dang, alot of things happen to me since last week..
from the overdrive thingy, misunderstanding, fahmi girl msg me, i met wawa,
dome n me got worst..AND I MOVE ON WIF A NEW GUY..

overdrive thingy, Congrats 2 Alie For getting 3rd..he still the winner in all ffc fans and in ffc..

misunderstanding..
what wud u guys do if u guys felt ur help is not appreciated..damn rite...haiz.. im having misunderstanding wif 4 guys..include dome..dang...watever is the misunderstanding we had really sucks!! go to hell!!!

WAWA I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU!! I JUST FOUND OUT!! DAMN BULLSHIT,MUTHA FUCKER SON OF THE BITCH, MATS!!!! ARGH!!! WAT THE FUCK!!! LIARS!!!

fahmi girl..
he left his hp wif his girl, so his girl msg me.. i was like, WHAT!! crazy..hahaha
but nothing crazy happen..

dome n me got worst wif this misunderstanding involve him 2..

GUESS WHAT WHEN I UPDATE THIS BLOG, DOME GIRL JUZ MSG ME THRU MY FREN N SHE GAVE ME HER NO!! her name is diana.. so rite now wat shud i do...

LUCKILY I HAVE MOVE ON WIF A NEW GUY..
ya that guy is a dancer.. a bboy..
ex bboy i guess.
he looks like amer, but his name, hafiz..
i got his pic..i wanna post it..but not now coz school pc nie ada la lemah sikit..
hahaha..
he msg me tat he wont hurt me and all.. i know we still new...yes!! i miss him.. im falling for him, so guys back off ok if u want him, he's mine...last nite he told me ada girl want him but he got me, so ya.. he msg tis
Dear! I wont leave u ok. I wont hurt u or do anything stupid to lose u. Cos i don wan to lose u. The only thing i'll do is to take care of u and love u as time goes by..

we been spending alot of times together..which is something so nice to do wif him, he sent me home and all..hehehe..so ya..its juz so fun..

but now im pissed off already..i juz found something hate so much in life!!!!
liars!!
not coz of hafiz..i love him n i somehow know he will never hurt me...i trust him
but coz of this 4 guys!! 4 life i gonna hate them!! seriously..
they are not worth ur time, money or care n concern,
its better they mati kat tepi jalan..
im evil n im a bitch...
i will make them suffer in anyway i can..
today they may be enjoying their money time n fame
tmr they never know...

ok last nite, i keep disturbing wawa abt this warehouse board... as you can see the pic down
BOONEY

Keeps You Smiling

ahahaha.

it remind me of Bone..

ya, it keeps you smiling..

and i know it keep somebody smiling to..

hahaha..one of my close fren..

hahahaha

enough disturbin her

my sleep last nite, i keep dreaming abt him..

you know who, why?

i dunno, i admit i still miss him..

im tryin hard to get over him..

i cant delete the pics n sms..

nvm juz keep it for memories..

abt 1030 nenek disturb my call

she gonna be alone wen break fast so ya i have to accompany her

i was now then u tell?

i got plans wif my girlfrens...haiz

farrah, i dunno if she gonna kill me or not..

but babe, im so so sorry ok..didnt mean to cancel last min but my nenek alone

haiz.. no wonder at times i prefer long distance relationship coz of the commitment i have towards my family tat i cant run away from it..

right now im checking the practice time for formula one friday practice..

i believe schumacher will win this race again..

tmr n sunday i got formula one, not sure if im goin out..

i been askin my dad for new hp...

oh shoot!! i forgot to get the ticket for overdrive..damn shit...

maybe on monday i shall get it..

ok babes and dudes..

love u guys...

take care

selamat berbuka

1 day 18 hours n 17 mins to the Japanese Grand Prix..I CANT WAIT!!

im chatting wif full moon and fahmi now,
full moon, hehehe, its PNC.. cant tell u guys wat we talk abt, only tat i ask him for my Tank tops!! and yes, i told him, i follow his advice, campak my hp dalam longkang, he laugh..anyway its fasting month..hahaha step baik, he busy in office..he ask me to chill wif him aft raya..hahaha.yes i would love to lepak wif him, ya spend time, while he make a short pit stop over..

as normal fahmi and me disturb each other like nobody business, he byk nyer baik, i know his dirty lil secret...and his gf ask him to get married.. and i was like WHAT!!! NO WAY!! i ask him to postpone his wedding, i dont care..he like most of the time bankrupt, yet his gf ask him to get married, nuts...hahahaha... i admit i love him, he my bestfren..cool rite

wawa, now i call her MRS I, hahaha, she got excited when i told her abt this shop, i saw, name, u know who la eh...her crush from kl... but i prefer to call him I, coz if his nick i write in this blog, n let say u know ppl read it n know who the guy, wawa gonna kill me, slice me into 58 pcs..hahaha...power, ok im goin crazy...wawa also now havin hbp, her students r like setan..hahaha, make her scream n shout time fasting month...hahaha sabar babe..

my love story never ends i guess..
i ask him, about wat he did to my myspace, he say maybe his fren do it, i was like? hello excuse me, u think ur fren got time to delete me in ur myspace, anyway u yang delete urself in my myspace... phone line disconneted
he msg me, dun worry lah syg.. u jgn lyan anypeople.. < what he mean by that..
wawa told me not to feeling wif tat msg, he trying to pujuk me, damn i know tat..
im getting over the fact he somehow did to this to me, no worry peeps, i think i make the wrong decision last time to forget full moon, i regretted abt it..
now full moon treat me nicely and its like, i really think, maybe it worth it to wait for him...
ok peeps i got to go, take care, love u guys...

I SO BODOH!! I WENT TO MY TRASH BIN IN MY MYSPACE ACCOUNT I FOUND THE MSG!!!!
DOME DELETE IT FROM MY INBOX!! BUT I FOUND IT!!

HERE THE MSG THE GIRL SEND!!

Oct 2 2006 11:46 AM

der's my pic n him.... even mine.... ya allah...is it dome who said all dat?? for ur info....we hav been 10 month n tomoro is our anniversary.... gurl tv3??i got d same story bout d gurl....she hurt him rite? huh....he's my second bf in mylife...atfirst i dont wan any guy in mylife but afta he done alot to me....i admit i cant get over him until my family n myfrens put me away....i dont giva damn bout it...d only thing in my mind is i've got him to b wif..... im sorie dear....i didnt mean to hurt u....AT ALL pls trust me.... even if u wan u can come n c me... i know how bad it is wen we know bout d one who we really luv xcually doin things behind us.... im tryin so hurt to beliave him but as u said we dont know dem.... i know i oso did some silly things but not untill try to get a new 1 in mylife.... i love him so much dear.... n to tell u d truth...I DONT KNOW Y!! must b bcoz my bad rite?? im not good enuf.... for him u r.... fine if u love him....u can have him....HONESTLY DEAR!! but do u think he will stick to u? im pissed off but love dat i have towords him....TOO MUCH d 1st thing he said bout u is juz fren n u helped him to download songs.... i trusted him like stupid gurl.... dear corinna...im sorie... i juz dont know wat to do.... im so sorie.....

WAT SHUD I DO!!!
now i msging the girl..if its true..its my fault..being the 3rd party in their relationship n today their anniversary..
i never hurt anybody in life!!
y muz this guy hurt me!!
he says to me all girls think him as their bf..
he told his girl im juz a fren..cool!!

this is wat i reply to the girl

u wanna know abt me..read my blog ok..

im sorry i did wrote abt u..its juz i feel so sad..dome log in to my myspace, n deleted ur msgi found it in trash..wat do u think im goin thru rite now??im stupid..i benci myself..he deleted himself from my myspace!!i trust him alot..i didnt believe u.. see wat happen to me..in my blog i ada tulis i benci u..but mayb salah i..i come into conclusion salahkn org lain, it hurt....u r askin if i nk dome, tk pe la u take him, im goin thru alot..coz of him..i tk nk dia..u ambik lah..u r askin me to trust u.. i tk leh trust anybody coz im badly hurt..badly..can i hav ur no so i can msg i tk kn marah u..i tk nk dome masuk my myspace again n check my stuff..i change my password...u tk salah..u try to keep wats urs..he belongs to you.. can u msg i at this no..

i confuse peeps..all i need now is juz a break from dome...i worry wen his fren come for the finals i told him everything...but ya no worry.. i wont trouble him abt my life...

to dome

I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
BUT YOU HURT ME
SO IM SO SORRY,
IM GONNA LEAVE YOU..

i cant let you go

is this wat i get lovin u?

alot of things happen on sunday nite, i called him..he deny..so i bingit i mms him my password to myspace let him read he msg n my blog url so he knows wats goin on..

monday..it sucks..
i been msging adik n wawa for help..
dome been totally a pain for me...
i called him last nite, he say he cant log in to my myspace! alrite then..
i told abt the girl, he says all girls say im belong to them..im their bf..

so i ask him, u mean its me huh?? he shut up..he didnt answer..
i ask if he miss me, he ans he have a cold..selsema..wtf..
i told him i love him, guess wat..he say ok then come to kl la..
wat!!
i cried!! then suddenly the phone line disconneted!! WHAT!!!
i juz realise
he log in to my myspace n deleted the girl msg..
why??
he wanna hide his real attitude and he doesnt want me to know all his lies??

i hope she reply my msg soon!!
why he delete me from his myspace??
wat is he trying to do?
before i realise he do tat to me today,

guess wat, he msg me last nite saying yes baby.. before the event i called him..

wen he msg me, it was abt 9pm, i give him a missed call coz i miss him
maybe the msg is not for me...
he told me he wanna delete his myspace..
why he hav to delete his myspace wen he denied everything??
i hav a point here..
why?
is he hiding something from me??
could be....
i msg him something worst today..

ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:34:40 AM): WHY U DO THIS TO ME!!!!
ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:34:42 AM): WHY
ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:34:51 AM): OK FINE!!!!! U WAN IT SO MUCH RITE
ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:34:56 AM): U WAN ME TO SAY THAT I HATE U
ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:34:58 AM): I BENCI U
ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:35:01 AM): I NEVER MISS U
ferrari_hanis (10/3/2006 11:35:05 AM): I NEVER LOVE U

he not online today..
i check his myspace today..new song.. i mean its an old song..
u got it bad by usher..
our fav song since ages...
i log off soon...i dunno wat gonna happen between me n him.. yes i admit i love him..like wat adik say
my adik advice, if he lie, means he jahat(mean/evil)..
i hafta wait n see, make sure n try to get to know the real him..
see how he handles life and make up conclusion abt him..
i guess wat adik say is true, a 14 yr old girl can advice me tat..kudos to her..
boo to me..i cant think straight now..im so sick n tired...i didnt sleep well..
haiz..bye guys...

MICHAEL SCHUMACHER WON!!!
it somehow make me happy, hahaa now the championship points equal!! 116
2 races left, japan n brazil..so juz few more weeks till we know who the champion is..im putting my money on michael! n im sad coz only 2 more race left for michael!! im crying

what!! wawa keep thinking abt mr B#*@
wawa like him, so shud i tell him?? my hand so gatal to msg him, and tell abt wawa!!

i miss him, i kept dreaming abt him, sucks rite..ya..here a pic i keep staring at...
i dunno, its time to forget abt him, worst maybe not my luck to be wif him! argh



now my adik su juz told abt the girl..she has the chinese looks...argh watever...i dun care...
it sound like im havin a cat fite..watever la eh...
now, my adik su say he sombong, tah la eh..watever..hahaha..i guess so..he never smile..HMMM bye peeps..take care...