guys i will juz update wen im really ok...
now is juz crazy for me..

ppl treating me like a villian..

n assume things..


full moon, pls take me away frm here aft my exam...

pls... till raya...

i really wish u got time for this...

promise i wont make u bankrupt till u hav to sell ur ferrari...

juz read his blog... he dedicated a post 2 me...
he dissed me in his blog...
god... am i that mean, slut, bitch or for god sake... what is wrong wif me?? am i so bad that ppl treating me this way??
am i a bitch??
am i a prostitute??

Actually this post i type last nite but hav to edit n repost...

ok this post gonna be a full of bad words n stuff
here a gist of things that happened to me yesterday..

met my gf n her gfs...

qurra, ila, saf n her bf... wan faris 2...

went speakeasy...

saw a couple of peeps frm my sch... and of coz my adk hot guy, daniel...hahahax...

it was fun...

enjoy it.. only part this particular guy kept coming to us and u know spoil our mood n night...

aft that me qurra, ila n wan faris wen to hav our dinner..

we cant decide so we decide wif our own style..

n after the me ne ma ne me ne more catch the spider up the wall..

n it choose kfc... so we went to kfc n eat....

hahahahahaha....

BUT!

that particular guy still disturb us...

he thinks im scare wen i saw him or wen he shouts at me... but he juz so wrong...

i may have that kinda looks, but never ever get it wrong...

n he thinks i spoil my gf... he juz got everything wrong...

he misunderstand.. yes i got it...

but hey there's no need for him to show me that fucking middle finger n shout n scold me in public in front of ppl that i know!!

im juz upset that he doesnt know the meaning of RESPECT!!

he went over the limit.. he dont know me...

he show me his fucking ATTITUDE!!

of coz i go haywire...hello im in public, if u dun respect urself, that ur problem...but respect others!!!

N

i called -love- for that particular guy no...

that was the biggest mistake i've done last nite...

-love- got angry n somehow he involve himself in this thing...

i didnt even drag him to this mess..

but hey he didnt help me... he let his frens talk abt me or even scold me..

wen he knows im not wrong...

he scolded me more than that particular guy...

words such as, fuck u, fuck off, stupid, bodoh and many more...

i took the blame for things i didnt even do...

i didnt influence anybody..

but nothing gonna change the fact...in juz one night, 2 guys, one i love..the other one juz nobody, both scolded n shouted at me..

reached home abt 1230am...

thru out the bus ride home.. i know..this is the end...i wish it never exist...

guess what...

wen i was typing this post last nite... abt 2plus am...

that particular guy called me to talk n settle wif me...

i gave him a good slap on his face, telling him the real facts he will NEVER get what he wants n he will NEVER go anywhere wif his fucking attitude like that...

at least control his hot tempered attitude...

he realised his mistakes...

i made him promise not to tell -love- i talk n let him off...

n i still hope he will keep his promise..

back to -love- n me

i slept close to 7am n woke up abt 1130am...

n aft that, -love- msg me all kind of things...

n the msges is juz so damn hurtful...

i wish i cud scream n tell him this

WHY U BLAME ME FOR THINGS I NEVER DO...

UR FREN CAN SCOLD N SHOUT AT ME IN PUBLIC, I FORGIVE HIM, I EVEN HELP HIM...

BUT U, U NEVER GAVE ME A CHANCE TO EVEN TELL U OR SHOW U IM NOT WAT U THINK...IM NOT ALL THE BAD POINTS...

BUT IF I TELL U, U WILL SAY IM ASKING FOR ATTENTION...

do u know that he did show improvements?? they met juz now... n he didnt even scold her or shouted at her... im not saying im damn good or wat... but at least wen i got involve i try to make things better... i try to help them find ways... if there's a chance they will be back together.. if not i told them to be frens...

but

u didnt know wat happened n u juz blame me..

u even compare me to a prostitute...

now wen i publish this post... i will do something that u always say its impossible...

its no longer the same.. i wish i never known u for god sake... i kept quiet all this while...

but wen u send me those msges... u said i messed up ur feelings... or is it u!!!

n one day if ever some1 hurt u badly... i hope u realise how bad u hurt me...

wen u know its not my fault, yet u didnt even come n ask for apologise...

im not a doll wif no feelings....

all cried out...over u...

i hope after this everything gonna be fine..

full moon, u promise me, starting tmr it gonna be a perfect day for me..everyday...

i really hope for that...

thanks full moon... i appreciate it...i love u syg....

thursday school...

pics aft sch is juz below...

at nite, i mean evening... my hp jam...y software problem!!!

BOO NOKIA N SERIES...

N SERIES KAYU!!!

ARGH......

THERE GOES DADDY MONEY!!!

i hate the fact wen i use a hp, this happen..

i thot nokia is getting better...

less than 3 weeks ago, i send my hp to nokia... now again!!!

WHY???

THIS IS SO MENYUSAHKN...TROUBLESOME...

i delete all contacts, sms n all still memory full

at last my sis understand my problem...

but wen i send juz now, 9 out of 10 ppl that send their hp for servicing... all nokia N series user...

one big biker apek, he shouted at the customer service coz he send his N73 1 mth ago... n it still the same... MEMORY FULL/SOFTWARE PROBLEM... Wen he didnt use his phone memory..

apek... i feeling u... im going thru the same...

i plan to get Apple i-phone once its out... i think its juz a dream... coz i hav to find a way to get a new phone before november... haiz...

hancurs!!!

any lucky ppl out there??

give me some lucky 4D numbers..

tmr i buy 5 big 5 small..

first price, i go buy DOPOD!!!

ps3 n a plasma tv for my room..

HOPEFULLY tmr my no out...

hehehehehe...

today, i shud enjoy my night out wif my cousins n sis..

it start out well

but my cousin, one of them spoilt it...

till now... im freaking pissed off wif her...

cant wait for sis car to be out..

ya sis got a new car....

so now me sis n abg nizam n one of my cousin can hav nites out and hav fun...

hav to minus the other one that make me n my sis pissed off..

miss going changi village at nite...

now will hav more lepak session..but fuck!!!

my exam is round the corner...

I LOST 3KG...

2 more kg to go..

hahahaha...

oh yes...today, went to school wif farrah..

today, Peicai sec (my sec sch)

came to ite simei for the sch trip or something..
my ex pe teacher interview me..hahaha famous jap!!

wen to class, less than 15 mins, firedrill..

thank god i brought my umbrellla along..

3 umbrella share wif 9 or more ppl..

u can check the pics below...

but got to comment something abt my sch firedrill excercise..

if its a real fire... i think 3/4 of us in the school will be dead..

everybody take their own sweet time, my class was like the first 5 classes to reach the assembly place...

below are pics aft the fire drill, sch as usual..but u guys see la..da mcm semut...

btw, i had lots of fun wif NINIE, FAI N FAZZ!!!

i lurp u guys so much...

they make my day..

n im looking forward for tmr...

all of us smoking....hahahaha

Fazz, Me, Ninie & Fai..

i cant sleep. i feel like giving up.. or did i give up..ya i did.. gosh.. wat am i talking about...

got nothing to blog abt, except for saturday...
watch that esplanade move to the groove concert..
dina n frens...

dina, altimet, imran ajmain n mr James booms...mr james booms damn freaking hot...

i wish i cud juz go up the stage n kiss him...opppsss...hahahahaha...
its really fun... love...

ya love the fireworks...

but friday fireworks was better...

i watch CNA news...its from barcelona...
n something funny happened...
hahahahahahahaha...there angry at me somemore...for 3 hours u didnt realise rite...
kedai kopi...hahahahahaha...ok i shall not continue...

enjoy the pics aite...

now im juz so confuse..hmmmm

full moon also confuse wif me..

he says i change...

juz becoz i wanna give up... haiz..

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON???
IS IT TRUE???

RUFFEDGE NOW ONLY LEFT WIF AZAN N ZAIN... N A NEW MEMBER NINE (From Phyne Ballerz)

WHY AMER N SEIN OUT FROM THE GROUP???

WHAT THE HELL???

ok where shall i start??..

tuesday n wednesday i didnt do anything except sleep!!

i think i sleep more than a newborn baby...hahaha...

ok...

so thursday i came to school...hmmm on time... shud meet adk n farrah at 845, but i reach at 9am...

but still im early for class and all...

nothing much juz craziness.....but aft i took my medicines..i fall asleep...

hahahaha n turn to quiet girl...


ok, juz now...

i came to school wif adk, coz farrah went for bintan trip wif the rest of tourism students..

we take our own sweet time..

we didnt stop at bedok or tanah merah as usual...

we stop at tampines n took 31 from interchange...

in the bus...behind me, there this 2 mats listening to metal...

n wen one of them switch off his mp3... guess wat i did??

i sang nasyid songs... trust me...all raihan songs i sing...hahahaha...

im not even fully awake n they let me listen to those songs...

reach sch abt 8.20am n we get stuff from co-op n bought fries..

n wen we reach our class.. can u believe only 2 students in the class... include we 2 = 4!!!
omg...

serious...its pure silence before i came..but once i step in the class...the noise level rise to 100%..

fun for me and adk...but, she can no longer tahan my craps...hahahaha

thursday lecture class

costing class
thanks adk for this shot
farrah n farahizza aka adk


crazy monkeys!!

budak2 tk berapa betul...

only me and her

hello guys... ok today, my day is juz ok... only im feeling tired...

i didnt sleep till abt 4 am...

today in Advance Accounting class...

adk me n farrah camwhore...

ok actually me and adk only...

hahahahaha...

nothing to say...

juz enjoy the crazy pics...

well i know i look retarded in the pics...

adk me n farrah...
try figure out la...
NO COMMENTS!!
NO COMMENTS!!
hahahaha...
JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG..

adk n me... not paying attention
the first pic i took today...

enjoy the pics...

the baby im talking abt...

im freaking tired...

lack of sleep and all...

i came back abt 4.30am juz now...

had alot of fun...

wif all of them...

i gonna change my hp wif my cousin...

i really lazy to get my bum out of the hse to meet them today...


i got a bump or watever u guys call it...

accidentally hit on the marble top...