i pity my fren...

im sorry..becoz u called me and mulut i masin sangat...

now u kena saman...

300 bucks for talking on the phone without handsfree while driving...

hahahahahaha...

welcome to the saman club.....

and next time listen to my advice!!



current fav song!!!

ungu- untukmu selamanya

tak pernah aku mengerti
apa yang kini kurasakan
kegelisahan hatiku saat ini
ku masih merindukanmu
walaupun kini kau telah bersamanya
tak pernah mampu kucoba lupakanmu

sungguh tak bisa ...
ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya
sungguh tak sanggup...
aku berpaling darimu

sungguh tak bisa...
ku mencintainya tuk melupakanmu
sungguh tak sanggup...
aku berpindah dari hatimu

sungguh tak bisa ...

ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya

sungguh tak sanggup...

aku berpaling darimu X2

sungguh tak bisa...
ku mencintainya tuk melupakanmu
sungguh tak sanggup...
aku berpindah dari hatimu



thats what im feeling now...

its so complicated...

i mean i didnt expect it to end so fast and then a few guys came to me and confess their feelings...and it will end wif a fight coz i dont wanna to accept it... coz im still in love wif my ex...

and i just told my cousin abt me and my ex... he gave me a long advice...

i admire his love toward his gf... and they been together for FOUR years and counting...

here his long list of advice...





udin says (1:31 AM):
u have high expectation on guys...

udin says (1:32 AM):
learn to accept their personallity

udin says (1:42 AM):
but if u truely love him, u will eacept him to whom he is rite

Corinna Insyirah.. ich liebe dich says (1:42 AM):
yup...but it does affect the relationship...

udin says (1:45 AM):
atleast he earns a decent and honest living.

udin says (1:45 AM):
atleast it pays the bills

udin says (1:45 AM):
atleast u are still fed decent food rite?

Corinna Insyirah.. ich liebe dich says (1:48 AM):
it complicated..especially wen other girls are involve..

Corinna Insyirah.. ich liebe dich says (1:48 AM):
and wen assurance and appreciation is not there...

udin says (1:48 AM):
side tracked

udin says (1:49 AM):
we were talking abt accepting to whom he is

udin says (1:49 AM):
a good life begins with your self

Corinna Insyirah.. ich liebe dich says (1:49 AM):
pls continue...

udin says (1:50 AM):
i mean, everything that u do, u should look at ur self first...

udin says (1:50 AM):
know ur self.

udin says (1:50 AM):
understand ur self

udin says (1:50 AM):
except ur self,

udin says (1:51 AM):
and then, other people..

udin says (1:51 AM):
know what u want.

udin says (1:51 AM):
to be..

udin says (1:52 AM):
ego is always in e way of a relationship. so put that ego aside..

udin says (1:53 AM):
forgive, but u must know when to be strong..

Corinna Insyirah.. ich liebe dich says (1:54 AM):
hmmmm

Corinna Insyirah.. ich liebe dich says (1:54 AM):
u are so true..if he cud spend a min a day for me.. i part to be blame

udin says (1:55 AM):
u both ar to be blame u see...

udin says (1:55 AM):
u dont set aside time for each other...

udin says (1:56 AM):
being in a relationship is astually a responsibility...

udin says (1:56 AM):
know that u are attach

udin says (1:56 AM):
look after his heart..

udin says (1:56 AM):
acknoledge him...

udin says (1:57 AM):
tell him ur okay..

udin says (1:57 AM):
be there when he is down..

udin says (1:57 AM):
know how he is feeling everyday..

udin says (1:57 AM):
hmm

udin says (1:57 AM):
i can go on but ,

udin says (1:57 AM):
mdm is waiting for my call.

udin says (1:58 AM):
will continue alright

udin says (1:58 AM):
nextime

udin says (1:58 AM):
nitez


now u know why his relationship last... and guess what.. im not really close wif him, call him only if i need a smoking partner....
yet wen he gave me advices... im was so sad.. coz... i didnt really do that wen im in a relationship..

me and my partner dont practice that...

thanks cousin..

i will practice all this next time...

hopefully i get another chance to be wif him...

today its juz me and mashas at farrah swimming pool to study...

but we ended up having karaoke session...

and they make me cried, coz they sang the song kekasih gelapku..

for the first time farrah sang a malay song!!!

omg... hahahahaha.. i gonna strike 4d!!!