hello my lovely frens...
back from genting 4 days back.. yup a short trip..3 days.. and we took abt 65 pics...
thot of posting all of them here, but it will take ages..see how...

i had fun... minus the waiting for check-in.. i fall asleep and moody..
the rides are damn crazy... i love the space shot.. or watever u call..
thats when u wanna repent..u start thinking abt the sins and all..
and i swear, if everytime i had this crazy thoughts abt commit suicide.. remind me of the space shot, confirm i shut up.. i swear.. i sempat mengucap.. insaf sekejap...

the flying coaster and cockscrew coaster not bad.. try others first after that try the space shot...

suppose to meet some1 there.. but guess what, 1 day before i go.. he msg me this...

im sorry dear, i wont be around, i will be in terengganu (is that how u spell?)

i did merajuk.. and he didnt pujuk.. fish!!

oh on the day i went back... saturday..
i fall for this guy.. not bad looking.. hehehe..
he manage to wave at me when my bus leaving the bus terminal... hmmmm..
before that we already made eye contact... hahahaha... so gedik...hahahaha.. no more info..
(i swear my sis gonna ask like one retired police woman)

wawa, msged me.. telling me boojay in spore wif the rest...
ehhh.. so i called dome... he kinda shock.. (jealous la tu)

dome: honey, how come you tau byk sgt info abt my boys??
i didnt know they have a hse now..(oh yes they have a hse now, i think they stay together now)
and the latest news, they are in spore and u now in genting, still u know everything abt them..

me: i ada baik nyer networking.. bukan mcm u.. asyik2 cimb.. (a finance company)

reached spore, i msged boojay.. oh ya.. he didnt know i change no.. no wonder la he cant find me...
plan to meet for supper... but last min cancel..
i so wanna meet the 4 other ffc bboy.. flip, zen, syed and hmmm i forget the other guy name..

i thot bone with boojay and the rest.. so i called his phone, but msia line.. ok.. talked to him, well complain actually.. coz i went to genting bumcity (echopark) to get his design tees.. but they only have his cap.. i want his tees!!! hancurs.. waiting for him to come,better to order from him...

sunday, i went to meet suhana.. my migraine getting worst n i still ignore..
had fun together.. we hold hands (acting like lesbo)...
fall in love with this arsenal tee.. haiz.. getting it soon!!!!!
but we went back early coz i have very bad migraine...

monday i woke up close to 4pm..
at night went to my god mom hse... dani finally walk.. close to 8pm i bring him to the nearest playground.. we both had fun together.. fyeqisa kinda moody.. so i ignore her..hahaha boleh gitu..

today, i went out wif suhana and jof..
camwhore non stop..and aft su left, bump wif a few of his frens, and they think im his gf... oh no.. never!!!

and i gonna miss suhana.. she's going for holiday till end of the year..
not only that, i miss farrah.. gosh.. she's busy with her christmas party and all...
and here i am all alone...

someone told me i should get a boyfie soon..
where am i suppose to find one..
i do wish i cud have one.. but im still confuse with myself..
i still love him ok... the guy that went terengganu..haiz..
i have my lovely gfs and family that i really love.. i dont really know how to priorities.. i know..but seeing my gf in a confuse state with her bf..makes me take a step back and decided to extend the 6months no bf to 1 year...im already halfway.. (5months) and i realise, how fast time flies..and many things happened... from frens and family.. so i decided not to have one for now..
im really happy for now.. (not the reason why i gain weight) oh ya, i lost 1 kilo.. argh... okok strict diet..

and i still wanna manja2 with my parents.. so i dont think i shud have a bf.. finding boyfie that can cook, buy me food or even make me a cup of milo every morning (my dad do all that for his lil princess).. or buy thosai wen i complain im hungry.. (now u know why i gain weight)

ok la.. i shud stop here.. i wanna sit down and type a proper entry but not for now..
i wanna sleep.. no.. i wanna read the new novel.. my mom bought for me.. title montana sky.. besh giler...ok... see ya.. take care uols..