IM STILL AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am happy what I have and own right now.
But sometimes I cant stop myself from wanting more.
And when I received farrah text early morning that she hopes shes as rich as ivanka trump and skinny than kate moss.. and then I realized what if we come frm Africa or utopia.. mybe we don’t knw whats hp..or worst still, we never saw pager before..mybe nt for another 30 yrs frm nw..
Y we never had enuff of everything?? Y we still buying lv wen we have almost the whole collection of lvs, frm monogram, Venice, speedy damier and the list goes on…

And for me, I juz bought a hp 2 mths ago..n now im itchy to get a BlackBerry Bold…
I see it as a need, my mum said it’s a waste of money… and she can see I hardly shop..
Wait I shop..but I buy only soccer jersey… is collecting Arsenal jersey a waste of money???

And then I realize coz of this waste of money, some could get jealous and start backstabbing.. like wat the hell… that’s why I limit myself to be frens with certain ppl…
My sis stop me frm bringing my lvs and all to work coz she worry some will talk behind our back, like how can we afford all this when our pay are just peanuts???
Mind you my lvs are originals!!!so shud we be thankful or shud ppl ard us stop being jealous??? So no back stabbing occurs

And now im a worst mofo heavy smoker ever..work and sometimes fight with avante (in a week, at least 6 days avante and I fought) so I easily finish up a pack of ciggies a day..so is that a need or a waste of money???

And if I chill with avante or farrah, as we talk, our hands reach out for the ciggies…that’s like, wow!! Another 10 bucks gone… but I take it as a need..

Im really grateful that everytime I woke up, I still have ciggies in my bag..

So basically im thankful that my life seems perfect…

I don’t need a bf, coz I have farrah.
I don’t need a bf coz I have 2 guy frens, Haziq and Avante that ppl mistook them as my bf…
But I WANNA FIND ONE WITH NICE ASS LIKE SAMIR NASRI!!! WOW!! FEEL LIKE SPANKING HIS ASS…hahaha…


Last week I met avante, and we talk.. like heart to heart talk..
And Im not at the right state of mind…so the talk we had, erm, I cried my ass off…
One part I just told him, that I miss Isaac, its random but I told him, my mind is all over the place..we talk for like 30 mins in the car… and end up with a big hug and kisses on my forehead… and he send me to my doorsteps… hahaha… wait the best part was, my mum open the door, but she didn’t saw him, and asked me why I didn’t invite avante in…
After that she asked me a few questions about avante, and asked me one day why not I invite avante to my hse… hahahaha..mybe la, one day for soccer or f1…mybe…but hope my bro in law not at home during that time, coz he will disturb and irritate me… mulut tak de insurance nya case!!!!

And Crossroad (another fren who drives a crossroad) texted me, and I told him some perasan story and eventually I fall asleep dreaming abt it, then it change to a nightmare coz in the dream suddenly my work (the invoices and all talk to me)…hahahaha

What I did from Thursday 29/4/09..
Work
End at 8pm, met farrah..she fetch me (so sheweet!!!)
Dinner..back to her hse..chill with haziq…
Record some lame ass video…hahahaha
High on green tea and lemon tea… play in the baby pool…
Then my sis fetch me, and to ktm…

Friday
Farrah came over to my hse,
Went nenek hse (like finally)
Chill..
Busu fetch me, and off to jetty..
Another lame thing, I just reached and they plan to go karaoke..
So off to karaoke!!!
Supper at hawa…

Saturday
Me and Avante fetch Isaac..
Off to town.. chill..
Then watch movie..but..i guess both off us fall asleep..
Dinner..and he left me alone (sobs2)
Waited for kak weda..
Off 2 suntec…met the rest and watch a malay horror movie..Jangan Tegur..
And guess what, I almost had a heart attack..but my cute Isaac…he fall asleep and snore..
Hahaha…but the movie is not really nice la..

And Sunday..i stayed home…hehehehe…

Now im still at work..time check..8.45pm…
And tmr auditor coming in..so now im doing the job to make their life easy!!!damn la…
Hahahahahaha…

Full moon called me last night…I miss him tho…
Things change…
Ok la.. I wanna finish up my work..will update abt full moon...

IM GETTING BLACKBERRY BOLD!!! FULL MOON TOLD ME TO GET IT..HEHEHE..
SO WE GONNA HAVE SAME HP AGAIN!!!

TAKE CARE PPL...
see ya ard!!!