finally...i got my Viewty back...

yeay!!!
i manage to retrieve all my contact...fuh!!!!!

hopefully it last long....

oh god...
today till friday i got class from 9-5...

freaking sleepy and tired...

oh ya...

the hottie from germany is hot hot hot...

it seems that im going to park myself at jalan kechot for quite sometime starting next monday..

hehehehehe...

my mum n sis thinks he's cute...

hehehehehe...

no worry CN..i still love u....

call me fanatic or anything...

9yrs ive been watching f1..and i really2 fall in love with f1 & ferrari...

at that time the drivers are

michael schumacher and eddie irvine...

i mean seriously... it was love la...
then year 2000...rubens barrichello replaced eddie irvine...
then there was a crucial race...

where rubens barrichello leads the whole race and schumacher was behind him,

he let schumacher passed him on the last corner of the race..

yes...team order was involved...rubens is the second driver..

priority goes to the no 1 driver...

so wat happened last weekend when raikkonen let massa passed him...

raikkonen got nothing to lose...

to those hatred out there...

raikkonen is yes the no 1 driver in ferrari...

but he's right now no 4 in the drivers' championship....

and the one thats fighting for drivers' championship..

just 2 drivers...hamilton and massa...

so he let massa pass, coz at least massa can still fight for the championship in brazil..

the last race of the season....

anything can happened in f1....

so u guys...those who just starting to like f1....

u can come over to my hse...

and borrow all the f1 magazines and books that are thicker than ur dictionary...

im serious...i think i spend thousands of dollars on that...

and i even read up....

raikkonen did the decision alone..

NO TEAM ORDERS ALLOWED!!!

he knows whats the best..coz massa did help him alot last year...

and he won the drivers' title...

im really pissed at 1 guy...

omg...

but i just kept quiet...

for him to said that raikkonen is not good at driving, for the fact he let massa pass him..

and the fact raikkonen crash into concrete in spore gp...

i did asked him...

does he have SUPER LICENSE??

no....

does he know whats the feeling of driving in a formula one car...

he doesnt knw....

and a single point count in f1...for constructors' title...

he dont even know if ferrari engineers cud be pressuring raikkonen in the car to challenge timo glock..for the 4th place...

and spore circuit...is not a real circuit...

its a street circuit, millimeters count...no mistakes...

u take a lil bit more chicane, and off u go..into the barriers...

and there's no run off area....ARGH!!!

trying to act smart...but does he study f1 circuit???? i dont think so...

argh!!!! stuck up guy!!!!

he pisses me off...

for me, 9 yrs and still counting...

every race i still have to learn abt the car, the track and everything...

there's always something new

its not that im smart in f1...

but i always do my homework...

coz this is my interest...

haiz...

sometimes, ppl are just to ego..

thinking that they are always right when the truth is,they know nothing....

ana promise me u dont go crazy..
this post for u actually...wakakaka




HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY TO....








iceman..












Kimi Matias Räikkönen


yes...

ITS kimi's birthday today...
i know he's not gonna read this blog..but..watever is..


ana..pics below for u...

younger days at maclaren..










i can see that ana is melting now....wakakakaka...

i dunno, i thot its was ok...
but hey no...u still picking up fights with me..
my sincerity being questions??
hey u think i care??
get lost even if u want to..
i was stupid that time..yes...call me stupid..
i dont give a shit...
u r dumb.....
look, u think i care??
now even if u wanna say a word, i immune to it...
now its true like wat u told me few days ago...
u r the person i hate most..wishing u never exist in the world..

full moon, this is the time i really need u badly...
destroy him from this planet...


to make it worst..my hp died on me..
i lost all contacts..nw i wish, i cudnt be contacted...

H.I, ONE MINUTE U CHANGE, THE OTHER, U ARE FREAKING THE HELL OUT OF ME,
THE NEXT MINUTE, U PISSED ME OFF TILL I WISH U ARE NOT ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!
ITS BETTER U BE A GHOST....GO, JUST GO.. I PREFER LIFE WITHOUT U....
GETLOST.........................................

haha serve u right hamilton..
u got 12...no points..
2 more races to go...and 5 points diff between u and massa...
the fight is still on till the last race..anything can happen..
dont outbrake raikkonen..he's ur living hell now..he will do anything to make massa win..trust me...hahaha..and massa was alil bit aggressive..no more gentle massa...
i love yesterday race...kudos to alonso..well deserve race...

weekend..was da bomb...
enjoy my time with family...
waiting for the pics from my cousin...
im sorry ana, i couldnt make it to ur open hse..
i managed to finish both my assignments on time, and lack of sleep..
i miss my 2 gfs....boo me...must find time for them soon...
ANA FARRAH..WINDU SAMA LOR!!!

and i did spend my time talking on the phone...with..
hehehehe...must i say his name here...okok..lets call him CN
AUNTY I SHY LA....hahaha...i sound so young calling my own girlfriend aunty..
wakakakaka.... anyway..its funny, its like a fairy tale kind of story from the start...
and i gotta say...i only got 2 weeks to spend my time with him, before he leave me for studies...sobs2....

but i know and trust that he's way better than H.I...
i mean it...
talking abt H.I..
out of blue moon he text me..i guess he just read my msg that i cant take it anymore.. and had enuff...
we fought for 4 bloody long hours..
till my hp flat..and i reached home late, and afraid he wud find me..its scary... and while i was busy fighting with him in class thru sms
(yes, i didnt evn listen to a single thing :( in class) i receive calls from CN 3 times... asking me if im alright and he felt that im in stress, and asked if im crying.. i swear it freaks me out.. but i havent evn tell anyone and he juz asked me that.. im really touch coz he really cares for me...
and for H.I, i prefer to just run away from him for time being..
even going home scares me... i dunno... i swear im going home with farrah evn tho my ezlink keeps running low..as long i reach home asap.. i dunno what next..its something unexpected..altho i keep telling myself H.I is full with surprises..but today suck big time..

for CN...ich liebe dich..hehe
bawaku terbang is a nice song, its for C.N..
btw enjoy...

B.A.W.A.K.U. T.E.R.B.A.N.G

The Fabulous Cats

Mata Ke Mata..
Ke Hati..
Hati ke Hati..
Hati Hati..

Bibir Ke Bibir..
Bicara Janji..
Janji Ke Janji..
Jadi Hujan…

Rindu ke Rindu..
Termimpi mimpi..
Hari Ke Hari..
Nanti di nanti..
Menanti Pasti..
Pasti Disisi..
Sisiku Kini..
Ternanti nanti..

Bila diceritakan tentang cinta
Segalanya muncul sekelip mata
Semuanya di depan matanya dia
Makan tidur pun tak lena

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Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
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Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

Kita berdua kian bermesra
Rindu makin membara
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Pasang surut tak endah

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Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…

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Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

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Dengan darahku
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Ke jalannya…

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Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

ehem2...
ok... let me juz clear something here..
the person im talking abt is not who i went out with to sentosa and stuff..
that like my elder brother to me....

the guy i always talk abt..the one who put me in this sad mood at times, thinking abt wats i shud do and stuff is some1 indeed special to me...and he shared the same initials as me... H.I..and he's 27... ok... im not going to blog abt him here..
im seriously think there's no point blogging...

and thats why i've spending my time with my family.... the jsk and kgs (inside joke)
and my 2 girls... farrah ana and not forgetting christopher (mus)..
and i feel its better that way...

and to a ex friend of mine..
i seriously had enough of drama and issues...
farrah made it clear that i dont need u in my life...
as a friend or enemy... i dont want anymore...
im tired... enough is enough... thanks for the msg u sent on facebook..
i dun mind adding u on fb again... but pls.. its over...
i dont want u to make me look like a fool...
and lastly i dont want to get involve in ur life and anymore fights..

i love farrah and ana as my 2 loyal bestfriends..
being friends with u..is the biggest mistake...
goodbye L..

Sepi..
im not single..

today im in the malay movie marathon at home..
i have no idea how many buckets i cried..
sepi is awesome!!!

it make me miss him so much..
i have no idea where is he now..
the idea of spending raya together..
and all..
i just hope he knows im here..waiting for him..
im lost...

friday my mum family came over ...
ok la...
saturday went out with farrah..
suppose to meet adeep but i hv no idea why he didnt contact me...im mad at him..
im sick and i drag my sorry ass and farrah's to town...
Damn!!! but we met souher her cousin and... souher's friend..
had fun, shopping....
and went to airport...send my aunt and 3 cousins..they going back dubai...(ring any bells)
im kinda anti social...
just be a good daughter and follow her dad everywhere...
reached home at 11.30, change to shorts...
and off out with busu..
busu waited for me evn before i reached home..
we went to ktm..ate supper..
and off to sentosa...
giler right 1am we go sentosa..
its scary la..especially wen busu try to scare me...with the ghost story..ending up he fall asleep..
and i disturb him and read magazines and smoke my life away...
reach home close to 5am..
i was worried abt farrah coz her dad admitted to hospital...
i wanted to accompany her but she text me she's alright...
so ok...thank god her dad is alright and resting at home now...

sunday i went to tampines for open hse..
and again to jalan kechot..
ok la..
nothing much...

yesterday went jb..
isaac is super duper hyper..
his mum fall asleep throughout the journey and i was the one who took care of him...
and he like to act as tho he fell and hit his head on window.. and gave me that innocent smile..more to the mentel smile..so i wont scold him... went we at the super market.. he drop alot of stuff and juz laugh... its tiring..but i had fun...

im tired..
im tired thinking abt what i shud do with him..
coz i know when i least expected..he will surprise me...