Hi!!!!

Hello..

i feel so down now..
mybe becoz i fought with avante, and the best part was like i juz reached office..
like i juz sit, i havent even on my pc, he called and we start this mini fight...and it change my mood.. (OH BTW I JUST FOUGHT WITH HIM AGAIN. TIME CHECK 6.55PM)

i went home late last nite...ard 2am..
really exhausted..
mybe by now, my sister and bro in law, is otw to johor...stay one nite and my uncle hse,
and off with him and his wife to pahang for the fishing GP..best!!!!!
i wish i can run away to her desk...so not even my team member can disturb me.. wakakakakaka...

2 days without my AO, i did my work fast n perfect, not even 1 human disturb me...
today..she's on my nerve..argh!!!!!!!!!!!

btw..

finally i update..
next week onwards i will be evn more depress than ever...
part of me will be somewhr else...
haiz..

and the most frustrating issue ever is my cousins are like...
argh.....
changing gfs every day!!!!!!!!! and they are like 14!!!!!
my god...when im 14 i have to spend weekends in kl...
everywhr i go, there's family or mybe abg andy and my cousins...
not boys..not bfs!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!

i feel i'm not the hanis i know..i really dont know myself anymore..
too committed to work... i forget my surrounding..
i need to be there for my family... its my responsibility but i seems to let it hanging around..argh!!!
since when im a workaholic!!!!!

SNEAK PEAK TO MY WORLD NOW.... (PIC BELOW)
OH btw i have to climb onto a chair.and one leg on the wall coz there's no space left..
i was the one arranging my team so nobody left out and and the pic turn out perfect, no half face or crop head..
i think 4 ppl missing..
pic taken last friday, celebrate the may babies bday and one temp staff last day...

no boundries

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breath it's harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thingJust when you think the road is going no where

Just when you almost gave up all your dreams

They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge

What if today is as good as it gets

Don't know where the future's headed

Nothing's gonna bring me down

Jumped every bridge I've run every line

I risk being safe, I always knew whyI always knew why

So here I am still holding on

farrah here updating hanis blog

this is the way the bestie is feeling now

ily!!

its schumacher!!!
its me...i so love him n ferrari!!!!!!!!
THANKS FARRAH

My First Sex Call..hahaha..My First Police Report

To Whom It May Concern:

Stop passing my no around, asking humans by the name of Don or Fon to call me, and asked me if I provide free sex.
Mind you, sex is not in my mind right now.

And u called me at 1528hrs.. 13/05/09…
Shud buy toto…

And if my vagina is damn fucking itchy to have sex. I got a long list of guys that I can have sex with. BUT IM NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD TO HAVE SEX OR HANKY PANKY.

AND I DUN PROVIDE FREE SEX, OR ESCORT SERVICES!!!!!

Now this is the reason why im going to get a new hp and new no…
Just let my office, friends, and family have my no..

At first I find it scary. Now im laughing my ass off..
And wonder, with the fucking workload im facing everyday, I guess I got no time to even go to a salon to cut my hair let alone have sex..

But exceptional if that guy is just so hot like fabregas or has tight ass like samir nasri, and maybe look like Edward cullen. I wud say yes.. hahahahaha…
But who on earth wud call me at 3.30pm and asked me if im meeting him tonight, coz i only make plan with my sweet avante(the car) but that also I gotta cancel coz im super busy with work..

Ok la ppl.. I gotta go, my work is juz so crazy…

Im going to file a police report..
Hmmmm cool…

HTC DIAMOND 2..

forget bold..

before this, full moon have make me finalize my decision and i told farrah n my family, im getting Blackberry Bold..

Guess what..i saw htc diamond 2, last saturday while i went shopping ALONE and burn a hold in my pocket on that day.. i completely fall in love with Diamond 2!!!

Tried it.. WOW!!!!!!!

So now since im bankrupt.. i got my pay last friday.. and spend 3/4 of it over the weekend.

im gonna juz wait next month for Diamond..

and just pray and hope i'll stick to Diamond and not change my mind again..

oh ya..i hate stomach flu...

yesterday i got really sick..

argh but manage to clear all urgent matters...

blah!!!!

and i hate this stupid rashes!!!!!!!

be blackberry bold

farrah let's get it soon

IM STILL AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am happy what I have and own right now.
But sometimes I cant stop myself from wanting more.
And when I received farrah text early morning that she hopes shes as rich as ivanka trump and skinny than kate moss.. and then I realized what if we come frm Africa or utopia.. mybe we don’t knw whats hp..or worst still, we never saw pager before..mybe nt for another 30 yrs frm nw..
Y we never had enuff of everything?? Y we still buying lv wen we have almost the whole collection of lvs, frm monogram, Venice, speedy damier and the list goes on…

And for me, I juz bought a hp 2 mths ago..n now im itchy to get a BlackBerry Bold…
I see it as a need, my mum said it’s a waste of money… and she can see I hardly shop..
Wait I shop..but I buy only soccer jersey… is collecting Arsenal jersey a waste of money???

And then I realize coz of this waste of money, some could get jealous and start backstabbing.. like wat the hell… that’s why I limit myself to be frens with certain ppl…
My sis stop me frm bringing my lvs and all to work coz she worry some will talk behind our back, like how can we afford all this when our pay are just peanuts???
Mind you my lvs are originals!!!so shud we be thankful or shud ppl ard us stop being jealous??? So no back stabbing occurs

And now im a worst mofo heavy smoker ever..work and sometimes fight with avante (in a week, at least 6 days avante and I fought) so I easily finish up a pack of ciggies a day..so is that a need or a waste of money???

And if I chill with avante or farrah, as we talk, our hands reach out for the ciggies…that’s like, wow!! Another 10 bucks gone… but I take it as a need..

Im really grateful that everytime I woke up, I still have ciggies in my bag..

So basically im thankful that my life seems perfect…

I don’t need a bf, coz I have farrah.
I don’t need a bf coz I have 2 guy frens, Haziq and Avante that ppl mistook them as my bf…
But I WANNA FIND ONE WITH NICE ASS LIKE SAMIR NASRI!!! WOW!! FEEL LIKE SPANKING HIS ASS…hahaha…


Last week I met avante, and we talk.. like heart to heart talk..
And Im not at the right state of mind…so the talk we had, erm, I cried my ass off…
One part I just told him, that I miss Isaac, its random but I told him, my mind is all over the place..we talk for like 30 mins in the car… and end up with a big hug and kisses on my forehead… and he send me to my doorsteps… hahaha… wait the best part was, my mum open the door, but she didn’t saw him, and asked me why I didn’t invite avante in…
After that she asked me a few questions about avante, and asked me one day why not I invite avante to my hse… hahahaha..mybe la, one day for soccer or f1…mybe…but hope my bro in law not at home during that time, coz he will disturb and irritate me… mulut tak de insurance nya case!!!!

And Crossroad (another fren who drives a crossroad) texted me, and I told him some perasan story and eventually I fall asleep dreaming abt it, then it change to a nightmare coz in the dream suddenly my work (the invoices and all talk to me)…hahahaha

What I did from Thursday 29/4/09..
Work
End at 8pm, met farrah..she fetch me (so sheweet!!!)
Dinner..back to her hse..chill with haziq…
Record some lame ass video…hahahaha
High on green tea and lemon tea… play in the baby pool…
Then my sis fetch me, and to ktm…

Friday
Farrah came over to my hse,
Went nenek hse (like finally)
Chill..
Busu fetch me, and off to jetty..
Another lame thing, I just reached and they plan to go karaoke..
So off to karaoke!!!
Supper at hawa…

Saturday
Me and Avante fetch Isaac..
Off to town.. chill..
Then watch movie..but..i guess both off us fall asleep..
Dinner..and he left me alone (sobs2)
Waited for kak weda..
Off 2 suntec…met the rest and watch a malay horror movie..Jangan Tegur..
And guess what, I almost had a heart attack..but my cute Isaac…he fall asleep and snore..
Hahaha…but the movie is not really nice la..

And Sunday..i stayed home…hehehehe…

Now im still at work..time check..8.45pm…
And tmr auditor coming in..so now im doing the job to make their life easy!!!damn la…
Hahahahahaha…

Full moon called me last night…I miss him tho…
Things change…
Ok la.. I wanna finish up my work..will update abt full moon...

IM GETTING BLACKBERRY BOLD!!! FULL MOON TOLD ME TO GET IT..HEHEHE..
SO WE GONNA HAVE SAME HP AGAIN!!!

TAKE CARE PPL...
see ya ard!!!

i need my c-i-g-g-i-e-s

NOW IM AT WORK AND I SEE STARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY INVOICES PENDING LIKE NOBODY BIZ!!!!!
MY FILING LIKE NOT GOING TO END….
AND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE TO DO THIS- Volume of PVs and e-invoices for FY08, MUZ FINISH THIS UP TODAY
AND THE SYSTEM IS BEING A BITCH TO ME…

MY COVERING OFFICER GONNA GO ON RESERVIST FRM 6MAY-22MAY!!!!
WHO GONNA HELP ME WITH MY C-S-C THAT SEND E-INV ON AVERAGE ARD 500 A MTH!!!!

AGENCY ARE NOT FRIENDLY- P-A-C ALSO HANCUR..
ALL LATE-ALL SCREAM AND SHOUT..
AND FOR ME, I JUZ STATE U GUYS DIDN’T PROVIDE ME THE STUFF I NEED..SO NOT MY FAULT…AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-_-

Wow!!its been 2 freaking long weeks I didn’t update..

Thanks farrah for updating!!!! Feel free to update aites…

So u guys miss me??? I had chalet on 9-11apr…fun like hell..to make it worst..avante came over to drive my car..and he’s a no expert driving manual and expect me to change gear for him…its like im a better driver than he is…hahahaha..

I spent quality time with Isaac for almost 6 days str8..last met him on 14 apr.. that’s freaking 9days ago..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss him so so so much…
Fetch him frm his hse, and brought him home..and guess what..he tag my parents out to lepak..i was like..oh ok..kinda worried..but he behaved well I guess…hahaha..his mum kinda shock when she video called us, she cant find her son…haha.. and the 3 of us (my sis, bro in law and me) watched dvds…marathon…

Kinda busy with work that I felt like a loser with no life..
Out with my 2 girls on Friday and by 10.30pm im already half asleep..hahaha..
I really felt bad and worst..im the last to finish my dinner…first im very tired so I kinda lazy to eat…the chewing and all felt like a heavy task…hahaha…

Fighting with Mr Avante is superb la…
On weekdays only…weekends we are like besties la..can watch f1 together with no fights…and now he’s gone for good…hahaha…weekdays mah, so its better we don’t really keep in contact…call me back on Friday night ok!!!! Wakakaka..Evil..

And last Sunday we chilled..and guess what my dad caught us..
And he told my mum how a girl wave to her bf..i was like, papa that’s not my BF!!!!!!!!!!!
Waaa…sakit the hati…before that during f1 he made a stupid lame joke..
Trying to irritate me…

This week is way too crazy for me 2 handle..
And I had high fever yesterday…for first time in history… I told my doctor that its ok im going to take only 1 day mc..he insist on giving me 2 days.. and today I came work, half my work cleared…coz there’s 2 covering officers…waaaaa…my job alone need 2 corvering officer…damn!!!! Hahahaha..n it’s a mistake to take medicines early morning..now im yawning like nobody biz!!!!!!!!!!!

F1…hmmmm Ferrari is no where near Brawn or Redbull or Toyota.. but im still sticking with Ferrari!! Massa and Raikkonen!! My fav…

Arsenal- Fabregas is back!!!! Fuyoh with a new tattoo..hehehe…but I juz realize fabregas butt not as firm and nice compare to Samir Nasri..Feel like spanking Nasri butt..wakakaka…Ashavin the cutie…wow..he’s into fashion and has women clothing line..wow…thank god there’s smart tv..so we record the games..i’ve been missing a lot of arsenal games..sobs2…booohoooo…

My ex…he’s texting me back..and its really confusing me la..ive no idea wat he wants frm me..but he remember every single detail happened 3 yrs ago!!!!!! Oct2006…n now is April 09!!!!!!!
I dun remember what I wear 3 yrs ago…argh!!! And to him, it’s the damn best thing…
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok peeps..i wanna do my work.. more invoices to settle and emails to reply….
I need a smoke break..hahahahaha…bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE WORLD!!!!! WORLD PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

greeting

lil miss thang is feeling under the weather with
the fever and all that so i, FarrahFaith will update on the happenings in

Nur Hanis insyirah's life

so here goes

she's my bestie and i love her alot but she has a soft heart just like Tofu or in this case HAFU!

she falls to easily most of the times, but i know she means well!!

work for her has been alot stressful

we do not meet everyday but we have our phone calls first thing in the morning and before we sleep to update each other

and in between that a shit load of other rubbish!

so today its her time to stay home while i work ma butt off...

love love

till then toodles
xoxo!!!

@ work

im at work..

since the auditor behind me gone with the wind i decided why not i use this chance to blog..
as per normal..my SM thinks im a big bully and i will bully the auditor..hahahaha...i was almost there when he came, thank god she stop me..
working here..i got to watch my mouth..seriously...coz as i can see the director here dont really like me..coz of my mouth... i swear i thot he was juz some normal despatch uncle..hahahaha..thank god he cant read my mind..

i admit last week and this week..monday and tuesday i was under alot of pressure..but not today...hahaha...
i brokedown and really shut myself while doing my work..
but its an experience..fy closing craziness, i wonder how my sis can survive it for 3 yrs..kudos to her la...



funny thing, evrytime i got my pay, i go online and shop..now im broke..practically broke!!
tried my best to spend time with evry1..but i know some still feel neglected...hahaha
farrah im sorry ok..more gelare next week...see u tmr...






AND mr avante..he's somewhere in my life..
but my edward cullen is the most important person la..
to him, watching human sleeping is fascinating.. hahahaha

so i gave avante a superman sticker..YA WE PASTE IT..ON HIS CAR!!!
coolness!!!! i think its gay la..but i told him not to peel it off..





isaac is always a sweetheart no matter what..tho im tired of running after him ard ktm and mustafa center..
and im very sure, he will grow up to be a shopaholic..coz he loves shopping...
i miss him so much..that i cnt nvr get enuff of him!!!!!!!
will take him out soon..hahahaha...
cant wait for chalet next week...




today i came to work and almost suffer a mild heart attack due to reading my cousin's blogspot.
i thot of wishing him Happy Birthday but i got shock reading his latest post about his confession and he has a gf!!!! wth.. he's just 14 and wait..he has a gf..he wrote a love letter to his gf via blog..no words can describe how shock i am...its been 5 hrs and its still super hard for me to absorb the fact la..

my sis attack him thru tag...and i just wish him happy bday coz my mind totally went bonkers ah...
lost of words...

i knw im going home and going to tell abg nizam to write my sister a love letter...
i felt like a loser coz i nvr ONCE receive a love letter...
hahahahaha...
farrah, avante..write me a love note pls...
hahahahahaha.....
pls ah..ur syg here felt like a loser..wakakakakaka...

and today i had a heavy lunch...i swear..im gainning tons of weight...we had buffet lunch at kimantani furama riverfront hotel..AND...the chef is super hot la...
me and my sister AO, stop eating and didnt get our ice cream coz we were glued to our chair..hehehehe...
i swear the mummies and all was like, u 2 ah...so gatal issit..i cnt stop laughing...omg!!!! im melting!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe...the last part..i guess he knows all 20 of us talking abt him, he stared at me and my sister AO...
alamak..cair2..and i had 11 prawns..yummy!!!!! the boss was like, i think i bring ur sister better...thanks ah!! i feel loved...ok la bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EMO..

At work now, and the system is currently down. What a pathetic start to a new week.
Tried my best to adjust to my lepak lifestyle but it drained me before I could even feel the vibe..

Then on Saturday its not my day seriously. I was super down and stress. Im even too tired to watch soccer. And only watch the 2nd half of arsenal match. That explain how work life taking its toll on me, or rather work life is now my life. Even farrah joked with me.
Now we meet we talk about work, where go the topics about hot boys, love and gossips??no more gossip girls and stuff I guess..

Now its not about what day dress im gonna wear, what shoes and handbag should go with it.

Its not that easy anymore. And when im exhausted, I get so emotional and expect the whole world understand that Im trying to provide the best for myself and people around me and that im also trying my best to adapt to working life.. (NOW I APPRECIATE SCHOOL AND STUDY LIFE SO MUCH).. Where I need to worry abt exams and what im suppose to wear tmr to class) it seem that im exaggerating.. NO!! its just that im trying so hard to please myself that I end up like this..and expecting people around me to be sensitive with my feelings..

Avante and me growing apart. And I felt that its me to be blame. Tho most of the times iIts him.. but now after the meeting we had after i met estranged. We became 2 different people. Now I woke up, I wonder if some1 out there still curse me like she usually does.

Now I woke up, I wonder shud I gave her the sympathy that I give to others when they are less fortunate. Its totally none of my business and I have to be selfish. And hustle for what I want. But I know im not that. Im no longer selfish and I practically change and became sensitive about what happening around me. Some called me stupid, coz in the end nobody care about my suffering. And when avante said that some1 is suffering and stuff, I shot him with questions like a machine guns. And all I want is fairness.

Eventually we both knew that the time is coming for us to part ways. And its not looking good on me especially now I depend on him and farrah only. Farrah is always beside me when Im up for some mischief and avante is there when I need to punch someone..NOW…
At work..im practically stress about my workload.. im studying a lot and my brain seems unable to cope with the work that they gave..


And I feel like screaming or listen to MARA BAHAYA super loud and dance to it.. (figure it yourself)
FARRAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need hot boys!!!!!I need some orgasm scream!!!!!!CAN I HAVE COWBOY!!! DAMN…THIS IS CRAZY…

HOW I MISS ISAAC NOW..
I SWEAR ONLY HIM CAN MAKE ME DESTRESS….

NOW I KNOW WHY PPL HATE TO WORK…AND RATHER LEAD A BORING TAI TAI LIFESTYLE…
COZ SOME HUMANS ARE SUPER ARROGANT AND THINKS THIS WHOLE BLOODY COMPANY BELONGS TO THEM AND THEY CAN BULLY ME…

IT SEEMS MY HATE LIST IS GROWING…


oh i just cant wait for saturday!!!!
isaac and me..swimming..farrah and all...
oh god please let tmr be a saturday... (fat hope!!!)

STRESS BITCH PART 1

STUPID IT HUMAN THATS WORKING HERE..
WELL FROM YESTERDAY U EARN A PLACE IN MY HATE LIST!!!
SAW U AGAIN JUST NOW...
BOLEH BLAH LA...
WHAT I NEED NOW IS MY BLOODY EMAIL!!!!
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO MY WORK IF U KEEP MY EMAIL IN UR POCKET!!!!

super stress..doin 2 jobs...
i get freaking confuse..
n i currently taking a five min break..

waaaa..yesterday i had free lunch...
today they gave me free crackers...1 whole box...
i guess they knw i love to munch when im stress...

can wait to knock off later..going home to eat...and go to bed ard 9...
i swear not 1 fren of mine believe i sleep at 9...
hahahaha...

i asked my dad to get for me food frm spize...2 mushroom soup and nasi ayam goreng kunyit!!!
im gonna eat like a pig and sleep like a bloody snake...

there go my intention of losing weight....

avante is home now...
thank god my punching bag is here...
i need to practice on my muay thai skills!!!!!!!!


its so damn freaking obvious im freaking stresss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but my sister face is damn scary la..
no one dare to disturb her..NOT EVEN ME!!!!!!!!
i guess triple H also will run away if he saw her face....

i swear she gonna kill me...bye peeps...

stress

im wondering...what kind of job suits me....
seriously...this is a crazy job!!!!
its not to my liking..
and i kept pujuking myself by telling myself...
in 3 months i can have a new LV beg using my own money...
erm...let see how it goes first aite...
i got tons of work to do right now...
and tmr i have to juggle 2 jobs in a day!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

avante...pulang cepat aurora kamu rindu kamu...



ps: no longer lead a tai-tai life!!!!
reality snaps...OUCH!!!!

ESTRANGED!!! and aurora

sad thing, i havent got the pics from farrah's camera..
And of coz saz!!!
im like so crazy about andy!!
omg...
nuff said..
we the 6 of us...farrah just stand one corner..
acted like fanatics on the loose stalking them...
well no we didnt..even before the race..me and din raced each other...he won..

i got 3rd!!! damn!!!!
andy is not that tall standing beside me.. hahahaha...
(thats gonna be my wallpaper sia)
Finally.. after years of wanting to meet them i finally met them juz now!!!!
and we the most kecoh fans!!!
we sang almost all the song they perform..Aurora, Itu Kamu, In no time and Yang Pernah

after that..we went backstage took pics..like class photo la...seriously..hehe
and thanks farrah for the help... i shy!!!!
hahahaha
done with pics..we went far east for lunch..
still not over abt estranged...

then we went separate ways...on the way back to taka...
some1 called me..
telling me estranged right infront of him..
buying ice cream...hahahaha

so i told him pass the hp to andy coz i need to remind him abt the presents wawa and the gang gave...
so here the story

he: hello, anybody by the name of andy here??
andy: yes im andy..
he: here's a phone call for u
andy: *took the hp frm him, check the caller's name (aurora)
and he said this
hello AURORA!!!!
me: hi andy, its me HANIS..erm, just wanna remind u about the gift my frens gave u..

did u took it with u guys??
andy: ya..i did, its in our beg in and we have loaded it in the transport.
thanks for reminding and thanks once again
me: its ok..take care
andy: ok u2 bye..
and i hang up straight

farrah look at me, hey...u got andy's no??
and im like, no he saw them, so i asked him to pass the phone to andy..
im melting help!!!!!!!
and when we decided to j walk...

we saw them again..walking towards wisma eating ice cream..

hahahahahaha

thanks dear...

u make me malu!!!
now andy know u called me aurora!!
hahahahahahaha...

ok i wanna sleep now!!!
gute nacht humans!!!!!!!

oh andy!!
faints!!!!!!!!!!!

finally the wait is over....

the wait is over..finally oh sizuka is out!!!
new single from pop shuvit !!!! i love it!!!!


oh sizuka ku tunggumu
nana na nana nana
oh sizuka
nanana na nana na na nana
oh sizuka ku tunggumu
nana na nana nana
oh sizuka
ku tunggu panggilanmu!!!

and finally aft almost 2 yrs i been hearing his name but nvr once i meet him in person..
at last, i met him last nite...hahahaha...i was already halfway sick but i juz follow la..
later some1 thinks i abandon her...hahahahahaha...farrah i'll nt abandon u anyhow ok...

i thot he gonna be a mat jiwang coz he juz lost his grandad..
but he so crazy and joker of the day...
and farrah..as per normal..sometimes the blonde moments have to happen right infront of him!!!
omg!!!!! baby!!!!
and this mat...i felt like smacking him coz he so da freaking irritating..no wonder la farrah love him!! both the same...hahahaha...
and he can get along well with me...
and he failed his malay oral coz he mistook Pelancong to Pelacur!!!!!!!
we laugh our ass off..damn!!!!!!!
hahahaha...
his brother is freaking hot..and his sister is sizzling hot!!!!!!!!
okok enuff..

i had a mini fashion show again..
but i called farrah to ask her abt belt and shoes to go on with the outfit im wearing today...
hahahahahaha..
and im late again...i left home at 8.05am
why??

i woke up at 6.15am..
then i was shock to see abg nizam watching tv...
hey its soccer match la..
suddenly i saw walcott and whole bunch of arsenal players ..
and i was like, hey arsenal match...

me: abg nizam, apesal nie??
abg nizam: penalty la..
me: why penalty?? which team??
abg nizam: its penalty shotout!! coz draw..
me: alamak..must watch wait i take my specs coz i cant see... (i was right infront of the tv)
abg nizam: dah sah buta!!!

so i watch the penalty shot out..and Arsenal won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL HAIL ARSENAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And its abt 6.45am when it ends...waaaaa...i was like..shit confirm late again!!!!!!!!!
wakakakaka...watever is ..i reached workplace at 8.40am...ok la..i gtg..need to do my work before sm and all balik office...

Toodles...
btw farrah... i know u r wearing pink panther panties right??
hahahahahahahaahaha




ps: im addicted to oh sizuka!!!!!!!!!!!!
go check it out guys!!

Random

now at work.. and im under a lot of stress and also in dilemma…damn..

this cant be true..i know ppl are just waiting for me to drop the bomb to leave my current friend.. whom I sincerely love… argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!

morning convo with farrah over the phone


me: woit, what ya wearing???

farrah: 3/4 legging and a long tee….

me: me 2..my gap top and legging..

farrah: and flatsme: same!!!!

at the back…hanis crazy or wat call u early in the morning???hahahahahaha

me: farrah we plan like we work at same place…

farrah: ya lor… always!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: ok im going to blog abt this…

farrah: u dare?? Dun call me ever

farrah seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I blog abt it..bye!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

avante seriously…im not sure..

Happy Birthday My Dearest SISTER!!!!!!

Happy birthday kakak!!!!
Hope u like the lil surprise on ur work desk!!!
but u are one damn blur la!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha.....

i rushed frm mrt to CB at ip to get her a cake and called her friend to put it on her desk..
Coz if i do it...ppl wud think that im my sis coz we look alike and furthermore im wearing specs, same style..hahahaha..

yesterday 1st day of work, and i reached home, watch dvd with my sis...
i fall asleep before 10pm...i swear avante gonna laugh when he knows abt this!!!
cepat pulang ya dong!!!! gue rindu kamu!!!!!!
and i woke up at 5.41am..i thot i was late for work..

workwise??
my sit is really beside the section manager...
waaaaaaaaaaaaa he dont dare to disturb me while im working..
and when he asked me to do something while im super busy... as in he disturb me...
i gave him that face (PLS DND!!!!!) he was like, erm sorry sorry...
i didnt really know the ppl there...

only the AD, SM and one temp staff...
and my mp3 and work keep me accompanied...if im really jam, i text farrah and my sis (which is like 2 floor below me)wakakakakakakakaka..and hopefully, i'll be trf to her department..tho is nt fun to be right underneath her nose 24hrs!!!!! but i need a job to support my lifestyle!!!!

today..i suffered a wardrobe malfunction...tho before that i had a 45 mins mini fashion show in my room!!!!!!argh!!!!!! im so use with shorts tee and slippers..nw i need to dress up!!!
oh ya..i love heels!!!wakakakakakakaka!!!!
if avante knows abt this he sure gonna tell me this "next time juz wear ur bikini" in a sarcastic way!!!!!!! he doesnt really like me in those revealing tops and stuff...argh!!!!
i did thot of wearing baju kurung!!! but its gonna be a JOKE of THE DAY!!!
nah it never gonna happen....oh ya.. i better stop now coz im really exhausted...really i have to tahan this job for sometime till i get a better job with better pay.. COZ ONLINE SHOPPING IS ADDICTIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



kakak..i love u so much...
can u pinjam me duit???hehehehehehehe

ok..bye im running away!!!!!!


ps: u knw why working with sister is super duper boring???
coz if i do anything stupid or crazy, my sister going to know...
damn!!! (am suffering from I DUN WISH TO TALK SYNDROM!!!)
coz me and my mouth can put me into deep trouble....

and!!!!!!!! not that i dont like to be with my sis...
i have to start talking nicely to her...if not my bro in law will not give me the hp i want!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and!!!!!!! she gonna keep track of my expenditure!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

even now she's holding on to my Atm card.....

and!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ppl say this.... wah you 2 look alike!!!!
wahhh this wahh that!!!! u guys look like twins!!!! STOP IT LA!!!!!

WHATEVER IS!!!!
KAKAK I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUACKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u know my wish!!!! tho its ur bday!!!!!!bluek!!!!



i guess u all at ktm now...ok i want pisang goreng 1, yong tau fu, and erm... 7up Revive!!!!
thanks!!!!!!!



this is what i call.....suffering from I NEED AVANTE NOW!!! im bored!!!!
farrah wake up...talk to me!!!! ok nvm...toodles ppl...im off to lala land!!!
i wanna meet my boyfie...MR CESC FABREGAS NOW!!!!

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.
every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule.
but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

from farrah's blog...
i agree with it...thanks hun!!!!!

oh ya...im starting work this monday.. sadly...avante cant celebrate it with me...haiz..due to work.
and im sure im gonna spend more money on clothes like i did just now..hahaha...
and the fact that avante and i kept having heated up conversation..all coz of stupid misunderstanding...
and for a fact..avante hide something from me...
wat do u expect... of coz im pissed.. i hate people who dont know me start cursing me and my family for no right of reason.. you dont earn any sympathy or respect from me..not anymore..
i dont care at all now.. if u are smart enough.. you wont curse me and my family...sorry!!!
i know he dont wish to tell me..coz he worry ill get hurt...but his mistake..he didnt hide it properly..aiyo!!!

i told him, i will never gave up hope tho i know..one day we gonna go our separate ways...
why not now??? coz im so sure i cant deal without him... for 6 entire months almost everyday we meet and spend time.. we are close like we are in relationship...but no... we are friends...
and i hope it last..but avante and me know things will not go our way...
so while spending time with him, im still finding for the right one, sometimes with his help...
thanks dear... i appreciate it so much... i know from now, this gonna be a tough for us...
but hey sayang...dont worry...ill always be there for u...no matter what... sampai syurga
i just want the best for both of us... u know me right...nothing but just the best....
so right now, we helping each other and when the time comes, we will be ready to say our goodbye...

so whoever wanna curse me, go ahead...whoever wanna say anything go ahead..i know avante is still here beside me to protect me.... (ya...he's an autobot)

Done with showing off my Arsenal jersey to avante

had fun on friday..
movie outing with avante..
i force him not to drive his car..
i swear it was a big mistake..coz he cant stop nagging..
abt the journey, and the weather kinda hot, and we gotta wait under the sun for the bus..
Damn...i did punch him...wakakakakaka..
and the best part when we bought starbucks..he with his own extraordinary drink..
the barista was like, HUH??????
and i juz laugh..looking at her reaction..
omg!!!

after movie, ya..we watch hes just not that into u..
he gotta go home..some family meeting..
so i went kelantan to fetch isaac..(not kelantan,kelantan msia ok)
and went out with my sis and bro in law...
he's such a hyper...
he had bruises here and there..coz he kept bumpping into things...hahahaha...

saturday another boring day..without him..and i had migraine..fuck!!!

yesterday went to cck..
its like so fun la...everyones present..and isaac..he love bitting my finger..i swear its so painful..
he likes to see me shouting..hahaha

today..woke up..i saw my parcel..yeay my arsenal jersey!!!!!!!!!!
and i met avante...he bought delifrance for me... (but my dad finish it) sorry syg..
and its really coincidence..he wore his liverpool tee..and im wearing my arsenal jersey...done with showing off..
he asked me why i didnt get the navy colour jersey..but who cares..i want my home jersey!!!!
he mintak wat so call my JACKET!!!!!
yes he gave his jacket...hehehehehe..but he asked back coz its freezing out there....
alamak..i swear, i hvnt wash it for like days...mesti bau masam..eeeee (wakakaka)
dear dont wear it to sleep ok...later u got addicted to my masam smell hw..wakakakaka

oh ya...13 more days..i got a date with avante and wawa and the rest!!!!!
MEETING WAT WE CALL OUR KEKASIH HATI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUMPS!!!!!!!!!!!!

aurora!!!! yang pernah...

funny right, we even have the same ringtone... aurora...

ok la...off to no where...wait...now here...
argh im bored....missing avante..but i juz met him...

WOIT FARRAH!!!!!TMR WE MEET....GUA RINDU KAMU LOR!!!!!!!

ps:pray hard i got the job tmr...
i want more arsenal jersey!!!!!!!!!