, if in a day there 48 hours..that 48 hrs u will be working..hahahax...

now...
and i guess he strike lottery thats why he didnt call me...wakakakaka...
he told me if he strike lottery, he wont call me, once he reach london he will call me...god...
hahahaha..ok nvm....


every thursday and saturday is my study time wif the girls...
so i dont think i might be meeting him anytime soon...
see how... we now juz got back to the right track after the weekend fight...
damn, it freak the both of us badly.. now everything is back to normal i guess..

he kinda pretend he forget our 1st month.. by saying oh, ade kenduri arwah right...
swear i feel like going to his hse and kick him...but nvm...

im very busy wif sch and stuff..not sure if i will blog that often..now im half asleep...
really very tired... goodnite....

I WANT TO WATCH SPORE F1 GP!!!!!!!!

THANKS ZAID FOR MAKING ME JEALOUS!!!

PAPA!!!!!!!!!

PLS PAY FOR ME....

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i promise i will be a good girl....(for a day only)


i went out wif farrah today..

to find for her jeans, which levis left us depress coz the biggest is only size 29 for that particular design...haiz....

went to ikea tamp..
walk ard, and saw my mum clone there..looks like mummy and aunty jan mix together...gosh...
after that back to tamp
chill and close to 9.20 took a cab to her hse, chill till 1030..

she send me to the bus stop..i was talking abt her mr K

fuck...her slippers broke...i was laughing my ass off...can u juz imagine that...
rabak ah lu..today twice in 1 hr i laugh like nobody business...

first wen u shout, hanis dont die...

but the car was turning right instead of going straight, second ur slipper buat hal...


hey babe..i wish i cud kill ur mr k..

ya i know he brought us back together..i thank him for doing so..

but he took away the old farrah i know..

the farrah that will crazy evn tho she's stress and didnt had enuff sleep, yet still entertain my craziness in class...

i miss all that...

i swear i gonna be professor x and make ur slipper break again..

hahahaha
i love u babe...

and i wish, i cud help u get him back...

pls tell me wat i can do so we can have the same old farrah again...i miss u so much...

fuck!!!!

man u score 2...

come on arsenal!! u can do it!!!!

arsenal arsenal arsenal..i love u!!

fabergas!!!u my scandal...

he will run away if he hear that (my boyfie said so)

hey... im totally pissed off now...

wif this bloody printer tech..

she thinks i cant afford for that bloody printer...

mmg mintak kena tampah betul her face... and thanks to her, my adjustments came out damn fucking small that i need a magnifying glass to read it...

i really cant take it...

im lack of sleep...

will blog abt yesterday later...when i feel abit better..

maybe at nenek hse...

i heart him!!!
sorry..tis is wat left for me!!!!
finally j.co in spore!!!!

no more batam trip, or get jealous coz my kl frens get to eat them...

wanted this dress, sale in sch for fund raising...
but i bought a black top..

lau pa sat outing....

yup, lesbian in actions....



hey....

i reached home abt 3 hrs ago...
yup...10 pm...damn tired...
busy planning for later...
and i busy layan my cousin Nana..
she had some shit problems...that i really wanna kill her if can...
hahahahahaha....
i smoke 2 ciggies today...wen farrah is somewhere else...hahaha
sorry babe..toooooo stresssssss!!!!

me and syg not feeling well..
yup..he's down wif fever toooooo
haiz....
but the outing is still on!!!
hahahahaha...
but i dunno how it actually gonna be..juz go wif the flow..

and miss P came and visit me today!!!
and i cried in the cubicle..coz my body ache like fcuk!!!

ok bye guys!!!
i need to pack some stuff...
more updates frm me!!!

i love my syg...
the four of us... i love all of them...
my sleeping partner??(sounds wrong!!!)

nah, she sleeps over sometimes
finally i pierce my ear..
our gemuk cat chilling on the roof of our car






hello peeps...
im having stupid fever now... its been 2 days... i feel so stress wen farrah talks rubbish wif me..especially abt mr keith rodgiuez..watever... and she rule out i cant smoke coz im sick and if i smoke she gonna leave me... she left me alone cold turkey.. n lack of nicotine the whole day... farrah, i need to talk to keith to clarify things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and maybe coz im having fever, i kinda pissed off when in the bus, ppl trying to show off their hp with stupid irritating song...
guess what i did??... yup... i turn and look at the guy.. and said this "it fucking irritating u know"
and the guy quickly turn it off... actually i didnt know which guy that play wif his hp.. i juz turn and said that.. and farrah was the one that tell me, i shot the right guy... omg.. and he's frm my school.. btw, who gives a shit.. i juz want to enjoy my bloody bus ride to school.. if u wanna listen to music, bring ur earpiece along..


today for the first time for almost a 1 month using my hp, i tried video recording..and i didnt switch off the 120Frames per seconds mode...the whole video look so damn slow..


recorded mashas walking and shuffle..it look like she did some moon walking... god.. this hp is really way to advance for me..

i watch arsenal match juz now, and did my auditing homework.. before that i disturb my father while he reading the papers...and guess what... while im doing my homework in front of the tv...he irritate me... i swear i feel like asking him to shut up... he said lehmann is my uncle (my grandma nephew) then next, he said adebayor is my bro in law... (in my heart, i said, erkkk..bila masa abg nizam tukar jadi adebayor??) he kinda bitchy wen i asked him certain questions...

now i know where i got this bitchy attitude from... and when i juz ignore him completely..he shut up..took his hp..and wen straight to his room...finally.. i had the peace i wanted... hahaha... i really BINGIT coz he called me THE GOLDEN DAUGHTER, coz i tell him not to scold me when i asked questions...

anyway.. i cant wait for thursday and saturday....
yup spending both days with him...

for thursday, we gonna tgk wayang kat london, makan kat italy and naik boat kat venice.. betul tak syg?? yup he said that to me...wen i asked him wat we gonna do for thursday... if its true, he bring me to all that... wait for another 1 yr ok...hahahahax...if not its in my acc..hell no...


and saturday, he gonna wear his man u jersey and me...my arsenal tee... coz saturday FA CUP..
MAN U vs ARSENAL!!

we make a bet... if man u win, he coming over to my hse... if man u lose WE not meeting for 2 weeks... hahahahaha... im confuse...

ok guys thats for now... im toooooooo tired...sleeping soon......after i finish my accounting..zzzzZZZZzzzz..
bye!!!
take care....

happy chinese new year to all...

collect money dont forget me ok...hahahax..

yesterday was da'bomb...outing with abg nizam families and all..

its really happening..expecially after 2 months not meeting my favourite baby...

isaac hamzah..finally, get to meet him..

kinda cranky...same as me.. not feeling that well..same as me...

but manage to take pics with him...

he's juz so cute...

nothing much to blog about...

having mood swings...

now chatting with hr...

yup...kinda funny...

he's better than his bro..

not serious..and loves to joke around...

finally i paid my fines on monday...

there goes the 200 bucks..

if not i can get my DKNY watch i wanted...

haiz.....hr finds it funny...

but he forgets that this is a FINE country after all...

will post the pics soon...

take care peeps...

now watching soccer...

arsenal won!!! yipee...

watching man u match for beloved..

totally, man u supporters is not welcome here...

my dad n bro in law kinda mad at the moment...

referee byk kasi man u chance...

if not tottenham can get few penalty...

and to my beloved...

i can be a psychic..

u cant...

wat man u will win 2-0??

now..its still 0-1..

ape jadi??

u masuk arsenal sudah..hahaha

at least i said arsenal 2-0..but result...3-1...

okok... i prepare the red carpet for u... hahahax

yesterday, hell lot of fun..

especially "SU" Pa Sat outing...

its actually lau pa sat...

the su pa sat came from shaun...

becoz of some jokes, that is very personal...

hahahahaha....

only me su and farrah.. abt 10 plus farrah head down to zouk..while me and su, walk around esplanade... and we even had a mini fight for car while on the way home, so wen i reach home.. oh ya.. suhana sleep over my hse... i told my dad, we kinda late, coz su busy cleaning the lamborghini at swissotel.. hahahaha.. ya we fight which lambo is ours..

we talk alot... and chill on the bed..
plan to watch 27 dresses but she fall asleep...

so i kinda stoning alone... and i put 2 pillows in between.. and guess wat it works.. i didnt hit her..

im so worried i gonna hit her again like the other time... hehehehe...

wake up.. farrah msg both of us.. so ya..
we chill, and guess wat.. we watch hindi movie...and all plans cancel...

and i cried... su juz laugh, coz she was busy talking on the phone.. alamak.. not fun ah...

AND THE SO CALLED OVER DUE TOPIC OF THE WEEK!!!

ME AND MY 2 FRENS got our FIRST FINE!!!

200 bucks!!!

and best thing, before we got the fines.. we took a pic of us smoking (acting cool)

and now the pic cost $600...

hahahahaha.. how expensive!!

the way wen the uncle issue us the saman..

we still can joke around...

i even said,

oh ok, thanks..

take care, have a nice day to the uncle...

omg... and we even shouted, yeay we got our first saman!!!

how crazy....

yes we are..stress wif exams, busy studying... and suddenly there come our fine...fish...


ok... al fatihah to rosli khamis aka loloq...

(i really love his lyrics, a big loss to the local music industry)