ok class starts at 8... so i woke up at 6.08am thats to eqa...yes she msg me.. now wif a msg u guys can wake me up...wonder how....hahahaha...coz my ringtone is CLAP MOVE!! but i got this from altimet's joints vol 1 cd... its only 2mins...

ok, met them(eqa faz n andrew black) at aljunied mrt...

fyi, im stuck to the song sayang sayang n clap move.... i remember the lyrics and all...

the first thing eqa told me wen i step into the mrt cabin, hey smlm ruffedge ada kt concert gegar tmm...wat the fish...i told my adk su...of coz she go balistic...coz its at penang n she didnt know...wawa told me they look so stone..of coz, friday ada show, sat they at AIM... AIM ends late wif the post party and all...then next day already at penang....if me also i tell u in the middle of the stage i sleep...

n ya... for the first time, hanis n eqa went to ETP class.... yeay!!!! congrats....n poor eqa...yes my closet lesbian... i disturb my lesbian partner till she get so pissed off... she dun even talk to me yet i can laugh n do my stuff... im bored n very hyper coz i had ONLY 3 hours of sleep...yes 3 HOURS....

then i had 2 hours of lecture which i pay full attention...

n advanced accounting which giving me headache...

but aft school wen we played pool, eqa teach me how to do...now im more confident for wednesday test....

yeay tmr holiday!!

ALTIMET!!!! AT LAST HE POST MIZAN PIC AT HIS MYSPACE....DAMN MIZAN IS SO SO HOT!!!

THANKS ALTIMET FOR U KNOW WHAT.... PNC!!

KUKU CHIAO... I MISS FULL MOON...
HE'S ON TV!!
NABEY CHEESE FRIES!!!
I MISS HIM!!!!

thats all

yesterday i went out wif ninie to get ezan bday present...i hope ezan love it!! hehehe...
but ya i can see she loves it... coz she post on her blog...

went to nenek hse...hmmmm my sis n i tried to do primary 6 maths...n its so stressful..da la everyday i look at numbers...hahahaha

hmmmm at nite, i watch hitz tv... hmmm yes... i watch ruffedge n fabulous catz... ruffedge sang one sweet day and lemas... fabulous catz sang rimas... damn nice ok.. i love dj sumo n adeep...hahaha... ok...

hmmmm, im alrite...today i went to speakeasy all alone... once again i repeat...ALL ALONE...
damn fun... i saw mizan..yes mizan... my ex crush..hahahaha...he still hot ok!!

hmmmm, i was sitting 5th row from front.. so wen imran n freaky z wants 2 girls to come to the stage for some q&a session, where the winner gets a timbaland cd, freaky z tried to pull me...before that he already came to me and ask me if im alone n i say yes... but back to story.. i was like, NO!!! i dont want!! i even tried to pull my hand from him..coz his grip is so tight! then imran help me by saying, fazli jgn, nanti dia sue kau... hahaha.. then he went to find another girl... lucky...

wen altimet perform i was so hyper, most wanted him to sing the song sayang2... hmmmmm but he sang clap move first,followed by cantik and sayang2...
i record both.... clap move and sayang2...

aft the speakeasy, i talk to altimet, take pics he even shout out loud "hey we both hav the same phone!! same colour!!" and when my hp hang he laughs... n wen his hp hang he was like...damn!!

then i talk to mizan... suddenly on guy gave me a cake, ya some1 bday... i cant remember who... ok.. i ate it... beside mizan... hmmmm... im the only person who bought altimet vol1 mixed songs... its 8 bucks.. n got the mixed song of clap move... altimet promise me he gonna email his full version of clap move... yeah!!!

we talk abt mal...jfk and ya... he asked me to see him in action, coz he's performing for apm wif mawar berduri...i was like, hmmm give me ticket la...i go..hahaha... hmmmm, he told me maybe next week he's coming... im like cool... n one more surprise... he thinking abt bringing MAL along!!! yeah... im like..yes!! i miss mal.... padanhal juz 1 week ago i met mal!!

then freaky z came to me n ask for my name... n he asked if i come to see altimet.. i say ya... coz altimet fren is my fren... n my fren told me to see mal perform... n ya...

thats all for today...

first among equal
both have same hp

Onedee, altimet n alt

I DONT BELIEVE ANYBODY THAT I LOVE...

FOR YOUR INFO...

I DUN HAVE "DEAR" ANYMORE..

I HATE PPL THAT HURT ME...

all guys can just get lost!!

bullshits asshole, nabey!

fucker...bustard...liars!!!

ARGHHHHH

im sorry to ninie n eqa for the misunderstanding and all...

to ninie...im really sorry... im so selfish... i didnt realise wen im sick or not in sch, u will be affected...

i try to prevent all this from happening in the future...

Nis syg ninie n kiqa...

now i msging dear... hahaha...

Corinna: how badly i miss u... kesian u...asyik busy je...

Dear: I Wanna Kol u but rite now batt nak flat..Miz u too..Da mamam?

Corinna: hmmmm, i mamam tadi close to 6.... hmmmm i miss u so much lor...hehe..have u had ur dinner yet?

Dear: Ya i had my dinner liao..Hehe..Tgh Uat ape tu?

Corinna: i tgh online...i sleep like a pig today, woke up...ingat ada la u nk msg i...tapi hampeh! tk de langsung...sobs :(

Dear: La..Sori la dear..I reali bz dis few days..Sori k dear..Caayang dia..

Corinna: bila nk keluar nie...next tuesday holiday tau...nk keluar tk?? im bored! leh watch movie...hehehe..

Dear: Ya..Right now cannot la dear..No money..Reali..My pay lum come in yet..

Corinna: so wen u think? nvm tuesday we go out juz chill2 je la...u tk nk i date org lain la... hehehehehehehehehehehe..

Dear: Go ahead den..Wat to do..:-(

Corinna: majok la tu...hahaha..wif who i wanna go dating?? nobody lor... i duduk rumah tido lag best...
Dear: Haha..Tak majok..Miz u je..Hehe..

Corinna: tipu la...u takut, u majok then i malas nk pujuk kn...hahaha...miss u 2...

Dear: Hmm..Later at Nite i see u online k..Hehe..

Corinna: what time??? im blogging abt u..u hahahaha... :P

Dear: Haha..Ok..Tonight i go read lor..Hehe.

Corinna: u online u msg me ok... see ya later la..miss u!!! better online early..i tk nk late nite...tmr i kena wake up at 6..wake me up ok syg..

Dear: Ok..Tmrw i goin changi beach..Our unit anniversary..Hehe..

Corinna: so who gonna wake me up? changi beach? wat time?? nie mesti nk gi kacau bapok.... :P

Corinna: ah nie part i tau... u da busy!!.. bye.. msg me later...once u online..if not i majok!! siap lor u..hahahahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIDE!!!

today..im sick again.. i went to doctor he gave me a long list of nag...

low blood pressure...(what am i thinking abt?)
and of coz..the pain that killing me is migraine!!

to ninie n eqa, sorry i didnt go sch today..

i know u badly need ur stuff but, pls do understand..im really sick..

farrah told me, maybe they havent see me this sick before (farrah had enuff of it that she understand me wen im sick)

so i juz hav to keep quiet..

i called full moon n cry..

he was damn panic..he knows wen im sick, i cant cry coz it gonna make it even worst...

to him, wenever i had migraine is no joke..

he cant even do his work...sorry!!

he nag n nag...

n he told me to off my hp or silent hp...only 5 ppl sms or call i can ans..the rest IGNORE!! he told me that..ok...

farrah also advice me the same..

im juz so sick.. doctor choo if can wanna give me longer mc...but i think 2 days is enuff for me...today n tmr...

first before i start!!

Happy belated bday to my fren Yong...

im in a no mood for nonsense at the moment..

damn tired..

prefer to be alone..

dear seems to understand my situation...thanks dear...muackz2!!

seriously, im fucking angry rite now!!

yes!!

bloody hell, y he go ard telling ppl i tailing him?? fucking hell... shit!!

of coz haziq wont create lies..

i was fucking pissed!!

seriously...

if he thinks im tailing him ard the whole sch why not juz change sch..

singapore is already small..

my sch is even smaller..

full moon blow his top off wen i told him abt this..

he was like WHAT THE FUCK!!!

so perasan nya this mamat!! (juz realise)

not only that, he's acting like a jerk..

full moon told me this,

babe, if u ever tail him, im gonna really fucking smack ur head till u die!!

coz he's so cheap..

hearing him giving me that kind of warning, i know he really exploding...

ninie,eqa,farrah and alot more was like, hmmm since wen sia u tail him..

if u wanna tail him, y u always wif us?? anyway i wun even let u tail him!!!
hahaha... i was laughing wen i heard ninie said that...its true...i was wif all my peeps everywhere i go... n we dun hav time to even tail him coz most of the time, we are either late for class or we go smokin, havin lunch n talk till we got no more topics...

n further more, i spend most of my time at the pool place(sumwhere he never been 2)...

if he thinks im tailing him, wow!! i muz hav a GPS device n i muz install a tracking device up his ASS!!! so i can track where he go!!

hahahahahaha...

so i send him this msg...

hey listen here!

I heard news u went ard telling ppl im tailing u?

here's the gist of things..

1st) i got no time to tail useless ppl like u! Waste of time..

2nd) i dun have tracking device 2 track u down la..

3rd) if im at cafe 1 having lunch, and u came to cafe 1, so it means U ARE FOLLOWING ME LA?

4th) its already 5 months 13 days ago we go our separate ways, so stop talking abt the past!

5th) spore is small, our sch is even smaller. If u think i tail u ard y dun u change sch?

Lastly i hope u stop with this nonsenses. I have nothing against u! Stop being a jerk la!

As if i owe u money! THANKS!

i dun wanna blog alot...juz abt crazy stuff...school very hectic!! crazy...advance accounting and costing is making me crazy...thanks to ninie, she help me alot in my sch works...serious, luckily she still remember the year 2 module... i think i gonna fail if i didnt catch up.. its really hard..

random facts...

- my life too personal to blog abt..
- i need to find a work soon as i feel like so useless.. n feel i bring badluck n trouble to ppl..
- i finally found out wats my dream is..(workin very hard to achieve it)
- hardly sleep now a days..
- i cried alot lately..
- bone(ffc) juz msg me..
- bone(ffc) view my frenster..
- zain ruffedge view my frenster..

met MAL...yes again....

talk abt his album... on the way...

abt the materials and beats he hav...

only left the recording and stuff..

abt his work..

abt life...

and my dream is to have a production company!!!

yes.... its gonna be DA BOMB!!!

im gonna work hard..

not a joke...

he also agree to my idea...

why not???

support local talent music...

wow lately i have alot of business ideas...

we chill at rocky master had dinner...

superb!!!

chill till 10 plus...

he going back kl tmr...gonna miss him truckloads...

one fun guy to chill wif...

dear didnt contact me, too busy wif his commitment...

im not mad...only merajuk..

wtf, at 615 am, someone (i dun know who)

msg me...

FUCK!!

juz that...

hell sia...i call n msg no ans...

fucking crazy!!

finally my dear leave a tag on my tag board!!
and yes, he juz expose his name to u all!!
haikel...
ape la u dear, da tk surprise!!!

met Mal juz now...super fun...we talk alot...i mean really alot..
tmr meeting him again...

miss my dear alot!! but haiz..not meeting him this weekend, maybe next week...we willl see how...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIEN VE!!!! GOD BLESS!!

here my fav song.. i mean the lyrics... touch kiss hug love!! from ve... the lyric is from the normal version...the one at imeem is the remix version...but its abt the same!!

TOUCH KISS HUG LOVE

Do u still remember how we used to be friends?

Hanging out, just chilling out sharing our dreams,

Each day passes by can't stop thinking of you & I

(That's when I realize)

There's no need 4 goodbye

no more tears no need cry

You're like a dream come true spots in your eye

Made me think for a while how, our love so true

Between me & you

Softness of your skin your gentle touch
Your sweet cherry lips and your tender lovely kisses,
Makes me wanna touch you and kiss you
and hug you and love you,
Till the end of time( 2X )

I wanna know exactly what do I have to do

To make you feel the same way how I feel for you,

Girl I can't stop thinking about you,

24/7 do really miss you,

I don't care what other people say,

Made me think for a while how, our love so true
Between me & you

Softness of your skin your gentle touch
Your sweet cherry lips and your tender lovely kisses,
Makes me wanna touch you and kiss you
and hug you and love you,
Till the end of time( 2X )

Do u wanna get closer,

for us to get to know each other

And do the things that lovers do,

Wanna be with you,

(won't you had in the shopping mall that's just do me wrong girl)

Wanna be alone with you

(on the bed, on the couch,on the table top let's just do it)

Softness of your skin your gentle touch

Your sweet cherry lips and your tender lovely kisses,

Makes me wanna touch you and kiss you

and hug you and love you,

Till the end of time( 2X )

Please don't you stop fool with me

just want you to give to me,

I need you, you need me baby...

U don't have to look any further,

Cause I'm here right now,

I'm over you...

my fren from kl mal (altimet fren)..reached spore juz now..wif his family...

im now suffering from cramps again!! argh its killing me n once again i cant sleep....arghhh...

dear called me to wake me up...but i was in the toilet...miss his call..hahaha..sorry dear...

nothin fun happen for now...meeting mal tmr... so maybe tmr i got something to blog abt...

for now take care....

forget to tell u guys something!! hahaha... finally din gave me my present...hahaha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAIN RUFFEDGE!!
GOD BLESS!!!
MISS RUFFEDGE!!!

chatting wif hafiz rashid... hmmmm one of my frens from kl..
he was complaining his pic in the magazine look so plastic...hahaha
all that in the magazine was all gossips...ok....
he been askin me wen im goin kl... i dunno la!! hard!! but fyi n his info... i miss my frens in kl like crazy!!!

my dear woke me up again this morning, toooooo tired to evn talk long, only comment i like his voice... hahahaha...
dear!! i assign a new ringtone for u!!! yup2!! the song u want... hahaha

today everybody in classs really mentally tired wif the time table like toot!!!
especially advance accounting n costing....
merepek sia...

i msg my dear... no reply, so ending wawa became my victim... hahaha...
jahat sey... n she hav no class on tuesday n thursday!! tell me, best sia!!
while msging her, eqa fall asleep...hahahaha... i took pics of her asleep... n my frens pics...
see la wat we do while in lecture room...

nothin much...aft school, ninie n i went to simpang bedok n meet her fren...fun!!
then meet my sis....now i wanna sleep...sleepy!!!!tired!! tmr 2 hours of advance accounting and 2 hours of costing, straight!!! 8-12... all the best to me n my frens!!

today, my dear wake me up at 6 on the dot i guess...
syg him alot... he my daily alarm clock, except on tuesday coz he cant call at 8am due to some duty he got to do :P...

ok i change my image today, farrah laugh at me...all was like, wtf... especially din...
i look fat ok in that big top.... its super big, baggy n dunno ah... i look like one hip hop sesat!! yo wassup!! but watever is i won the deal!!! hahahaha... any more bets??

ok, i didnt feel ok today, had migraine!! like fuck!!!
i wish i can have someone to comfort me now!! dear... its a sign u shud comfort me.. hahaha...
i cut down smoking due to everybody stop smoking...ok....

i had this feeling i gonna hurt my dear... im juz so paranoid im goin to hurt him....
we went thru alot before we meet each other...sorry dear for being so paranoid... i didnt mean...i heart u alot ok... miss u so much...hehehe...

im bored now...
super boring... msg eqa who have bridge leader today till 5pm, if she wanna meet me today after her bridge leader at simei... i boring la syg!!!

to dear, thanks for waking me up at 9.30am
and let me listen to lemas...
my old time favourite song...

hahahaha....
and kakak call me, she ask me if i have a bf...

so before more ppl keep asking if i have a bf or not...

actually dear is not my bf!!
but we are close frens....

will update u more...and especially who dear is... for now...only me know who dear is....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR PAPA!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
EVN THO U NAG ALOT!!!
GOD BLESS YOU!!!!
U R THE GREATEST DAD ON EARTH!!
EVN THO U LIKE TO IRRITATE ME LIKE CRAZY...


hahaha, my dear been readin my blog every single day...
he even called me and ask me wen, im going to blog abt him..
i will blog abt u one day ok dear..

hahahaha

school super fun except for some spoilers!!!
my ex is everywhere...cafe 2 n cvc!!
i wanna settle my sch fees and some admin thingy... aiyo...
he thinks wat...nvm... dear hate wen i talk abt my past...

hmmmm...

me n ninie check out hot boys... she check out on this chinese guy, but so hot...look like samuel rizal actor from indon....

n we both check out on this hot sizziling guys... TWINS SOMEMORE!!! from simei mrt till our destination...hahahaha waduh2....crazy sia!!!

nothing to say...

miss my classmates, ninie, farrah eqa n adk...we hug in the middle of school!!!

to farrah n din
this wednesday is the day i will change my image...

million angin
scooterz!!!!

sometimes i feel like pack my bag n leave home, serious!!!
my mum still sick...
my dad at times i dunno wat to say....

haiz, one thing can make me happy...
massa won!!!
yeah!!!

hahahaha...

where shall i start!!!!

ok basically, i didnt go out that much...

parents still sick....

me sometimes...

actually i was suppose to go to uncle boy's wedding today...

but mama n papa cant make it....

my aunt ask me to go on behalf...

wif my mum family havin something against me...

i think the wedding gonna be a killing scene if im there...

wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka

ok, so i didnt go...coz one reason i didnt wake up on time...

thank god...

plan to go out wif a guy...(will blog abt him soon one day)

dear if u read, i will blog abt u one day...

but not today!!!

i nk merajuk... so u muz pujuk me..

hahahaha

so i went out wif farrah to parkway...

i msg din emo, he slack wif both of us...

ah...the funny part start after we had our dinner!!

fuck sia...

hahahahahahahaha..

din becoming a ite model, wif ite motto

minds on

hands on

hearts on

so we were talking abt the stupid video tat one beauty threapy girl did...

he was saying, hmmmm thats sex education

sec sch we studied theory now ite its practical...

then we smoke n smoke n smoke....

then we were talking abt schumacher became a billionaire...

abt his wealth and all...

then we even talk abt our future..

farrah didnt plan la abt future..

only me and din..

we make a plan...aft we graduate we wanna open a business...

but its a secret...coz i know u gonna laugh at it if u know...

a big secret... besides if it come thru we gonna be a millionaire...

hahahaha

then talk abt future hp...

now hav 3g rite...

maybe in future we can talk n touch each other at same time,thru video call, like teleport or something...

i know its crazy la...

but we really think out of the box..

till me din n farrah cant stop laughing...

maybe the nicotine that makes us crazy...

din evn dare me to change my image this monday...

i will coz!!! hahaha, din juz get ready a pack of cigarettes
hahahahaha

but it was a fun lepak session...

no regrets...

only tat im kinda sad coz some1 lie to me... hahahaha dear...ans this...

last nite i was talking to boojae, i mean chatting
i told him i had fever...
normal joke.. fever??
floor fever??

hahahahaha...

then im chat wif him, told him, wawa thinks he looks like bone..
he open up to me n told me alot commented that...
hahahaha

twins huh??

ok... he say maybe october they coming down for some dance fest here..
so maybe we will meet again... hmmmm

i say maybe...coz ya la, all this while suddenly he act so strange n sombong...

hmmmm... thats all folks...

monday sch start!!

yeay!! im in my final year...

ps: to my classmates, dun be shock if u see i change my image on monday!!

hahahaha

toot toot toot tooot!!!

wenever i come to my granny hse, i always walk another route....
but today i walk the other route....
and im smoking...guess wat peeps!!
my aunt caught me smoking....
hell ya... i was like...
fuck shit hell no!!!!!
i told her i will quit!!!
i told her not to tell my dad....
i told her my sis dont know....argh!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stress nya aku!!!

me mama n papa been so sick lately... i dunno, its suddenly..
i didnt smoke alot lately...
didnt really go out... juz stay at home and rot... i really love the fabulous catz songs...
especially dari sinar mata...
not forgetting altimet songs... sayang2...damn power...

wawa!!! i miss u tooooooooo.....
jealous u keluar without me......
tk pe.... i nk u follow i gi speakeasy 28 april nie!!!
i nk watch altimet.... please....

nothin to blog.....

i miss ruffedge....
i miss full moon
i miss all my frens.... ninie, eqa, farrah,adk, shima, my manager, and the list goes on....
i miss sch...

ok, i juz reach home, now msging jfk abt his experience watching jt live...wow...

and we were talking abt throwing n73 into the river, and u know wat... he told me he threw his n73 into the river 6 hours ago... so can u juz believe it.. he gave the exact timing somemore... hahahaha....

so he can take alot of pics using his new hp...since he's flying to india this 9th april

i actually plan to go mos wif farrah juz now...

but my mum is sick...

earlier on, i met samir for the last time...

it was crazy la...

he show me his girl pics, which he put in a folder called wifey...

he was telling me abt wat he did n all...

they went st james....

and best part, he show me pics of this chick la...

i was like, hmmmm this girl so familiar leh...

so i asked

H: her name %$# %$#??

S: ya.. its her.. eh u know her??

H: ya, u mean u like her??
S: ya, not bad..

H: she's from msia

S: ya... juz frens only

H: i know her bf... that dancer la..

S: really??

H: yup...but i ingat dia actress... from new movie..

S: i didnt know that.. she's a dancer...

H: really?? oh nvm...

S: hmmmmm

H: im hotter!!! hahahahaha

S: yup2...

hahahahahahaha... watever...

before he leave,abt 1 hour, i juz stare at him, doin his work...he was really stress...so all i cud do is, take his hp, take pics... cook for him maggi...watch f1, for 45 mins, the last 15 mins, i didnt watch coz, he got to check out, so we already left the room...

here are the pics i took juz now..

Cantik Menarik Tertarik Kau Memang DA' BOMB

hahahahaha welcome peeps!!!
shock, my blog song change to da' bomb... ok, it the live version... i love it... only part i hate it, wen zain or sein say FFC... opsss no la kidding...

watched muzika extravaganzar, aft so long im waiting for it...
omg, i really love Faizal OIAM... he got the voice... gua cair!!!
faizal u rock my nite!!!

samir, keep on rapping dear!!!
i lost my voice shouting for u...
real fact i lost my voice smoking ur cigarettes... hahahaha

ok, i cant wait to meet dj altimet now...
his song ft ruffedge, clap move.... wow!!
and another song ft mawar berduri(dayat) called sayang sayang
superb...

lyrics for clap move
ruffedge sing chorus part

all the ladies crew, move
show me how you do, clap
move, get on the floor,
move, push it some more,
move what you waiting for
dont stop get it get it

been spending my time wif my fren from kl...
he performing this friday at suria, for muzika extravaganzar...
basically nothing much...
i suddenly post abt this coz, juz now i juz saw him on tv!!!
hahahahaha...wat?? thats samir!!! one crazy fellow.... ok ah, nice chilling wif him....
wawa, suddenly wanna samir to hug her... im like...
hmmmm u ok not??
nvm wawa on the 28th april we go speakeasy ok baby...
we meet dj altimet... clap move!!

im goin crazy wif my hubby, which is farrah...
im doing crazy stuff...i starting to love this kind of life....

will update the pics soon...my hp flat... hahaha..
oh forget this stupid info...
i drop my phone in the toilet...
heart pain...
argh... sorry hp... i love u so much... i didnt mean to hurt u....
if full moon knows i drop this hp he will say this, dun asked me for N95!!!
hahahaha....

ok, aft so long i didnt update... where shall i start??

omg i forgot something!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KADIR!!!!!!

how can i forget that!!

hmmmm, not forgetting its my parents 28th anniversary...

oh ya...had fun on saturday n sunday...

saturday, i had my family gathering...superb!!

especially wen the elderst 4 cousins n abg nizam chill together...

we really had fun disturbing wani...wif her bf...taufik...

hahahaha

sunday, farrah came to my hse...

went to esso to ask the cashier no...but didnt get...

n we went to parkway...

had dinner...

ask for a guy no...

man... it was funny...

hahahaha...lepak...

then meet ezan...

pass her something...she was wif her bf...

they look so sweet...

hmmmm...

went back to farrah's hse...

it was awesome to chill wif her frens...

all go crazy n all...

include me...

i know my face is super red...

i look drunk rite...
the 29 inch lcd...super big sia!!!

kak alin n me...

my grandfather n my cousins

the cakes!!!