HAPPY BDAY FAZ AND NAZLY....

faz, eqa,shima n i went to sentosa, to celebrate faz bday...

so we met, at outram, i took nel, so they take the same nel as me...

hmmmm, we went vivo, get faz cake from secret recipe... juz a slice...coz we out of budget...

but one slice is super big, i got it...its a surprise la...

we took the monorail express to sentosa, reach beach station, near coffee bean, we surprise faz wif the cake... but more surprise to come...

after we ate (share) the cake...

eqa bring faz to underwater world n dolphin lagoon...

while me n shima went to pahlawan beach...

omg... alot of hot boys....we walked pass abt 80 boys...

so crazy...me n shima was like, hey sia ah...malu beb

hmmmm, it was crazy... lepak wif her in the rain!!

eqa n faz came aft the dolphin show...

faz was super happy...

we 3 swim n swin, shima didnt bring extra clothes,

so after i gave her ideas...she use my skirt(which i make it to be my dress) n my top n swim wif us...

alot of crazy things la we did...

best part wen shima step on the seaweeds...hahahaha

it was so crazy...

then me n shima went to the toilet first...

and a guy came to me, ask for my no...

wtf... so malu sia...

then...

my hp giving me problems...

it gave me 1 hour to fix it...

aft dinner at long john silver at vivo...

then my hp work...

finally...

i almost wanted to change to a new hp...

maybe the new nokia flip phone... like ninie's hp..

but... since it works again, so juz send for a fomatting at nokia..

wen eqa, faz, shima n me get together..

sure whole world chaos...

crazy sia we 4...

faz n eqa
me n shima

my another lesbian partner

she so bored coz didnt bring extra clothes

eqa, manager n me


minah bunga n me...my hair sucks

lovebirds...

HEY MAT, LISTEN... U AND UR GIRL CAN GO AWAY OUT FROM THIS UNIVERSE!!

I HATE TO SEE YOU!! AND U HAVE NO RIGHT TO COMPARE ME, COZ UR GIRL IS NOT UP TO MY STANDARD!!

SO DUDE... GET OVER THE FACT OK THAT IM WAY BETTER THAN HER...

U CAN COMPARE HER WIF THE OTHER BITCHES OUT THERE..

BUT NOT ME!!

IF SHE UP TO MY STANDARD, I FUCKING DONT MIND..

AND U!

HMMMM, U SHUD KNOW THIS..

I REALISE MY MISTAKE..

I WAS STUPID TO FALL FOR U!!

WAT CAN U GIVE ME??

ALL THIS WHILE, U BEEN USING MY MONEY..

I WAS BLIND BECOZ OF LOVE!!

U FUCKING GOLD DIGGER!!

BUT HEY, NOW U CAN DIG HER MONEY..

N I KNOW, SHE ALSO DUN HAV ANY MONEY COZ SHE'S A MINAH..

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

TIADA LAGI CINTA LA BABE!!

U THINK I STILL LOVE U??

IM STILL ALIVE, IM ALRITE LA DUDE..

FYI, WEN I WAS WIF U, U TOLD ME TO LEAVE FULL MOON..

BUT HEY, U THINK IM SO STUPID??

I STILL CONTACT HIM.. TILL TODAY!!

OUR RELATIONSHIP IS JUZ ONE NITE STAND RELATIONSHIP..

MAY GOD BLAST U BOTH LA..

YOURS SINCERELY

CORINNA INSYIRAH!!

MUACKZ

see, im stuck wif ruffedge songs again!!! tiada lagi cinta chynahouse remix and permata biru...

omg, their voice still give me that goosebumps all over my body!!!

i got shazzy remix, really salute him, he got tat talent man!! shazzy u rock!!!!

thats all for now!!

suddenly i miss those time i spend wif boojae!! hahahaha

wats wrong wif me...

i prefer him wif his corn rows man!!

he looks cool like tat....

oh ya, so u think u can dance malaysia edition starting this 5th april...

8tv...

hmmmm i got this feeling ffc will be in...

nothin can stop them from dancing....

cool rite the shoes? i wan!!

here are yesterday's pics...eqa climbing up the stairs and nini bday present...

guess wat peeps, almost 10 months didnt chat wif boojae, suddenly today i chat wif him, comment that he look almost the same as bone and and and... he gain weight, n he look more matured than the time he wif he corn rows... hahahahaha... we cool...suddenly, but i told him, i dun wanna comment alot, later kena blacklisted!! hahahaha... i think wawa knows why....

hmmmm, ok, today no plans...

suddenly my sis called me, tell me follow her somewhere n hav dinner since her beruang united(her husband) hav to go johor for some work, n my mum didnt cook, so ok we plan to go toa payoh, i dress so simple, my esprit 3/4, topshop tank top n slippers, super simple!! hahahaha

i tried calling full moon, but he reject my call wif sms, ya he kinda busy, so understand!

fahmi open up, he's engaged...

phizy told me why suddenly he dissapear...

DAMN!!! NEYO BECAUSE OF YOU VIDEO IS SUPER HOT!!

went out wif eqa, plan aft getting ninie's bday present... me meeting ninie n baby n go out chill, but the weather...alamak...so ok cancel, meet my new fren farhan... n we went to downtown east to meet my manager... today didnt take lost of pics, only pics of eqa, climbing up stairs, at queensway wen we got ourself lost coz we walk from queenstown mrt station to queensway shopping center.... hahahaha...cool!!

my granny, doctor found out she had bone cancer...
i thought all this while, she juz have heart problems...
now she goin thru chemotherapy n radiotherapy...

pray she will be alrite...

hey...here are this pics tat i took while im gone...

i miss ninie so much lor... juz came back from slacking wif her, ezan,kak suzy n hakim...hahahaha...cool..first time lepaking wif hakim(ninie's bro) was really funny, some jokes he didnt catch he keep wondering...n he hates to be called emo or mat...which is true..he's not one of them...first few times i see him, i really scare..dunno why... actually ninie came to meet me n ezan at eastpoint wif her 2 bro, but faris got to left early as he hav to back to camp by 9.3o....
ninie surprise bday party was really awesome lor...lepak giler...she kena kidnap, blindfold n all...
it was a last min plan, but turn out to alrite...ninie really happy...hmmmm miss her so much...
she n ezan really got crazy n "rape" me....hahahaha...so there goes 3 lesbian at vivo...dat(ezan bf
) n fadzil, can only shake their head....hahaha...

but at the same part, i go very emo...for some reasons!!! very emo.... ezan was there..huggin me...tell me not to be sad or anything...

my really cute hyper nephew
i know my hair sucks

blindfold...n we doin crazy things...

look at ezan....

adel's son(forgot his name), ninie, ezan n najib

gettin ready for the bday song

still blindfold n listening to her bday song


ok now u can open the blindfold

shock to see all of us, n singing bday song

blow!!! wif the face!!

how shud i cut tis


cut!!

ninie n fadzil...sweet...

my brikenstock

im trying to be alrite here...
how can i forget that i actually got my brikenstock!! finally aft so long i waited for it to arrive from germany, it finally arrive yesterday...but i forget wats the flight...hahahaha..ok...actually my aunty got it for me, she stays there...then my lovely cousin, an air stewardess...ya her flight to germany, so she visited my aunt n my aunt pass it to her...n she gave me...

n kak hanna got for me my favourite snack!! CHEETOS!!!!!!!!!!!! yummy.... i love it... one for me one for mikhail...talking abt him, yesterday becoz of him, i kena one slap from my sis...i came out of the toilet, he n me before tat playin catching..he thought i gonna catch him, he ran n he hurt his leg... not my fault...i didnt do anythin.. he cried n my sis hit me...juz to make him stop crying... now he really talk alot, love giving orders... like DONT!!!! CANNOT!!! UNDERSTAND!!!
hahahaha...n he love to follow wat u all say..actions n everything..i think he got spilt personality... juz hard to understand him....

rite now, im reading info abt michael schumacher...he's a billionaire...wow!!

im sick staying at home...havin to cancel some plans due to my mum ask me go here and there, i wanna clear my mind, i wanna talk to someone... suddenly,why we juz didnt contact each other...
wen we did make plans and stuff...
and seeing all my frens having someone beside them, makes me feel so damn fucking jealous..
wen i got that fucking 26 hours period cramps, i cried, i toss around, i cant walk, i wanna somebody to comfort yet some ppl including my sis try to get on my nerve, i was hoping for someone...but no, suddenly we drift, we really drift apart that, there's no more phone call or sms...
i dunno... im tired, i cudnt sleep...

i vent everything on eqa, im so so sorry babe...i didnt mean... i juz felt so lost...

all i need is sleep!!! im fucking tired... im been having period cramps for 12 fucking hours, i cant sleep...n im very tired....alll i wan is sleep.... i dun wan to go anywhere...i cant walk...is painful...

why muz ppl ask stupid questions!!!!

the bullet proof vest didnt work i guess, i already felt the pain, but....
the grenades didnt drop yet...
what the hell,whats wrong wif me, y am i feeling this way...
sometimes words hurts, actions hurts even more...
what hurt the most is....drifting apart...
i dunno... it juz making me confuse..
ya ya it takes time, take all the time u need, im juz asking for a chance, thats all...
maybe not a chance, but juz a small hope..
is my effort paid off, i tried to make u happy, i tried to be there...
sometimes i wanna give up, but to think im really happy wen im wif u...
damn... im fighting wif my own feelings...
im scare, im losing u...
i found happiness in u, i finally manage to forget my past..
thanks to u..

im still not over ice box video clip, omg....
omarion dance steps juz so sizziling hot lor...
hmmm i predict some group gonna steal some dance moves from his video clip...

n another fav song, give it to me by timbaland ft nelly furtado n JT... best!!

goin out wif kiqa tmr, hmmmmm get some stuff for faz since my manager bday is juz round the corner...
hmmmm, we talk for a while juz now, yeay!!!
talking to one of my close fren, im worry he gonna drift away from me...

am i prepare for it??

sandbags and grenades

sandbags:checked//helmet:checked//bullet proof vest:checked//
just stand on guard till the grenade drops//

and counting.....
10..
9...
8...

*will the bullet proof vest works tho? hmm....

AL FATIHAH to my late uncle..may he rest in peace..
hmmmm, juz got home wen i receive the news.. didnt know him tat well..

life is so unpredictable..we never know wat might happen next..

wen my dae start out ok, went gym wif wawa, i really all out, evn tho for a while, its fun, anyway somebody motivate me to go to the gym...hahaha..if that somebody didnt motivate me also i already promise wawa once exam over i will follow her go to the gym n burn some fats...tired...well if u really down or stress shud go to the gym n let it all out, make urself tired...n all u know is that next u wan to sleep..hahaha..

good advice, u guys shud try it out...no mood to update more, juz tat...

bye guys, juz take care...

FERRARI WON!! KIMI RAIKONNEN!! MY FAV FELIPE MASSA NO.6 (HE START FROM NO 22) GREAT WORK FERRARI!!

but he n me found tat now we lost interest in watching formula one...no, not becoz its so safe or no more accident, its becoz there's no more MICHAEL SCHUMACHER.. hmmm...

we hav the same interest...i dunno...argh gonna miss him, so i say i gonna wait for him, sound fucking weird..damn sia..wats wrg wif me...

mikhail wen he juz 1 yr plus

mohawk hair style

im so really tired...didnt sleep the whole nite, aft chatting wif him, i wanted to msg eqa, but guess wat happened, maybe coz im so tired i didnt realise i msg him instead of eqa, mampus, tats the only word came out, tried calling, send alot of sms...

but he said he read it, and hmmm nothing to talk abt it... im like im so so so so so sorry... i didnt mean...i felt so bad n sad, i was crying all the way, then he called during f1 qualifying, oh ya i forget to tell u guys, FINALLY F1 OFFICIALLY START TODAY!!! after 5 months off... will keep u guys update abt f1, ya he n me love michael schumacher but now schumacher hav retired...we still support ferrari, hmmmm i wan massa, he likes maclaren car, which the paint job n design looks damn great lor, but the problem is, our enemy in that team, none other than the spanish donkey, alonso... i hate alonso...

after that 2 hrs later he called me, then, wen i slacking at my granny hse, he called me twice, really enjoy talking to him....

we act as tho i didnt send him tat msg... we see how it goes, im not telling u guys who that guy i havin a crush on coz 1st... i have to respect his feelings, 2nd... i dunno if he read my blog or not...hopefully not...
here are the pics i took today...

mikhail

havin tat aunty n nephew time

snowy juz 4 years younger than me

turning 15 tis year

winter, the naughty 6 yr old cat

can u believe it, its been 27 hours since i had my last stick of cigarettes!!!!! i really cant take it...been coughing n coughing... im going to buy cigarettes later... argh...
hmmmmm i juz reach my nenek hse, i miss ninie n eqa... 2 weeks straight i been spendin time wif ninie suddenly yesterday n today i didnt meet her, im like missing her so very much...
ninie wo ai ni!!! opsss, later ur baobei scold me...nvm, i dun care....ninie i miss u so very much lor...
eqa, sunday i cant meet u ada f1...nvm, maybe weekdays we meet ok...love u so much....

FINALLY EXAMS OVER!!! HEEP HEEP HURAY!!!! YAHOOO!!! AT LAST!!! MY MISERY ENDED!!!!
i didnt sleep the whole nite, study bfs online, etutor...wth, hanis actually went to e-tutor to study bfs...i guess i the only person in claz actually finish the whole e-tutor for bfs....

argh, first time im earlier than adk, i mean morning...
aft exam me farrah adk n shima hav alot of fun...brunch, but serious lor having shima wif us can make us really wanna commit suicide...

hahahaha... settle some stuff wif adk n farrah, all i want is me eqa ninie adk n farrah get back together, all 5 of us...

i wish god will help all of us in this, adk, hopefully u dun go poly stay wif us... u not the extra one...


i had a nitemare, i dream the guy i like in pain n suffering n crying....

n the worst nitemare came thru, i accidentaly view a girl profile, in my girlfrens account, n guess wat, she is my ex bf gf.... got it... n.... my heart... there's no need for me to continue....

as i promise.... or i didnt, here the pic of fadzil eatin his medicine, his reactions ah... i tried a snapshot from the video... hahaha

all the study can make us dull n stress so eqa, faz, ninie, fadzil n me hav alot of crazy things to do...beside me n faz got so infactuated to the violent game yakuza, alamak faz, dad ninie balik besok ah...but nvm, aft exam we book ninie ps2 ok n play tat game, if not i gonna miss my aniki (my new bf)... hahaha... me ninie n fadzil can sleep for 4 hrs yesterday aft exam n studying... lepak giler la, me n ninie on the bed, fadzil on the sofa... kesian tu mat...n fadzil is so damn smart lor, he teach me n ninie bcm and all, wat he predict really keluar lor... thanks eh fadzil for the help... here are the pics i took, but to bad cant post fadzil video... hahahahaha really lepak, tmr aft hra exam ( eqa fadzil n ninie gonna take tat paper) faz i dunno wat exam, we goin back to ninie hse to revise iac for last time before iac paper at 3... ninie n i already plan to give them a surprise drink..hahahahaha red ruby...damn nice...hahahahaha...will keep u all posted wif recent pics alrite..

wish me eqa ninie fadzil faz n the rest taking exam tmr n thursday all the best...

i dunno wat manager tryin to do

manager pemalas

mintak kena penampar nya manager

another way to spell my nick

down is my fav song for now...ice box by omarion..oh yeah he's hot...hmmm down wif alot of problem....then juz now eqa sort of scolded me or give me a wake up call abt the relationship thingy i posted... am i wrong for being jealous, i never had it for so long... n im not finding for love too...mayb i shud keep a distance wif them wen they are wif their partners.... haiz i dunno...juz felt so sad today....haiz... im not angry at her...she didnt mean to hurt me...


Ice Box
"Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, it's my fault, but you don't understand (no)
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas
I should try, truth is I wanna let u in, but no
Damn these memories, and it's crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Why can't I get it right, just can't let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I won't feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I can't help it'Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, 'cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I don't wanna be stuck up in this cold cold world ('cause I don't wanna be) [2x]
Don't wanna mess this up better keep your eye on me girl [6x]

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
It's no excuse, no excuse
But I got this

[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

first thing...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK... LOVE U ALOT!!!! MUACKZ2!!
thanks to my dear ninie for waking me up...at 12.38pm, if she didnt call me i guess i wud wake up later...
so, ya, we plan...wat to wear n all..
hmmm plan to meet at 2.30...but we met almost 4...
before that... at 1pm, hahaha... i on my tv, guess who i saw...yes its ffc..
saw boojae.. i think he gain weight...well yes, yesterday i online, i view hot fm big jam pics n the yeah yeah tour, can say he gain weight... hmmmm....side n kalel was hot la, not forgetting dome 2... bone n alie not much different from the last time i saw them...

bathe, get ready, guess wat....finally abg nizam came back...2 weeks he outstation, at last my misery ended!!! hahahaha... i got the gap inspi red top...yes the red (that top for hiv/aids foundation).... pants, and lots of victoria's secrets lotions, body gels, perfumes,body splash n 1 top n 1 lip gloss from victoria's secrets.. but i was so fed up lor, my sis got a handbag from victoria's secrets juz like lv handbag that i wanted...anyways...thanks abg nizam!!! lots of love...

met ninie, we head down str8 to yew tee, watch fadzil soccer match, went we came, excited gila la... suddenly fadzil dad n sis sit beside us, so ninie told me to keep low profile la, so i action lebih la that the goal keeper (name shaiful) my bf, n vincent (jersey no 30) both fadzil team mate, ninie fren la... hahahaha... n wen fadzil score a goal, we juz relax ah..chill..but in heart YAHOO!!! GOAL!!! cover line mah.... n i keep talking bad abt fadzil jersey no 28... eg, alamak nie no 28, main weak giler ah... n lots more... hahahaha....but he knows la, aft that we told him...
aft the match, fadzil met us at the sport link, we went str8 to bukit batok, get eqa bro bday present, a soccer ball...
went to eqa hse...chill n slack, talk alot... eat alot.... tired sia.... i actually thought abt overnite n study at ninie's hse but...my parents dont allow... n wen i reach home, i msg full moon, he also dun agree to that... he said i need plenty of rest...
today went out n study like crazy... tmr plan is to STUDY!!!!!

i knew alot of info abt the guy i had a crush on time he was a kid, hahahaha, very violent la... he like to bite ppl if he's angry.... wow!!

finally fadzil came back from brunei... n finally ninie no longer crazy2 like she use 2 coz her love is now back in spore!!
so juz now at eqa hse, me alone without bf...so wen do think im ready to hav? hahaha
pity my life, no bf... i miss those days wif (u know who)...
saw his frens, but not him, its been a while....
hey i still hav feelings for him... ya i know maybe he not as perfect as the guy im having crush on... but he never fail to make me feel happy thru out the whole relationship...
something i cant have forever.... n im missing those days...i miss him, i miss the hapiness i had wif him... juz now wen i fetch my sis from work aft goin eqa's hse, my bus pass the place he n i love to chill, i close my eyes n force myself to slp...
am i wrong to feel this way... arghh....

today abg lah and johan (eqa lil bro) bday, may god bless both of them....

today wen to school...can see our craziness thru certain pics i took today...

study wif my 2 chicks...faz being a devil, goda us not to go to sch, but since we in the mood to go, actually in our heart we also felt the same way, but hey exam come first ya...

aft study.... i wen smokin wif fuad...then nini n fuad play pool...for 1 hour, we took bus 38, to tamp...met wawa for my ve cd...oh babe i love u... i hug her so tight!! miss her so much...

then i went study wif nini, at tamp macd, her cousin suzy came, talk for a while, left there at 9, nizar fetch me n send me home....

thats all i did... here are the pics i took wif eqa n 1 yesterday i took at mustafa centre..

at mustafa centre

gangstarz wannabe

peace!!

stress...my head hurts... i miss full moon n tat guy!! arghh....
watever is
today aft school went to mustafa center wif eqa n faz...they got to meet ibu...
hahaha...enjoy n lepak...
hahahahaha alot of things happened..
wen we reach city hall abt 2 plus, ninie msg me, telling me she juz wake up n she think i n eqa went to mustafa centre cari jodoh...damn.. hahaha.. ya la...
tmr got class, then meeting wawa for my ve n friends cd... i love u babe.... juz addicted to kerana cintamu song!!!

argh wats wrong wif me sia...
been spending my weekends with nini, i mean studying... argh...sunday was the best of all, im like, hmmm saw somebody tat i really wanna meet coz i miss so much tat person...evn we juz say hi... it really mean alot to me... dunno y im having huge crush on him, but ya... only 4 ppl knows abt it... argh...

yesterday, was a crazy day for me, beside falling asleep twice at nini hse n dream abt that some1..hahaha.. nini n eqa disturb me like crazy, but something happened to eqa, which make me, faz n nini laugh out loud... i cant stop laughing for 10mins, hahaha... not gonna write abt it...eqa gonna kill me...hahaha
nini became the crazy kimono toncit girl, eqa came out wif tat name... coz she did someting crazy n i manage to record it....hahahaha, lepak siak... even her brother show me tat kind of, is my sister going insane face n can juz laugh n shake his head...hahaha

today during mock exam, almost the whole class felt the earthquake tremors... scarry sia...hahaha...

im chatting wif him rite now online... its like i really lor need him to talk to....but....

here a note for that some1 special...

Andai ia tahy betapanya aku menunggu mati, hadirlah kasihku..

Kerna dia
Cinta dia
Sungguh aku mencintai dia
Namum tak terbalas kasihku.

yesterday at 8 am im already out from the hse, n i reach hm abt 12 plus, mak datuk penat giler... n my mood not really ok coz while im studying my sis get on my nerve...aiyo..aft tat reach nenek hse at 6pm, my cousin lak give me attitude, asking for a slap, seriously.. at 8 went tamp to fetch my parents, wen back home, send food to my nenek hse at eunos, then meet farrah for my paper.. then balik nenek hse at pasir ris, hmmmm then balik rumah... haiz...

im like in love wif someone, seriously, wen he's away, i really wish i could contact him or something...im always looking forward for the weekends then only we could sms or call, but he has a girl, and i know somehow the girl is hurting him... haiz... i dunno how i can like or fall in love wif him... but he is really a nice guy... very nice.. haiz.... i so tension la like tis...

style baru

i like big butts n i cannot lie

me n my babes love this undies..cute

kes bosan tahap dewa

argh.... boring nyer

early morning, was it early, hahaha... ok meet eqa n faz at simei, slack, then tis org gila disturb n shouting, hahahaha, funny part is, i didnt recognize my ex at all... eqa saw him, ya he wif a girl, so i msg he then kinda like say hi to me... hahaha...
but me faz eqa munawer dama n zai kena kacau by org giler... hahaha funny...but the best part is wen the org gila came to like confronted us wen we did nothin wrong beside smokin, or did we?? i dunno... hahaha... munawer dama n zai run away, eqa run to the toilet left me n faz... hahahahaha..we like laughin out loud....serious, btw did i commented my ex gf pretty.. good lookin... hmmm ok la...

wen out wif my sis, first it was wif eqa n faz, then meet my sis at bugis, eqa n faz followed me till ibu reach bugis n they went off wif ibu... ibu (eqa mum) fyi la.... aft eqa n faz left, my sis asked me tis...
adk, faz ada abg...
i say ya, hot gak (i saw his bro pics before) hmmmm y?
she asked again, no la... juz askin, how old eh?
i answered back, not wrong i guess 21 ah why?
she say tis, ah 21 so young, i 27...
i reply, why nk buat scandal ke pe??
she ans wif her face yg mmg mintak kena penampar, YES!!
im like, watever... da kahwin masih nk scandal... haiz... abg nizam balik cepat!!!!
hahahahaha, my sis keep complimenting faz handsome, indeed kata my MANAGER YG TK PERNAH BYR GAJI,
haiz manager nasib kau handsome n kau matair lesbian aku, so aku give chance, HALAL kn sua.. hahahaha...


chill wif my sis...
alot things happen...but the best was abt me really in the need to go wee wee, wen to tis toilet, confident it gonna be clean coz wen goin in, we hav to pay 10 cent... i went it, and.... u guys know.. damn shoot... i quickly wen out n ask my sis walk to the nearest cleanest toilet!! back again to national library juz to go toilet....hahaha...my reaction was like, kakak aku nk pengsan masuk tat toilet....haha my sis laugh like crazy, today i smoke 11 sticks of cigarette n she killing me... i mean my sis... but i know soon i got to quit.. haha... had fun wif my sis, most prob we share our secrets... hahaha

for now....

i may not know how to sing, but im like learning how abt music, notes, harmony, music appreciation and many more. im having the nerve to learn the basic things...

dont ask why but tis is like to release my stress...

maybe too much of music involve in my life that make me decide to do tis, aft all i really appreciate musics... all sorts of music include indie, trance, punk, alternative and the list goes on..

but currently im stuck back wif song

pada senyummu by incik pot!!! i had it since last year, then my mp3 spoilt... i didnt hav back up, wen to nini hse, check her desktop, i saw the the song, play it over n over again for 3 hours...argh balik home, i check if my mp3 still workin, thank god, it work... i quickly copy tat song n put in my hp, check myspace juz now, i wen to layar tanchap page, i found the lyrics... so here the lyrics...

Apa diingatkan pada masa yang lalu
Cuba kau lihat, tenungi mataku
Terungkap beribu lagu hanyalah untukmu
Tiada yang lain lagi
Pada senyummu
Pada tawamu kasih
Ada kebahagiaanku, warna hidup ini
Andai wajahmu takku sua kembali
Khabarkan oh angin
Hidupku tiada bererti
Berikan resahmu, kan kubawa nun jauh
Dapat kau lihat pemandangan itu
Tersimpan seribu satu
Rahsia tiada lagi
Berputar-putar berguling riang ketawa bernyanyi merdu sungguh..
Pada senyummu...

depression!!!!

enuff... been smokin like crazy this week...
aft 1 pack and another...

i dunno ah... juz so stress wif exams, hw can i be like this... i dunno..

now im running here and there for few frens that need me, sometimes im really3 tired but i know they need me badly, i need some1 2...

sometimes i dunno y i felt i hurt ppl evn without talking....

miss eqa badly...she been sick...hope she get well soon coz i really miss her...i dun need manager... i need manager nya bini!!!! manager, kasi balik bini kau kat aku!!! hahahaha

my fren went brunei for 17 days so he called me n asked me to take care of his baby... n his baby like missing him badly.... aiyo...

for me, i MISS MIKHAIL!!!! HE DA BALIK KL.. I MISS MY NEPHEW MY ONLY NEPHEW TAT GOT THE PERMISSION TO THROW MY HP AS HE WISH... hahahaha...
juz wanna rest i guess for now...
eqa n me love the same song...
ve sepi sekuntum mawar merah....

Berulang kali kumencuba
Memujuk hati
Lupakan semua
Kenangan...
Namun mimpi bertemu lagi
Di saat engkau
Tiada di sisi...
Ku berpegang pada janji
Tercipta ... antara kita dulu
Hilangmu tiada berganti
Biarlah ... begini
Ku belayar di lautan
Tidak bertepian
Sesekali disedarkan
Ombak yang mendatang
Aku seperti hilang
Punca arah dan ... tujuan
Aku puisikan namamu
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