Where shall I start my blog today wif??
Whatever is, babes.. I meet floor fever crew…bone, boojae n alie..
They in spore for some competition/audition on Saturday ke Sunday
I not sure, but I bump into them on Sunday at lucky plaza..
I saw hey, that guy look like boojae fren, alie (I met alie n boojae b4)
Then behind I saw boojae, I walk behind boojae n ask him wats he doin
Ya they went back after that..we keep bumping into them.. coincidence
Hmmm, I told boojae, I going kl soon, so wish to meet him when I kat sana..
Over abt floor fever crew..

Whatever is I screw up some stuff..
Wat I want is juz a second chance to explain everything..
I wanna know why I keep breakin ppl heart..
Im so sorry if I ever did break anybody heart before..but I really didn’t mean it..
In life we deserve a second chance. That’s life. We have to forgive and forget.
I get that from gol and gincu. Ya it’s the last episode. There goes my favourite tv series.


Tuesday I meet firdaus kat school, he so cute.. we talk crap.. we really enjoy each other company… plan to go out wif him aft my sister wedding.. see first la how.. farrah is going gaga over Andrew, and now im close with andrew’s fren..
Hahaha.. I listen to era, and ruffedge is on air..so cute, sein asked mawi and ina (mawi ex fiancée) to sing the song Pulangkan by misha omar..
Hahaha and they all laugh like crazy.. until I press the wrong button n accidentally delete one song in my thumbdrive..
I promise myself just to forget the past and move on with my life.. it means I have to forget about those ppl I have break their heart and I shud forget abt the person I love…
Can i? or should I just give myself some time and at the same time look for the some other guy..

my akak got a new phone, 3g, cool gila.. i told my dad i wan tat freakin n80...
n i confuse now...which guy i wan or what..
merepek kan but thats true...
i still love full moon
but i dont think we can make it happen..
commitments and differences btw us make it hard
dont tell me abt dato' k n ct
they r totally diff story..
hmmm watever is i juz found out my guy fren gettin married this thursday n they like waiting for me to go online to invite me, but i cant make it...im kinda busy...
n me goin 2 wedding wen im juz 18, sounds so funny...
some thinks im a playgirl wen i say i like this guy tat guy but i guess only farrah n my abg pendek(badrul) knows who i really like...the rest r just crush n to heal my broken heart...hahaha
is my heart broken?
watever is today me n farrah only in class..i mean farahizza n eqa not in class..so only we 2 go crazy, n miss ng worry tat the work load she gave us is givin us stress..watever la..
i know farrah n me da crazy...n now wen i posting this blog she keep pressing my hp buttons...i guess she's horny...hmmm yes she is...so pls call azri to SOS her...if u know wat i mean, u understand..if u dont understand, i only got to say tat this is only for 18 n above...hehe...

yesterday best swimming wif farrah actually wif the heart to heart talk, i wanna post the pics but no time, now watching some video clip...cute sey, hot....ya i havin some problems, lagi2 juz now my sis n her fiancee fight n abg nizam campak her nokia phone, alamak mintak kena maki!! i really wanna scold, so now i tgh bingit n finding way to find cash to get a hp for my sis...well not only tat my mp3 givin me problems...argh...

Hmmm Wednesday aft the thing settle, I got for my dear lil sis, farahizza, her taman jurong guy no…n he gave me his no...that happen is bus 31, hahaha…ok then I stop at bedok took bus 24, I call my dad, he say stop at haig road and balik together wif him, hahaha…took taxi home…coz its hot, papa worry I sick, reach home I eat my bubur ayam, hmmm n I sleep till 5.30, coz mama wants to go parkway…so I get ready…hmmm reach there farrah faith waitin for us… we go shopping for bedlinen at aussino…cool.. and we talk n gossip abt the ppl there…n farrah n my mum they gang up vs me alone..hahahaha…fun.. then I go back haig road, dinner wif everybody n wen home did my homework..and sleep aft that..not forgetting that guy i asked the no for farahizza actually my fren...i didnt know at all...my god..malu nyer..he knows abt me...wat i like and stuff..hahaha

Yesterday fun gila… this group called carpenter’s tools perform at my college forum, one ang moh so damn freaking sizzling hot, wif baby blue eyes, fuh!! I melt when I saw him, I took pic wif him, thanks to eqa n farahizza…I tell u guys I shiver gila wen I wanna take pic wif him, now our pic become my wallpaper.. aaiyo…but I forget to ask his name!! oh no!! but I really like him… I did sleep well dreaming abt him!!! Hahahahaha.. oh ya I did msg full moon last nite.. no reply…busy I guess…

Now in meeting..haiz.. fact accounting..later aft this I gonna go swimming/moon tanning wif farrah…bye peeps…love u all…peace..

yo yo wassup, ceiling?? hahaha..ok pause, im back, sunday, i kena fever..haha,I guess its becoz of what wawa told me, a les fantasizing abt me..serious no joke, I told full moon n he told me to stay away from all this…back to main story, ah I acted like a baby, n only my dad at home wif me, so he layan my manjaness…mama busy wif work, kakak went out wif abg nizam, they go take her contact lenses (last year, she maki me upside down coz I wear contact lens, now u see she also menyebok use contact lens, coz nk kahwin wanna take pics dun wanna use specs la, now she irritate me abt the contact lens la if it dirty or not, I can die)…back to story, then my nenek, atuk n cik bu came to my hse to do some calculation abt how much my dad have 2 spend 4 my sis wedding, my nenek come bcoz I sick (perasan) haha.. coincidence. Cik bu ask me 2 cut my hair shorter, I was like, nanak!! Acting like a small kid, telling him, when I admitted to hospital, my hair length at waistline, now see how short!! Then I watch mentor, n gol n gincu the series..i love shasha wedges..oh ya on Saturday I went whitesand and bought a wedges…so cute, got pearl n diamond..my sis pay for it!! Now I collection shoes n handbag..which my mum naik bingit, coz she say I stuck 2 1 handbag, so I gave my black ferragamo to kakak n use the yellow ferragamo…

Monday stay at home (still demam) n complete my powerpoint project, which I suppose to submit it on that day itself..ok la whatever..i complete it at last, but still boring wif my sis, she still complain abt the contact lens till I got crazy n I complain 2 mama, n mama scold my sis bangang!! Hahaha..i gave my 3 cats makan, one of them so cerewet (trust me), only eat cook food!! Since mama cook sambal sontong, I gave him sambal sontong, the rest I gave them raw fish…and he actually finish it..but before giving it, I did wash the sambal off..karang member pedas giler…and wen they eat, I keep talking to them, usually rubbish like how to spell ayam or I complain to them abt my daily life…hahaha, n I make my parents worry coz wen they ask why I talk to the cats I say, coz aft kakak kahwin she hav 2 stay at abg nizam hse before moving back to our hse next year..so I practicing la if I lonely I can talk n chill out wif the cats…n my dad keep forcing kakak 2 think twice abt movin out, talk things out wif nizam, hahahah….papa really worry abt me, he thinks I really gonna feel lonely, wen I hav farrah everyday beside me, trust my life wont change a bit…only ya I gonna feel abit left out coz kakak got to pay attention to abg nizam n not me…its alrite…this is life rite?? Hahaha papa treat me like a little girl aft wat happen to me recently (admitted to hospital n stuff) wen I reach home or go out he will say this, take care baby…hahaha…im 18 but the way he treat me like 8 n I really don’t wanna grow old coz this all wont last long….treasure all this hanis!!

Tuesday hmmmm…went sch but I really forget it was Tuesday, in my mind I keep thinking it was Monday...haha…it was farrahs day, she get her red hair guy no thanks to adik…evn tho he’s attached who cares, juz frens wat..hmmm, then we saw Danish..ya her Italian guy…wow!!! All this happen in café 2…cool rite…at the end of the day time lesson bfd…she say her azri…wow!! I try to take azri pic, but he always walk so fast I captured his hair la, nose la…I wan the face not hair!! But I felt sad coz somebody trying to mess ard wif my adik, farahizza…damn tat fucking 14 years old asshole and half bitch!! She really like a minah, acting big, man I cant stand her attitude..poser, action emo, but seriously, her pics are like my butt kena injection!! I guess my butt much more nicer n firm…hahaha…seriously, I cant stand all this kiddy, adik adik strawberry acting big..juz 14 acting like 20+, my god…no matter how manja I am, I only very manja wen I sick, wif my family n farrah, but wen it come to something like this, I can really lose temper…ya 2 me it’s a small issue…but come on…this kids now a days, create problem tk ingat dunia!! Da tk de kerja, gi kerja ah kat macdonals…dpt duit senang hidup..ini da menyusahkan mak bapak, menyusahkn hidup org lain, they got no life, they think its fun making ppl life miserable.. sekali I give them one comment, semua takut, admit who they r, they hav no guts 2 tell the truth, my adik is crying n I talk to izan, she a girl who dun evn know abt herself well.. so the prob strt from her…n her fren…alamak…its like a lost girl trying 2 act she know the right way….serious sia… and becoz of all this, I slept at 2am thinking abt this, n b4 tat I did read magazine Remaja, n I thinking abt me and full moon..i wonder if I shud wait for him and see wat happen or juz move on?? Coz I dunno how long more to wait….

Now I in class still thinkin…gua really bingit gila…I shall pick a line from tipah tertipu movie, gangster tak gangster kan, dorang lum kenal bapak aku siapa tau…
Im goin home aft ofa class…since I came school at 10…class 8-10 farrah n I cabut, watelse u expect frm us?? Haha…tonite goin parkway wif mama n kakak, they wanna get comforters from aussino...hmmm ok la...i got stuff to do...bye...take cares peeps....to adik2 strawberry action yaya papaya...get lost la eh...coz i know from farahizza u guys not happy wif me!!

ok....im back for a new post...suddenly my blog got problems but i didnt settle it..kinda like hmmm wat am i suppose to do...hmmm watever la...im kinda boh chap...telling wawa who full moon is..she was damn shock...hmmm...well we been talkin abt ruffedge n stuff...hmmm today i got migraine attack again..been eating alot of tomatoes...well farrah recommend me to listen to this song lie about us by avant damn nice now im stuck wif it...the lyrics juz below...read n understand...argh...miss full moon, juz now my fren met amer....she say amer so cute...so hot...definetly la amer hot..sizzling hot coz if not hot i wont go crazy abt amer...hehehe..
i told wawa in sch i n farrah kena label minah high standard....then i say im humble...if farrah hear i puji myself humble sure she maki me up down left rite...hahha...farrah, last nite was fun...especially the one we drank tasteless taquilla...hahahaha...u nuts..u insane..so now our friday nite project <--- like wat my dady said, hmmm shall be like tat ok for 3 weeks.. ok la peeps i gtg...wait for my next post..n i bloody hell gonna die coz my freaking assignment tk habis lagi...only 5 slide out of 20...wish me luck this monday have to submit...hahaha





Lie About Us"(feat. Nicole Scherzinger)
[Avant]
Oehh oyy,Yeahh yeahh
[Avant - Verse 1]
Baby I know when we started out there were things you didn't know, but babygirl we got a lotta things weNeed to discuss I know I'm asking for allot, but just trust. you say that things getting old sneakin'Round creepin' and love on the low but babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can't wait toLet them know about us.
[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for meLong ago.
[Avant]
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her goSo baby ..
[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up.How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love,And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us.When I'm with her all I want is your touch,And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,And I know I say it often but I can't waitTill' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant - Verse 2]
Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both.But babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.Don't mistake the love we make for just lust,You are my soul, mind, body, spirit all that I know.But babygirl I can't wait till' it's officially us, I can'tWait to tell the world about us.
[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, you told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago.
[Avant]
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow don't wanna break her heart although, I gotta let her goSo baby ..So babyyyyyyyy
[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up (please don't say).How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (oeehhh oohh).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie).When I'm with her all I want is your touch (oeehhh oohh),And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (baby you don't),And I know I said it often but I can't waitTill' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit longer, longer (oehh yeahh)Just a little bit just a little bit just a little bit longer longer (won't you wait) just a little bitJust a little bit just a little bit longer longer just a little bit just a little bit just a little bitLonger longer
[Avant - Chorus 2x]
Baby so please don't say you wanna give up,How do I tell her that I'm falling in love (how do I tell my baby).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie about us).When I'm with her, all I want is your touchAnd when you call me I don't wanna hang up (oeehh oohh oo).And I know I said it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.So please don't say you wanna give up ,How do I tell her that I'm fallen in love (how do I tell my baby).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (whoa ooooo).When I'm with her all I want is your touch,And when you call me I don't wanna hang up.And I know I say it often but I can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.
[Avant & Nicole - Bridge]
Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longerJust a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby I'mma wait for you) longer, longer(won't you wait) just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer, longer (if you wait)Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer.
[Avant - End Fading Away]
Just a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bit

hi peeps, wats up....ok i been in n out of sch seeing cute guys...only cute guys....been have alot of crush till i think i crush my own feelings...wat do u think huh?? cool not...hahahaha...i think i goin crazy becoz of the cute guys...this is wat i call early life crisis....hahahahaha..coz im juz 18...ok im goin nuts coz i juz saw a cute guy...i guess he from ite college west...he damn freaking cute...trust me...my imagination wen wild...hahaha...

yesterday me n farrah became sex maniac....we were talking abt sex sex n sex...she actually drag me into this sex topic...n she say i 2 step higher than her...wat are the 2 stuff?? hmmm it involve me n this guy which i love so much..i call him full moon...he hav the caucasian looks..but he kinda old for me...but some ppl say age doesnt matters...are confuse...back to the sex maniac thingy between me n farrah...we juz talk rubbish..totally rubbish n crap...oh ya the day before, when national day farrah wen farrah had early life crisis she came to my hse n we watch aim repeat..saw the guys, they are juz so hot...real hot...sizzling hot...i goin crazy la abt guys..luckily im out from hospital for abt 3 weeks already, n fully recover i guess, so now its my turn to let down everyting n juz admire cute sizzling hot guys...hehehe...thats me...abt 1 yr i been single...so now before evrybody start calling me lesbian i better get a guy to prove im straight n i only hav 1 lesbian partner called farrah faith ibrahim....hahaha...one n only...thats why my blog url i put me love her...coz i love farrah, without guys i still can survive juz tat i need farrah everyday beside me...so we can have kinky memories together!!!hahahaha... im nuts...for now coz i in accounting meeting..adious!!

hey u guys i have just started a new blog well i'll update in detail later