hallo!!!!!

ok paris here damn cold same as germany... i love europe...
but i miss everybody in spore include boyfie...pity him lately he cant sleep..
syg...tido la...later i come back, everynite u muz talk to me ok..
will update more...
now im sick.... period.....
n i been wearing 2-3 clothes per day...damn sejuk....

bye!!!!!!
ps now 3.23pm

i miss u!!!!! to my boyfie...

bye gonna miss u all!!

call me on the 3rd of july, i prefer call at nite...

take care peeps...

syg, i love u!! take care...

bye everybody...

hahahaha

ok today, i mean highlite for today...

i meet boyfie at toa payoh...

i was bad mood coz in the bus 2 inconsiderate people really pissed me off..

and i was really finding ppl fault...

he juz laughed at me...

went to return books at library...

we went ljs to hav our dinner...

aft dinner we went to arcade...finally aft so long wanna show off our skills in daytona,

guess wat peeps...2 race n i won both!!!

hahahahaha...

we went to cash converter, n i was like... laughing n making jokes at the things that dah berkarat n all... n he juz layan kn...

930 we walk back to interchange n i took bus 90...n he went back camp...

i gonna miss him...

ok thats all...

today, woke up....clean hse..

did wat i shud do...

ard 4 me n my sis went out...

met kak lela...to pass her few tickets first for shrek 3 movie...

went vivo...

i n my sis eat like nobody business...

im hungry....

super hungry...

haiz...

ok....anyway

ya went ard to find for kak yasmin bday present...

meet the rest..all abg nizam family..

ariq, the boy in red...in the pic below really caught my attention..coz he dont know me...

n while we walking to the cinema, he hold my hand..hahaha

he hav the loudest voice...he can really shout... its really funny...

ok...

overall today... nothin cool, except for...i took pic wif shrek!!!!

yes!!!

check it out...

He hug me ok..wakakaka..

peeps!! feel free to come to my hse n help me pack my luggage!!

YES I HAVENT PACK MY LUGGAGE!!! WTH!!!

ok sorry ppl if u guys felt i force u all to eat at puncak..

chaz juz told me...once again im sorry!!!!

okok, first i went out late coz papa reach home late to give me money..

met my boyfie at youth park abt 5.15pm...

they have meeting

me, anis n eika talk one side...hahahaha lepak one corner..

me and anis cant stop complain...

coz we both lapar....

aft the meeting..on the stage itself they were singing joget lambak...

ok serious i dun really like the song...

guess wat the VC is out...

ok in youtube very blur so the face of those dancers u cant see but ok, credit to them la...

they dance quite good...

they juz won 2nd place represent kl in a dance comp, 1st prize is Fantastic Four from sg..

forget abt them, now they are everywhere...

ok, all of us had dinner and stuff...

we chill at ngee ann...

n my stupid migraine attack me again...i rush to the toilet...

vomit all back... n luckily my boyfie is there... i rest for a while...

we went back close to 10...n it rain heavily...

we took bus 65 back to my hse, n in the bus me n boyfie camwhore...hahahaha...

im bored actually....

reach my area went to 711...

bought drinks n chocolates..walking to my blk...

im as normal star wars freak!!

i told him, if i wanna get married, my hubby must dress up as darth vader... i as darth maul...

and there will be no kompang or anything...juz the darth vader anthem...

then, we will be holding on to our light saber... wakakakakaka...

that cool ok...

sent me to my blk...

n he walk back to bus stop while talking to me on the phone...

last nite, qualifying hamilton 1st, followed by the stupid spanish donkey, alonso..

3rd n 4th Massa n Raikkonen...

ferrari better win this race by hook or crook or else i will be very angry..wakakaka

enjoy the pics below...

the twins!!! but eika is the mommy, ayu the daughter.. im lost
we have the same name, but mine start from H
hehehehe
hmmmmmm
help!!!! somebody kissed me...
erghhhh

i dunno wat im doin

one after another...

now my msn lak kena hack..but noting really happen, except my personal msg, n groups missing!!

i change the password liao.. hahaha thanks 2 full moon...coz we both came out of the password 1yr ago...

ok, so wen i reach bedok, i called wawa...

i will be very busy starting now..

i hav not evn pack a single ting..

not even a pad!!

wakakaka...

ok...

so we meet..at princess...

i was like, wawa tell the driver cepat la!! drive like f1 driver..

she was like, he drive like alonso...

i replied...

NO WONDER SLOW!!

HAHAHA

while waiting for her, i juz wash my eyes, msg2 ppl...ayu, onedee n my boyfie.. n of coz wawa...

oh ya guys, onedee said that i look fierce....

hahahahahahaha...

faz, also said iam fierce wen im really bad mood-or someting pissed me off...

we meet...and we talk abt..ruffedge!!

biasela kalau madu da jumpa...

talk abt their husband gak...

wat???!!!!!

we talked abt relationship and stuff...

and ruffedge...

i think we will die without ruffedge...maybe kot...wakakaka...

to guys out there ( my guy fren single only) if u wanna know wawa pls msg me....

tell u...she one gerek girl... i love u wawa... of coz she abt the same like me...kepala giler...

but she better la... me violent...(ps: my boyfren n full moon still alive ok)

wawa sorry ini bukan promotion..but u serious happening!!

we talk n talk... she also stress wen i wanna buy food... i walk ard the banquet i think 7 times...hahahaha

sorry la madu...

we went out separate ways soon aft that...

saw wani... talk to her for a while..

took bus 28, reached haig road, uncle botak (dad's fren) took the bus..

he was like asking me questions so layankn je...

i was thinkin abt my dad fren... hmmm late uncle haniz..

wat happened to his family...n his son yg mmg drop dead hot stuff guy!! i had a monkey crush on his son wen i was pri 1 i guess...

mak oi...

i saw mastura ahmad...

then i reached home, i have to vacuum, wash clothes, and all...

serious, im tired now...

the phones cant stop ringing...

wen im free nobody wanna call...

wen im busy... calls come like waterfall...

argh...

now im having migraine...

n i have no mood to eat....

n i remember wat full moon once told me, women has more responsibility than men...

its true... argh...

noting to really blog abt...
juz i got 2 pack of cigarettes from bad...
yeay..thanks eh...
n thanks for saying...
hey your hp same as kadir..
biase ah...kadir copy i!!
wakakakaka...shoot...
im nuts..

ok now is formula one...
safety in formula one is really improving...
to those tk faham..nvm..
u shud watch f1 n u will understand...
if juz a normal car had the same accident like last nite f1..
i guess the driver will die on the spot...
but the driver last nite only suffer concusion n sprained ankle..
i thot he couldnt make it sia...
horror accident...
so guys...drive safely...enjoy the pics ah...
now guys...argue wif me that formula one is boring...
look at the pics... and u know why i love it...
wakakakakaka...evil laugh!!

ok do u know how bored left alone at home!!

so suck ok...

papa & mama, dun go holiday without me ever again!!

kakak, u also..dont leave me alone!!

im bored!!

super boring...

i can talk to the fishes, cats and i think i talk alone...

argh!!!

ok...yesteday...

suppose to go to celine's bday party..but i wanna wait till my parents reached home, relax n get ready before goin off for short trip to msia...
so i left home late...

wen out alone.. boyfie tell me to wait for him at city hall...
so he asked me to shop alone...
i reach city hall bus stop..near padang..
i walked to esplanade...guess who i saw... yes my cousin!!!

fariz... i dun really know how we are related but my parents asked me to call him cousin...
we both fated to meet coz our parents went holiday together without us (the kids)

we chill wif his bunk mates..

(me n my cousin)

im the only girl surrounded by 7 guys..

i had fun wif my cousin...

we play boxing, and alot of stuff..we even share cigarettes..wakakaka...

his mates thot im his gf...his violent gf, coz wen i talk to him, i use kau aku..

wen he make mistake i kick him, hit his head...hahaha..

he did the same to me...

im being abused...

i was shouted at his mates this

"aku kalau ada matair mcm dia, aku bunuh diri skrg gak"

wif the action im jumping to the river..

hahahaha...

i asked him to accompany me to the toilet..

n i saw my ex..

wtf...

after that i talk to ayu...

i was like so irritating coz im so hungry..

my cousin treat me macd...

we walk to marina macd..

i juz read newpaper while they went to order food...

wen we abt to eat, i saw QURRA n her bf..

hahahaha...

HELLO SWEET HEART!!

HAPPY 10TH....

then, ninie pool kakis (fadly) i called him sulaiman...

he talk to my cousin... n guess wat.. he wif FIRDAUS (my pe teacher which eqa like)

n his best fren...

while eating...juz 2 table away from me...

hahaha, i saw my junior in peicai Hakim...

went to him n asked for his email to add in frenster..

saw few ppl...

and guess wat...

i saw NINIE & SHANA (i miss her so much), wif fadzil n ninie frens..

i was msging ayu all the way...

n she was, wah u terserempak byk org sey...

i replied, god knows im bored...

aft that went back esplanade, chill...till my bf reached city hall...

meet him, for only 30 MINS!!!

30 MINS...

he and my cousin n my cousin frens send me till aljunied...

actually my cousin, fariz n his brother firdaus asked me to chill wif them at tampines till morning..wif the rest, ina, her sis n brother...maybe go karaoke...

i know my parents dont mind..but i worry my granny keep calling...

i reached home, bathe...

i called nenek, n msg my dad n sister using my mum hp telling them i reached home!
dad called me, n advice me n say a long list of speech abt the do's n dont's

okok..

talk to my fishes...

watched f1...

and i was like shouting n cursing alonso like nobody business coz im bored...!!

and coz i had arguement wif my boyfie...

venting my anger...

aft f1, msges ayu till i fall asleep...

woke up coz bad called me..he coming to spore wif azan...

ruffedge reached jb for the jom heboh...

they now the ambassedor for POWER ROOT..

ok lor...

maybe meeting him later...n he laugh coz i thot it was my dad that called me..hahaha

early moring u call me...

dome msged me to..if i wan to meet him at jb jom heboh...but i cant...

sorry dome....

some other time..

anyway suhana msged me...telling me at danga bay, heavy traffic...

traffic jam giler...

i replied of coz la...byk org nk gi...

if can i wanna go..but i muz hav my sis wif me...

i dun wanna go alone...dun dare...

meeting eqa soon...

hopefully she can layan my boringness coz i will talk non stop...

hate being alone...

nobody to talk 2....

hahahahaha....

CORINNA BORING GILER!!!!

to msia pm, Selamat Pengantin Baru!! (so random)

ok accept the fact, im bored!!!

i read farrah's blog...she blog abt me!!
yes me!! coz i post the pics i shud not post in my new frenster acc!!
hahahaha...
she talk abt those good old days...
and by reading her short entry..
i start crying...
hey...our FRIENDSHIP is something i will not forget till i die..

ok maybe till im 80 and sagging here and there..wakakaka...
old joke..

then i realise..

all this while we both really miss each other..

she know me well..

very well indeed..

in 6 months time..our frenship turning to 3 years...not 3 months ok..

ITS 3 YEARS...

so i msg her online...

corinna: are you asleep?? im sorry if im so ego... read your blog.. short but it make me cry... i miss you babe... i really do... i know im not being fair..
corinna: but i also like u.. tk tau how to bring us closer together.. i wan like the old time, shop, eat, drink, go toilet, have fun together..juz the 2 of us.
Farrah: Huh?I otw 2 changi hospital..Y?
Farrah: Bt wat 2 do.We gt 2 try la.
corinna: y u goin CGH, who there?? i miss u la babe..u got it.. i miss those good old days..i really miss it.. sometimes i wonder.. i always keep it in me..
corinna: 2nite i really put all my ego aside..n tell u i really miss u...i admit i also wanna be ur so call gelare fren..can we eat gelare this monday??hahaha
Farrah: I sending my bro nw.Same here bt we have 2 try la.
Farrah: I m like anyting.I miss u 2 bt i dnt noe wat 2 do.
corinna: tis monday we go sch..we balik together..eat gelare...hahaha on tuesday..i both day free, parents not at home..hahaha..set ah..yeay!! i love u!!muackz
Farrah: Ok!Aku only free till thursday aft that i nt free.
corinna: i know..love u..i hope we'll find ways 2 get back like we use 2..i miss u..tats y i post our pics in my acc..hahaha i still keep all tat swit memories
Farrah: I noe.D minute u post a burok pics of me.
corinna: where got buruk...ok wat..the muka buruk is in ur hp,the retarded pic tat adk took!!hahaha :P ok syg..u take care..see ya tis monday!!gdnite swit drms

hahahaha

hey babe...

i miss you ok... i love u ok adk baby... evn tho sometimes i dun spend my time wif u...

deep down in me... there's a space in my heart for u...

n nothing can change that...

im sick...im very sick..
i vomitted in the toilet...
i vomitted in the taxi...luckily the driver hav a plastic...
meet my dad at haig road...
im trying to control it during the ride back home, i cant vomit in the car...later my dad hav to clean it...
once reach home, i lock myself in the toilet...and vomit all once again...
so sick n tired..
im going to sleep soon....

to someone...
i hate you2... i juz dun know why u cant be like the rest of my ex... i dun know why u hav so much hatred on me, but i didnt do anything wrong, or i didnt have anything against u... i regret knowing u, i regret i having a relationship wif u..but thats all past...why u acting that kind...i have nothing against u...remember that!!!
juz now, my frens walk in front of me, and u pass them wif a smile...wen u saw me... ur face look so damn fcuk up...hey...i saw it ok... ur face tells a thousand words!!

here for u...


Lari,lari,lari aku lari tinggalkan semua ini,
Untuk mencari,cari,cari ketenangan diri,
Pergi,pergi,pergi engkau pergi dari hidupku ini,
Tak mahu-mahu kau hadir dalam diri ini.

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu,
Ku simpan semua sebak didada hatiku yang terluka,
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu,
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu.

Lafas dan kata dari bibir adakah ia dari hati,
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yang tersembunyi,
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi,
Pernahkah kau peduli pada diriku ini.

Mengapa aku yang terluka,
Aku yang merana,
Aku yang menahan seksa bagi cinta ini,
Kau yang meminta,
Aku yang sengsara,
Rimas,rimas..aku rimas...

Tidakku sorang kecundang,
Istana jiwaku goyang,
Roboh dan tumbang,
sawah pun lantang,
Tidak berpantang,
letup yang siang-siang,
Bukannya alang kepalang,
datangnya perang.

Ke bawahku ke jurang,
Pulanglah sayang janjiku tetap ku hapuskan dalam,
Dalamnya sayang,sayangnya hilang,
Hilanglah garah,garahku terbang melayang.

Terbongkarku terbang kau terhuyung-hayang,
Tak pandang belakang terkakah gila,
Ku tak di undang ku rapuh semua tak bertiang,
Janjiku kini kan bertulang.

Mengapa aku yang terluka,
Aku yang merana,
Aku yang menahan seksa bagi cinta ini,
Kau yang meminta,
Aku yang sengsara,
Rimas,rimas..aku rimas...

Lari,lari aku lari tinggalkan,
Tinggalkan semua ini untuk mencari,
Untuk mencari ketenangan.

Aku pergi tinggalkan,
Tinggalkan kau sendiri,
Ku pergi,kiniku pergi,
Tinggalkanmu sendiri.

Mengapa aku yang terluka,
Aku yang merana,
Aku yang menahan seksa bagi cinta ini,
Kau yang meminta,
Aku yang sengsara,
Rimas,rimas..aku rimas...

im happy now n have move on... n i pray that u hav a happy life wif ur love ones...

i love my boyfie..

today early morning i had migraine..

but still i

went to sch...

meet farrah at paya lebar...

go to school together...

lectures costing n aa boring giler...

but aa class is really fun...coz suhana (spongebob) n me (mr kraby that crab la)

did someting crazy... hmmmm we were like, laughing n making fun of songs title...

there this song in her phone (her bro's hp) techno song ok.. scuk my dcik...hahaha..

got it...

aft class...i thot my cousins reached ite simei..but guess wat... i hav to wait for them for 43 mins!!

haiz....

sakit hati....

nana took her cert...

n we 4 off to simei...

visit their grandma at changi hospital...

we really had fun...

me n hmmmm their nephew...

i dunno how we related...but i juz call them cousins..

entah la...i pun confuse...sekejap mcm my god siblings..

down part was wen im goin home...i waited for bus no 5 for 50 mins...for only 5 mins ride to safra tamp...

seriously bingit!!!

DATE:03/06/07
VENUE: Arts House

highlite of yesterday.... ayu saw ASHRAF SINCLAIR CLONE!!! we really thought it was ashraf sinclair... sekali ashraf sinCAIR la...hancurs!!!

n fiky, ermm.... kena otak kau from me...coz he got so mixed up wif merc benz cars n all...sorry bro....i read alot of cars magazines...


all i wan is juz to spend time with you...we hardly spend quality times wif each other... n its making us drifting apart..
n it sucks coz we been planning to spend time together...but we never had the chance... did u realise that now, we hav arguements almost every single day...ok, not every single day..but every single time u call me, we ended up wif arguements...that really sucks...
n wif wat happened yesterday...we both promise to try to understand each other even better...
im trying to control my emotions rite now...
i wish we cud settle it juz now...but u keep tellin me u r tired..im tired 2...
both of us had a long day...
now phonecalls maximum to 15 mins per call...

are this signs ??


GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!
I LOVE HIM!!
I REALLY DO!!!

first of all!!

happy 1mth anniversary to me n my syg...

hehehehe...

shud celebrate but we ended up having arguements...

PICS FROM THURSDAY STREET FEST!!

BYE....MY MUMMY N DADDY CAME TO FETCH ME AT NENEK HSE...

SHOOT!!

my girlfriends..i love u all!!