Tuesday, September 30, 2008

DAY 2 & 3 OF FORMULA ONE..

let me juz start with im sorry for the late post..
i went back home late after f1 on sunday..
and felt tired plus sick..
i woke up late for class..
and now im stealing time from cleaning the hse to uploads pics and videos to my folder in pc..
for tmr...

OH BTW SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2 ALL
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..
Happy Children Day...

day 2 of formula one..
what can i saw..
im still hyper with the flag and so on..
and my fren got a ferrari jacket for me to wear..
and more ppl stop us to take pics....
that reminds me..
i have few name cards to email them for my pics...
hahaha
my uncle called me during break..
asked me to pass him my pass..
hell no..
hahahaha i love u uncle..
but u need a stamp ya..
for re-entry..
hahahaha...
im so happy when massa got pole..
and my uncle have to wait for 1hr and 30 mins..
and he's busy with his fren..
so the bachelor kind..
aiyo....
thank god i got some1 to send me home with the flag..
and my uncle did said the same thing..
why u bought the flag...
new curtains??
argh!!!!!!!!!!!
i replied...
hey im the new ferrari merchandise model la...
coz some did stop me and my fren..
and asked us, if we are from ferrari..and if we get to keep the merchandises from ferrari..
we just smile and said its ours..
im still wondering..
what abt the rest who took pic with me..
and i didnt manage to see them..
haiz...

oh i heard some drivers went down to bazaar..
coolness!!!!!!
im still head over heels with raikkonen..
rosberg, vettel and few more..
Ahhhh hotties!!!

3day of formula one..
we are more hyper!!!!
i was late..
haiz...
but no... i didnt miss the drivers parade!!!!
i record it..
it was so love la....
the start of warm up lap and all was crazy!!!!
and of coz..i was like so sad when massa pit destroy everything..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not massa fault..
i hate to break it..
but even with the use of lollipop man, it will happen also coz it got stuck to the car..
after the race..we walk ard the circuit!!!
check out the nelson piquet jr crash site and massa's and sutil's crash site..
check out carbon fibres..
and when we walk to the pit garage...
and we did manage to sneak in to the pit..hehehehe..
coolness!!!!!
we took pic of ferrari pit crews and mechanics and all!!!
the parc ferme..cool!!!
i took pics all 10 pit garage..like hell la..
the no 1 and 3 grid position can la..
and when i was taking pics on the 1st grid... my eyes caught rubbers on the tarmac..
laid by massa...coolness, i peel it off..and me and my fren have to cut it to half..
sound funny but thats the fact...

ok la so far thats all i cud remember..
now im sick..
i miss the burn rubber smell and the engine sound..
omg...i love it..
im missing it..
ahhhh


ps: u left me for 5 days... u said after formula 1 u gonna call me..
haiz..its ok..
i need to rest...goodnight all...

Saturday, September 27, 2008

FORMULA ONE!!
DAY 1!!
FRIDAY!!

in class im already all out excited for f1
even my f1 fren.. call me hyper!!!!!
im massa, he raikkonen (ice man konon!!!)
straight after class i met zaid (my f1 fren for 9yrs) at raffles..
and we walk to gate 5..
walk ard to the merchandise area..
FERRARI OF COZ!!
thot of buying tees or cup or something cute..
but guess what we bought?
A LARGE SIZE (UR KING SIZE BED) FERRARI FLAG!!!
and he bully me..to carry it ard...
its large..super big..cover me most of the time..
and abt 30 ppl stop us to take pics with us and the flag or borrow our flag...
hahaha felt so glamour..
we thot of charging ppl..$2 per pic..coz everywhere we go..ppl stop us..
argh!! ok nvm..
we chill at zouk for a while..hahaha
zouk at padang!!! awesome la..
i wanted to take alot of pics n video but digicam and videocam died on me!!!
we depend on our 5megapixels hp camera..
got to say..LG VIEWTY pics quality is way better than N96!!
YES N96!!!
hahahaha...
wen the first practice starts..
gosh...
we saw this finland guy carrying a finland flag (raikkonen fan)
and he hang the flag on a 14ft FISHING ROD!!!!
i did ask him..
Where he got the pole bla bla bla..
its from kallang fishing shop...
so after the first practice ended..
we went to Marina Square and bought a long pole..
attached to original pole..and taaadaaaa
our flag is up high...
thanks to my lovely friends..
they thot i bought the flag..for hari raya curtain..
thanks la...worst..new bed sheet..omg..
a few apeks and nyonya laugh at me...coz i look retard la..
but ok nvm...
zaid..walk a distance away from me..and he sort of realise im like the main attention. ppl quickly snap my pic..
i swear if my pic come out in newspaper..im going for a plastic surgery!!
NVM...
I CALL MYSELF A TRUE TIFOSI!!!!

oh besides giving my attention to f1 practices going on...while walking ard..
i look for hot boys..
Alamak...if my 2 girls with me...
i can declare its heaven day sia!!!
but zaid is attached so..
and he wont entertain my nonsense of hotties...he quickly pull me away..
thanks la friend!!

aft f1..frm padang i walk all the way to bugis..
With the flag..
ppl did stop me..
twice a group of ang mohs asked me to sell the flag..hell no!!
im selling it at 200..plus the pole bla bla bla..wakakaka..
can?? so my fren and i can buy 2 more..hehehe..and a tee for me..

now im charging the cams batt and my hp...
gotta wake up and clean the hse...
oh ya..i bring back the flag home..and going to sleep with it!!!
hehehe...

im so excited!!!!!
what shud i wear tmr???
hahahaha...

i still hear the f1 cars going ard..
i love ferrari
FORZA FERRARI
IM HAVING SCARLET FEVER..
SCUDERIA FERRARI..
ahhhhhhh they are juz pure love!!!!



AFTER THE 3 DAYS..I WILL UPLOAD PICS ON FACEBOOK..
will update everyday!!no worry

Thursday, September 25, 2008

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SAW KIMI RAIKKONEN
I SAW MIKA HAKKINEN
I SAW NICK HEIDFELD
I SAW SEBASTIAN VETTEL
I SAW NICO ROSBERG!!!!!!!

SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE F1 I LOVE F1 I LOVE F1!!!!!!!!!!!!

CALL ME CRAZY!!!!
I SAW THEM!!!!
IM GOING CRAZY... NICO IS HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!
DAMN WHY AM I SO STUPID.....
STARSTRUCK THAT I COULDNT EVEN THINK TO TAKE PIC WITH NICO!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!I MISS MY CHANCE 2 TAKE PIC WITH ROSBERG!!!!DAMN!!!!!!!

start out late to school...
sorry farrah....
i told farrah abt ehem...she got a lil bit moody....
haiz.. i felt bad...
after class met ana and mus..
we walk ard...
ate subway and pasta mania...
mus was a crazy guy from imh!!
i cant stop laughing my ass off...hahaha
7.30 we went paragon...
coz.....
I WANNA SEE KIMI...
i know its crazy...yes...everybody was like...ok...for ur sake..
im happy like bonkers...
so ok.
after that we went to get farrah stuff and so on..
no, she went to get her stuff, me ana and mus had a leg massage..
thanks osim u squeeze..wakaka...
went to meet souher and ash at starbuck and wait for busu to fetch me..
when busu fetch me, the rest went back home..
busu fetch me then the kelantan gangster...(kak weda, abg is and baby isaac)
ana and mus tag along...
guess where we head to??
yes... we park our vehicles at bugis open carpark..
and walk all the way to f1 track..
and walk ard f1 track frm 11pm-2am..
alot of crazy stuff happened..
while walking to spore flyer,we saw like more than 15 ferraris and maseratis
DAMN!!!I WAS LIKE..OMG OMG!!MY FAV CAR!!!
i saw mika hakkinen in the johnnie walker benz car..
walk with ana mus and isaac..
having fun taking pics...
hahaha...isaac kinda scared of mus...
hehehe
saw lots of renault crews...and we keep chanting go alonso go nelson go renault..(nope juz for fun)
wen i saw nick heidfeld..it was like, eh is this nick..
but no he didnt smile and juz walk pass us..
alamak..
wen we saw vettel, i was already a mad woman, screaming..
kak vettel kak..kak its vettel!!
and we all was like, VETTEL!!!!
VETTEL!!!!
and he wave and smile at us...

the best part after we saw vettel we saw nico!!!
and guess what from far i shout nico rosberg...nico!!!!
and he actually stop jogging and wave at us and wanted to come to us..but i walk away
then everybody started to like scold, eh bodoh lah kau adik (stupid la u)
u shud go to him and take a pic!!
all of us can take pic with him..
he already stop and wanted to come to us..
i felt so stupid...
omg!!!

then we went to 7-11
and while chilling.. this group of ang mohs...walking toward our direction..
and mus immediately stand up..
Coz one of them was wearing arsenal jersey like mus..
and they shout go arsenal..yeah arsenal...
it was totally fun!!!

i hope everybody had fun...
ana also get to meet isaac and carry him...
hahaha..

but i guess..
reason why i wasnt really focus abt nico and vettel is becoz..
when i was really happy spending time with my love ones..
he text me...
yes...he!!
and i wonder how much a sorry cost...
can some1 tell me???
i really wonder...
im lost now..
yes he just came back..
and i dunno..
if i shud run away..or juz wait and see..wat will happen next

im confuse..

ps:listening to cuba at the moment..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

DEAL
ARSENAL vs MAN U....8.11.2008 EMIRATES STADIUM


beautifool_suckturday says (1:38 AM):
mane boleh kalah
beautifool_suckturday says (1:38 AM):
:D
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
watever
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
arsenal makin strong tau
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:39 AM):
so ok...
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
we buat deal kat sini
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
i nak copy balik
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
if man u menang
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:40 AM):
im gonna wear man u jersey and put on my dp?????
beautifool_suckturday says (1:40 AM):
yes!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:40 AM):
and if arsenal wins
beautifool_suckturday says (1:41 AM):
i rela pegi emirates mase the team tgh training and dapatkan autograph fabregas
beautifool_suckturday says (1:41 AM):
deal?
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
and gambar fabregas!!!!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:42 AM):
u nak suh i ambik gambar ngn fabregas ke?
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
kalau leh dgn jersey basah dia tu sekali??
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
ah.... i tau...
beautifool_suckturday says (1:42 AM):
hahaha, i'll try my best then nak dapat jersey de
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:42 AM):
man u kalah
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
u ambik gambar fabregas n letak as ur dp????
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
how????
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
deal!!!!!
beautifool_suckturday says (1:43 AM):
deal!!!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
i nak autograph dia... *faints.....oh fabregas!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
yes ah!!!
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
deal
{Corinna Insyirah} epitome of imperfection. says (1:43 AM):
i copy and paste untuk u baca kt my blog
beautifool_suckturday says (1:44 AM):
okayyy sure!!!






oh god...pls let arsenal win!!!!
pls!!!! im not going to wear man u jersey!!never!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

exams over...
everything seems to be over...

but i still have my 2 girls and family (not forgetting baby isaac)
they are always there for me...
i know they will never leave me...

and u?? u left me... but why????
why now... why after i trust u...
i give u all my trust...
u know i hate wen i found u r...
it just crush everything...
why it ended so fast....
why i feel the blame is always on me???
and my sis...she told me this.. find another guy...
that will not hide things from me....
yes...u keep hiding everything from me...
but now..no i look so stupid i guess...in front of ur family...especially ur cousin..


i just dont feel like falling in love anymore...
i keep telling myself that...but i keep falling for some1 and ended up..
hurt....

blogging at 2.35am...
with cramps...i juz hate it...
hopping it will be ok by friday!!!
yes!!!!!
its formula one!!!! im gonna park myself at padang for 3 days straight!!!
watching all sorts of cars and hoping to find some peace there....
no worries...the sound of the engines and the smell of burn rubbers are love!!!
they give me peace tho...


im hoping i will do my best for this term...
to make up for last term..
and this is my last term...damn...

ok i dunno what else to blog about...
the whole 2 weeks im gone for good!!!
spending my time with my girls and family..
almost evrynight i chill with my sis,bro in law the kelatan rebels and busu..
wakakakakaka
and not to forget i met mal on friday!!!
i asked farrah to tag along..and we chill with mal and adeep before they perform..
we called farrah simon spore...coz she comment on almost everything...the performances la...
i was laughing my ass off...listening to her critics...damn!!!

meeting ana at the baazar...
disturbing her and mus..
i miss a few outings with them...
will make up for it tmr...
before heading to the f1 track over the weekend...

ok gtg...gotta wake my familia up for sahur...
listen to the song..enjoy!!!


Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku





Cuba - Faizal Tahir

Friday, September 05, 2008

Sitting by myself
In an empty room
Surrounded by darkness
I wield a shaking knife shining on the moonlight of a nearby window
Lift my arm showing my wrist
Squeezing my fist shut, causing my vein to budge
I quickly slash at it over and over
Staring
I look as the crimson liquid runs down my forearm
Begin to feel dizzy, then followed by darkness, I pass out
Waking up on the cold ground I see myself laying in a puddle of blood
I feel nothing
No pain
No relief
No happiness
I'm not scared knowing i’ll die soon from the loss of blood
I think back
To all the other times i cut myself
But this time i went too far
Too deep,
I look up at the dark ceiling wondering if i’ll go to heaven,
then looking down, or hell
I glance at my wrist one last time as I drift off into a daze and collapse on the floor..



my feelings are like, totally gone..
omg.. i cant never believe this will happened...
i told myself after that pathetic guy..
im not going to fall for any1..
maybe just for fun or fling...
but this time round i fall hard on my bum...
and when i decided to be a CSI, or Detective..
i find alot of info.. and i wish.. what ana said abt him is true..
he's just a ghost...coz i think its better if he's a ghost than a......

i will be gone... i really need to get out from here..

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

again this blog..(pls ppl out there if ur name is not stated here, dont feeling this post is for u)

hey...
u... ya u SAM bte PAH... this blog post if dedicated to u..
im so sure.. u are finding for a Fcuk buddy and not a Potential Bf right...
that poor bf of urs..is still in love with his ex... im so sure.. i willing to bet with u..
i mean..hey....look...he just broke up with ex gf for like ages...
and in less than a week..
he's with u...wth... a normal human being wud take at least 2-3 weeks to get over the fact that he/she broke up with their partner and will take a few weeks to find a new fling or rebound partner..or maybe fcuk buddy... im sure many who are reading this agreed to what i said... unless u are a bf stealer.. u had affairs with him... so which one wud u choose??
make its the first..coz it sounds better for u...

did u know u are just fugly.. i mean serious... u have that low class standard...
and sorry to say..the girls out there, u know..the backlane girls, their butt (plus make-ups on) look way better than u.... im not kidding...it just make u look so teruk...

sorry if this post hurt ur feeling so much..but hey patience..coz..its fasting month..
im just here to make u realise.. u are just pulling urself nearer to the ground and one day, u cant face the world anymore for this mistake of urs..
look... behind ur back..he's msging his real true love...
without ppl telling me the reason why u 2 got together..i already guess it..
and it so damn true.. but..im not going to expose that detail coz im just worried u gonna go up to the 20th floor and jump down.. i dont want to be the cause of ur death.. like i said im here typing this post to wake u up from ur lil gal fantasy of blowing a guy for FAME!!
be a pro hun... not a SUN (pronounce in malay)...

and to girls out there... pls learn from this post..
dont blow any guy who just break up..coz u might just hurt urself even more..
sorry ah...i know its fasting month...but
like i said earlier im just going to post what i wish..anyway this is my blog...
as long no names or politics involve..im safe...and
pls..TO THE GIRL (SAM bte PAH), Dont After This u commit suicide.. for god sake, find a better life... dammit..
and to who ever out there who thinks this post for u..
holla me... if u cant find me...FIND A WAY....
may god blast u...



corinna is happily jumping around
coz she thinks she save someone from hell...
ya
SAM bte PAH





ur street name start from P sibling right?

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO MY SIS AND BRO IN LAW....
AND..... ISAAC'S MUM AND DAD... KAK WEDA AND ABG IS...

life just seems to be the way i want...
crazy wacky msn and facebook comments with farrah..
listening to ana advices...thinking im dating a ghost..
keeping farrah in my fridge..
what the hell...
that remind me of my bro in law sleep talking..
u become the meat i be the butcher..
wakakakaka...
ok thats random...

first day of puasa..
didnt really received an email from him

its like..hey...miss him so much..
thats when the song sampai syurga, tercipta untukku and few other songs become my fav song for the day...
hey... whats going on??
i have no ideas....
i just hope farrah and ana will be there, when the time comes...
till then...which is like 3 weeks time..
i just keeping it on a low..
but we knew each other early march...after i broke off with... Shaun..
haiz... ok...forget about him for now...
and just take it as tho he's my imaginary friend..
hahahaha..like ana said..its 2 scary..like a ghost..

i gotta wake my family up for sahur in 15 mins time..
happy like crazy coz farrah actually LAYAN my craziness till 3.15am!!
3.15am ok...and she's not the girl that sleep late ok...
even if she's clubbing she will take a long nap..till abt 7-8 before getting ready to club..
gosh...its craziness la...
how i wish ana did join in the fun...

ok la...i think its time to wake my parents up...damn its just 3.30am...
omg... i gotta wake up early for study session with farrah..
god...pls...ans our prayers...
we need the strength in life...
for me.. i need it in studies and of coz life...
please bless us...

ok chows!!!
farrah..
i love u pumkins!!!
u r the one of the greatest thing ever...
we are the mirror image wacky friend..
and sorry for the past..
im here for u..
i promise after exam...
we gonna continue our plan...
the kidnap the moon and ms stoner..
erm..is that ur plan or mine??
im lost...
love u!!!