hahaha... u know wat happen today!!
here...
last nite after venting my anger on everybody...
ok to my syg especially...and my full moon was like, hello babe, u ah... im busy ok...doin my work.. n he also kena my angin, he quickly tell me, u ah...later ur bf leave u i dunno... so i realise i shudnt do that i shut up...i syg my bf ok..

syg told me to use his acc so add all my frens...but i dun wan... i wan my own acc...
someting abt me... i kinda wan my own privacy...
okok... he understand it well...
n guess wat...

i hav to wait for my parents till 2am...coz my cousin sick.. i wanted to go..but then they all know im not ok, so better not...

they reached home, they asked me to sleep..but i kinda give them that face tmr i dun wan to go sch, n they kinda ok wif it..
i went to sleep... im so so so tired...
n guess wat, my alarm clock, my frens wake up call n my syg call all i didnt ans... coz wen im asleep i dunno how my hp turn to silent mode.. i know sometimes in the middle of the nite, i love to press my hp... at 930 am i realise eqa called me..she's already at aljunied...
n me on my bed sleeping... worst, i had cramps! my tummy n thighs...

i went to the toilet, saw my dad sleepin, actually wanna him to send me, but he's kinda tired so i decided to juz go back to sleep..

woke up.... abt 1plus, my dad told me, my CLASS ADVISOR call him abt my attendance...
n he nags at me... n u know wat he ans to my CLASS ADVISOR... if she didnt go to school, she will be at home the whole day... and right now she's sleeping so no need to worry... HAHAHAHA...GUA CAYA SAMA LU LA DAD!! LU GEREK!! ROCK ON!!!
so he told me, tmr u go sch, bring back the paper... i sign, tell u class advisor to SHUT UP!! hahaha...

my dad trying not to stress me up wif all sch n stuff.. since im going germany soon.. n they sort of plan abt my future... so ok la... i juz follow wat i think thats good for me...and now to him, as long i pass n he knows my marks...he's fine wif it...

i went out wif my sis to vivo juz now... and we all reach home close to midnite.. now its 12.29am..
goin sleep now..tmr muz go school..my dad warn me, coz he wants to sign that letter...
u think he will sign it?? by tmr he will forget abt all this, n if i ask him to sign, he will sign blindly or ask my sis to sign on behalf of him... so common of my dad... hahaha..

0k la everybody...i wanna sleep...meet u all in dreamland...


i hate alonso!!! i love michael schumacher... n now michael schumacher is ferrari advisor/consultant... n knowing every f1 race i get to see him, i wont miss any race evn tho its 2am spore time... wakakaka.. POWER TO THE PPL!!
TAKE CARE TILL THEN...

ok shall blog a decent post!!
or watever...

im moody...
im having cramps!!!
im having misunderstanding wif him...
im venting all my anger n sadness at full moon...
i dunno wat i shud do...
i feel that i didnt do well for my freaking Advance Accounting CA1...
i feel disappointed and no1 here wif me now...
i hate knowing the fact i lost my frenster ac evn tho i didnt delete it...
my exs been messing again in my life... 2 of them asked for patch up... n they dun know wat the meaning of im attached!!! n keep msging me late nite to ask if im happy or not!! of coz i am...HAPPILY ATTACHED TO CHAZ ALI... STOP DISTURBING ME LA DEY!!!
all this are making me stress and all i need is peace...
i wan peace!!!
why wen im single u all dun wan to disturb me...
argh!!!
full moon is this post better than the previous one??
so evry1 no need to worry... the previous posts actually mean to both my exs that disturbing me... not u all...

FUCK LA...I WANT MY FRENSTER BACK!!

WHY JUZ CANT EVERYBODY LEAVE ME ALONE..

LET ME FUCKING ENJOY MY LIFE...

TO FUCKERS OUT THERE...

IF U ALL NOT HAPPY WITH ME...

COME TO ME AND TALK TO ME!!!

NOT TO TALK BEHIND ME..

ASSHOLE!!

FUCK LA..

WHAT DO U WANT FROM ME??

I HAD ENUFF...

I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANYMORE NONSENSE FROM ALL OF YOU!!!!!

I JUZ WANT MY FRENSTER BACK!!!!

I JUZ WAN TO HAVE PEACE IN MY LIFE!!

I DUN NEED ALL OF YOU FUCKERS IN MY LIFE..

ENUFF THOSE WHO LOVE ME..

INCLUDE MY BOYFIE & FULL MOON!!

ENUFF!!!

TO THOSE WHO JUZ ACTING ARD...

STOP ACTING...

TO MY PAST!!!

I HAV ENUFF OF U ALL..

JUZ MOVE ON LA!!!

TODAY I REALLY NO MOOD...PERIOD AND OF COZ...I JUZ WAN MY FRENSTER!!

I DIDNT HAVE 7/8 OF MY FRENS EMAIL..

WHERE THE HELL IM GOIN TO FIND THEM...

YOU PPL OUT THERE..IF KEEP TELLING ME DO A NEW ONE!

I WILL, BUT FIND ALL MY FRENS FOR ME AH!!!

EASIER SAID THAN DONE!!!

ARGH!!!

I CANT STOP CURSING TILL I FEEL HAPPY!!!

U ALL CAN GET LOST!!!

(IF CERTAIN OF U ALL FEEL THIS POST MEANT FOR U ALL, SORRY LA... I DIDNT POST ANYBODY NAME DOWN HERE SO DUN PERASAN OK...IF I POST UR NAME HERE, THAN U ALL CAN ASK ME WHY, IF NOT SHUT THE HELL UP, DONT ASK WHY OR DONT GIVE ME ANY COLD SHOULDERS...SO FAR I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG TO YOU GUYS...SO FUCKING ANYHOW ASUME!!!)

I WAN MY FRENSTER BACK...

WHY SUDDENLY IT GONE!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

first of all TO MY GF

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY AYU!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!

Oh ya today, if not wrong..yes its alie ffc birthday...

so ya...back to story...

hmmmm today for the second time...hahaha..

i was early...hehehe...

i addicted to adk psp...

i want psp!!haha

so for advanced accounting..i know the basics..but im worry i will u know make mistake for my ca this monday... STRESS!!!

Then we had breakfast, me adk n farrah..evelyn called me n scold me abt etp...

she shouted at me...not my fault..2 weeks she didnt come to sch..fcuk...

but i didnt really bothered coz i was addicted to the psp...

thats how bad wen i hav a game on my hand...

bomb drop also i dun care!!

hahaha...eqa came n meet us at noods..

We go to class like 10 mins late...

finished up unit 7 of Costing..

n start unit 8...

everybody was so bingit wfif the lecturer...

serious....and she is our Class Advisor...

below u all can see from the pics i took in class...wat me and my gang do during Costing...

hahahaha...

thats all folks...tmr going out wif boyfie aft having breakfast wif parents..and hav to make a new passport..hehehe...

take care....

the new Costing class...
listen to mp3, draw or sleep..only 2 choices!!
mashas hav to sit beside lecturer..
lecturer teachin see wat we do...
mashas conducting a music lesson..
fighting session, mashas be the judge

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today school... i lioke...
everybody in school...
had fun wif everybody...
nana and farik.. hmmm my parents god children came to my school wen im sending adk at bus stop...
chill wif them... so long didnt meet them

the down part is that meeting close to 3 hours...
its damn tiring..
i plan wif my club to invite bishan ite yr 1 students (accounting) to have a accounting quiz in our school...but its kinda a big event...so start out wif a small one...
haiz...im in-charge... so ok...its commitments...
i leave sch abt 10 mins to 6pm...
i reached home 710pm...
now im like wanna sleep...but i got tons of homework....

maybe not talking to boyfie tonite...ok guys thats all for now...
peace!!

Finally after waited for so long!!

THE FABULOUS CATS ALBUM IS OUT IN STORES!!!

who goin to JOHOR pls tell me...i wanna to kirim!!

PLEASE!!!!!!!

okok...today school not bad...

for like the first time in my SECOND N FINAL year in ite simei..guess what??

yes i was earlier than Farrah faith ibrahim a.k.a farrah featuring ibrahim.. wakaka..sorry ah babe..

she cant get over the fact yesterday wen i was so sleepy in ngee ann poly, i accidentaly call her baby...sorry ah babe..terslip...

ok...

adk and me cant take farrah hyper active n talkative mood today...hahaha...

n farrah also kinda pekak...hahaha...i pekak wen i hav my mp3 on...

so ya...today nothing...eqa go crazy coz our so called schmate a.k.a pe teacher smile at her, till she so cair that her lutut longgar...wakakaka...

and we saw this girl, wearing pink kebaya but she looks like a LION! a LION in PINK KEBAYA...

hahahaha..mashas say her hair looks worst than a cik pon...wat the hell...

wen i reach home...guess wat...yes my WAWA (which is my husband 1st wife msg me) hmmm the husband im refering to not my bf eh!! its hahahahaha...guess who?? yes!! correct...amer..

ps dun tell my bf ok..hahaha..(actually he know already)

hmmm...amer n cherly story came out today in the new paper...they said they are not couple but rumours going around they getting married soon...wat!!!!????

currently im stuck wif omarion songs...maybe becoz i love omarion!!! wakakak..perasan...

here the lyric of my fav song..

Na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na

na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na naaaa

[Verse One]

Looking back on it all I (Wish you would've said something)

Before we got this far I (And I wouldn't be caught up in)

Another situation that really got me breaking

And I don't know what I'm gonna do I know (I know you see me)

See me on music TV, ehh (Your making money)

Making money doing your thing But I don't

I don't wanna up and leave and try to be what through the media says

[Chorus]

I don't want something that's made for tv

Rather fall in love with a girl that's made for me

And I know everybody thinks that it might sound crazy but I

I love my baby, I can't leave her no

I don't want something that's

Made for tv (oh no I)

Rather fall in love with a girl that's made for me

And I know that everybody thinks that it might sound crazy but I

I love my baby I don't want something that's made...

[Verse Two]

I know you think I'm lying (Every time that I say)

I don't wanna see you crying all because of me oh

The thought of me and you is ill

But with her it's something real

And I can't let that go, oh no (I know you see me)

See me on music TV yeah (Your making money)

Making money doing your thing

But I don't wanna up and leave cause of something that the media says (aww yeah)

[Chorus]

Made for TV

(yeah yeah yeah did ya hear what I said)

Made for me

(uh, girl it's gets a little crazy, yes it does)

Might sound crazy but I I love my baby

(huh, na na na na na na na naaaa)

Made for TV

(aww yeah)

Made for me

(you make me say awww yes)

Might sound crazy but I

(you make me say aww yeah)

I love my baby

('cause I don't, 'cause I don't want something that's made for TV)

I don't want something that's made...

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na naaaa

did i hurt anybody unintentionally? if anybody is/are hurt by anything, im so sorry. it was unintentional. like seriously. i wasn't even trying to hit at anything or anybody. im so sorry.

yesterday while chatting wif eika n ayu...

my boyfie msg last min wanna meet...

i already promise to stay home...

so wen we meet it kinda like i gave him that sour look...

ya my parents n sis kinda bingit coz i shud stay home...

so i also like not in the mood... summore i wanna study...

but wen i meet him, he talk n asked me to study...

guess wat...

hahahaha...i didnt really study...but i fall asleep....

n he juz sit down beside me...do nothing....

sorry syg...

today...haha class at 8...but i woke up at 8....

clever girl...

wen to sch alone...eqa go first...while walking toward sch frm simei...

eqa called me...she forget her locker keys, n worst case...she's wearing slippers...

her sch shoes in locker... pandai...

i was like, ok i get for u plasters la...act kaki sakit...

or worst that i cud think of is to steal shoes from ninie hse...

kawan baik la kata kn....

for the 1st time, ms eqa, she so different, ya she rebond her hair...but she very irritating! yes...VERY..

hahaha...she so naggy...OMG...

pasrah i...farrah n me cant be bothered wif her, coz we concentrating on our exam, she down there keep on talking...in fact it lasted the whole day...

and my mind already shut down, i didnt hang out wif her...hahaha..

hahahaha...waited for 52 mins for exam to start...

fish tank....

hahaha...

exam mcm bukan exam, we still discuss...

haiz..

tmr...i hav to go to ngee ann poly for national accounting quiz wif 5 ppl from fact accounting club...1 is the president, the other 4 is my own classmates.... ok i got farrah... but come on ngee ann poly??? tk de jauh lagi...

at 8am muz be there...got to wake up early!!

fish head curry!!!

argh!!!!!!!!!!

wawa, go sch la tmr...for me...coz i miss u....we can spend time together....argh!!!!

hahahahaha...

thats all...check all 4 myspace n frenster acc...mine and my boyfie....

hehehehe...

now im really sleepy...

chatting wif ayu....

i wanna mc for tmr...hahahaha

lazybum!!

8 muz be there

start day...
hmmm alrite...
went toa payoh...
get my contact lens...
again got problem...
im kinda pissed off...
but ok...finally got my contact lens...

meet my boyfie at 330..
at toa payoh platform...
he came close to 4...
hahaha...

his sister,wif us...
i was shock, but alrite...

we stop at dhoby ghout..
walk around at exchange dhoby...
had lunch...
get cigarettes...
wait for the rest...
we talk n talk...
abt how small the world is...
coz 6months ago, we met wen my fren yanti broke off...
and had a fite wif her ex bf at youth park...
he was there wif the rest of da fam...
n ya...
now we are together!!
hahahaha...

speakeasy was alrite la...
the crowd dead...
but i guess my boyfie and alt really let out everything...
hahaha...
i met my junior in peicai...
shazni...hahaha....he recognize me...n he came to me first...
i was like... u my junior rite...hahahaha...i forgot ur name...hahaha...
i make 2 frens... ayu and eika..
after that, they had a short meeting...
i talk to eika...abt school...
that's life!!
aft that...hmmm we go our separate ways....
boyfie and me, walk to raffles hotel n take bus 100...
reach home, went to supermarket, i got some sweets...hahaha
so walk to bus 8 bus stop...
n i walk home..
he accompany me on the phone till i reach home...
next week we meeting again...

now papa, abg nizam n kakak watching soccer...
later watching pocong2...ghost story...
tmr marathon ghost story...
jangan pandang belakang (boyfie lend it to me)
and puaka tebing biru...

guess wat peeps..
on monday i got costing ca!!
wat the fish...
fish head curry la!!
hahahaha...ok chow...
wanna talk to boyfie first...
goodnite peeps!!

start wif thursday..

bored at home coz i didnt go to sch..i had high fever..

today...

i felt feverish...

but still i force myself to school...

happening..

finally i meet ninie..i miss her so much!!

and i steal abt 7-8 baby pics...

i miss baby ok!!

abt 3 weeks i didnt meet shana...

my god...

went to nenek hse...

but i went to library first...

n i wasted abt 1 hr there...finding for books and read magazine...

i juz love reading..hahaha

reached nenek hse...

i fall asleep...

n my cousin turning 15 this sunday but taller than me is also sick slept beside me...

tell u, i feel so short wen i stand beside him...

and the last time we slept together was 14 years ago..

hahaha...hanis n hanief slp, nenek wake us up also we ignore!!

hahahaha....

abt 7.45pm, i follow my grandparents to my uncle hse...

my cousin syafie also tag along...

till 9.30pm before they send me home...

GUESS WHAT??!!

RUFFEDGE PERFORM AT TV3 JUZ NOW!!

YES MY FAV SONG

SECEBIS KEPERCAYAAN!!!

i love their style!!

can i have the bbc sweaters!!!

i juz love them!!!

my beloved boyfie already fall asleep abt 9plus...so now im bored!!

tmr im going out...bye peeps!!

goodnite sweet dreams...muz sleep now...still feeling feverish...argh!!

OK TODAY SCHOOL IS JUZ NORMAL AND BORING!!!!

OK YESTERDAY I LOVE FORMULA ONE!!!

yes...Massa won!! and...u know wat!!! i saw michael schumacher a couple of times in ferrari garage!!!

damn i miss him!!

a dream come true!!!

oh yes...ruffedge and my fren full moon was at jb last nite!!!

actually i wanna go but nobody can follow me!!!

argh again pasrah!!!!

kuku chiao!! hahaha

saturday the best!!

wen out wif my boyfie!!

we had fun!!!

he got his mp3 player!!

i love it...i wan in red!!

i love red...

we at marina,

ya, so we walk to nike aft gettin that mp3..

i really crazy over cortez...

its a muz buy!!

and somemore its on 40% discount..

i went to the toilet...

then my boyfie pull me back to that shop to get that shoes for me..

but to bad no sizes..

called few outlets no size..

wtf!!!

gave up,

so i told him i wanna get some stuff from topshop...

juz get out from nike shop...guess wat!!

yes...that guy who told ppl im tailing him ard is juz abt 2 metres away from me..

oh shit!! thats the only word came out...hahaha

he also gabra, he juz walk anyhow...

but i n boyfie chill...boyfie also didnt realise...

hahaha..

shop at topshop..

decided to go bugis...in the bus i let him listen to my mp3...

funny... he almost fall asleep..

we walk alot on saturday...had dinner...we juz love to walk and talk..

n ya...watch spiderman 3 wif eqa...

at nite, i was on the phone wif full moon telling i cant meet him...

next time...

we talk abt wat i saw juz earlier on...he was...if now he byk ckp...u juz say, u have move on n u cant be bothered with him, if he still byk ckp...it means he's tailing u... wat full moon said really true!!!

I ONLY GOT LESS THAN 6 WEEKS TO SPEND WITH MY BOYFIE BEFORE I FLY OFF TO SOMEWHERE FOR 2 WEEKS!!!!

TO my Kakak..

i know u dont really like me havin a bf..
u always kutuk all my bf..
i dunno if this u will kutuk or not..
but i hope not..

i always worry havin a bf coz u will nag, u will keep saying stuffs that hurt..

u have a bf 2 at this age..

i dun talk much that time..
coz im juz 10 wen u had a bf..
or maybe younger.. i know u went thru alot..
and i know u dun wan me to go thru wat u went thru..
but this is life.. n i wanna try everything before deciding which is the best..

i promise u.. this will be different..
not like last time..
i still spend my time wif u and everbody include nenek..

please give me ur blessing this time round..

thanks...
i love u... adk syg kakak...
no matter wat!!
u the only sister i hav!!
only u..that's enuff coz u teach me alot..n i treasure u so much evn tho we both love giving each other problems.. but im grateful to hav u as my sis.. i cant never ask for more..
i still remember all ur advices and ur stories..n its a lesson learn for me 2..

adk heart kakak many many!!

today, hmmmm...everything as normal..got test and all..
i finally can do my Costing....my Advanced Accounting is not bad...i can do my AA...

Yesterday i was so cranky...
i whine alot...
i vent all my anger to him..
he was like, are u havin ur period...NO!!
i nag, i dunno...
felt bad..ending i fall asleep...
sorry dear...

nw eating atap seed ice cream...

i'm waiting for fabulous cats album!!
i love their songs!! the song rimas so nice...its like the sequel of lemas...hahaha
yes... im rimas wif ex who cant stop messing ppl life's...fuck u all...

im happy wif my life now...
i got lovely girlfrens..if i name all of them till tmr it never ends..
soft spoken boyfie...
my happy family...
watelse can i ask for...its perfect...
so ex(s)...wif all mean go find urself a life!!

ninie n eqa didnt come to school today...

so i irritate adk and farrah like hell before mashas came...
and wen mashas came...its worst than hell..
but aft lunch...i guess me and farrah so full and we go hyper, we disturb mashas until she got so fed up...
hahahahaha...
its really love man... i love school coz of them...serious!!!

i love my babes

hot weather!!!

i hate it!!!

i love my 5 babes!!

school and class can be enjoying wif all of u....

ninie eqa farrah adk mashas....

came to claz wif eqa....

hmmmm, mashas came later...aft that ninie...
ninie have some problems i guess, so her face kinda fierce...
mashas, who loves to irritated ninie, was like..today im not going to disturb ninie...later she kill me...like cho!! hahahaha...

aft that ninie cool down n have fun...

we became minah lorong again... this time till the lecturers stop and look at us sing...

we really love having lorong concert!!!! janji rock!!!

so in class... my sis msg me to get for her pregnancy test kit...

i was like, hmmmm ok lor if got money...

aft school...actually wen i reach tamp, i realised i havent send my form to cvc in sch, so i took bus alone back to school...haiz... how can i forget!!! old already!!!

back to tamp wif hafeez putih...all the way to tamp...then he went to meet his girlfren me trying to remember where's watson...

wen im paying for that stupid test kit...everybody looked at me one kind...
hello im not pregnant!! i curse n swear!!
i msg my sis...she better pregnant...if not buat penat aku tanggung malu beli tu test kit...hahahaha...

joke of the day...mashas asked me wats test kit...
hahahaha

DOME I WANNA KILL U!!

KUKU CHIAO TO DOME...

HEY U!!! DOME!!!

I PENAT2 BUAT UR MYSPACE ACCOUNT NOW U DELETE IT!!

U INGAT NIE APE...FUN FAIR!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!

DUN THINK U MY SO CALL EX...

I WANNA MISS2 U?? BOLEH BLAH!!!

I HATE U!!!

MANA2 TV CHANNEL,

MANA2 VIDEO CLIP

ALL UR FACE...

ESPECIALLY THE LATEST VIDEO FROM URBAN METHOD!!!

ARGH!!!

BLUEK :p

IF U READ THIS, I GONNA DO FOR U ONCE AGAIN..BUT THIS IS THE LAST TIME...

ARGH!!!

VENTING MY ANGER!!!

RUFFEDGE IS AT JOHOR!!!!
PASRAH GUE!!!

PASRAH!!

yes...

friday school was like one of hell fun for me!!

serious..

aft claz...we became the lorongs girls...wait not the geylang lorong ok...

we are the ghetto girls slack chill...

my hp is like the best device we can have...

i start playing the clap move, and eqa, mashas n ninie will start dancing...

and then i change song... guess what song??

hmmmm its fantasia bulan madu by search.. yes FANTASIA BULAN MADU!!

and adk and ninie actually all of us except farrah sang the song out loud, and do the rock kangkang....we scare alot of ppl wif our voice!!!

in the lift also ok...

hahahaha...

TODAY!!!

hmmmm something funny happened that make me wanna cry...

my big favourite fish... did a jackass and landed on the carpet... i wonder how my fish can jump out from the tank and landed on the carpet without us realise... yes!!!n i love my fishes ok...

wen abg nizam put it back in the tank, he go crazy...

i wanna cry... i dun wan it to die...

i straight to the toilet n bathe...(but i juz check now its alrite...but no longer naughty..lesson learnt hopefully)

went to nenek hse..

2 stop 2 nenek hse, she called me n told me to go there tmr coz she went out...

i was like...NENEK!!! ARGH!!!

so decided to go to toa payoh to take my contact lens n had dinner and all...

to those who thinks im attached...

i will tell u once im really ready...

i learn my previous lesson...

so once its really stable or anythiing i will confirm wif u all...

to my kakak..

relax kakak...

no worry so much ok...

i will tell u if im attached or not!!!

amboi mak minah
ninie,mashas,eqa
world champion
wannabe world champion
wanna be world champ mati lemas



sch was great today...normal had fun during etp, then aa test...only that..wen ninie hse for a while, n i log in my myspace, hmmmm MR DOME!!
YES DOME...
msg me online...do his profile again...
see time mcm gini la...he cari me...
wat the fish...
he asked if my bf dun mind...
so did i tell my bf... yes i did...
my bf asked me abt him last nite...
now he msg me...

first person i msg was wawa aft i read dome msg... wanna know wat dome msg me??

where's my other account yg u buat tu? can u pass it to me please? sms o call me..give the username n password k? sure u dah buang my number. 017xXxXxX0 i nak buat balik account tu..thanks.miss u.

oh ya, someone told me i look conservative...
so i told my frens...

eqa, ninie and all, laugh out loud...
am i??
hahahahahhahaa

oh above pics i took today... mashas pierce her tongue... my manager n ninie had 3 pool game n the winner of coz its ninie... manager mati lemas dlm longkang... hahahaha better luck next time...

i had alot of fun wif my frens today.... maybe coz its a new chapter for me now... hahaha...will blog abt it soon..