FARRAH FAITH..I FUCKING MISS YOU!!!

you will be away for bloody few days and we will meet on monday..
but hey giler... i fucking miss you la...
once you reach singapore, first thing you have to dial my no!!!!
if not i will smack that mrK dick...opssss


wen massage juz now..
gosh... i felt like a veggie...

its damn painfull..

i was screaming..
i got to go now.. dead tired...


farrah faith i want ralph lauren polo tee!!!!

get for me aites...

wakakakakak

Matahariku Je T'aime Maple Syrup Guy

Matahariku Je T'aime Maple Syrup Guy


Its been a month..
I cant sleep at times..
With whatever being displayed..
I really wanna cry at times..
Sometimes, he appear in my dream..
And i will wake up crying..
Calling out for his name..
Yes, i know he will never come back..
Even if he does..
I cant accept him..
Yes i still do love him..
But all i could say.. My life totally ruined by him..
I was left alone.. (READ AGAIN: ALONE!!)
Nobody to go to..
And i felt so sick and disgusted..
Accepting the blame alone..
Not even a helping hand from him, to share the burden..

Now all i wish, his hugs and a kiss on my forehead and lips..
I miss all that..
And his sweet smell that put me to sleep..
It lingers and make me felt as tho im in a wonderland..
Im typing this..But My eyes are closed..the memories in my mind, cant be deleted...
When i close my eyes, i could see him..
I try to grab him, but i cant..so close yet so far..
Im drowning in my own world now..
I cant find anybody to help me..

Reality Check: He's happy..(i will pray for his happiness wherever i am)
And he knows, i dont wish to see him..
Why?? Coz my life changed because of him...
And all i wanna do is to hate him, but its so hard..
All i want is to forget him, but the more i want to delete the memories..
The more it keeps coming back..
The more i wanna run away from him, the more my fingers will dial or type something on the msn..
The more i wanna hide, the more, i went to the places i spent my time with him..

I said i have moved on.. Yes.. But...He's one in a million..
Nobody can replace full moon..
nobody can replace him..
the 2 guys, i really love...

Even tho, my LG viewty wallpaper, is not our pic anymore..
But My n73 is still the pic of both of us..
the one that he said i look pretty.. and he put as his hp wallpaper 2.
i was blushing.. and i felt like kissing him that moment.. but i was shy..

Do you know.. For this one month, im running away from everybody..
Cause i dont want to see you.. It hurt..
Nobody can see, cause, im starting to live in denial..
I pretend and put a smiley mask on my face..
To hide the pain from everybody...
You never gave me a chance..

If god gave me a chance to turn back the time, i would go out and had breakfast with someone else and not meet him..
And somehow to fall for him, how stupid i was..
Haiz.. So much so, denying the feelings i had..
Its a real pain, and letting it out here,
My tears cant stop rolling down my cheeks..

God, please send me an angel to wipe these tears.
.The rest said he's not worth my tears, but why cant i stop crying..
Oh god.. Its been a month.. Please, let the feelings fade..
Im begging you for mercy and help..
Cause, when i was left alone, I only have you to share everything..
And only you know whats the best for me.. and you knew how i felt..
Please.. I just want to be be happy..


To: Je T'aime Maple Syrup Guy

Tertutup Sudah Pintu
Pintu Hatiku
Yang Pernah Dibuka Waktu Hanya Untukmu
Kini Kau Pergi Dari Hidupku
Kuharus Relakanmu
Walau Aku Tak Mau

Berjuta Warna Pelangi Di Dalam Hati
Sejenak Luluh Bergeming Menjauh Pergi
Tak Ada Lagi Cahaya Suci
Semua Nada Beranjak Aku Terdiam Sepi

Dengarlah Matahariku
Suara Tangisanku
Ku bersedih
Karna Panah Cinta Menusuk Jantungku
Ucapkan Matahariku
Puisi Tentang Hidupku
Tentangku Yang Tak Mampu
Menaklukkan Waktu


IF i had a chance, i will immune myself with antidote and not fall for you..
Cause the bullet proof vest didnt work..
And im hurt and bleeding..
HELP ME!!!

F1, Ferrari, Michael Schumacher, Farrah, Parkway, Sushi and Hotties!!! YUMMY!!

MY SCHUMI
WOW!!

pls: drive for ferrari again!!i wanna see u in action!!

hahahax
my hot iceman.. ouch!!



its seem like ferrari been curse..
or monaco is not the track that will favour ferrari, due to low speed and aerodynamic...
haiz...massa got 3rd..Kimi had his worst race ever...
but MICHAEL SCHUMACHER is still hot!! gosh..
u can juz see me melting in front of the teebee..

one hell of a race i cud say..
kimi and nico change their front nose twice..
wow!!! and after formula one..
its indy 500.. yes.. indy 500..
but i didnt watch till the end.. coz its about 200 laps..
god.. its till 4.30am..
sunday is my RACE DAY...

i wanna blog more..
but im tired...
the anarex (pain killers) are working and taking its toll..

sleepy...

all i cud say.. i felt bloated after eating sushi...

yes we bought 30 sushi...

me and farrah..who else.. i was craving for sushi..

hahaha...

sat at coffee beans..

and guess what.. right in front of us..there's a hottie!!

hehehe...

as per normal.. we talk like nobody business..

and we are like talking about the guy..

and he keep looking at us...

oh my god...i miss the chance.. its ok farrah...

once school start.. back to our hunt for hotties aite babe...

pls send me the crazy pics we took...

after that, i reached home..

and off i went to chill at adams...
yup.. isaac is also there...

and i put him to sleep!!!

kudos!!!

and tmr, he will follow us to jb.. YIPEE!!!!

recently i dreamt, i bring isaac out wif HIM..haiz..
ok its just a dream..stop it!!

i guess it will never happen..

ARGH!!!! MY FUCKING BACKBONE HURT!! ARGH!!!!

TILL NOW AND THEN...DRIVE SAFELY...
(f1 tag line, steve darwson will be proud of me) wakakaka

argh!!! man u won!! damn!!

argh...
felt like a total auntie lately.. my back still hurt!! damn that bus driver...haiz
and my side hurt...and my migraine..its been 3 weeks..damn...
am i under alot of stress or what??
no its just the weather!!
i hate hot weather...
mummy daddy can we go germany for every summer???
i miss germany badly!!!!
waaaaaa!!!
cherry festivals and all...
the flea market.. gosh!!!

and one thing for sure!!
i still hate man u!!
argh...why la john terry bodoh sangat!!!
if not sure chealsea won!!!
damn... i hate it...
nvm...7 june, its euro time!!!!

ps: this weekend i got a long weekend!!!
formula one!!
oh please..i wan massa win!!!

IRONMAN!!

haha..


at t3... aft graduation
the 3 besties at t3, after dinner..
yes we love him!!and he 2 love us
look he's watching movie!!
in the car, sleeping...
he simply shine my life!!

yesterday went out with my friend.. we talk in german at times..
coz he's one expert in it.. while im just an infant..
he fetch me.. so ya its ok..im bloody nervous.. riding a bike..
was surprise he ride a ducati!! one of the bikes i want (nervous to ride one, but i want a bike,
confuse)
we got his watch..i forget the brand
hmm, we went to cathay, got our movie tix..yes ironman..
after that, off dinner at erm, i totally forget the name..
we were like talking and talking non stop...
and he almost strangle me i guess coz of my stupid ideas..
wakakaka... i have a creative mind right..
so ya.. he kinda called me a spoiler, coz i told him how the movie line gonna be..
its not that i watched before..its just that im the director..(perasan)
the movie is great..but you can just predict the story line..
next movie, narnia..the prince of caspian!!

yes!!

so mat german are you up for it???
i felt like im riding a bike with valentino rossi!
hehehe..ok kidding.. hes a safe rider..coz he knows im kinda stiff when he makes some sharp turn.. maybe after this, i wud feel relax..
ok.. i love speed.. but usually in 2, 4 or 5 doors cars...
the fastest speed i have exprience was 220km/h in a benz CLK!
my uncle drove like one mad guy!!

and bike.. 100.. i felt omg.. im flying..
cheh2..berangan ironman!!
ok i got nothing to type..writers block..
uploading pics on facebook, friendster and multiply!
haiz..taking ages!!

bis balt
Auf Wiedersehen

simpang,t3 with farrah n haziq...Congkak wif familia

congkak was best!!
nice movie..
trust me...
even baby isaac hamzah watched congkak..yes
we brought him along...
10 of us include him....

on friday.. i woke up at 4pm, after 17 hrs of sleep
gosh..im totally tired...
called farrah up..
she plan dinner at simpang..
i quickly get ready..
i swear she was like catching the last bus sia!!
fetch me...and off to simpang...
met haziq there...
haziq almost kill me wif the bloody steak knife....
haiz...thanks farrah for saving my life!!
wakakaka
after dinner, next stop??
yes terminal 3 for 2nd day in a row..gosh!!!!!
this girl i guess like haziq, as she kept staring at haziq...
too bad girl... haziq belongs to me and farrah... (siak je)
saw the kiss pics we took... hahaha...
omg!! farrah... we got to hang out wif haziq more often!!!!
im so in love wif u guys!!!

nw i wanna sleep...tired!!!
congkak!!
lisa, ohhh lisa....
siapa lisa???
ok im nuts!!!

GRADUATED, SLEEPY & JOKES...

finally im out frm ite college east, simei!
with a HIGHER NITEC CERT IN ACCOUNTING!!
YIPEEEE!!!
will post the pics on multiply and facebook tmr...

HAD FUN WITH LIZZIE AND IZAM!!!
NUT CASE PPL...
DEPRIVE!!
wakakakaka....
and cam whore..about 100plus pics till my hp flat...

some of my course mates came to me,and asked me...
did u acted in atas heights. yes!!
hahahaha...

full moon commented i look very2 matured with the make up and dressing..
gosh...

T3 with lizzie and izam, gone case!!!
we talk rubbish...
its so normal... i enjoy myself, evn tho before that i felt my migraine gonna attack me again..
quickly i took my medicines...thank god...

and now, online, i thot i could blog and posts the pics...
but my cousin.. syafie...frm victoria.. giving me stupid jokes..
i cnt stop laughing...
he's juz 13...

here are some jokes..

ur momma so fat when she laid down on the bed she was 5 feet taller!

yo momma so fat when she tried to commit suicide from the 13 floor! she ended up on the 15th floor!!!


ur momma so fat when she wore a yellow raincoat over her body when it was raining, every1 started calling for taxi!!!!


yo momma so fat when she tried to commit suicide in the ocean she heard the whales singing "WE ARE FAMILY... MOTHER, FATHER, YOU AND ME"...


yo momma so black ! when she actually attend the night school , the teacher marked her absent!!!


syaf says (9:17 PM):
have u heard the joke about vacuum cleaner
syaf says (9:17 PM):
u kn ow...
syaf says (9:17 PM):
it REALLY SUCKS


syaf says (9:19 PM):
have u heard of the joke about shit
syaf says (9:19 PM):
it really stinks
syaf says (9:20 PM):
hehe


syaf says (9:31 PM):
l o l ur momma so fat she cannot count how many steps she walking


syaf says (9:36 PM):
ade 1 orang on each 4 corners of this room, batman, superman, bad-smelling indian and a good smelling indian. In the center of the room there is a diamond. starting from the same time, they started to run for the diamond . Who will get the diamond first?

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:37 PM):
bad smelling indian

syaf says (9:38 PM):
kenapa

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:38 PM):
semua tk leh tahan dgn bau dia

syaf says (9:38 PM):
salah

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:38 PM):
then

syaf says (9:38 PM):
because the other three doesnt exist


syaf says (9:40 PM):
ini syafie dgr dari saiful apek

syaf says (9:41 PM):
ade orang ni kan lempar kucing over the petronas tower

syaf says (9:41 PM):
tau wat did he break?

syaf says (9:41 PM):
ape yang pecah

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:42 PM):
erm

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:42 PM):
dunno

syaf says (9:42 PM):
die broke the record...

syaf says (9:43 PM):
mane la ade orang pernah lempar kucing over the petronas tower

Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..Starting to feel the difference! says (9:43 PM):
wat the hack!!!



YOU SEEE, WHAT HAPPEN TO KIDS NOW A DAYS!!!!
I COMPLAIN TO DADDY... AND ALL MY DAD CUD SAY... U GO SCOLD THEM..
TELL THEM STUDY AND DONT TALK RUBBISH..
OMG..spoilt!!!!!!!!!!


im damn sleepy.. im going to sleep now!!!
goodnight all!!!

BABIES!!!

here, a post..about babies...
hafiz with his niece...
and me with isaac hamzah...


PS: VOTE FOR THE CUTEST BABY!!!

ISAAC OR HAFIZ's NIECE???

WAKAKA

MY MDIS TIMETABLE IS OUT!

MY god... i had 15 hrs of sleep!!

and worst..my hand ache.. is it becoz isaac hamzah is heavier now?!!

gosh.. its scientific proven that having a baby actually makes u happier!!

so KAKAK!! ITS A CALL!! give me a nephew or niece now!!! chubby ones please!!

and im sure, farrah and me gonna teach him, all the bad stuff!!
and we gonna bring him shopping everday, feed him chocolates and ice cream...
bluek!! i dont care!!

AND!!!!
finally farrah and me receive our school timetable!!
yipeee!!!

class start this 2nd june (jumps)
and exams on
14 and 18 july (OH NO!!)

14 july (monday) we got business accounting..

18 july (friday) Principles of production management..
erm!!! all i can say is... wish me all the best..

chatting with e'one NOW!!...
my gosh.. how i miss him!!!

hardly watch tv so i didnt get to catch him on tv...
and now, since im sick... i hardly call him!!


erm... dilemma.. with 2 H...
gosh... can i have K instead???

life would be better...

hehehe.... OK SHUTS!!!

stop with K... if not.. can i have K's bro, which also starts from H..OH MAN. i dont need to stress myself with Hs and all...
can i trust another guy after him ruined my life???
its hard...
and guess what peeps!!!!

OH YES!!!!!

I GOT A JOB, (see la, after paying my mdis course fees and all, finally i found a job, and i dont need resume for that, thank god :P, ps: full moon and bro knows abt this resume issue i have!!)
yes, but i have to go dubai!!! (read: DUBAI!!) i told them to offer me once again, after my Diploma... which is in another 9 months time, InsyaAllah.. i will take it, if they offer me once again!!
tmr, graduation day!! im going with lizzie, since.. erm.. im no longer friend with that particular person.. or let say, i prefer juz to call or chat with that particular some1, but meet... i dnt think so... i guess, that some1 knew.. as now, i rather just keep things to myself..

sandbags and grenades

sandbags:checked//helmet:checked//bullet proof vest:checked//
just stand on guard till the grenade drops//


and counting.....

10..
9...
8...

*will the bullet proof vest works tho? hmm....

had fun today shopping with my sis, kak weda..and one and only beloved nephew.

isaac hamzah!!
he's a pure gem..
i enjoy the outing..
and felt my migraine juz totally gone!! for that period of time..
before that i was having severe migraine..

that i felt... so sick.. i vomit till theres nothing left..

omg..
shopping with them, serious crazy! i bought 3 tops and 1 shorts frm dp..


ps: if u have problems with your bloody partner..dont let it out on me!!
damn you!!


yesterday mood: FUCKING PISSED...
i dont need pretenders liars or NON SINCERE HUMAN BEINGS LIVING IN THIS WORLD IN MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!

YOU GUYS CAN JUZ FUCKING LEAVE ME ALL ALONE..AND I WILL JUST FINE!!


yesterday, went to mdis with farrah and my daddy!
we fetch farrah, and off we went to mdis...
all the way me and farrah talk as tho my dad is not there
we even talk about guys (our exs and all)
and yes...wen we have to handle the course fees...
me and farrah kinda playing with the money..and i took pics of it..
ok...thats why our parents dont trust us to handle that amount of money..
we will play with it.. hahaha..

euro money!!! weeee... 2000 euro

$4000...and farrah ezlink!! wakakaka
chatted with dj Sumo (fabulous cats)
he's a very nice guy!!!



my msn fren said this to me..

"ST(*)R" says (9:37 PM):
hooo...ur getting too fast...slow dwn..slow dwn...
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
i dunno
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
if i juz pissed and down
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
i will go fast
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:37 PM):
very
"ST(*)R" says (9:38 PM):
yah..ur are...can even outrun Massa..
"ST(*)R" says (9:39 PM):
hey..hold on dere..pulled de brake! my uncle wana used de comp awhile...i'll go get my Diablo from de garage..
Corinna Insyirah..epitome of imperfection..all of u can just leave me alone.liars n pretenders!! says (9:40 PM):
meet u at ecp! near siglap exit!
"ST(*)R" says (9:52 PM):
vroom...vroom...
"ST(*)R" says (9:52 PM):
wewiit..u dere?

abt the minah rempit ragut mati di belasah video...
its not true... go read this.. and you will be shock!! go!!

http://ballyblog.wordpress.com/2007/05/04/iraqis-stone-girl-to-death/

adious!!!!
okok man u won championship...watever

hmmmm, kuku chiao... i miss using this word...

ok... FERRARI WON!!!! YIPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MASSA!!!!!
HAMILTON 2ND
AND 3RD KIMI!!!
YIPEEE!!!!!!!

Nw soccer time... i kinda reading old posts on my own blog.. reaching 300 post..omg!!!

and...erm... my life seems the same..
ppl like to assume and dissing...
gosh!! why do i have to keep meeting this kind of ppl???

tmr, me and farrah going to pay our sch fees...shes paying by nets me by cash!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... i love money!!!!!!!
daddy sending both of us!!! see ya babes!!!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! TO ALL MOTHERS AND MUM TO BE!! WEEE!!!

my horoscope..

It's time for you to be more demanding about what you need from others. Speak up.
In Detail

The universe knows that you deserve a relationship that is based on mutual respect and cooperation -- and you do, too. It's time for you to be more demanding about what you need and stop putting the desires of others above your own desires. This selfless phase of yours has gone on too long -- you have needs too, and they have to be met. If you think that you are creating a sense of harmony between yourself and your friends by giving in to their whims, you are wrong.


glider, kent.
how a familiar sad tune keeps resounding in your head.
everytime, it's a different story, but similar lacerations.
and everytime, i'd find the self in hiding.
but when i leave myself stranded here, the eyes wont see so much.

OK, as u all know.. im not a pure malay...
so, malay kuehs, i usually just eat if it look nice, if nt.. i wun touch it..

names also, erm... i only know kueh lapis and erm, is jemput2 under kueh??

so juz now, daddy bought this kueh, called

KUEH SERABAI..

i asked my daddy..

me: pa, kueh pun ade kueh serabai??

i thot my hair only serabai??

daddy: adelah..kau mana tau..

me: erm ok..im going to sleep...

kepala sakit..haiz...
daddy: later go urut..
me: urut?? best!!!

I JUST TASTE THE KUEH SERABAI...

sweet...but..one is enuff...

im still sick..haiz.. i cancel alot of my plans..omg.

migraine, take away my social life..

argh!!

nvm..pls god.. take this migraine away..

I WISH I CAN HAVE FULL MOON AS MY HUBBY!!
YES!!! SO I CAN DRIVE MY OWN PERSONAL FERRARI MODENA 360!!!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA

ps: he knows abt that... and always tease me to be his wife!
OK ENUFF!!

AND PLEASE..STOP THIS DRAMA..

ITS NOT ME!

NOT MY TYPE OF GAMES!!

meow.. haha
new style.. niezza and me start this meow greeting few days back...

funny, but its for fun!!

ok, last night, farrah and i receive our MDIS letter!!

yes we got a place in MDIS!! diploma in accounting!!!

weeeee, gosh..the fees, $3823.45..
omg!! but its for our studies..

paying by cash.. and daddy gonna send us to mdis..

we need bodyguards!!! wakakaka..he dont trust us with that amt of money..

he know, his girls have this impulsive shopping habits!! wakaka...
and, he knows we dont really know how to keep the money properly!!

wakaka..

ok la, migraine is like playing hide and seek with me..

haiz...depending on medicines...

i didnt log in to friendster and facebook for time being...
until its all over!! get it...over!!

called full moon at 4.30am

me: dear are you asleep?
he: its 4.30 am, are you ok?
me: i need you here now!!!!
he: wats up..thank god im home, wat if im back in london??
me: i dont care, now means now.. call me back!
he: ok sure..

he: wats up now? are you ok??
me: i dunno..cyber being a bitch.. nobody knows the real reason, but juz talk abt me, things that are not true...
he: ok, watever is, tell them how much they wan, cheque or cash.. any amount, and leave u alone...
me: can i have one ferragamo??
he: syg...i just want you to be happy..omg... i regret leaving you alone now.. 2yrs, nothing like this happened....
me: its ok, its life...i have to move on right? just, help me this time round...
he: come here...i guess u need a better place, there full with fake ppl, taking advantage of you..
they dont really know you...and start assuming even before listening to your explanation... be strong dear.. now, be a mean bitch..ignore everything.if they continue talking, just throw them money on their face aites...
me: haha, ok dear, dah i think we need to rest...
he: yes..u are having migraine lately...omg now im pissed..they are heartless..fuck them la...
me: pray for my health aite... love you
he: i will pray for u my dear..everything, happiness and health... ok, tmr i have meeting.. i need to sleep.. u 2 ok dear. muackz..nw sleep..goodnite
me: muackz goodnite..

end!
i going to ignore watever now!!
pretend i know nothing...ok la..im going to sleep now..my migraine is killing me

full moon!!

can you, come here now!!

i need you...

people blaming me now...

you know, im not like that right...

omg!! why is this all happening to me??

when im ready and moving on with my life??

why??

why is the blame on me?

when my life is totally ruined..

i have to take the blame...

full moon, i need you..
take me away!!

weeee!!!! greetings!!!
ok, as early, abt i guess, 8 am i woke up...
get ready and off.. to mdis!! before than i went to have my passport size pic taken....
haiz... i look so tak betul!!!!
haiz.... send my application, pay the application fees and all...
and off to paya lebar, to fetch my dearest cousin Ain...
she told me not to be late...but as per normal..im late...for 5 mins, she already waiting for me...
hehehe...

we took our own sweet time back...
we talk and talk and talk.. and joke around, and one thing for sure, my hp cant stop ringing..
i guess, they are worry abt her, hehehe...

oh pls rain!!its damn freaking hot!!
i felt like snow man cair (hey thats khai) ok, change, snow woman cair!!!

ARGH!!!!
MIGRAINE , I HATE YOU!!!!!
I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY!!
MY DOCTOR CHOO SOUND LIKE MY DAD NOW!!!
AND I TOOK PIC OF MY BUTT, HEHE AFTER I RECEIVE A JAB THERE!! OUCCH...

AND NOW, and now i wanna sleep!!!!
oh by the way i wanna throw this laptop..wakaka siak je...coz it cant load my facebook page!! fishtank!!

tuutttuuuuu!!!!

WAIT MY FAV UNCLE IS HERE!!!!!!
CIK PIN I WAN YOUR N82!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IM OFFF TO STEAL HIS HP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

BYE!!!!!!!!

we always pass by one another in the season
where the powdeed snows flutters
even though i slip away into thecowd
we've lookingup at the same sky
we're freezing..
as though we were blown on by the same wind
I probably dont know, everything about you
Yet out of one hundred million people. I found you..
i have no basis for this,but this is what i think..


There areno fights that are trivial
We cant live together at the same time
If we cant be ourselves
then the happiness and sadness are both just lies

Powdered snow hey, when you coloured us white
all the way to my heart
could we then understand our loneliness

pressing my ear against your heart
i want to g down towards the sound of your voice
until i get down that deep
les meet up there again

i want us to understand
i was the one, who stroked the surfaced
even though we were connected by
me holding your hand, that was numb with the cold..

Powdered snow hey, you, in a way that is too fargile
turn eternity
into a stai on the rough asphalt up ahead

Powdered snow hey,
my unreliable heart wavers
and yet, i want to keep protecting you

Powdered snow hey, when you coloured us white
all the way to my heart
you envelop our loneliness
and return it back to the sky.....


je t'aime MN..
sincerely!! from me..Corinna...
haiz...

my cousin is also dealing with the same issue..sometimes, i wish i could be there for her..
and cry together...haiz...


ENJOY THE PICS!!!
lots more, go check out my facebook and frenster...weeeee

the group shot!! me, as normal not ready!
look like earthquake right..upgrading!!

dusty!!

erm, secret to a happy marriage?
watch cartoon tom and jerry with your partner!!
what he replied!!
i msged my uncle this!! abt his new hp...
my face as my dad wallpaper!! wakakaka!!
my dads original wallpaper!! but i change to above!!

Zusammenfassung des Schönheitsfehlers

means

epitome of imperfection..

haiz...

send my aunt just now...

we decided to chill at macd instead of starbucks coz im kinda hungry!!

hehehe..and this guy..behind us..kinda mentally unstable..

and his shorts.. torn in the middle, that i could see everything..omg

im like so shock! i was like, omg..my cousin too beside me, saw everything..

thanks to her mum (my aunt) realise abt the guy pants..

i swear i cud see everything!!

*cant say a word at that moment..

wakakakaka, went CB after that,to check out my hot guy, if hes working or not..

wat the hell,i still got time for all that...

but sadly hes not...

but wat kill me mostly, is that.. i miss him...yes...

exactly 30 days ago, we spend the whole day at airport,t3 then t2 then back to t3, off we go home... gosh!!!!! i still know where we stand and smoke ciggies, waited for him outside the toilet..and called him, (u asal lambat, i takut kena kidnap ah) hahaha...

memories sucks!!!

i miss the moment!! and you told me you been out for 2 days..

i have no idea, what the hell wrong with you now..haiz...

nobody knows how much i miss you!!

god, suddenly today, i change my hp wallpaper to your face again...

im sick and tired of everybody now, i tired..hiding..denying!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat happened today, it really tiring!!!

and finally, next week i get to apply for mdis!

thank god!!

alhamdulilah..thats what full moon and bro told me!

i love you guys!!

haiz... im off to airport later!!
i still in my sleeping mode!!
what can i say...
HELLO GUYS!!!! HAPPY LABOUR DAY???
hahahaha...today 1st may...
and im going airport again???
t3?? (hopefully!!!)
i miss those moments....
oh leeya... you know me best!!!!!!

oh i forget!!
hello new fren... NISA!!

erm...

and to my dear sister...
drive carefully ok!!!
one day bring me along ah!!!!
i wanna go fishing at (where that place again??)
i need to get out of spore asap!!!!

and guys!!! champions league!!!
man u vs chelsea again???
this is why i love soccer!
and formula one is still the best!!

outs!!!
goodbye peeps!!
thinking of deleting this blog!