im sick staying at home...havin to cancel some plans due to my mum ask me go here and there, i wanna clear my mind, i wanna talk to someone... suddenly,why we juz didnt contact each other...
wen we did make plans and stuff...
and seeing all my frens having someone beside them, makes me feel so damn fucking jealous..
wen i got that fucking 26 hours period cramps, i cried, i toss around, i cant walk, i wanna somebody to comfort yet some ppl including my sis try to get on my nerve, i was hoping for someone...but no, suddenly we drift, we really drift apart that, there's no more phone call or sms...
i dunno... im tired, i cudnt sleep...

i vent everything on eqa, im so so sorry babe...i didnt mean... i juz felt so lost...