yesterday was pure complete sucks..
today..great..all in all i got 7 new guys no..wow!!im goin crazy..

amy white gave us his no!! ya juz now..farrah was staring at him all the time for the very first moment he step into the auditorium...so we msg him, i did..hmmm he wanted to wait for me..but he kinda sick..so he went back first..i knw farrah like him..shud i tell amy white that farrah like him..

i mean ya..i juz treat him like a fren..but farrah like him, i dun mind if now i feel farrah been treating me differently, wif hiding things from me...i mean ya.. she can keep alot of stuff from me, but lately i hear abt things she complain to ppl this and that.. i juz dun wanna listen, i left hafiz n now im alone... i still think farrah no 1.. i mean wen i wif hafiz, hafiz get tired..i will tell hafiz abt farrah and wawa..2 peeps i trusted..

things been goin differently..now farrah hp only adik can hold..wen i wanted to msg amy white using farrah hp, farrah shouted out loud..last time i have to keep my hp personally la..i mean full moon pics is in my hp... i mean his personal pics.. his n my personal pics.. i hope she understand..

then i hear a few stuff..bad stuff..seriously i dunno who 2 believe..but if farrah read tis..babe..i never wanted to follow or copy u..but at times wen we get stuff we get together..so if u think is copy im so so sorry...abt the jeans i got from dp, i wen to marina wif hafiz..he ask me to get the jeans instead of the 3/4..u can ask hafiz..n before u get it..i did told u, i did try on that jeans only no size.. i dont feel comfortable so i get the flare..and my sis was wif me...and at marina, they are havin sales, n we got it..i mean hafiz n i..

i did hear from a couple of ppl ard asking me abt is it true u n andrew are officially together..i say i dunno..then i ask why..they say they asked andrew if he single or not..he say he single n not ready for a relationship...i wanted to tell u but i dun wanna u 2 get hurt..

seeing u wanna see us happy, but u shud see..at times u hav to becareful..i dun wanna things get worst..and wen u shouted out loud in claz wen i wanted to msg amy white for u coz i know u wanna amy white so much..well i maybe meeting him tmr n tell him everything...for u i dont mind telling him..coz like i say..now no guys get in the line..well let me say nobody can stop this frenship unless we both wan it to happen..

i dunno la wat is the secret...but if involve me, i hope u tell me..before i found from other ppl..its not good..i dun wanna to listen stuff from other ppl.. it hurts..tat why i at times walk away.. i prefer to keep quiet..but i know at times, keeping quiet it hurt alot..

last time there were no secrets at all..why aft i break up wif hafiz it got worst...u know wat i did wif hafiz..nothin is secret between me and u... u know why my nokia hp 6630 is so personal, coz of the pics full moon mmsed to me..

i still love u.. i miss the old u... i miss our old time..but why all this spoils the memory that we used to hav??

i hope im still the same in ur life...
i never blame u girl..i dunno how to tell u so i guess thru blog...wen i blogging im crying at the same time..i juz missed our old life..i know we move on..this is life..but if we still as close and still like last time we can still enjoy the time like we used to hav..

hope aft tis u can reply n i can decide wen to tell amy white tat i cant be frens wif him, n tat u wan him to be his fren...
juz for my lesbian partner i will do anything for her...
for farrah faith ibrahim...