Dont mess ard with me

im very pissed and feel like punching some1 after reading avante's inbox...
seriously...
that some have to stop all this nonsense before i start taking actions...
all i cud think abt is to elope to somewhere..maybe ard europe with avante...
he needs a clear mind NOW!!!!!!
i swear...mess ard with him, u gotta go thru me...
mark my words before things get ugly....
so dont mess ard with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 freaking days of spending endless time with him, only today i check his hp..coz i have the habit of hiding his phone..and he cant leave me till he find his hp...
i swear its one of the biggest mistake..but hey..i learn something new...
i knw who u r...stop doing all this...

to any girls out there..if u wanna avante, u gotta go thru me..and if u fail my test..
u can get out that bloody min...
TTYN

ok...i miss avante...muackz...hahaha
gonna take my new specs..
due to some reason..i have been ban from wearing contacts frm my personal optician..coz of the infection...
and finally rite now..im a sony ericsson user...
got a new phone yesterday 2... w595i..bye viewty!!!muackz..

gonna show off to avante soon...
hehehehe...

ok la..
gonna log off now..busy transfering data frm viewty to 595i..like bmw car model..525i..hehe

Ignore!

seriously before anybody start messing around with me..
i have something to tell..
i have no tolerance with ppl who dont know the meaning of RESPECT!!!!
So dila in disguise.. 10 points for u.. coz u show the whole world.. u dont know the meaning of respect.. (i so love this kind of attitude..it shows they cant go far in almost anything)

Thank god it was avante who replied to her tag..
Avante was pissed off..
and wonder who the hell is dila..
and funny thing is..Avante dont know anybody by the name of Dila..

i told farrah while we were on the way to simpang..
farrah was like, juz tell this dila la..the fact abt avante..
Avante is a gay...and he drive a Hyundai PINK Avante...
So dila u want his hp no?? who knows u love Pink colour!!!
But to bad..he's not in spore...after sending me home last night..
He got to go for a business trip...and wont be home for some time..and i miss him..
He's my best friend..

oh ya..
he appreciate the gift i gave him..
I can see thru his eyes...hehe i was like a happy lil girl.. coz i make him happy...
jumping around..till he gotta cool me down.. is the thot that count afterall..
he laugh when he saw me wearing my ferrari tee..its super big...haha..
he wants me to change the way i talk and behave..coz im the rough type of person..
haziq was like laughing when he heard our convo..

things seem to be perfect for now..
and the best thing was that he gave me a nightmare telling me, if we happened to get married..(something which i dun think i want..)
he gonna stay home and be house husband..but expect me to buy him a aston martin..
mak datuk...and gonna send my kids abroad when they turn 1...omg..i was like, ok bye..no worry u are not in the list..i dont wish to have a husband like u...

and seriously last nite i cudnt sleep..i even thot i talk to my mum..when i woke up ard 3ish i called my dad to ask abt my mum..my dad told me that my mum is still at work!!!!!!!!!!! i thot i saw and talk to her ard 1pm when i went to toilet...

i swear i freak out..5 mins later my dad reached home..he asked if im ok or not..i juz told him im alrite maybe its juz a dream..argh!!!! Now i cant sleep..

so mr PINK avante...come back soon..ur lesbian friend here miss u...and u need to layan me coz i cant sleep...
forget abt ur biz, im more important.. :P

AND GONNA MISS BAMBAM ISAAC!!!!!!
Take care aites syg...Aunty Ferranis gonna miss u...
Nw im jealous..he's going KL!!!

my kl frens... i miss u guys!!!

ps: byk nyer org i rindu....

hmmmmmmm

yeay finally i receive my parcel!!!!!!yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!
so me and him can show off our new top!!!! hahahahaha...
but first i need to call him and tell him...

seriously i cant recall any1 by the name of dila...except for my 11yr old cousin..
before anybody start assuming abt my relationship with mr avante...
only god and us know the truth..
mr avante if my guyfriend..he and haziq..they are my guyfriend..it mean my bestfriend..
anything wrong??to me no!!!
coz we didnt stop each other from having special gf/bf!!
argh...this week have not been a great week for both of us...
we got so emotional..or let say its me...ive cant handle the things well...
especially last nite ride home.. we felt like strangers...
even we talk for a while before i fall asleep..coz i felt so tired and sick..
but like wat i told him, im taking the risk no matter wat... we gonna stick as bestfriend..
im sick of all this seriously...

now i wanna sleep back...ive no idea wat time i meeting farrah,haziq and souher..
i need time off from all this and meet them...yes..and have fun...
and no idea if im meeting him...to pass the stuff we bought...

Risk

at my nenek hse now..
its 1.13am..
im doing my cousin science project...
no its not me...
avante doing it...he's abt 1 metre away from me...

he came over to my hse for a full 30 mins..
and im very nervous..
but guess wat we cant do the video..
something wrong with the thumbdrive so we end up here...at pasir ris..

i dunno wat to say...
but while he's doing the work..
i did something i know i shudnt do it..
but i cnt stop my itchy hands...

its damn risky now...
yes im afraid of losing him, tho he promise me..he wont leave me...
(maybe one day he will but not now)
damn...i dunno...im crazy...
ok wait im lost now...wat shud i do now...
i need help... oh god....

39 days and 12 hrs to f1!!!!!yeay!!!! random

on friday night.. i sneak out of the hse for 1 hr..just to meet him..booyaaa...wakakaka..
no i told my parents im going to 7E for a while..yes...me and avante went to 7E to grab some stuff to munch and chill in the car...
he look super tired...yup, reached home, didnt get a chance to change and zoom...of to send his uncle to work and meet me...hahahaha..
yes i miss him!! so i was like a super big badak jumping ard!!!
we chill and talk..again when we meet we are just fine..no fighting..only on the phone..pfft..sort otak..

avante juz give told me he might fetch me frm farrah's place coz im with isaac..if im alone, he wont disturb me...wahhhh... (feeling jealous here)

saturday... isaac and me the first to arrive...swim for almost 3 hrs if im not wrong..
when he's angry at farrah, he will be very violent and start attacking me...he pinch and bite me..
i was in pain...but its funny..so brave that he decided to jump into the pool alone...

i had fun..but i miss a chance to meet some1..coz avante gotta fetch his dad at 10pm..so we were like in a hurry...2 years i waited to meet this human..but sadly i didnt get to meet him...pffttt next time, need to plan properly with farrah's bro...wakakakakaka...

i left isaac with avante for good 10 mins coz i need to go to the bank..wakakaka
this is wat i asked avante...

me: u, isaac panjat2 tak bila i tk de??
avante: no he juz sit and his back face me...i did try to talk to him but he ignore..he juz to himself..
me:serious???wow!!!! not even play with the steering??
avante: not at all..he juz hug ur drink and his milk bottle..

i juz laugh!!wakakakaka...coz wen im in the car isaac is alil bit hyper..mybe isaac not used to avante yet..and he juz woke up when i left him..so ya..


the car ride home felt so fast...and when avante send me home, he asked me for his jacket back..
and of coz..my bro in law told my dad abt avante..n i got a long nagging...haiz...
thanks alot!!!

i wanna meet him if possible now coz im bored...nah..guess im gonna sleep soon...coz im super duper bored to death at home!!!!!!!!!!!

all i know...yesterday was da bomb...wakakakaka..farrah hang on there!!!!

wow!!!! 39days and 12 hrs to f1!!!!yipee

Hmm...

Im losing my voice again!!!
cant stop coughing.. on and off fever..
flu..and difficulties breathing..

BUT

i miss avante right now..he's gone for 2 full days..
and thank god i still can call him for a while..
seriously i have to stop this...no seriously he have to stop going for short trip to msia and leave me alone like this for days..Come back soon...

and guess what!!!!
he loves isaac more than me..they are like besties...
isaac kiss and salam him..and when i asked isaac to kiss me..isaac juz ignore...
i was like, patience hanis!!! its ok..isaac love u more
he pass me his ralph lauren sweater.. so sweet..been wearing it this past 2 days..

gonna spend vday with farrah and isaac..hahaha..SINGLES ONLY!!
so no spore flyer....haiz...

i miss my nenek!!!!!!!

Tagged

WHOEVER WHO GETS TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT THE PERSON WHO TAGGED HIM/HER


Dahlia
1. She's Hot..wud asked her out if im a boy
2. Stylish
3. Has a sweet voice..
4. Still a student.
5. A dancer
6. A good blogger.
7. Half Singaporean
8. I love her long hair
9. A Car freak like me
10. Oh ya..She has a hot cousin!!



Wawa
1. My Madu
2. a pretty teacher...Seriously u r pretty
3. Red is her fav colour... HI-5
4. Wants a HOT drummer as her bf
5. my lesbian partner...
6. I'll always text her when i cnt sleep
7. A good advisor.
8. Andy die hard fan
9. Dark Choco lover
10. I miss her...(does that count??)

THE PERSON WHO GOT TAGGED HAS TO WRITE 10 THINGS ABOUT HIMSELF/HERSELF

1. I love to sing..hahaha
2. A Asst teacher for only 2 weeks..
3. A Ferrari and Arsenal die hard fan
4. Have a Cesc Fabregas Poster in her room..wakakaka
5. My nephew call me Nanny Ferranis...
6. I think Avante looks like Erra Fazira husband..
7. When im angry.. i listen to armin van buuren..
8. I need a job asap!!!
9. I get jealous when avante gets to go holiday..and im stuck here
10. suck big time as a friend..coz i dun remember lil details abt my friends..


YOU NEED TO CHOOSE 10 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED AND LIST THEIR NAME
1. Leeya (replied)
2. Wawa (replied)
3. Farrah Faith
4. Dk Azan
5. Eqa
6. Nazirah
7. Farahizza
8. Sop
9. Souher
10. Eileen