Risk

at my nenek hse now..
its 1.13am..
im doing my cousin science project...
no its not me...
avante doing it...he's abt 1 metre away from me...

he came over to my hse for a full 30 mins..
and im very nervous..
but guess wat we cant do the video..
something wrong with the thumbdrive so we end up here...at pasir ris..

i dunno wat to say...
but while he's doing the work..
i did something i know i shudnt do it..
but i cnt stop my itchy hands...

its damn risky now...
yes im afraid of losing him, tho he promise me..he wont leave me...
(maybe one day he will but not now)
damn...i dunno...im crazy...
ok wait im lost now...wat shud i do now...
i need help... oh god....